new layout!

i'm liking the color orange more and more! hehehe :)
mind you, i paid a lot for this! i mean, i consumed a lot of internet time on making this work. so hopefully, it should.

friends, i haven't slept. like crazy man.
i wasn't able to sleep last night because our Bagong Cristo paper was due the next day! it's like this, everytime i start typing, i always get distracted by the internet... so i only end up watching hana kimi instead. i'm not a fan of doing paper drafts for long reflection papers you know. >____>; after two net shops and around 3 paragraphs... i gave up, saved the file in a usb and retreated to the dorm to hopefully borrow someone's laptop instead... at least there's no internet. haaay it was already 1am by then... to make the long story short... i was able to finish the paper by 8am. woooooh! at least natapos yehey!!!!

ok. no more apartment for us.
nagkakaubusan na eh.
but good thing we found a new dorm... 'one silangan'... sana maganda. mura eh... malamig pa. yahooo!

goood luck!!!!

new found inspiration (just don't know how to work on it)

CSS Zen Garden

they ofer free css layouts that you can use or edit...
the layouts are GREAT. and when i credit layouts like that, you should believe me because i know what's a good and a well-coded layout. :)

now i want my Adobe Photoshop 7 back! grrr...

hey, today is my mom's birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY!!!! ♥

awhile ago was our last meeting in Hum1. awww, i'm gonna miss my classmates,and my groupmates too... well, not exactly everyone but majority of them. even though i'm not the type of classmate who speaks often... i still love our class because it's fun and have i mentioned it has became a sort of ice-breaker from my other tedious and troublesome subjects?... hayhay.

for now, i guess i have to prepare for my next class.

hahaha.
i can feel the heat of the summer already. grr...
and you know what, i'm not dressing up for school anymore. >___> i find it troublesome to wear my regular school attire (jeans and shirt) now that it's too hot. this season i have become fond of just going to class in my pambahay attire, loose shirt, shorts and slippers... and the only item i have a hand would be a piece of yellow pad (or bluebook if i have an exam), a ballpen and an umbrella. so much for the classic UPian student look. hahaha

it's just toooooo hot man!

i guess i have to go buy boardshorts and more comfy shirts. wooooh!

due tomorrow:
♥ Bagong Kristo paper (5 pages!)
♥ miniature model house for 10a. (dear groupmates, don't make me submit this just because we're doing it in my place. please lang ha.)

and on friday:
♠ 2nd theoretical lab exam on micro1!!!
I NEED TO GET A HIGH GRADE ON THIS!!!!!

ooops, may klase pa ko. bye!

yet another sickening thought

my lecture standing in microbiology is 5.0
and the only chance i have to turn it into a 4.0 is to get a standing of 2.5 (or better) in the laboratory, then i can take the removal exam to hopefully get a 3.0, but if i fail, i'm back to 5.0.

why, of all the subjects? micro1?
i'm not saying it's too easy to fail, but i never expected my standing would be that low. then again, upon self evaluation... i don't study for our daily quizes and i've already met the maximum number of absences.

right, arianne.
you became too negligent without you knowing it.

next time, if you plan to take another act of delinquency... count them. tally them and take note of your notoriety.

i'm sort of depressed.

but this is just what i needed to get myself to act, somehow.

then my mind wandered off to transferring to diliman (for the nth time).

i realized that the idea of transferring to the college of fine arts in diliman has become my defense mechanism not to let me dwell on my depression too much. somehow it has turned more into an escape route rather than an actual feasible action. i've made myself a room in my brain where i can console myself and think that even though i suck as an engineering student, i may actually be one of the best in the field of fine arts. and whenever i feel saddened about my acad standing, i rush to that room and contemplate.

i don't belong here.
i fucking don't belong here.

that's what my mind shouts everyday.
that's what my peers make me feel everyday.

i know i definitely don't belong here, but i'm stuck.

and the problem is with me.
like it has always been.

blessed are the flexible for they shall not be bent out of shape

i like that quote. :) wahehehe

 

T__T my whole body hurts. i feel like i've acquired muscle pain all over... and the only probable reason why i got it would be yesterday's activity... bike riding tutorial plus badminton. why, it couldn't be that tiresome to garner me pain such as this one?!?! wahaha... ok lang, at least i know i did have a good exercise... it's been a while since my last workout (which is also our last day in PE) so it's not a surprise. hahaha

 

workload progress update!

 

♥ i'm done with our 2 papers for hum1!

♥ i've also just finished researching for our topic in hist2, which includes india's postwar chronology. so boring.

 

so far, that's all i have accomplished till today.

it's not a lot, i tell you (though i can assure you they're not easy... esp the hum1 papers which rot my brains out). those are just the minor things from my list. the major ones are those that require studying. i have 3 exams on tuesday, hist2, micro1 and chem40. and i'm just as unalarmed as before.

 

here goes slacking off.

 

my plans, my plans.

 

sleep for now. hahaha

and when i wake up we're going back at elbi... when i get there... uhhh, maybe i'll start studying micro1. presumably i'll start at 12mn.

 

well it's not unusual if i start my day at 12mn, cos this is what happens everyday of the schoolyear. during mornings and afternoons, if i'm not in class, i'm either online or sleeping. >_>;

 

monday afternoon, me and my groupmates from es10a will meet to finish our project (a miniature model house). hopefully, we could finish it early because i need all the time i could get to study (now, that's a first time) hist2. if by grace we finish the project tomorrow, then we wouldn't be meeting during classhours on tuesday... which gives me just enough time to cram studying chem40.

 

see, and if all goes as planned, then i might as well be considered an efficient crammer.

 

but then, i have a feeling that we're not going to finish our 10a project tomorrow... which means it's going to eat up my proposed study time for chem40 on tuesday.

 

waduwayduuuu?!?! *insert panicking act here*

pray, it should work. ;)

at last i finally learned how to ride on a bike!!

you wouldn't know how proud i am of myself to finally learn how to ride on that 2-wheeled vehicle in less than an hour.

and the best part was, my parents were the ones who taught me!! it's sad enough that i missed that must-have childhood memory of having your dad teach you to ride a bike when you were like 5 or 6 y/o, but i guess 17 isn't too old to learn something of great necessity. wahehehe

actually, earlier this morning we went to QCMC... qc memorial circle to get an exercise and to just feeeeeel the park. then goes the bikes for rent, my sister (she doesn't know how to bike yet! hehe *snickers*) rented the one seater go-cart and my dad and i decided on a mountain bike. damn, that's a blasted one hundred per hour, plus the go-cart which is 60. man, i can still remember the bikes having a rental price-range of 40-50 only. the more wheels, the more expensive. but a hundred?!! waaaah. that's why i vowed to make the most out of an hour cos i don't want a hundred bucks wasted.

blahblah. so after of lot of unwanted bruises, a sore butt and shaky-and-sweaty hands, i was finally able to bike a mile without my dad behind. huhuhuhu man, i'm just so overwhelmed, i think i deserve a crown y'know. huhuhuhuhu

wahahaha. anyhow, that's just me. at least i know to bike already! just like the all the other kids in town. :) weeeeeee!

then there's the heavenly buko juice and lugaw. hmmm, just like the old days. i love it.

i figured: i can't write without background music. hehe yeah, as in, my mind will be totally blank if you face me with an empty word document with just the buzz of the computer gracing my ears.

:)

i so love the Hana Kimi OST! :)
the longer term? HANAzakari no KIMItachi e!

dmn you trojans.

paper on social construct:
progress: 0%

but at least i'm done with the poetry paper. hehe

wooooh! i just cried, man. it's been quite a while since i last cried hard (recall: korean movie, tha classic) and i'm so relieved i was given the chance to flush out the toxins that came along with my tears.

reason? naah, i don't think it's proper to share it here. besides, it has already been resolved and i thank God for it big time. if not for His grace, we couldn't have survived this night as a family.

now there's a clue. i'll leave it here.

viruses again?
oh trojans, you never leave me huh? but thanks to Avira AntiVir, i was able to get a hold of it before it inflicts greater damage. but then, having them quarantined is not enough. man, i want to crush them dead!!!

yo, i love horses (cos i was born under it, and they have this really cool manly charm that i like, specially the rich brown ones hehehe) but trojan viruses? hell no.

gosh, the scanner reads 12 detections already!! how far can it go still? omaygulay. i better let it scan wholly before i sleep.

how do i live?

kasabay ng pagka-reformat ng laptop na ito ay ang pagkawala (malamang) ng Adobe Photoshop 7 ko.

ang masaklap, hindi ko makita yung installer cd na regalo pa sakin ni Mika nung highschool. huhuhuhuhu

ang lungkot.

waaaaaah. ang lungkot talaga.
gusto ko panaman ng bagong layout. hmm...

ang ganda pala ng green/yellow/light-orange mix no? wala lang.. ang cool tingnan.

pero red parin talaga favorite ko. hehe

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one paper down! yess! 3 to go!
haha gooood luck!