oh the positivity

i thought i said yesterday that i'm only going to skip my 10a class... but looks like i also skipped another class... hist2. which makes me a really really bad student now. i don't know, maybe i've reached the maximum number of absences in hist2 already and i should be forced drop now.

wow.

i only swam this day, and thank God i've finished my make-up! hurrayhurray! no more overexposure to our overly chlorinated pool! yessss!!! i've got an uneven skintone now (in the face man!) and a burnt feeling whenever i apply powder or facial wash on my face right after swimming. sucks big time.

so after all, i'm still a girlygirl... because i worry about my freakin skintone. bwahahaha

hey, kim came! hehe she took pictures of me swimming with her slr camera. oh the coolness. wait, i was conscious..... hahaha if i only knew how to do the butterfly stroke then i would've given her cam a demo! weeeeh. i wanted to look like a pro... you know, with the complete swimming attire (for photographs sake). but then, i don't have a swimming cap so i guess i just looked like an amats chicken. i wanna see the pictures!

anyhow, i thought i also mentioned yesterday that i'm going to use this afternoon to study chem40 - unless i slept. guess what? the latter prevailed.

is there still hope for me?

another thing, on our way to buy dinner , i got hit by a speeding scooter. man, it hurts! my head hit the passenger's helmet - which totally put me out of my mind. damn, i don't recall who i am anymore... hehe kidding. but dmn, my head hurts! until now. may bukol pa ko. hahahaha... and i was even so happy after the horrible incident. i was laughing, saying "ok lang ako! hahaha" to my concerned dormmates...
wtf, i even said SORRY to the scooter driver --- who happened to be a freakin tomboy. oh, i just lost my appetite.

weirdly enough, i didn't get angry. bwahaha
the tricycle drivers around were the ones who cursed the perpetrator on my part and i was overjoyed. it was heartwarming to have someone fight for you even if you don't want to and you're totally strangers to each other. thanks!

and when we reached kuya's carinderia i noticed that my right arm is BLEEDING! bwahahaha so i figured i also hit the scooter's steering handle. after a moment or so, it's becoming so painful already so i went with my sister to buy some remedy and also photocopy some handouts.

hehe, i bought a bandage. i think it was hurt badly i cannot raise my arm fully or even do a right-hand backstroke. oh hello, muscles. T___T; huhuhu good thing it wasn't heavily injured... like the one in my right leg years ago... the muscoskeletalchorvachorva... i actually think it's starting to resurface because i feel like it's limping once again. hayhayhay, too much swimming i guess.

no back to my exam. :)

i just want tomorrow to end now

march 26 marks the end of our classes.
one word (or something like it): nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!
at least not hum1. weh. >___>;

yey! i'll be swimming again tomorrow! and kim's gonna drop by to take a picture of me while swimming... uhh... i guess it's for her project in photography or something. >.< hahaha na-conscious bigla...

here's what i have in mind for tomorrow... for all i know it's gonna be a dull day.
i'll only attend swimming and hist 2 (because i think i can bear 1 and a half hours of boredom) then after that i'm gonna skip my es10a class. i heard last week that we're just going to transfer our isometrics in tracing papers... it's going to be a groupwork so my presence shouldn't be of any importance.

i guess i'll use the whole afternoon to study chem40... that's if i don't get sleepy.

what a notorious delinquent

i just want tomorrow to end now

march 26 marks the end of our classes.

one word (or something like it): nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!

at least not hum1. weh. >___>;

 

yey! i'll be swimming again tomorrow! and kim's gonna drop by to take a picture of me while swimming... uhh... i guess it's for her project in photography or something. >.< hahaha na-conscious bigla...

 

here's what i have in mind for tomorrow... for all i know it's gonna be a dull day.

i'll only attend swimming and hist 2 (because i think i can bear 1 and a half hours of boredom) then after that i'm gonna skip my es10a class. i heard last week that we're just going to transfer our isometrics in tracing papers... it's going to be a groupwork so my presence shouldn't be of any importance.

 

i guess i'll use the whole afternoon to study chem40... that's if i don't get sleepy.

 

what a notorious delinquent.

NAKAKAINIS!!!!!

PARDON ME ON THIS ENTRY. I SIMPLY WANTED THIS IN UPPERCASE

WALA KAMING KLASE SA HUM1 KANINA!
NO, I'M NOT REJOICING!!! IT ACTUALLY BROKE MY DAY, PLUS THE FACT THAT I SAW HIM WITH HER. WHEN I READ THE NOTE STUCK ON THE DOOR, I IMMEDIATELY CONFIRMED IF IT WAS TRUE.

THEN I LEFT IMMEDIATELY.
DISREGARDING THE POSSIBILITY THAT HE'S PROBABLY WAITING FOR ME. WTF.
WHY CAN'T YOU PEOPLE JUST GO?!?!! AS FAR AS I'M CONCERNED YOU HAVE NO OTHER BUSINESS THERE.

YES, DEARS. I'M RAMBLING.
I'M MAD WITH RAGE.
IN FACT, I DON'T WANT TO ATTEND HUM1 THIS WEDNESDAY (IF BY SOME GRACE OUR TEACHER ARRIVES).

I WENT BACK TO THE DORM LOOKING ALL SULKY AND GLUM. AND WHEN MY DORMMATES SAW ME, THEY KNEW IMMEDIATELY HOW HURT I WAS.

IT'S THE ONLY CLASS I'M LOOKING FORWARD THIS WEEK AND IT SUCKS NOT TO COMPLETE THAT MINUTE 3 HOURS/WEEK WE SPEND TOGETHER.

SAFE NA BANG AMININ?
OR DI PA BA OBVIOUS?

T_______T;;

antok na ko!

i don't know where else to pour out my frustrations. puro na lang drawing! sa papel, sa planner, sa EXAM (pag walang masagot), sa chairs, sa kamay. hahahaha

 

but come to think of it, feeling ko lang frustrated ako pero... hindi talaga ito yung, err, legitimate feeling of frustration. e ano ba kasi yun?diba kung frustrated ka, your're making a huge effort into something na hindi ka makapag-excel?

 

in short, hindi pala ako frustrated. di naman ako nag-eeffort eh. bwaha.

 

anyhow... it's 2am. and i haven't finished researching for our report on friday. it's a dmn hard topic! amines, amino acids and proteins... bakit ba yun ang napili namin. tsktsk. kukupalin nanaman kami ni sir nito eh.

 

alam nyo ba minsan, kasi feeling ko talaga nag-eenjoy si sir sa klase namin, gusto kong sagutin si sir sa mga pangungupal nya. aba, nagtatanong lang ako tungkol sa postlab ng synthesis of aspirin, sinabihan na ko na kulang ako sa logic?!

 

sayang, ang nareply ko lang ay, "salamat!"

 

alam nyo ba kung bat ang hilig ko magblog?

kasi wala akong makausap! wala akong masabihan ng mga kaweirdohan ko sa buhay.

 

hahaha naghahanap nga ako ng isang tao pwede kong makausap anytime eh. yung makikipagkwentuhan lang sakin (kung may beer, ayos din)... yung kakaiba rin mag-isip. kasi naman, in front of my peers... mega conformist ako... ayoko naman ma-out of place. in fact, ordinaryong tao lang ako sa harap ng marami. hahaha

 

kaya nga mahal na mahal ko ang barkada ko eh. sa kanila ko lang pwede ibuhos ang lahat ng kaweirdohan ka without being judged! bwahahaha legal magjoke ng korni, humirit ng wala sa lugar at magkwento ng magkwento kahit di ka coherent... maiintindihan nila.

 

there's a language formed between friends na alien ang dating sa iba. ayos. hahahaha

 

hmmm... dito kasi sa elbi... hmmm, ok andyan si kat... ang tinuturing kong closest friend ko dito... ayos kasi ok lang maglabas ng kahit ano!

 

na realize ko tuloy.

lahat naman ng tao pwede mong kausapin about anything, pwede mong maging bestfriend, confidante, lahat na... kasi i believe na may kanya kanyang kaweirdohan ang mga tao na pinapakita lang nila sa mga piling tao rin. just like me!

 

ok, this is totally pointless. siguro masyado lang akong inaantok.

ganito na lang... i'll mail my research to my mailbox then i-aaccess ko na lang sa elbi para mabilis... haaaay

 

hahaha sige na nga gooooodnight! (i mean, goodmorning pala)

 

dinner with BTS

man, i missed them soooooooooooo much!!!

thanks for the long due christmas gifts! hehehehe

 

wala eh, sobrang namiss ko silang lahat... tsk.tsk.tsk. grabe, it's been a while... hehehe :)

natuwa ako sobra. hahaha

woooot! so most probably, sa summer na ulit kami magkaka-reunion.

 

here's what happened pala:

 

7pm Teriyaki Boy- trinoma. nagcommute lang ako papunta dun... uhm... yun, hinanap ko pa yung resto. hehehe so nanlibre si karlita ng dinner (dahil nakapasa sya sa major na gusto nya, political economics! o.O) at si KA ng ice cream.. tapos, hinatid pa ko nina karla pauwi (like usual!) yeaah, thanksthanks! in short, halos wala akong nagastos! may mga regalo pa ko! wahahaaha

 

wow. ayos talaga... namiss ko yung tawanan. grabe. graabeeee... ano baaaaa! mahal na mahal ko kayo! :D :D

 

so, pano ko kaya susunugin yung calorie intake ko ngayon? bwaha. nalula ako sa inorder ko... ang laki pala nun. grabe, di ko naubos. sayang hehehe. wow, ang sarap ng tokwa. tokwaaaaaaaaah! hahahaha

^____^

 

i love you, BTS.

not bad for our first time! :D

honestly, i thought we're going to screw up on the cheering competition (i didn't dance. i just sat there cheering for our cheering team. hehe) but no! i actually thought we're competitive enough. others even say we bagged the 4th place but the hosts only announced up to the third place so... uhh, that sucks. anyhow.

i enjoyed most of the night... even though i get sleepy at times. hehehe
congrats to ate mildred! she won miss eng'g meet 1st runner up. yeeey!

we did great. go AChES! :)

i was expecting to see ESG but they didn't join this year, as well as IESO and PSJT. >____>;

issues, issues...

everytime i think of it, i only get confused. to transfer to fine arts or to pursue being a chemical engineer? wtf. there's no harm in trying... but there's the big paperworks/interviews hassle to deal with.

and the problem with me is that... i'm too lazy for my own good. sometimes i get too unmotivated that i couldn't care much if i flunk chem40 for the second time and retake it again (no this is not a grammatical error) next schoolyear. i wonder WHAT DRIVES ME.

yes, i am an artist. i sorta good one at that. but it definitely isn't something i want to pursue in life. it's just a hobby, perhaps more... err, a passion. yes, i'm passionate about the arts but i don't know, i don't know! i always end up drawing when i should be studying for an exam.

let's evaluate my drn life.

ok, i hate memorizing stuff. i hate chemistry. i hate math (although we're good acquaintances in highschool). i hate objective exams.

i like writing (though i'm not good at it). COMPUTERS! i like webdesigning, html, css. COMSCI??? -i like comsci, sans programming and math 20 series- (o.O). i like fiddling with adobe photoshop. drawing, yeah.

what about chem. eng? i don't like it! i'm just 'proud' of being an engineering student. hahahaha sometimes i appreciate chemistry... depends on the teacher and my level of comprehension. but most of the time it disgusts me. sorry.

ay nakooooo.
walang direksyon ang buhay kooooooooooo.

what? everyone's turning into juniors next sem and chances are i might be stuck as a freshman for another sem...

hala, arianne... mataranta ka naman!!!!