excessive power napping

maybe it's wrong to sleep too much in the afternoon, i'm finding it hard to sleep at night. -__-;

hey, new layout. plainer, as promised. almost no graphics involved hahaha. this isn't mine, i got it somewhere... (see bottom of this page). :) and heck, it was so hard trying to modify this thing according to my preference! really, if you are a blog designer, keep the navbar with only a few recognized primary widgets! grabe naman, super daming unsolicited gadgets, puro 3rd party pa! ang hirap alisin cos it's not on the page elements view, kelangan pang hanapin sa code. tapos walang date stamp?!?! watda! ang daming kelangan ayusin !#@*&(%^$#$@!$ oo, nahilo ako e. i had to go through hell for something this plain?! haha masochist. :) e gusto ko ng plain e! :D :D :D so, yay! but i fell in love with the simplicity of the layout so i guess it's worth it. haha

oi, this day was fun! :) after class, SMF with my classmates --- ewan ko lang, mga isang dosena yta kami, muka tuloy field trip. haha timezone lang naman. brian, sayang o. HAHAHA

ngayon ko nga lang nalaman na may timezone na dun e. haha

come on, friday! :D :D

scouting

for someone who's obsessed with leaking out too much crap in the web, this layout is too serious. now i'm looking for something to rip-off. something plainer. hehe

i've been lurking around here, reading my archives, hating myself for hating too much specially during highschool, then hating myself more for excessively bastardizing the two languages i speak (then and now).

it's been too boring. after my power siesta, i rushed to the tv to see if i can still catch up on heart and jc, but found out they're done for the day. i tuned in to maxene and glaiza, and bud brothers instead -- airing simultaneously on rival channels. i'm having a hard time remembering the program titles cos they sound all too similar. and they're too cheesy, but i watch them because i admire the antagonists. glaiza outshines maxene in every way, she's prettier and has more spunk (some call it character). maxene always looks sick and she has bad angles. arci has more appeal than heart. hahaha to jc de vera and patrick garcia, wish you were taller. oh and wendy (whose wig sucks) as a nerd psychologist tops.

no plans for tomorrow.

yugto

i need a reason to go to LB. yung mabigat! uh, refund? hindi e, deposit lang katapat non. T_T; haaay, i miss you LB. LB lang! hindi UPLB. hahaha

ayoko talaga mag-uniform e

just got home from my cousin's 18th birthday celebration! grabe, i literally threw up because of overeating. hahaha then kinuyog pa namin yung imported chocolates na regalo sa kanya... hahaha sarap! :D :D :D

i'm obsessed with my french reviews. see, i even had to consult google translate to know what my readers think about the story. :) it was overwhelming! thank you for crying! i cried writing the last chapter as well, but that was a good 3 years ago. hahaha :D it's nice to have a bunch of people grab a kleenex with your story! that's one thing i'll always be proud of! :D course, my beta gets all the credits for proofreading my hideous grammar, and my translator too --- if not for her my story wouldn't reach france, lol!! besides that, it was awesome writing for you guys! :D :D :D

till the next story! :D haha but you'll have to wait...maybe a decade till my writing mojo comes back...or till i rewatch/reread the whole harry potter series. i wasn't called for writing in the first place haha and i wasn't naturally blessed with good writing skills. :) haha next time! :D

i'm being cruel for leaving two other fics unupdated for more than 2 years now. i just don't know what to do with them anymore. LOL.

i already have my uniform! the fabric is too err thick? pre, ang init e. at parang maluwag yung pants ko. haha anyway, i hate wearing uniforms but it's one thing to save on a wardrobe update.

transformers, anyone? july na! i can go out na! haha :D :D

conservative

man, you're still in highschool and you're already clubbing like crazy! that's a bit off, for me ah, to see my multiply inbox flooded with how you wasted yourself partying at fiammas and meeting equally juvenile friends at the embassy. you fake your IDs and try hard to look collegiate for a taste of party music, booze and smoke.

seriously. study for now. save the pent up adulthood frustrations when you're of age. you're barely 18 and you show off too much skin already. doesn't pay that you're pretty, the real climb to the peak of the social ladder begins at college (or maybe even after), not in highschool. because how well you do in highschool determines where you're going to in college. and where you're going to in college determines the kinds of places you will spend the rest your social life in. believe me, it's all about stereotypes. the status quo starts shedding itself off when you leave highschool. don't waste you're beda education.

so dear friend, don't party too much. at least not in places where everyone will think you're a social climber (like i do). a too-young-to-be-peer-pressured social climber at that. >__>;

i'm speaking out of the tradition that highschool girls should stay in their houses for the most part of their nene lives. that's what my lola taught me. that's what i did back then. if i'm not studying i'm most probably in front the computer, typing furiously about a new found OTP, making stories, ranting about fandoms. sometimes reading fics, reading stories, reading articles. most of my highschool life i spent reading and drawing and writing and playing minesweeper and pinball...such that when i came to college, i was overwhelmed at the amount of freedom i was given... that i instantly became a slave of vicious vices... academic delinquency and sometimes alcohol. i'm not saying you should spend highschool like i did. that would be extremely intolerable. haha i'm just saying that you should keep your studies at high priority, at least habang highschool ka pa. :)

right! i take back everything i've said on the first 2 paragraphs. you should, indeed, party while you're still young so you won't be surprised on how things go way wilder in college. right. roight. haha diba?

hahaha of course, it's the devil talking. i give the worst advices ever. come to me when you're drunk (or if you want to)! :)


err....earth to yan? di ko nagets yun. HAHAHAHA minsan talaga kahit sarili ko di ko maintindihan bwahaha. ganun daw talga mga henyo sabi ni jay, kakarampot lang ang nakaka-intindi --- minsan nga wala pa. haha

crap

school, hospital, megamall, birthday. :)

school - ok lang. haha. eto na, nagsisimula na kong magsawa. nanlumo ako kanina dahil kala ko eto na ang simula ng pagkatalo ko sa reci (tambak!) hahahaha, pero hindi parin. naks. HAHA

hospital - ok lang din. got a flu shot. :) duty si cousin! haha nakatipid kmi sa vaccine. while in the hospital, i received a text msg from the school paper blah blah blah blah. meeting daw at 3pm. short-notice! so nevermind. pero yehey, ibig sabihin pasok ako? :D

megamall - para ipaayos ang laptop ni daddy. antok na antok ako nito, power nap time ko dapat e. nothing much, just looked at some paintings, nainspire ng kaunti. natuwa sa abstract vs. abstract exhibit sa art center. hahaha. astig talaga mga utak ng abstract artists, di ko masundan. tapos nakatulog na ko sa hagdan. XD

birthday - dapat di na ko pupunta. haha wala kong gift e! at inuubo ako. :) pero natuloy parin. hanep pala sa slice n' dice eh, perfect pang-inuman! :) next time, next time. hehe

how could i fail so much doing something i like?

my other classmates have already been notified that they passed the test! :( i haven't received anything yet. which sucks because i was hoping to get in and finally have something better to do than sleep the whole afternoon and spend every night online. oh well.

i miss meg cabot and her hillariously dumb writing. i didn't mean dumb as bane. as you can see, i like writing dumb... excessively at that. and apparently, school isn't as interesting as they were during the first few weeks. it's becoming dragging. i wish i had something better to do than listen to teachers who can't keep their math (and english) straight.

i miss talking sense. i've always been a lover of nonsense but i try to keep my sanity intact by talking to at least one person whom i regard to as wise and mature. i had my eyes on someone, but he totally proved me wrong. now i'm all about leeching on Paulo Coelho's online newsletter. pathetic.

experience still tops the hunt.

i wish i was back in UPLB.