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Thursday, May 7, 2009

time

check this article by Bo Sanchez: Are You Fulfilling Your Life Purpose?

In that article, he poses two questions that will determine your purpose in life.

1.) What do you love to do?
2.) Where do you excel?

Frankly speaking, I already know my purpose in life. If you know me personally, I guess you'll have an idea. I'm a happy person who knows my life purpose, works at it, but not daily. I say not daily because at the moment, I am still wrongly positioned in life. Meaning, I don't like what I'm doing

Sometimes it just doesn't pay that you know your purpose. You have to work at it. True. But what if circumstances are not geared towards you fulfilling your purpose in life? Like in my case, I want to be a full time artist but when I applied for Fine Arts, I failed miserably. I remember a popular saying that says when you want something, the universe will conspire for you to achieve it. Definitely not in my case! -___-;;

which is why i find it reasonable to not take the universe as it generally is, because if you do, it's pretty much saying that you're relying on FATE. and fate is for lazy people who don't want to work their asses. you should at least define your universe, who's in it, where it is and what are you in it. Your universe should include only those variables which work interdependently on each other, with you being the main anchor. Such that when you work hard, all the others will be affected in the right way. That's my kind of universe, and it's the kind of universe that will conspire to your aspirations, given that you work on it of course. Let's not be superficial.

Now, back to why I can't seem to fulfill my purpose.

The only thing I can think of is TIME. I believe that the fulfillment of every purpose has its own time. I believe in God's time. I would complain about it, why did I have to realize my purpose this early when I have to wait for 10 more years to practice it? I would spend my life waiting anxiously for that chance to arrive. it's like a potential that is not given the right break. Then again, I'm still young and need to learn to more. Fulfilling my purpose in life is probably the last stage that I would have to go through before I reap eternal rewards. It's a stage I don't want to enter unprepared.

Anyhow, it doesn't mean that I'm leaving my purpose behind for awhile. I mean, going back to the 2 questions, if it's something I love to do and excel in, it would always come out from me naturally.

It's the fulfillment that has to wait.

permission to hula

@ i guess it was the other other day when someone approached us and asked us to sign a request letter to include HULA DANCING in the gym's group exercises. of course, being polite, we signed the petition letter. but then, why hula? they already have belly dancing and hula hardly makes people sweat. hmmm. but anyway, if it gets granted, it would be a cute exercise. hehe

@ by the way, the other day, we tried YOGA. freakin complicated positions!!! i'm really out of balance! >___>; but i like it because it made me sweat really hard

@ that's why the next day, which was yesterday, we didn't go the gym. partly because the weather is glum, and mostly because there's a party at our neighbor's house and well, we just had to be there for the FOOD.

@ tomorrow is my dad's birthday! :D yey. ice cream plzzz???

@ for me, this is the best website in whole internet universe! BOSANCHEZ.PH -- this place is just full of blessings! :D please do try his articles and see for yourself. don't forget to subscribe to get free articles on your email! :D

God Bless

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

chill

every friendship is still worth restoring, i've learned that after making ammends with my housemate earlier this afternoon. i suddenly can't bear the guilt that i was too sarcastic and sharp-tongued just because of some misunderstanding. >____>;; from now on, i promise myself not to bring any unresolved conflicts to my deathbed. i could just die of guilt.

that aside, here's something i made while in the gym. remember the day when i failed to workout because of my period? here's the result. XD

:D hehe

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Monday, May 4, 2009

on coffee high

oooh, almost midnight entry. :)

nothing really. :)

so while feasting on crackers and slimming tea, i'm gonna watch DNangel! :)

yey XP

something i've learned about my anime watching habits.

romance/romcom will always be my favorite! :) i go for the usual highschool setting with the typical boy meets girl setup. i can watch series like these continually, yeah, without eating or taking a bath lol.

unlike with general adventure type anime, even though they still tick a big part of my heart...i cannot watch it with sustained interest just like what i do with shallow series LOL. i WILL finish the series, but i will have to take a bath, eat my meals, or even go out malling in between. LOL.

and so far...
anime series i've completed watching both on TV and on disc (as far as i can remember)

death note (fave!)
code geass s1 and s2 (fave!)
special a (marathon!)
ouran high school host club
lovely complex
full metal alchemist 1
yuyu hakusho
hunter x hunter
slam dunk (fave!)
junjou romantica
fushigi yuugi
rurouni kenshin
sailor moon (childhood fave!)

blah blah... i guess there's more! i forgot those series i used to watch in AXN before when we still have cabled tv LOL

and now...
animes series i want to watch/finish watching/re-watch

gravitation
honey and clover (in progress)
DNangel (in progress)
one piece
naruto (like hell! can't get past season 1)
bleach (in progress)
full metal alchemist 2

hahaha