something to look forward to

i attended my first power memory classes awhile ago. well, it's a make-up class really because i wasn't around yesterday (i was in elbi remember?).

 

hmmm. it was really interesting, though at first it was so intimidating cos they gave me this diagnostic test which would measure my memorizing skills.

 

my mind went: "WTH? 50 unfamiliar terms in 4 minutes?!?"

so i went full force... naussa, harare, gobone, belmopan... ugggh!! ok, so it was hard and infuriating at first but coach bruno during the lecture process taught me all about harboring the right attitude for every walk of life! it was so enlightening and yeah... go look at the title. :)

 

i got a below beginner grade when they checked my paper but they say it's ok and normal, and even added that it's even higher than the others who took the test. but it was still.. disappointing. bleeeeh.

 

i was planning to go online after the class - cos i'm in convergy's and there's netopia upstairs - but my parents fetched me so gaaah, can't sneak out. good thing we visited lola so here i am - nakiki-internet! woooooh!!

 

haaay. still have to go back to elbi this friday to do some stuff hehe, i won't be staying for the whole day cos i have class at 330 that day. hehe

 

i only have one classmate in PM this summer, a filipino-american one if i heard it correctly... hmmm, interesting. :)

 

alright, it's time to stop being a bummer!

 

btw, i'm back to exercising regularly! woooooh!

a sudden feeling of depression

i need to divert my thoughts from this. everytime i think of it, i feel hopeless, i feel drained. waaah.

i regret bursting out like that to my sister. i even cursed her. wtdhl.
e kasi naman, her problem is: she doesn't know how to get along. this trip (btw, i'm in elbi) is not all about her!! i agreed to accompany her through her registration because i also wish to pass by some of my teacher's cubicles, but when i pause to get my classcard she's like, "ay mauna muna ko ha?"

ay fuck naman. hindi makapaghintay? classcard lang naman! puta. ayown.
whatever.

srsly, i don't know what's up. why can't she think practically? naturingan panamang econ. she always picks the hard way. she always asks the dumbest question.

gaaar. i'm losing patience.

i wanna go out!
i wanna go on a date with a friend whom i can just talk to and rant and rave and be shallow and wtdhl, CRY!!!
because if i go out with a group, i'll just end up forcing myself to be happy when i'm not. hey, that helps but eventually when they're all gone i have to face my problems alone.

^ which should really the case.

yehey. jesse's with me!
now i don't feel so alone!
we can do this!!!
woooooooh!

ohmy.
wait lang ha.
ok.
hahahaha.
ugh, i'm stuttering.
i'm trying to get used to not going online everyday... our modem just got fucked up that's why i'm here. wahehehe.

ok, sister is calling me! (no, not terai. ate bubbles! :D)
company at last! XD

wotcher

Question Here: I love this site!! x0000
- thank you! :D

let it go.

i'm fcking crying right now. in astra.

goodbye, UPLB.
:)

hello, FEU!
i promise to get a job soon!

i don't know how to pick myself up. srsly, i need someone to talk to.

haaay.
where's the light?

LORD,LORD, LORD!! THERE'S STILL HOPE DIBA? DIBAA?? KASI YOU'RE STILL WITH ME? DIBA??????

sensei alvin: you have become a really fun teacher although most of time you're kupal to us. and even with that, i still can't get to hate you. thanks for the 4, i really thought i'm getting a 5 for the second time.

ok. I PROMISE TO BE MORE SERIOUS WITH MY ACADS STARTING NOW.

here's the drill.
i have two subjects with a grade of four. if i fail to remove both of them, i'd be getting my 2nd probationary status in a row, in short = dismissed.

but if i pass 1 of those subjects, i'd be given another chance to stay in the university.

that, i like.

but my parents are giving me another option, in case i pass and was given chance to continue toiling over being a chemical engineer... i could just drop it off and get an HONORABLE DISMISSAL, enroll at FEU-fern and take the course of my preferrence.

O.o
ay ang sakit ng ulo ko.
kaka typhoid shot ko lang.

Lord, Lord, Lord.
iba ka talaga!
i mean, if i didn't have you around maybe i'd be enthused enough to kill myself out of misery but no! you constantly give me something to smile about amidst the threatening adversity.

Father,
Thank You.

i could be violet sky!

woooh! i'm enjoying grace kelly by mika! thanks anne for sharing it to me! wahehehe... i could be brown, i could be blue, i could be violet sky, i could be hurtful, i could be purple, i could be everything you like...

have you heard of Ceragem?
it's a actually a bed massager that claims to be an effective preventive measure for various illnesses. my parents are planning to buy the product so as customers we are given a free trial at their center in q.ave (sunshine bvd, above klownz). they are offering free trials for people who can't afford to pay a trip to the hospital... they have around 30 of those Ceragem beds and people come there everyday to try the product.

i was overwhelmed by how much it has helped a lot of people, especially those who can't afford. imagine, they open at 9 and there are lot of people in line already! they do it by batches of 30 individuals who will use the Ceragem at an automated time of 45 minutes, after them, the next batch will follow. the center gets an average of 16 batches a day! now that's a looooot of people!!!

i am impressed by the charity of this institution. there's a common area there where people wait and while waiting, there's a Ceragem staff in front who holds a sort of seminar on the benefits of Ceragem. what i like about it is that, it's not at all an advertisement but a kind of health-awareness campaign. they show videos and do fun activities, they even have a cheer before leaving their seats and walking to the beds for their time. something like, 'aja!aja!aja!ceragem!ceragem!ceragem!'

hehe. i got to experience the bed for the first time. it was, hot. whew. the bed rollers underneath produce far infrared ray that penetrates the body and lasts for 6 hours... the rollers are made of err, if i remember correctly it's something like epoxy carbon panels and jade stone. i have no idea how effective those materials are but hey... i liked the effect. i felt really nice and sweaty in a good way. and it's entirely different from getting a good sweat from a workout because after a tendious exercise i tend to cool down immediately. but after using the Ceragem and drying myself off, the wind from the fan didn't seem to bring me shivers at all. it feels like the heat remained inside my body.

haha, testimonial agad?

what a short vacation

i want to do a lot of things but i can't get myself to start because i'm sure halfway through, my mind's forcibly going to be occupied with things of greater importance (like summer classes), and i'm going to be left with an unfinished project.

 

i want to save a lot for this year. my parents promised us a laptop by june. not that i don't trust them, but i'm not counting on it either. i'm saving for my own. and if they did buy us a laptop, then that money's going to be for a different item (like a rechargeable digital camera). i hate asking my parents for material things, as long as i have the ability to save for it, i would. and besides, i have come to fancy a lot of gadgets which are expensive and being a brat is on the least of my options.

 

stupid me. i forgot to save the header image as gif!!! now, i have a fixed white uneditable background. and i want a different shade. rar.

 

custom teenage rant:

 

TELL ME, AM I FAT?

cos i hate my full body shots i look like i just came from the delivery room. bwahahaha

i'm overweight! according to the BMI scale... hehe my sister is an obese-1 *snickers*. oooops!

maybe it runs in the family?

but i'm skinny thin when i was in... grade four. and my mom is also thin... back on her 20s. lol

 

hohoho. i'm acting exactly like those uber conscious teenage girls out there. i have the right to be conscious!! i'm in this particular age bracket where it's a sin not to even think of being an anorexic. lol but i don't want to.

 

exercise should do.

plus a dangerous withdrawal from sweets. yeah, i could just die from it. T___T;

 

aaaacck!

i wanna swiiiiiimmm!!!!