meron pa

this is what happened yesterday, hehe.
sa kagustuhan namin ni terai na makatipid sa pamasahe sa bus, we were convinced na sumabay sa car ng daddy ng friend ni anne papuntang sta. rosa. o diba ang layo? but the thing is, free naman until sta rosa so we took the van from there na 65 pesos lang to cubao. ayos diba... if you compute it, naka-save kami ng around 40 pesos plus traffic! ang bilis ng byahe. bwahaha :) at nakilala ko pa si eirrol na friend din pala nina alya, patti and ace (hs schoolmates) at POSIBLENG naging roomate nung crush ko dati sa newdorm. haha, bat ganun diba. small world. batchmate pa sha ni terai sa upjes. hehehe.

ok, yun lang. :)
thanks for the ride, sobra! hehehe

in memory of my excessive posting days

more entries per day = more gibberish.

diba? but now that i blog less (but still regularly), i'm slightly deviating from the self claimed title of this blog. not that i write with sense you know, which is hardly ever the case, but at least in a span of time i wasn't able to blog, my entries became more a of a gist than an overly exagerrated stupid teenage account. mas, err, condensed and less-detailed and wala lang... :) at least i don't go overboard offering my whole life on a platter.

wala naman akon stalker so ok lang. hahaha (or so i thought... hmmm) mag-post kaya ako ng suspicious IP addresses? hahaha joke lang, give me more traffic!! and more comments! and more link-exes! hahaha magpakilala naman kayo. it doesn't help to know which province you came from (because, I KNOW. bwahahaha). hello, let's be friends. mabait ako, pramis. :P

na-realize ko. masakit palang matawag na GEEK. but they're my favorite stereotype! i love geeks/nerds/dorks but to be actually classified as one and be treated with utmost disgust (which i deem is bewilderment in disguise. ayaw pa aminin mga shunga.) is just, heart shattering. hahaha

isa pa. yesterday, i realized something after deleting the Ouran series (4 gigs) from my media device, to make way for a brewing obsession with Lovely Complex (3 gigs). YOU CAN'T KEEP EVERYTHING. KA's right, i got the thought from her blog and was struck by the reality of it. you can never have enough storage space for your favorite files. you'll always have to dispose something one way or another to give space for something more urgent. see? i've consumed the whole 8gigs memory of my player by saving Ouran and now i need another gigabyte full of storage for a new series.

wow life. :)

gusto ko na ng laptop. :P
and a smashing portable harddrive not less than a hundred gigs.

not really.

stupid title. can't think of any. i'm really making good progress averting myself from consuming the world wide web on an unreasonable count. it's only the first time i saw the net since this weekend... and it's already thursday. hehehe nice diba?

oh anyway. i came online to download our physics handout (and of course do my downloading and copying). thank goodness it's already out in its complete form! hehehe 66 pages of junk, woooh i can't do with just that. i need to work hard!!! it's not easy you know, i actually thought it's simpler than its prerequisite subject but i guess they're just the same, though i'm more interested with what's now because... because... it's electronics? siguro. ewan. freak.

okokok. soooo...

monday, 23rd: no classes yet. still at home. got sick. was badly reprimanded by my mom. took medicine and stuff. hopefully... yeah.

tuesday, 24th: my uncle drove us to elbi with my mom. came in to deliver the beds (folding beeeds with foams. they're kinda nice and comfy), chairs, a stool and more stuff. still sick but i came to school because i can't afford not to. not when i'm trying to build a better acad life. haha, sige maniwala ka.

wednesday, 25th: feeling better... because of the bed. :P i have tonsilitis and i still drank cold drinks, sweets... grabe. i hate myself. minsan.

and now: wala, pagod. i just finished doing my immediate homeworks (oooops! ngayon ko lang naalala, may homework pala akong di pa nagagawa. haynaku.)

so yun. gagawin ko na muna...
shempre after magdownload. haha

piano mode

sabi ko na nga ba may future ako sa electronics eh. hehehe i fixed the pedal! yaaahooo! hehe, now i can use the organ again. hehe, namiss ko sya! :) i stopped playing kasi sira nga yung pedal and ang arte ko, i want the grand piano tune to be sustained all the time. after all, i'm playing classic pieces so i need a pedal. hehehe

grabe voldy (that's the name of my casio organ), it's been a while. hehehe. so how did it get fixed? actually, binuksan ko yung mismong pedal, buti na lang di sya mahigpit. hindi ko alam kung anong concept ang na-utilize ko at gumana sya basta i just aligned some wires and the spring tapos tenen! gumana! hahaha

parang yung charger ko lang dati na ayaw gumana... pina-ayos ko pa yun a... sa isang locksmith-slash-sapatero-na-may-background-sa-electronics, well... after finding out the source of the problem (broken coils), edi inayos nya..pero wa epek. so dahil dyan... ako na ang nag-ayos. inulit ko sya... and pinagpapawisang kinabit ang mga wires habang nakasaksak sa outlet... i need to feel the current kasi para makasiguro na tama yung pagkaka-kabit ko. and tentenenen! naayos ko naman sya... temporarily nga lang kasi bumili na lang ako ng bagong charger. hehehehe

ok so far, i'm printing music sheets...
Lullaby and Lost Memory from the OST of My Sassy Girl.

hehe, actually nakapa ko na yung intro ng Lost Memory pero i guess it's better to have the original score parin hehehe. :) excited na ko. hindi pa ko nakakabuo ng isang piesa since Grande Valse Brilliante (chopin). haha, i need tiiiime. :) :) :)

here's where you can get Asian OST sheet music for free
Soda Sheet Music

yeeeey. :)

natutuwa ako, when i opened the piano seat (kasi may compartment yun), naka-tatlong clear book na pala ako na puro piano pieces. well, hindi ko sila lahat naaral. tamad ako eh. nakakapagod din magbasa ng nota. >____>;

sige sige, piano mode muna ko! ehehehe
tamang tama, may bagyo.
labo.

why i'm starting to hate rinoa heartily

you can hate me for this because who's speaking is a biased final fanstasy ignorant basher.

2 things:
@ she always gets cosplayed. i'm tired of seeing her in cons. her dress is so simple, and she's one of the most cosplayed, not to mention 'default' cosplay character in the world. when you a visit a con you'll see tons of rinoa's flaunting around. really, like get out of my faaace!!!

lastly,

@ i was irritated by her in monty oum's dead fantasy II, i know he loves her and whole ff cast (because the vid is all about whacking the DoA girls dead), but she's a big scene stealer with oversized wings and exagerrated celestial powers. well, i'm certainly not a ff enthusiast so i'm not sure if she really has wings (but i doubt she has), but demmit she's just soooo irritating. imagine sailormoon talking a minute to transform with her adversaries just gaping at her, now put rinoa in her place. that's dumb.

so sorry. this is totally pointless. in the first place, i shouldn't hate her just because she gets cosplayed a lot, i just think there's no enough creativity with her outfit. second, it's bad enough if DoA wins over FF in a fanvid, so if it means having rinoa take the spotlight with the vid's last few minutes, i can bear with that.

so in short, to save myself from hating a lot of people (rinoa cosplayers, monty oum and sailormoon), i took the common denominator.

hehe, i didn't really expect you to put up with this entry well.
i'm annoyed at myself.

a very immature post.

afterall, it's working

i just came online to get our physics handouts from our prof's multiply site (but i can't seem to find the right file >_>). then of course, along with it goes my internet iteneraries.

♠ i'm trying to minimize my internet consumption because i know it's one heck of a disturbance. so i'll get you a daily gist of what happened from the last time i updated.

sunday, 15th: went to church then to los banos to bring in our stuff. i just moved in to my new apartment. :)

monday, 16th: no classes for me yet. took time to get a feel of our apartment. still super bare, but it's bearable... i just can't take the silence at times hahaha. oh, and i met our neighbor to the right... kuya robert. :) well, he's really friendly, he's the one who came to us for an introduction and some err, warnings. :)

it's really weird. i felt different but i guess it's still better than before. when we came to our previous dorm for a visit (my sister still lives there), so many things have changed! they've installed emergency lights already, new curtains, a refrigerator (which is under strict custody of tita beth) and new tables. it's better to look at. it's super clean now, but i still can't take the price. hehe

tuesday, 17th: first day of classes. math36 was my first class. i still got the same teacher so i'm more determined to pass now. :) hehehe, my other classes were scary. i still feel intimidated with chem32, phys13 scares the git out of me, stat1 was err, unpredictable.

well, most of my classes... i thought they're going to be pretty bearable except for 32 which is a natural killer...but i guess i'm wrong.

ok, i'll just work harder from now on. minimize going to the internet, like now! save lots of money and segregate for crying out loud! we don't have trashcans yet in the apartment and there are lots of ants. hahaha

and now, 18th: it's LAURA'S BIRTHDAY!!! happy happy birthday! i attended the parade thingy for the freshmen, so hot, so boring... but not really. at least i get a merit for the org. T__T; not that i came to socialize, really. :-/

OH, and i have a new crush.
i have a lot of crushes, i have an EE crush (who looks pretty neat but lame at times), and an IE crush (who badly needs a good shaving, he looks like a ganster and i liked him for that haha) and now i have a crush on an orgmate. well, we've known each other before he came to the org... we were classmates once. let's just say, i liked him for being sweet. :) i don't know, i don't care if he's naturally like that or if i'm just imagining things but he has charisma, yes. that's the perfect word to describe him. :) when we talk i feel like he's really interested with what i have to say even though they're just silly reports of me promising to work hard over my failed subjects... haha, he doesn't drop conversations easily and when he asks me how am i doing, i feel the sincerity.

haha kasi, the question 'kumusta ka naman?' (and other versions) has become more of a greeting to me than an actual inquiry that must be answered... but when he asks it, i feel obliged to give him the right answer. hahaha, not that i don't. well, i usually don't answer that question straight out... i always say 'ok lang' because it's half-true so it doesn't make me a full liar. hahaha wala lang, i feel like i can't lie to him, becuase he understands. :) hehe.

o, yun lang naman. :) i invited terai to sleepover at my place today because my 2 roomates are going home tonight... no classes tomorrow e. hehehe :)

ay, grabe!

"Pilipino ako, sapat na yun na dahilan para mahalin ko ang Pilipinas." - Bob Ong

napakatanga ko naman para makalimutang batiin ng Happy Independence Day ang Pilipinas nuong June 12. anyway, eto... Belated.

sa tingin ko talaga, wala akong sense of nationalism. pero i don't hate the Philippines, feeling ko lang, sa panahon ngayon... it's not practical to be nationalistic kasi for me it's just an ideal thought. though alam kong may mga ganun, i don't think it's real enough.

i love my country. o siguro, i learned to love my country because i don't have the power to chose the right combination of genes to be Puerto Rican.

o diba ang sama ko.

pero seryoso, hindi man ako hardcore Nationalist, mahal ko parin ang Pilipinas... not because i'm stuck being one but because the mere fact that God put me here makes me feel that this country needs something that i have to offer. pero, ayoko munang irealize yun. poor pa ko, mag-aaral muna ko. g-graduate, then i'll see what i can do.

wow, Philippines!