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// i got my tin number at laaaaast. grabe naman, such a short process for a semi-long trip. -__-;

// then. i had to beg ate theresa (mommy's sec) na isama ako sa lahat ng lakad nya for this day because i was super bored at home! i have a head-splitting headache, a runny nose and a fever.... i shoudl've stayed na lang to rest but noooo.... parang lalo akong lalala sa bahay. wahahaha. i felt like i need to go out naman. what the fuck, right? chka oo, bigla akong nag-crave sa street food. kumain ako ng banana-q, calamares, squidball, isaw blahblahblah. yumyumyum. what a fulfilling day!

// my feet hurts! but at least, the headache is gone! hahaha! it was fun being with her! kasi naman i can talk about anything! wahaha especially about my majorcrush. hohoho, i can't talk about it to my mom kahit na she's nagging me about it kasi ikkwento nya yun kay daddy, so.. patay. e lalo na kay terai! i tried! but she ends up being insecure, e ayoko naman non. hohoho. i miss my LB friends tuloy. henako, gusto ko naman ng girl friend.

// lam nyo yun??? ang dami kong kwento! gusto ko ng may ka-girl talk. teenager parin naman ako eeeeeh. maarte din!

// last night a close friend of mine talked to me over y!m about her plans. na super similar to what i've just been through. you know, the shifting/transferring shit. shempre at this point it's soooo impractical na nga naman to shift out. graduating na sha e. buti kung irregular sha like me hahaha pero hindi eh. she has all the brains to endure her course (bs cs. ateneo). but she says it's becoming unbearable how she can't do what she really wants: graphic design.

tsk. what's it with artists and people who entered college at a young age?
alam nyo un? there are certain things in life that manifest only at a certain age. like passion. it takes time to actually acknowledge it. malas lang namin na mejo it's too late in our case.

naisip ko tuloy. kung mga 17 or 18 ako nagstart ng college, maybe i would be in a course na talagang gusto ko. yung hindi ko pinili because of its future monetary glitz. kasi i'm sure na on that age, i already know better than to sacrifice happiness for money. ows? naniniwala ba kayo sakin? hahaha

// dahil dyan. gooooood night. i feel drowsy.

o anong nangyari?

ewan. hindi ko rin magets.



goooooodmornight.

strawberry-banana ice cream please.

goooooood morning.

@ my mom woke me up and asked me to construct a letter to this AIG person regarding her stocks. they sent her a letter regarding a reverse split of common stocks. i just copy pasted the blasted term, i have no idea what it means. then my mom burst out saying how fucked up these AIG people could be for sending her something she can't understand.

i'm hating AIG now for sucking up my mom's dollars, and for sending her an overly incomprehensible letter (that i now have to deal with).


@ i'm getting the hang of bella's lullaby now! i can play it na! yehey! though i didn't finish the entire piece note-for-note because it just keeps on repeating itself. hohoho. i can't say i'm out of the curse, cos technically, i wasn't able to finish the 3 pages. hahaha ano baaaaaaa. -___-; playing bella's lullaby makes me want to buy a real piano, or a Casio CDP-200R (last check, 40k).



@ my teacher said i have a potential of becoming a good programmer. i don't believe him. i hardly take compliments seriously nowadays, especially in my new school.

@ oh right. i think i'm out of the school paper organ, they call it FCLC. i didn't attend today's meeting, which will decide the final staff members. whoever is absent gets eliminated. so, i'm out! hahaha i kinda hate compromising my siestas. and i also hate going home alone. ang babaw. pero i'd rather be with my friends (or be in my room sleeping) than draw for the school newsletter. hohoho

maynila by dominic rubio

nice contrast

that's another cool exhibit at the art center.

maynila by dominic rubio.

because i thought i needed some inspiration to get my drawing mojo back, i went to megamall to check out what's new in the galleries, what's up in cyberzone, and also to eat ice cream. nothing much, just one of the things i enjoy doing.


WWJD. what would joo do?

when your sister throws a tantrum in the bus, cursing loudly and throwing coins out the window just because the bus guy (ano ulit tawag dun kay manong ticket?) short-changed her?
whew! gooooose frabaaaaaa. it works. never ever decide on something out of rage cos it will only make matters worse.
what would happen to you if i weren't there? you silly girl.

Lord, why do you always use my sister to test my patience?

duh?

or maybe she's talking about the narrowing chances a guy over 25 would impregnate a teenager. still, can't be any clearer.

off to practice bella's lullaby! hahaha

of barren hints

terai: tids, how i can be a good elder sister to you?
me: bilhan mo ko nitong mango shake
t: sige
m: O_O. *sip* uto uto ka talaga. bakit ba?
t: wala lang. wlang naniniwalang ate mo ko.
m: oi grabe, hindi a. muka lang akong mas matanda sayo haha tanggap ko na yn
t: e khit sa dorm feeling nila mas ate ka sakin e...
m: sori naman! tgal na yun a! i always reprimand u kasi diba... hahaha binubully ba kita?
t: di naman, feeling ko lang you always know what to do better kaya ganun. -_-;
m: talaga? kainin na lang natin yang cake mo *grin*
t: a, o sige. sayo na. kanina mo pa hinihintay no?
m: actually, oo.

weeeeh. issue nanaman ba yan? i love my sister talaga. ever since she started working, may pasalubong ako everydaaaaay. hohoho and i never thought she still thinks about how i always seem to act like the older one. eeeh, madali lang kasi habulin ung 1 year e (mga tatlong paulo coelho, chka isang dan brown), buti kung mga 5 years apart kami. hohoho pero actually, there's something about capricorns talaga e. i have a mental psych profile of capricorns kaya i know. eto mga favorite signs ko kasi na-aanalyze ko sila ng maigi: capricorn, scorpio, taurus, virgo. hahaha labo.

maiba.

my close friends know i'm a mad crusher. i declare a major crush over someone and obsess on the guy for months, confuse myself with drawing the line between crush and love but end up picking the safest answer. i can't love someone i don't know (you too). that's why i stalk. but i clearly can't love someone i don't know on a personal level. and being a mad crusher, i tend to get into a severe mental nervous wreck whenever my crush is within arm's reach, making it almost impossible for me to get to know the person impartialy. that's probably the reason why (i think) i've never been in love. aaaand, it's also the reason why i know i won't end up with the guy of my fantasies (aka my crushes) because it's going to be a relationship full of frequent nervous breakdowns on my part and well, silence.

i feel like someday, i'm going to end up with a friend. yeah, like this sharon cuneta and aga mulach movie . 'someday' being a time where i'm on the verge of becoming an old spinster. i can never be sure. i find it easier to fall in love with a friend, though i've never been there and that's just me speaking hypothetically. i think i have analyzed my friends (psychologically) enough to know how feasible this claim would be.

go figure.

PS: i greeted sir santos at the door awhile ago and he smiled back at me. i kinda conquered my nerbyos, yehey. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
PS2: fcking hillarious, i saw someone at school who looks like howard wolowitz (big bang theory)

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happy breakfast to meeee! nakow, tuluyan na kong nilayasan ng antok. kya naman i made myself a super early breakfast -time check: 4am- fried egg! di ako mahilig sa itlog e kaso gutom na gutom na ko. anyway, may kape naman! barako meeehn! :D :D kasi naman nakakagutom magpuyat for no reason at all. mejo in denial pa kasi ako sa tunay na dahilan kung bat ako laging puyat e so for now, let's just say i have sleeping problems. hohoho.

awhile ago was fun! :D ate dinner and drank a bit with my friends bwahahaha. namiss ko ang gin pomelo! last time i had it sobrang sabaw ng buhay ko, org event kasi yun... nagbbaraha lang ako with my brods, kung sino talo sh-shot. e gin pomelo ba naman ang shot namen, edi patalo lang ng patalo hanggang maubos yung pomelo at gin pineapple na lng ang available. since then, bawal na matalo. yak gin pineapple. hahaha in fairness! mahirap magpatalo kung lahat kayo yun ang goal. hahaha

o yun nga, dinner at mcdo then inom at tomatokick. nagtataka nga ako e, ano kayang problema ng mga to? bakit kelangan uminom? yun pala. wala. hahahaha anong klaseng trip yaaaan? o tapos, aaaah! lam ko na. supposedly meet and greet (artista?) with larz boyplen kaso di pumunta eeeeh. oks lang. cge next time, magdadala rin kami sila ng boypren para di sya ma-op. hehehe

oh right! michi showed me super provoking videos of yunjae. haynako naman. we're in a public area! nakakahiya magspazz like crazy. ang hirap magpigil sobra. kinikilig ako slash kinikilabutan sa mga bagay bagay na nasaksihan ko. shoot. XD

hmmm. a, yon. ang lakas ng zombie nila. zombie=gin pomelo ng tomatokick. mas mataas ang ratio ng gin compared sa juice. henako. di ko alam. may klase pa ko. awsht. nakaka-bangag kaya. ewan ko ba. ang sarap pa ng nachos dip nila. yung dip lang. hahaha.

namiss ko magdiscovery suites. hahaha. next time dun tayo sa bubong nina larz! ihaw tayo ng marshmallow! huwaaaw. camping. hahahaha o sige, gusto nyo samin diba? sigeeeee, dala kayong tent! stargazing tayo sa roofdeck bsta hindi cloudy! yeheeeeey.

hay, buhay petiks nga naman.