thank you hana for relaying this useful trick to people like me who are notorious virus magnets.
i can now delete viruses using the Command Prompt!
yeah!
oh, if i do it right... i'm gonna share it to you.
for now,
let me try first diba?
Thursday, March 6, 2008
gooooodah!
nothing's up with the title. hahaha
just got back from our 3rd long exam in chem40. oh well, screw it! i don't give a damn anymore... i'm getting my masterals on it NOW and why would it hurt to take a doctorate degree on it sometime next school year?
ugh. seriously. i am more excited to get over this week than to get over this sem.
by the way, i went along with some of my dormmates awhile ago to inquire about this newly built dormitory called Mendoza. i immediately liked the place! it's secluded... well, it's bounded... i mean, it has a tall gate and high walls... and the rooms are nice too!!!!!!
pretty much like a studio type apartment, only it's a dormitory. they have bunk beds, showers, cabinets, CONCRETE WALLS AND TILED FLOORS (meaning, it's COLD! yaaay!) and this beautiful garden-like receiving area with pretty wooden chairs (plus a cute dog and 2 chained k9 dogs - THE OWNERS ARE RICH).
i want to transfer now.
as in now.
we were actually planning on reserving rooms already so that we can move in by summer. man, i don't want to spend summer classes in my current dorm. it's gonna be super HOOOT, we don't have concrete walls in our room... only plywood ones, and the floor is wooden too. i'm gonna be grilled raw before i even know it.
i just love the place! super!
but then, there's the price to pay... at least i think it's fairer (although more expensive).
i just hope my parents agree to this.
i texted them awhile ago about it and my mom says i should wait for my sister to graduate first before i transfer because she's so dependent on me... daw.
oh come on, it's not like i should act as the elder sister to her! besides, didn't she survive her first year in college without me (cos i'm still in sr. highschool back them)? what's the difference if transfer to different dorm?
IT'S FOR MY OWN GOOD.
a common area for studying doesn't help me at all. i always end up chatting with my dormmates. i'm not being productive!
and look, i'm always bloating myself with unecessary craves (fooooood, INTERNET). not only do they make me fatter (and unhealthier too), they also ALWAYS leave me in a state of poverty.
whereas if stay there in mendoza, we'll be requesting a room at the second floor. meaning i have to mount the stairs... it's relatively farther from the campus but what's a little walk to warm myself up? it's not like it's gonna take a lifetime (ooooh, i'm a sucker for a regular workout)
case in point made.
IWANT NEED TO TRANSFER.
now where's the cash?
just got back from our 3rd long exam in chem40. oh well, screw it! i don't give a damn anymore... i'm getting my masterals on it NOW and why would it hurt to take a doctorate degree on it sometime next school year?
ugh. seriously. i am more excited to get over this week than to get over this sem.
by the way, i went along with some of my dormmates awhile ago to inquire about this newly built dormitory called Mendoza. i immediately liked the place! it's secluded... well, it's bounded... i mean, it has a tall gate and high walls... and the rooms are nice too!!!!!!
pretty much like a studio type apartment, only it's a dormitory. they have bunk beds, showers, cabinets, CONCRETE WALLS AND TILED FLOORS (meaning, it's COLD! yaaay!) and this beautiful garden-like receiving area with pretty wooden chairs (plus a cute dog and 2 chained k9 dogs - THE OWNERS ARE RICH).
i want to transfer now.
as in now.
we were actually planning on reserving rooms already so that we can move in by summer. man, i don't want to spend summer classes in my current dorm. it's gonna be super HOOOT, we don't have concrete walls in our room... only plywood ones, and the floor is wooden too. i'm gonna be grilled raw before i even know it.
i just love the place! super!
but then, there's the price to pay... at least i think it's fairer (although more expensive).
i just hope my parents agree to this.
i texted them awhile ago about it and my mom says i should wait for my sister to graduate first before i transfer because she's so dependent on me... daw.
oh come on, it's not like i should act as the elder sister to her! besides, didn't she survive her first year in college without me (cos i'm still in sr. highschool back them)? what's the difference if transfer to different dorm?
IT'S FOR MY OWN GOOD.
a common area for studying doesn't help me at all. i always end up chatting with my dormmates. i'm not being productive!
and look, i'm always bloating myself with unecessary craves (fooooood, INTERNET). not only do they make me fatter (and unhealthier too), they also ALWAYS leave me in a state of poverty.
whereas if stay there in mendoza, we'll be requesting a room at the second floor. meaning i have to mount the stairs... it's relatively farther from the campus but what's a little walk to warm myself up? it's not like it's gonna take a lifetime (ooooh, i'm a sucker for a regular workout)
case in point made.
I
now where's the cash?
still love you to bits
well, i have no intention of buying you. :)
but when i get my own laptop i'm going to customize it to look like a genuine acer ferrari.
i just love the cars.
plus the logo
now back to studying.
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
nothing more to expect
my dire 17 years of existence here on earth contributed a lot to my study of PSYCHOLOGY. i guess it is in our nature to analyze people, make generalizations (sometimes hasty ones) from the way they talk to you, present themselves to other people, dress up, deal with their acads and stuff. these observations contribute to my assumption of who and how they are in real life. i like observing people. hehehe
the psychology of guys is quite a tricky topic. they're hard to analyze, specifically because i'm not one of them and i have no idea how a man's brain works. i've always wanted to know how a guy acts around the one he likes, how he is when their crush is just nearby. why?
because i am so stupid, i can't get a hint.
or maybe i feel like i'm supposed to be the one giving hints but no, i'm too timid for my own good to even dare drop one.
which caused me to be stuck in this state of paranoia where i cannot anymore distinguish his natural actions from the supressed ones.
maybe i'm just too obsessed with him that i always always try to read his looks. his glances. they way he talks to me. and TRY to compare it to the way he acts around other people.
if he has something for you then at least, you will always ALWAYS see a difference.
so, is there?
fortunately, yes.
unfortunately, it's the not the difference i was expecting.
you know what, at some point... i knew there was a chance for us to get closer. but i was crushing on him too much that i'm starting to actually walk away.
i have this weird trait, i enjoy watching my crushes from a distance... pretty much like a stalker. and when they're near (talking to me...), i tend to close myself, hide (not literally), keep quiet and just say the safest words to him. i've always been like this to my crushes. i don't speak a lot, i don't even show off.
and when the feeling has faded already and i have confirmed to myself that i'm not crushing over him anymore... that's the time that i can act normally around him. that's the time that i actually become more sociable.
how do you characterize the feeling of having a crush, being obsessed/infatuated with someone...etc.????
because they're the types of feelings that hinder me from being the usual friendly me.
maybe i'm really like this. i'm not agressive.
they say scorpios like to flirt with their eyes.
i say, not all the time.
i guess, i do have some part of that... uhh... skill. cos when i'm just starting to like someone who's a stranger to me, i start with making eye contact... just to let him now i exist.
after that, i don't give a damn anymore.
WAAAAIT!!!!
i just realized something!
have i mentioned this girl i was jealous of in our class because i think they're too close to each other??
i realized, there's really nothing to worry about (at least on his side, dunno bout the girl). the way i was with leonard last sem is pretty much similar with the way he is with her. and leonard is a really good friend of mine so i'm perfectly comfortable with him.
in much the same way that he is around her.
aren't you supposed to shun your crush at times?
hehe
now, back to studying (i can't screw up on this one yet again!)
the psychology of guys is quite a tricky topic. they're hard to analyze, specifically because i'm not one of them and i have no idea how a man's brain works. i've always wanted to know how a guy acts around the one he likes, how he is when their crush is just nearby. why?
because i am so stupid, i can't get a hint.
or maybe i feel like i'm supposed to be the one giving hints but no, i'm too timid for my own good to even dare drop one.
which caused me to be stuck in this state of paranoia where i cannot anymore distinguish his natural actions from the supressed ones.
maybe i'm just too obsessed with him that i always always try to read his looks. his glances. they way he talks to me. and TRY to compare it to the way he acts around other people.
if he has something for you then at least, you will always ALWAYS see a difference.
so, is there?
fortunately, yes.
unfortunately, it's the not the difference i was expecting.
you know what, at some point... i knew there was a chance for us to get closer. but i was crushing on him too much that i'm starting to actually walk away.
i have this weird trait, i enjoy watching my crushes from a distance... pretty much like a stalker. and when they're near (talking to me...), i tend to close myself, hide (not literally), keep quiet and just say the safest words to him. i've always been like this to my crushes. i don't speak a lot, i don't even show off.
and when the feeling has faded already and i have confirmed to myself that i'm not crushing over him anymore... that's the time that i can act normally around him. that's the time that i actually become more sociable.
how do you characterize the feeling of having a crush, being obsessed/infatuated with someone...etc.????
because they're the types of feelings that hinder me from being the usual friendly me.
maybe i'm really like this. i'm not agressive.
they say scorpios like to flirt with their eyes.
i say, not all the time.
i guess, i do have some part of that... uhh... skill. cos when i'm just starting to like someone who's a stranger to me, i start with making eye contact... just to let him now i exist.
after that, i don't give a damn anymore.
WAAAAIT!!!!
i just realized something!
have i mentioned this girl i was jealous of in our class because i think they're too close to each other??
i realized, there's really nothing to worry about (at least on his side, dunno bout the girl). the way i was with leonard last sem is pretty much similar with the way he is with her. and leonard is a really good friend of mine so i'm perfectly comfortable with him.
in much the same way that he is around her.
aren't you supposed to shun your crush at times?
hehe
now, back to studying (i can't screw up on this one yet again!)
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
oh the positivity
i thought i said yesterday that i'm only going to skip my 10a class... but looks like i also skipped another class... hist2. which makes me a really really bad student now. i don't know, maybe i've reached the maximum number of absences in hist2 already and i should be forced drop now.
wow.
i only swam this day, and thank God i've finished my make-up! hurrayhurray! no more overexposure to our overly chlorinated pool! yessss!!! i've got an uneven skintone now (in the face man!) and a burnt feeling whenever i apply powder or facial wash on my face right after swimming. sucks big time.
so after all, i'm still a girlygirl... because i worry about my freakin skintone. bwahahaha
hey, kim came! hehe she took pictures of me swimming with her slr camera. oh the coolness. wait, i was conscious..... hahaha if i only knew how to do the butterfly stroke then i would've given her cam a demo! weeeeh. i wanted to look like a pro... you know, with the complete swimming attire (for photographs sake). but then, i don't have a swimming cap so i guess i just looked like an amats chicken. i wanna see the pictures!
anyhow, i thought i also mentioned yesterday that i'm going to use this afternoon to study chem40 - unless i slept. guess what? the latter prevailed.
is there still hope for me?
another thing, on our way to buy dinner , i got hit by a speeding scooter. man, it hurts! my head hit the passenger's helmet - which totally put me out of my mind. damn, i don't recall who i am anymore... hehe kidding. but dmn, my head hurts! until now. may bukol pa ko. hahahaha... and i was even so happy after the horrible incident. i was laughing, saying "ok lang ako! hahaha" to my concerned dormmates...
wtf, i even said SORRY to the scooter driver --- who happened to be a freakin tomboy. oh, i just lost my appetite.
weirdly enough, i didn't get angry. bwahaha
the tricycle drivers around were the ones who cursed the perpetrator on my part and i was overjoyed. it was heartwarming to have someone fight for you even if you don't want to and you're totally strangers to each other. thanks!
and when we reached kuya's carinderia i noticed that my right arm is BLEEDING! bwahahaha so i figured i also hit the scooter's steering handle. after a moment or so, it's becoming so painful already so i went with my sister to buy some remedy and also photocopy some handouts.
hehe, i bought a bandage. i think it was hurt badly i cannot raise my arm fully or even do a right-hand backstroke. oh hello, muscles. T___T; huhuhu good thing it wasn't heavily injured... like the one in my right leg years ago... the muscoskeletalchorvachorva... i actually think it's starting to resurface because i feel like it's limping once again. hayhayhay, too much swimming i guess.
no back to my exam. :)
wow.
i only swam this day, and thank God i've finished my make-up! hurrayhurray! no more overexposure to our overly chlorinated pool! yessss!!! i've got an uneven skintone now (in the face man!) and a burnt feeling whenever i apply powder or facial wash on my face right after swimming. sucks big time.
so after all, i'm still a girlygirl... because i worry about my freakin skintone. bwahahaha
hey, kim came! hehe she took pictures of me swimming with her slr camera. oh the coolness. wait, i was conscious..... hahaha if i only knew how to do the butterfly stroke then i would've given her cam a demo! weeeeh. i wanted to look like a pro... you know, with the complete swimming attire (for photographs sake). but then, i don't have a swimming cap so i guess i just looked like an amats chicken. i wanna see the pictures!
anyhow, i thought i also mentioned yesterday that i'm going to use this afternoon to study chem40 - unless i slept. guess what? the latter prevailed.
is there still hope for me?
another thing, on our way to buy dinner , i got hit by a speeding scooter. man, it hurts! my head hit the passenger's helmet - which totally put me out of my mind. damn, i don't recall who i am anymore... hehe kidding. but dmn, my head hurts! until now. may bukol pa ko. hahahaha... and i was even so happy after the horrible incident. i was laughing, saying "ok lang ako! hahaha" to my concerned dormmates...
wtf, i even said SORRY to the scooter driver --- who happened to be a freakin tomboy. oh, i just lost my appetite.
weirdly enough, i didn't get angry. bwahaha
the tricycle drivers around were the ones who cursed the perpetrator on my part and i was overjoyed. it was heartwarming to have someone fight for you even if you don't want to and you're totally strangers to each other. thanks!
and when we reached kuya's carinderia i noticed that my right arm is BLEEDING! bwahahaha so i figured i also hit the scooter's steering handle. after a moment or so, it's becoming so painful already so i went with my sister to buy some remedy and also photocopy some handouts.
hehe, i bought a bandage. i think it was hurt badly i cannot raise my arm fully or even do a right-hand backstroke. oh hello, muscles. T___T; huhuhu good thing it wasn't heavily injured... like the one in my right leg years ago... the muscoskeletalchorvachorva... i actually think it's starting to resurface because i feel like it's limping once again. hayhayhay, too much swimming i guess.
no back to my exam. :)
Monday, March 3, 2008
i just want tomorrow to end now
march 26 marks the end of our classes.
one word (or something like it): nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!
at least not hum1. weh. >___>;
yey! i'll be swimming again tomorrow! and kim's gonna drop by to take a picture of me while swimming... uhh... i guess it's for her project in photography or something. >.< hahaha na-conscious bigla...
here's what i have in mind for tomorrow... for all i know it's gonna be a dull day.
i'll only attend swimming and hist 2 (because i think i can bear 1 and a half hours of boredom) then after that i'm gonna skip my es10a class. i heard last week that we're just going to transfer our isometrics in tracing papers... it's going to be a groupwork so my presence shouldn't be of any importance.
i guess i'll use the whole afternoon to study chem40... that's if i don't get sleepy.
what a notorious delinquent
one word (or something like it): nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!
at least not hum1. weh. >___>;
yey! i'll be swimming again tomorrow! and kim's gonna drop by to take a picture of me while swimming... uhh... i guess it's for her project in photography or something. >.< hahaha na-conscious bigla...
here's what i have in mind for tomorrow... for all i know it's gonna be a dull day.
i'll only attend swimming and hist 2 (because i think i can bear 1 and a half hours of boredom) then after that i'm gonna skip my es10a class. i heard last week that we're just going to transfer our isometrics in tracing papers... it's going to be a groupwork so my presence shouldn't be of any importance.
i guess i'll use the whole afternoon to study chem40... that's if i don't get sleepy.
what a notorious delinquent
i just want tomorrow to end now
march 26 marks the end of our classes.
one word (or something like it): nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!
at least not hum1. weh. >___>;
yey! i'll be swimming again tomorrow! and kim's gonna drop by to take a picture of me while swimming... uhh... i guess it's for her project in photography or something. >.< hahaha na-conscious bigla...
here's what i have in mind for tomorrow... for all i know it's gonna be a dull day.
i'll only attend swimming and hist 2 (because i think i can bear 1 and a half hours of boredom) then after that i'm gonna skip my es10a class. i heard last week that we're just going to transfer our isometrics in tracing papers... it's going to be a groupwork so my presence shouldn't be of any importance.
i guess i'll use the whole afternoon to study chem40... that's if i don't get sleepy.
what a notorious delinquent.