cool

if i heard it right, we won 1st runner up in the cheering competition, 2nd runner up in ms. engmit, and 4th runner up in mr. engmit.

mr. seles won mr. engmit. i kinda knew it, it was really obvious. though for the ms. engmit...i dunno. what happened?

wow. that was superb! XD
lol, and i wasn't really of great help at all. hahaha

CONGRATULATIONS UP AChES! :D
i'm so proud to be part of this org. XD

the 5th stamp

so, i attended our make-up class this morning but decided to not stay over at school for the cheering competition and the conclusion of the mr and ms engmit 09. wewewell, it's because i didn't want to stay over for the night, and my parents don't want me to go home at midnight either.

40% done with downloading a CDrip of rico blanco's album, your universe. i want to get over it already but i have to go home pa.

plans.
shet, i want a new laptop?
nonono, i just want to speed up this thing. i think i need a reformat or something AND and original antivirus.

right! i'm gonna buy one! :) any suggestions? hehe

hmhmhmhmhmhmhm.
bye.

go AChES! :D

declined

lol. have you ever experienced having your DEBIT card declined when you're about to purchase almost2000 worth of items?

wewewell, i just did. hehe, anyway... it guess it was only around 70pesos short. good thing i had an almost-70pesos item in the basket so i just paid it in cash. whew. goooood thing. kasi 100 na lang cash ko eh. haha. anyhow... i kinda splurged too much today.

after the workshop,
i bought a backpack. AT LAST.
and a sorta running flats. AT LAST.

seeeeeeee? i bought things according to my wishlist! no impulsive items! hooooray. i saved for them, so i deserve them both. actually, my whole 2000 bucks is reserved just for a backpack. i wanted a jansport ayt? but i saw this way-cheaper backpack with a laptop compartment from hawk gear for only around 1200. so i bought that instead. it's bigger and water resistant pa (daw). oha. then again, i was up for the design talaga eh. the classic jansport is the ideal backpack for me because it's baggy when there are only a few items in it, i don't really like bags that take a constant shape even when they're empty. hahaha. i love abstract daw kasi. hehe

anyway, no regrets. terai helped me decide on it so i'm not regretful.

the other item...well... i actually wanted a skechers rubber flats but that's gonna cost me another month of high-delata diet so i bought from MKNY na lang. cheaper (compared to sketchers naman) pero greaaaaat. XD

i have a new favorite medium (next to pens): CHARCOAL PASTEL.
mehn, i work better on it. even though it's messy and un-erasable... it's so cool! i don't mind messing my hands with it. >__<;

i'm gonna buy one! promise.
btw, i put up a new blog, //spacehater.blogspot.com
nothing's up yet, for now. it's supposed to be my art blog. well, soon it's gonna be one. hehe

wudels? hmm. i'm probably gonna save for a canon instead of olympus na lang. if i can manage to get a cheaper one, even second-hand, at ebay... i'll go for it. brand new? better.

okaaaay. i guess it's worse to have a debit card declined at the cashier (compared to credit cards), because you know debit cards use YOUR OWN money to pay for stuff, and if it doesn't work, then it means YOU DON'T HAVE MONEY IN IT ANYMORE.

eh sa credit card, it only means that you've reached your credit limit or haven't paid your bills yet. which still sounds bad parin pero mas cheap talaga pag debit card yung nadecline eh, tapos ang haba pa ng pila o. pero 70 pesos lang naman yung kulang. hahaha

pahiya ako e.

1234 freakin entries in a day

could be more though, depends on how much i slack off with studying.
i changed my wallpaper! :D err... i've been using my picture (me swimming at baker pool) ever since i got this laptop and i figured it's time to change! yey! :D

it's bleaaach now! :D

lookie

i badly want to flail over something right now. bleach? right. but but but, i have no one to flail with!!!!! there are no enough people whom i can freely talk to regarding my fandoms. hahahaha

bleaaaaaccccch!!! :)
i'm not so much into yaoi na. that's cool cos honestly, i consider it a semi hormonal imbalance that i like boy-boy love. heh

bleach is my reward! XD

sige sige, aral na ko. -___-;

because loneliness kills and uproots human reason

hopefully, i shall get my revenge. i shall leave everything and keep minimal (if not absolutely zero) contact with the people staying in this fucked-up suburban shit hole. i badly want to get out of here.

frankly speaking, there is nothing in this douchebag of a university that i enjoyed genuinely. not the org. not the acads. the only thing i'm enjoying here are my friends and my housemates. :\


i'm in the process of destressing myself by watching bleach. there's been too much bitterness and hate in me right now that i don't want to go back to the apartment. alam nyo yun, i want curse at them, at you! at her, and drive everyone away.


off to study.
then bleach later! yey

yet another thing to blog about

dalawa na ang sumira sa araw (gabi) ko.

mothersheeeeeep!

salamat housemates.

i don't know

why i suddenly decided to blog. this is actually not my preferred blogging place but i'm on a tight budget, roight.

i'm kinda stressed. i don't know how it shows, but i know how it feels. everytime i think of the possibility that my grades will sabotage my most anticipated transfer, i become so depressed. i really don't know how to deal with it. i have 4 GE subjects... you'd probably think it's very easy to ace them but seriously, i'm having problems with 2 of them.

eng2 sucks. i'm under mojica ba naman kase but the real problem is coping with the requirements. he's so maarte! anyway, i'll do my best. ever since i decided to transfer and fix my grades... iba na ang pananaw ko ng passing grade. it's not 60 anymore... it's 75. 75 pare, nahihirapan ako ng bonggang bongga.

sosc1 is also hard, especially the exams. mam abrigo talaga. sana pinadali na lang nya ang exam. isa't kalahating oras akong nagsusulat ng essay na sobrang sabaaaaaw.

ewan ko talaga. pero i'm still working on it.
i won't lose hope kahit na honestly, pinanghihinaan na ko ng loob.

why can't i be smart?
eto pa ba ang pipigil sakin?


i'm scared
:(