why i'm starting to hate rinoa heartily

you can hate me for this because who's speaking is a biased final fanstasy ignorant basher.

2 things:
@ she always gets cosplayed. i'm tired of seeing her in cons. her dress is so simple, and she's one of the most cosplayed, not to mention 'default' cosplay character in the world. when you a visit a con you'll see tons of rinoa's flaunting around. really, like get out of my faaace!!!

lastly,

@ i was irritated by her in monty oum's dead fantasy II, i know he loves her and whole ff cast (because the vid is all about whacking the DoA girls dead), but she's a big scene stealer with oversized wings and exagerrated celestial powers. well, i'm certainly not a ff enthusiast so i'm not sure if she really has wings (but i doubt she has), but demmit she's just soooo irritating. imagine sailormoon talking a minute to transform with her adversaries just gaping at her, now put rinoa in her place. that's dumb.

so sorry. this is totally pointless. in the first place, i shouldn't hate her just because she gets cosplayed a lot, i just think there's no enough creativity with her outfit. second, it's bad enough if DoA wins over FF in a fanvid, so if it means having rinoa take the spotlight with the vid's last few minutes, i can bear with that.

so in short, to save myself from hating a lot of people (rinoa cosplayers, monty oum and sailormoon), i took the common denominator.

hehe, i didn't really expect you to put up with this entry well.
i'm annoyed at myself.

a very immature post.

afterall, it's working

i just came online to get our physics handouts from our prof's multiply site (but i can't seem to find the right file >_>). then of course, along with it goes my internet iteneraries.

♠ i'm trying to minimize my internet consumption because i know it's one heck of a disturbance. so i'll get you a daily gist of what happened from the last time i updated.

sunday, 15th: went to church then to los banos to bring in our stuff. i just moved in to my new apartment. :)

monday, 16th: no classes for me yet. took time to get a feel of our apartment. still super bare, but it's bearable... i just can't take the silence at times hahaha. oh, and i met our neighbor to the right... kuya robert. :) well, he's really friendly, he's the one who came to us for an introduction and some err, warnings. :)

it's really weird. i felt different but i guess it's still better than before. when we came to our previous dorm for a visit (my sister still lives there), so many things have changed! they've installed emergency lights already, new curtains, a refrigerator (which is under strict custody of tita beth) and new tables. it's better to look at. it's super clean now, but i still can't take the price. hehe

tuesday, 17th: first day of classes. math36 was my first class. i still got the same teacher so i'm more determined to pass now. :) hehehe, my other classes were scary. i still feel intimidated with chem32, phys13 scares the git out of me, stat1 was err, unpredictable.

well, most of my classes... i thought they're going to be pretty bearable except for 32 which is a natural killer...but i guess i'm wrong.

ok, i'll just work harder from now on. minimize going to the internet, like now! save lots of money and segregate for crying out loud! we don't have trashcans yet in the apartment and there are lots of ants. hahaha

and now, 18th: it's LAURA'S BIRTHDAY!!! happy happy birthday! i attended the parade thingy for the freshmen, so hot, so boring... but not really. at least i get a merit for the org. T__T; not that i came to socialize, really. :-/

OH, and i have a new crush.
i have a lot of crushes, i have an EE crush (who looks pretty neat but lame at times), and an IE crush (who badly needs a good shaving, he looks like a ganster and i liked him for that haha) and now i have a crush on an orgmate. well, we've known each other before he came to the org... we were classmates once. let's just say, i liked him for being sweet. :) i don't know, i don't care if he's naturally like that or if i'm just imagining things but he has charisma, yes. that's the perfect word to describe him. :) when we talk i feel like he's really interested with what i have to say even though they're just silly reports of me promising to work hard over my failed subjects... haha, he doesn't drop conversations easily and when he asks me how am i doing, i feel the sincerity.

haha kasi, the question 'kumusta ka naman?' (and other versions) has become more of a greeting to me than an actual inquiry that must be answered... but when he asks it, i feel obliged to give him the right answer. hahaha, not that i don't. well, i usually don't answer that question straight out... i always say 'ok lang' because it's half-true so it doesn't make me a full liar. hahaha wala lang, i feel like i can't lie to him, becuase he understands. :) hehe.

o, yun lang naman. :) i invited terai to sleepover at my place today because my 2 roomates are going home tonight... no classes tomorrow e. hehehe :)

ay, grabe!

"Pilipino ako, sapat na yun na dahilan para mahalin ko ang Pilipinas." - Bob Ong

napakatanga ko naman para makalimutang batiin ng Happy Independence Day ang Pilipinas nuong June 12. anyway, eto... Belated.

sa tingin ko talaga, wala akong sense of nationalism. pero i don't hate the Philippines, feeling ko lang, sa panahon ngayon... it's not practical to be nationalistic kasi for me it's just an ideal thought. though alam kong may mga ganun, i don't think it's real enough.

i love my country. o siguro, i learned to love my country because i don't have the power to chose the right combination of genes to be Puerto Rican.

o diba ang sama ko.

pero seryoso, hindi man ako hardcore Nationalist, mahal ko parin ang Pilipinas... not because i'm stuck being one but because the mere fact that God put me here makes me feel that this country needs something that i have to offer. pero, ayoko munang irealize yun. poor pa ko, mag-aaral muna ko. g-graduate, then i'll see what i can do.

wow, Philippines!

complete!

currently: re-reading the complete beta-read version of my fic! ah! i'm so excited to republish it! :) thanks so much my dear! i was damn flattered when you said you still cried after your second read. man, i think imma cry as well. :)

then after that, i'm gonna watch Ouran! yeheeey! i have to finish it before school starts to refrain myself from watching it online. hmm... save mode.

june13: went to pansol with my family and my dad's agents for their mid-year planning session thingy. my sister and i tagged along because of the pool. man, i love the resort! zen inspired and japanese landscaped. so lovely! :) someday i'll have a house that big! hehehe

awhile ago: went to buy some stuff at the supermarket. deciding which bed to buy and how to deliver it to our room is becoming a big hassle now. i guess i have to stick with a foam after all, or before my roomates and i settle for something. we still need to talk. haaaay. :)

and the dispenser, please Lord. potable water is all i ask for. :\

missing video codecs

so you see, yesterday was tiring but productive, i got myself enrolled for the first sem, paid the apartment, downloaded dead fantasy 1 and 2, printed New Moon, and got the complete series of Ouran Highschol Host Club (at the cost of 4gigs which nearly robbed my player all its storage space).

but i can't play the series with our player! i gathered that some video coded is missing! at first i downloaded media player classic because that's what astra uses to play vids but an error popped out saying they can't play it blah blah... because i don't have the supporting video codec for it.

i don't know what the heck a CODEC is. but i'm learning, i'm currently downloading K-lite Codec Pack... hope it helps. specifically i just need an xVid codec but whatever. i'm crossing my fingers on it! T___T;

reg na ko!

i knew this day's going to be extemely exhausting for me. i left qc at 6am and arrived here (btw, i'm still in elbi) at around 8am. i met first with the apartment owner to pay and get the keys then i went to enroll. i actually dread going through it alone, i badly need company, but thank God i met Leonard on the way to CEAT! yehey! so we went together. thankyou thankyou, at least i'm not alone! we haven't seen each other for a semester hahaha but this sem we have two common classes! yeheeey! and i kind of convinced him to take SUTC with me as our major. hahaha, i'm so looking for company. hehehe

T___T; i'm a sophomore at last. cheers.

i also had to apply for overload because of one tiny extra unit. what the hell is wrong?! i can't figure out how they would let me go through all the hassle of walking to a fro the EE building just to work out a stupid overload permit! anywaaaay, it's okaaay. at least i'm already registered and for the most part, Leonard was there so hurray hurray! :D

currently doing my interent agenda which includes tons of downloading. hehe XD
and heeeeey! i've printed New Moon already! can't wait to read it! :)

i realized i have to spend most of this saturday to CLEAN the apartment. the caretaker said it's already clean, BUT IT ISN'T! lots of ants, dust, cobwebs on the ceiling, hard-water on the sink, faded wood parking... oh it's so dirty. i agree with you yndi.

this saturday, i'm going to bring a broom, dustpan, mops and floorwax. haaaaay, i'm excited to get it cleaned! XD

hello, dear beta!

check out sailorfroststar11's profile. :) she's the one beta-reading my fic at ffnet.

i'm just grateful to have her beta my fic. well, for the most part... she does her work really well and she's updating me every now and then. :) i've had the 4th chapter proofread and i'm about to upload it now. :) weeeeee... makes me wanna write some mooooore. hahaha

hopefully tomorrow's gonna be a great day. i want to accomplish a lot of things that need to be attended immediately, like the registration and the apartment thing and well, my internet agendas that require lots of download time hehe. will be meeting with anne too, so yay for the company! :) i actually hate walking alone. >___>; hahaha

:D