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Sunday, March 16, 2008

nothing relevant to do

listening to: love today - mika
 
sometimes (uhh, more often than not) i find myself going online without anything relevant to do (like research and papers and stuff). nothing, i just want to browse and browse and browse. check my blog (and not always write something), my counter stats, my devart account, my friendster account (ocassionaly)... i also do a lot of blog hopping and mp3 files scouting.
 
i'm not always doing something productive. and for the record, i don't think i've ever felt the fulfillment of being a productive college student since i started. it's all about being a bum, procastinating on studies, and staying up late doing whatnots.
 
aaaayyyyy!!!
ayoko na...
for a change... mag-aral kaya ako?
 
may exam pa ko e.
 

hello new officers :)

we just elected our new set of officers last night. :) yey. cheers to the new AChES governance. :)

we started at around 8 and ended 10 hours afterwards. i didn't expect it to be thaaaaat long. whew. anyhow, i wasn't able to sleep that time so when i came back to the dorm, i slept immediately. in fact, i just woke up. haaay.

i don't know what else to share. hehehe

we're supposed to do some house/apartment scouting later... haaay. i can't stand it in the dorm. wahahaha

dalisay? la ville?
ugggh. wherever.

hey, something's up.

sorry, it's nothing... really.

maybe next time. :/

Friday, March 14, 2008

cheers to a more mature UP

BAGONG KRISTO: it was... long and hard to grasp. and to think we have to produce a paper on it for hum1. grrr... >___>; well, some parts were funny and most of them are unintended comic reliefs brought about by the script's inconsistent use of the 'medieval' filipino language. no, i'm not belittling (sp?) the script...

at one point it actually inspired me to write in filipino because the language is so striking and moving.

while watching the play i realized something about our university's evident silence regarding social issues. i think we're starting to learn and lean more on our rational sides... on deliberating issues using an indirect way, a silent propaganda.

most of the plays we (i mean our campus) produce right now are, if not, indicating an obscured political statement. most of the story lines are effective allegories of our current social condition. i find this very creative.

our official campus newspaper is being published more often this season unlike last year, and the articles are an example that we haven't really lost our voice.

contemporary writers are dwelling much on dissiminating literature that speaks of a thesis statement in an unsightly manner that only critical thinkers can grasp.

that is just sooo UPian.

so, our decreasing participation on rallies does not imply our growing indifference to our nation's desperate plea for salvation from our chaotic democratic regime. instead, we focus on enlightening people by helping them enlighten themselves through media and other forms of art that are not biased, but at the same time suggests that you take our side.

uhh, weird. i can't explain it fully. i'm tired. but i really really have this feeling that this (whatever it is we're going through right now) will lead to a more mature UP.

a UP that doesn't ALWAYS rally here and there. a UP that doesn't provoke violence among the authority.

i dream of a more err, silent-but-not-really-silent UP. a UP that can speak its voice not just in rallies but in valid forms of art and literature where everyone can participate and take part in a workshop for self-evaluation. i want a UP that can speak its mind in allegorical texts, in plays... you know. i enjoy thought provoking sessions, i fancy deciphering double-meanings and symbolisms in media. and it's even more enjoyable if you suddenly come across a production with an unsuspecting political undertone! ang galing nun diba...
wahehehe

no need to get me... i can't even state my point clearly wahaha.

tahimik akong tao e... yung di ko kayang sabihin... either isusulat ko na lang or idodrowing... swerte nung mga makakagets ng aking mga ulterior motives!

on the other hand...

MCB1 practical exam: nevermind this! hahaha i failed! as in my score is very looooow. but i don't really mind. >_____>; bwahaaha. nakaka-mental block! i was supposed to do spread and pour plating in 4 minutes and this is what i've done so far...

- i disinfected the table (a reminder everyone should adhere to) but then it only gave me one point, the rest was a screw up -- this is the only thing i did right!
- i inserted the green sucker on a 1ml pipet. it should be blue. ;p i even made a helpful mnemonic on it beforehand, B1 which- stands for blue sucker is for 1ml pipet. tsk.
- i drew out 1ml of the inoculum (should be 0.1 only), then figuring that my plate doesn't have a medium yet, i pipeted (??) it back to the tube, and filled the plate with agar (wrong moooove! i actually didn't notice that there's already a petri dish with a hardened medium on it), then i withdrew the inoculum again... using the same pipet (another wrong moooove!) - shouldn't be re-used, especially that i put it down on the table already.
- okok... there are just toooo many mistakes to mention! i won't bother spilling them all out. bwahaha i wasn't able to finish the test you know, like everyone else. and there were just 4 people who passed in our lab section. hehe ok lang. our teacher even said she already scaled it down! wtde? even so... i still hope to pass this subject. hehe

CHEM40 practical exam: it's ok. at least it's not ONE ON ONE like the abovementioned test. wahehe, my sample was relatively easy! it smelled like rugby, but i couldn't have guessed the fuctional group right away with just that. in fact, i only had one confirmatory test (halogenation: reaction with bromine) and the rest are just solubility tests... in short, i only had to right a single reaction! yesss!!!! and i got the unknown compound right!!! yehey! it's an alkyl benzene! wooooh! last sem, my sample was a non-methyl ketone... i also got it right...uhhh...yey.

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

he's coming back

and i thought i've already freed myself from him a year ago.

it's not that i'm falling for him for the second time, but it's more like, uhh, yes there's a chance. but i don't want to be the one who will pursue in it, i've done my part. i've been hurt. if he suddenly realizes that i'm worth it, i want him to be the first to confess (becuase i didn't bwahehe). because right now, i just see him as a friend. yup, nothing more. but i cannot deny that he is a very good gentleman. and i miss him for that.

- i miss those days when we're walking home together... he'd ask me if he's walking too fast, even if i say 'hindi, ok lang', he'll slow down for me.
- when we're crossing the street, he'll always transfer to the side where the vehicles come from
- he always lets me in the gate first
- he holds the umbrella for me (uhh, dapat lang diba? hehe)
- when we part he always says bye then 'ingat'
- when we're walking together and he sees a friend and leave for a while, nagpapaalam pa sya... and i like it when he runs back to me afterwards

wala ang dami ko lang namimiss. dati kasi nung mga oras na yan, super crush ko pa sha kaya mega conscious ako. tahimik na tahimik nga ako sa kanya eh. pero ngayong nawala na yung feeling, mas naging open ako sa kanya. :) sayang lang kasi di ko na sya mashado nakikita... by chance na lang. :)

grabe namiss ko sya, sobra.
kung tutuusin ganun na ganun ung ideal bf na gusto ko... pero whatever diba.

Lord, whatyouthink?

pati si leonard miss ko na rin. ayos din kasi yun kausap eh... lalo na nung spcm1 days namin.. minsan pag walang klase... tambay lang sa hum tapos usap usap ng mga balak sa buhay. haaaay.

ang ganda rin nung may nakakausap ka diba? :)

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we didn't have hum1 again awhile ago. surprisingly, i wasn't disappointed. i'm doing a good job forgetting him. good. good.

ok nga eh kasi mejo ayoko na rin sa kanya. weh. di nga... basta. :)

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

ok, no more new dorm

just now i decided not to push through with new dorm anymore. i figured that this very hot season isn't a good time to live in a remote area and besides i also realized that if i really wanted to study, i should've fixed myself earlier. i should stop blaming the environment for tempting me with whatnots.

it's really me who has the problem.
sometimes i just get in the mood to study but i never really work on it.

anyway, my crush. yes, have you noticed? i'm not babbling a lot about him like i used to in my previous entries. maybe i'm becoming more fond of him that the 'crush' factor is slowly depreciating. i like it better that way. he's busy. i 'should' be busy. there's no way for something out of the line to spark between us. and mygosh, i'm not exactly assuming something am i?

alright, back to the first paragraph (pardon my incoherency).
i won't be transient-ing to new dorm, i won't be considering mendoza either (no matter how much mom tells me that she doesn't care about the price).

i think i'd be moving in to an apartment or a house with my fellow dormates.

that's a sounder decision, whatyouthink?

torrent in limewire = SUPERCOOL!

at least i won't have to download u/bitorrent! yeah.
man, i always knew it was a bad idea to go online for downloads right before class.
result = due to long dl time, i resort to skip class.

i might just get another 5 you know.
somebody slap me hard.

i just want to site this wonderful free anime ost downloads haven (in case you're not into torrent and prefers direct link downloads)

KINGDOM HEARTS INSIDER

that's about it.

wooot!
i'm back in primelink!!!

for 2 reasons:
LIMEWIRE!!!

and the most important deciding factor?? bwahahaha

they can recognize my creative zen as a portable media device. this has always been my problem because whenever i stuck it on other ports all it does is charge... it won't get recognize... it's an OS thing i guess... winvista recognized my device just fine that's why i can readily transfer mp3 files and photos directly onto it.

oh the coolness.

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by the way.... NO MORE SWIMMING!!! yeah! last meeting na namin kanina... ehehe

we were clustered awhile ago according to skill... i'm in the first cluster! yehey! the first cluster usually contains the best swimmers in class (then there's the 2nd, 3rd and 4th clusters as well). :) yey. and we are also required to compete against our clustermates. hehehe... i'm fourth on freestyle... but i won first in backstroke!!! yeah!

then we were shuffled for another competition, this time 100m relay... 4 in a group... containing people from the 4 different clusters... guess what... WE WON!

yaaaaay!
thank you Lord! :D :D

and because some of my classmates were absent... our teacher asked some of us to join the other group because they were lacking members. man, i was called. >___>;;

after the session i was soo exhausted, my legs are kinda overworked... i could just collapse right there and then, yknow.

but it was fine.
i had fun.
why, i love swimming.

and it's just now that i'm kinda shining on it because highschool never gave me a chance. it's always the varsities! and you know how much it sucks to be jailed with a static identity for FOUR FREAKIN YEARS. being an artist gives you no special privilege to cross the borders of the jocks because they think artists are those people who like anime, loves to draw and mumble incoherent japanese phrases. they're also, by a blasted stereotype, the smart pack.

which means they're utterly useless in sports.
which is so not true.