pain

reading Confessions of a Shopaholic by Sophie Kinsella to keep me from mindlessly staring at the download window. they also have a hardbound copy of Breaking Dawn by Stephanie Meyer here, cool.

no this is not cool. i especially came here to download but the speed is killing me. 6 laptops now, grrrrreat! -_-

i received the weirdest gift today; a pyrex petri plate with cover. this gift totally rocks because i don't usually get those for christmas, not that i need it, but really... laboratory instruments for gifts? totally COOOL. maybe next time i'll get my friends centrifuge tubes with a message inside hahahaha.

someone came, 7 laptops now.oh and there're still laptops at the smoking area, 9 laptops now. T____T waaaah.

please don't rob me of my precious download speed. waaaah ;___;

OH FCK! THE DOWNLOADING JUST STOPPED BECAUSE THE SOURCE FILE CAN'T BE READ. WTH DOES THAT MEAN?!?!?!?!

dmn, more laptops coming. T_T; frkn dmn!

choco mint mocha = bad idea

i. i'm home alone last night so to save me from the paranoia i borrowed anne's magic mic and sang. not loudly though, i don't want the neighbors to think i'm a pathetic loner who sings by herself. it was very very exhausting, lol i sang for around an hour and 30 minutes before i went to bed to watch some series

ii. bleach. it was just last night that i started watching this wicked anime series, apparently i'm only on episode 3 but no worries cos i'll try to be patient with this super long anime. haha

iii. i woke up at around 615am awhile ago to prepare for the big day. well, i ended up killing the snooze alarm and woke up at 7am. so i semi-rushed to baker hall to catch the game that just started. it was coool, really cool and nice to scream my lungs out cheering for my org. lol

iv. the next game was volleyball. i opted to skip this one to go swimming! at laaaast man, it's been ages since i last had a decent swim. and man was it fulfulling! :) i swam from 9-1030, thank goodness the weather's pretty cold. and mr. lifesaver gave me free lessons to improve my breast stroke. it was soooo great.

but then i felt extremely tired afterwards. 2 laps of 25 meters each got be begging for air already. i don't have enough stamina to endure more laps. T___T;; i think i finished around 15 laps this day... which sucked but i promise to get back next week for another self-training since i can't count on my tennis class anymore, it always rains on fridays.

and hey, i found out something about mr. hot lecture hall technician, HE FREAKIN SWIMS! +++++hot points, i saw him while i was swimming. i knew there's gotta something that he does to keep in shape. what a hot technician. @_@

v. fine, enough. i'm supposed to go home already but not until i download Becoming Jane OST. i'm still looking for decent direct links. boston's wifi is pretty crappy right now...there're like 8 laptops (including mine) sharing the internet. suuuuucks. -_____-;;

no tennis D:

yo man that sucks. >___>;

this day is the day i anticipated the most in hopes of getting a good sweat, but because it rained, our class was cancelled and we were scheduled to have a make up class this coming monday 7-9 am.

are you crazy?
like hell would i go. i hate make-up classes, they always fall on mondays, and i don't have classes on mondays - and...and PE is not something i would sacrifice my long weekend for...even though it's my favorite subject. T_T;

and tomorrow is our 2nd Big Day. we call it big day because it's the day in eng'g meet where we go play against schemes (our so called rival org). i'm giving up on the jersey because it seems like i can't order it from the org (which sucks). my fault, i was late. but hey i think i reminded someone my size, name and number...but he forgot so...grr.. that sucks more.

i really want my own jersey because it's probably going to be my last AChES jersey. lalakarin ko to mag-isa kung hindi nya ko matutulungan. dmn. and i'll probably include the new members.

hello. i would love get my own copy of Becoming Jane OST by Adrian Johnston. where are my piracy skills??!?!?

T____T;

i'm alone in the apt tonight. >___>;

btw, finished watching iron man last night. cooooool. haha

err,yeah

i. i'm getting the hang of curling. lol. and putting on eyeliner too. lolol. >__>;

ii. i was 45 minutes late on my class yesterday. guess what, i still came. haha anyway it was a 3 hour class. -__-; why was i late, you ask? i woke up on time, dressed up on the time, even arrived on time...but i forgot where we're supposed to hold our discussions that day. -_- good thing i waited at the stairs, i saw a classmate walking out from the cr and he led me to our classroom...which was just two doors across our original room. wt. ;_;

iii. i am so excited to be a fine arts student. only i dodn't want my braincells to deteriorate from lack of analytical thinking. uhh, right? 

iv. WORK excites me too. fine arts = petiks mode = lotsa free time = room for a part-time job = work = money = savings = good future

v. in short: fine arts = good future
seeeeeee? there's so much logic in transferring i couldn't get over it. sometimes i want to scale down the boldness of my plans, but then as early as now i want to CLAIM it already that a goof future awaits me at diliman.

vi. watched becoming jane (life of jane austen) two nights ago and fell in love with the setting. it's totally judith mcnaught. hello hollywood --- why not make a movie out of Whitney my Love? 

vii. i have ironman (blu ray quality) in my PC. and it's freaking 7.90something GIGS. a dvd of that size would cost me more than 45 pesos -- which is the cost of a single dvd movie in st. francis square. i'd rather buy movie dvds then.

viii. wait. if i download it through the net, that's only 700+MB per movie. oh yeah, dl time sucks. 

ix. copying bleach. the evilness.

x. my back hurts. i'm in need of a serious workout. T____T;

binary language + phonetics number codes= something only i could understand

0001 0010 0001 1000 0010 0000 0001 1000 0010 0001 1000 1001 0101 0111 0010 0001 0000 1001 0011 0110 0000 0001 0000 0011 0000 0001 0001 1001 0010 0100 0100 0010 0011 0000 0011 0001 0010 0010 0001 0011 0000 0011 0001 0001 0001 0011 0101 0000 0001 0010 0001 0100 0001 0100 0000 0010 0010 1000 1001 0100 1000 0000 0100 0101 0101 0100 0000 0010 0001 1000 0010 0010 0111 0000 0000 0101 0101 0011 0111 0001 0000 0010 0001 0010 0001 0100 0101 0001 0100 0010 0001 0000 0101 0101 0001 0111 0000 0011 1000 0100 0001 0001 0001 0000 0010 0001 0100 0001 0111 0000 0001 0000 0001 1001 0000 1000 0100 0000 0001 0000 0001 0111 0010 1000 0100 0001 0110 0100 0001 0010 0001 0010 0011 1001 0100 0111 0110 0000 0001 0001 0010 0001 0100 0010 0000 0101 0001 0001 0010 0011 1001 0100 0111 0001 0000 0010 0001 1001 0010 0100 0101 0010 0110 0000 0010 1000 0100 1001 0001 0000 0001 0001 0000 0000

for the translation:


i don't even see the point of blogging this but i am just so amazed at binary language (something yndi, my housemate taught me last night)
err, there's no enough privacy here... lol it's not even an excuse. i'll make a decent entry later on. T_T;; this will take some effort though. this entry takes two steps. first is to convert each word into number codes then translate the number codes into binary language using four bits. that's it.

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i know, i'm going crazy.
salamat, yndi. >___>;; natuwa ako...sobra! :)
finally... a binary language that only i can decode and understand, though what's the point in that diba. i can only do this for fun because it shows no apparent significance to have a 2 step decoding procedure that takes a lot of effort. hello naman.

lol. naamaze lang talaga ako sa binary. :) :) :)
and for no one's sake, i didn't include the numerical translation of the decoded entry. wala lang. ayoko lang. baka mahulaan nyo kung pano pero hindi rin kasi complex yun. weeeeh?

more than anything

[taken last December 25, 2008 - candlelight mass]

i forgot to mention about it, but yesterday at church during the 2nd altar call, as i was mouthing my prayers... i realized i was close to tears. that was a first time. >___> and when the pastor's hand rested on my head to bless me and my prayers, i suddenly burst out crying. i couldn't stop myself, and believe me I DIDN'T WANT TO CRY. i was pacifying myself because i didn't want my parents to see me crying.

actually i didn't want them to see how 'touched' i was at that time. pride, maybe? in fact, i don't want anyone to know about my religious side, kung meron man ako nun. =__= i'm not proud of my spiritual standing yet, i guess i'm still not in the right position to brag about it. most people do, and it disgusts me because they sound like hypocrites. sorry.

Lord, do you hate me now?

anyway. there was only one thing i was praying about that time and it was just at that moment that i realized how it is the most important thing to me now (or the most important wish):

UP Diliman - Fine Arts

Lord, VisCom please? :)

i suddenly miss shane

i was making a list of series to buy and included The L Word in it. L, i dunno, lesbian? love? "watashi wa L desu?" juuuuuust because i wanna see Shane McCutcheon (katherine moennig) sans all the porn.

she was my ultimate highschool female celebrity crush. i made her a very embarrassing lesbian love poem which i lost at the retreat house at school.... full story here. i drew a portrait of katherine moennig too. i was deeply infatuated, i guess, scanning people with a similar haircut... asking this friend of mine over and over again if she could lend me her sister's friend's dvd of it.... lol on them all.

yknow, those were the times when i thought i couldn't make it in the real world, with real men and no female crossdressers. fck. i thought i was already a lesbian. uhh, identity crisis? we all went through it, i'm sure...most of my batchmates did.

however... college came and i almost fell in love...well, with a guy. which means i'm out of the crisis. hurraaaaay?



but stiiiiiill, shane!!!! ♥ i dunno. i still wanna watch the L word. =___= and i wanna play tennis and i wanna swim like crazy too.

hey, what the hell was this all about?
i don't remember the people i mentioned there already. seriously, i was racking my brain for answers. who could this beeeeee?



seeee? that's why i semi-hate highschool! i was my most hateful self back then. i have a bunch of entries labeled hate, hate list, i hate you, stuff like that. lol

shaneshaneshane!

suuuuucks! i'm going back to los banos tomorrow night. damn. ;__;