my classmate's goggles. hehe

i just came across a video file here called shinsen corp - zombie loan... hehe anime! bwaha nice nice, freaky. but nice art...? err still uncomparable to claymore type art but it's good! at least not as ugly as initial d drawings*

 

*ooops. sorry sorry, but seriously... i could've enjoyed initial d if they were drawn better... they remind of the knock out characters. bwahaha. and they're ugly. wenk.

 

you might not notice but i'm publishing this entry through mail because... err... because i'm too lazy to access my dashboard through the blogger homepage.

you know what, i woke up fantasizing this morning. wtf.wtf.WTF. i'm not even sure if it was a fantasy or a dream but i realized it was indeed one of my silly hopeless fantasies because i gathered i'm already half-conscious and was trying to continue the story, but forgot most of it anyways (which makes it like a half-dream half-fantasy thing haha). the only thing i remember is that were about to bungee jump together. and i fainted while diving down. bwahaha.

 

that was like 6am. >__>; then i went back to sleep again because i alarmed my phone at 630. hehe i have class at 7.

anyhow, i ended up waking 645. bwahaha so i slipped through my swimsuit and put on my clothes, took my jacket and stormed off to the pool.

 

swimming is a dmn good exercise. that's if you're willing to sacrifice getting a horrible and irreparable (sp?) chlorine tan. i get darker and darker every week and the grim part of it is that i didn't get it from the sun but from our oversaturated pool... which is a hopeless case if you want to revive your lost skintone. .>__>;

 

gosh. i tried swimming 50 meters straight and i almost died of exhaustion.

 

and my classmate's goggles was lost under the pool. no one really asked me to get it but since i'm closest to it, i figured i was obliged to do it. T__T; friends, i dunno what's up with her goggles. why must it drown and rest way down on the pool floor... 10 meters below the gutter surface???

 

and i was like trying to submerge myself but i end up rising upwards so i asked the lifeguard for assistance. he taught me how to submerge but i still can't reach the bottom. >__>;; i have to release a lot of air to go down but come on, how can i survive without air? haha... in the the end mr. lifeguard (who's polite enough to assist me with the blasted goggles) used a pole to reach the pool floor and i swam underneath, using the pole to reach the bottom.

 

yeah, i got the goggles so i'm now swimming upwards, the pole was a big help, but i'm slowly running out of air. omaygulay. then kuya lifeguard pulled and pulled... it was WAY TOO FAST i felt my ears deafen. T___T;;

 

yey. cool! i was like muro-ami-ing. bwahahahaha

thanks, kuya for the experience. i enjoyed it. ^______^=v

 

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when came back to the dorm, i wrote an early entry to my 'dear Lord diary' saying I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM.

 

yes, until now.

call it crap, just not love please.

>___>;

wala lang

i miss amelie poulain! bwahaha

hello, so kumusta naman ang araw na to...?

at last... i attended my micro1 class... malapit na ko ma-excessive eh. nag-quiz as usual at lagpak nanaman. feeling ko kung masisingko ako dito.. dahil sa mga quizzes yun. dibale dibale, sa exam na lang. :)

hum1.. bago pumasok ng klase nakasalubong ko si ate irene, sabi ko may klase ako.. sabi nya "aba! papasok ka na!" bwahahaha ano ba yan, kung may subject akong hindi papasukan, count hum1 out. yun lang ang masaya sa mga subjects ko ngayon. :)

grabe talagang nakakatamad na mag-aral. uhm, hurrayhurray! pumasok ako sa chem40! nagquiz din kami eh... pasa naman kahit pano... bwahahaha

alam nyo ba na para akong tanga, sa tuwing naglalakad ako pauwi di ko mapigilang ngumiti. haaay crush. kung alam mo lang, lakas tama talaga. >___>; eh ganito talaga ako magka-crush eh. hindi pa obvious!! hahahaha

haha may GA kami ngayon.. di ako pumunta... >___>; katamaran. tsktsk.

aba! pinapalabas na ang Devil Beside You sa GMA! grabe... ANG PANGET NG DUBBING... more like ang panget nung boses nung bidang lalaki. i'm sure di yun tatangkilikin ng tao.. at dahil dyan... hindi dadami ang fans ni Ahmon sa Pilipinas... which means... HALOS WALA PARIN AKONG KAAGAW!

hah. selfish.

really now

i don't think i'm going to pursue shifting/transferring to diliman next schoolyear... hehe i'm afraid of the papers/interviews hassle... i might just get turned down you know. well, it's not really about that. it's more about the feeling that i'm starting to like it here, even though i'm not excelling academically at least i know i'm not alone in my journey downhill, it's not even a good thought but it's a good enough compensation. bwahahaha

things are going to get hard for me from here... from this moment that i decide to just continue being a chemical engineering student... a blasted one at that.

weirdly though, i feel like my worth will be more seen if i'm taking computer science. but then, my plan is to just take a vocational course on that sometime after graduation. >___>;

i want to work na. dmmt.

wasting gel ink

i'm drawing/doodling again! i couldn't find anything to do.. =|
i arrived home at around 4 and no one's answering the door so i just climbed over our gate... good thing the main door's open or else i would have to perform my usual akyat-bahay tactics... >__>;

and i found out there are actually two people inside. grr... i'm hating my sister again for destroying our doorbell. T___T;

my parents and my sister are gone that time... they were in divisoria to fit gowns because it's mommy's awarding soon and terai's gonna escort her... why, I WANT TO! but i have classes, dmmt =\ but i'm still going to the hotel yey. :)

my sister bought me a new bag, it's red! i like it, yeah but i wanted it to be more casual... my shirts won't get along with it.

haha quite a new look again, i've already used this header once but i ditched it anyways. dunno if the alignments are fine in other browsers... i had to adjust the top margin to a negative value for it to align with the header image. whatev. >___>;

i wish i were a computer science major you know, then i would have enough knowledge not to fumble over trivial things like this.

i am greatly favored by the imaginary deity of critical infatuation. most of the people i tell about my crush are concidentally his acquaintances! now, life's pretty good on me (on this part only though) or maybe he's just too old that it fits right that he knows a lot of people already. bwahahaha

man, i badly want that 250gigs portable hard drive so that i could store my stolen series directly. >__>;
on a sad note, i wasn't able to watch the eps i took yesterday because there's this 'error downloading codec' thingamajig that appeared in my wmp when i loaded the video meaning only the audio is present, no gdmn visuals.

i think it's karma. hahaha
or maybe if i get a new laptop with windows vista then i'm going to have an ultra great and updated wmp and i don't have to worry about installing that blasted codec (whatever that is).

goodnight. :)

ows?

♠ i woke up really early this day because i thought the swimming compet will start at 7. ay ang effort talaga bumangon ng maaga. >__>;

♠ anyhow, i lost. :( aww, but it's ok! haha i'm not expecting anything anyway. eh malay ko ba na kailangan mag-DIVE sa freestyle?!?! anong malay ko eh mas gusto ko sumipa na lang sa gutter. hahaha whatever. 25m-free lang ang nalaro ko, si ate melai 25m-backstroke. we were (at least I WAS) excited for the relay kasi girl power kami, dalawa lang kaming lalangoy ng 100m! but noooo, ERG won't let us. kailangan daw at least may isang lalaki.

♠ ABA! NAPAKA-SEXIST NAMAN NG ENG'G MEET! T___T;

♠ galit si kuya omeng. lasing pa yata mga tao from yesterday (last day the fair) kaya default kami sa softball... double default naman kasi wala rin ung kabila so ok lang.

♠ ewan.ewan.ewan. sa pagmamadali kong makauwi (btw, i'm home!) nakalimutan kong labhan yung mga binabad ko. wenkwenk.

♠ yey. nakita ko crush ko! happyhappyhappy!

♠ i dropped by megamall to have lunch. yey! nagyoshi nanaman ako! :) as usual. pero asenso di na ko ng icecream! haha wala kasing m&m's ung snowstorm ngayon eh. hehehe tapos tapos...

♠ ayos. nakapagcyberzone nanaman ako! ang sarap talaga tumingin sa octagon! daming laptops! as in 30K sulit na!!!

♠ lntk. may bago akong gustong bilhin. isang 250gigs portable harddrive (aabutin ng hanggang 9k). hahaha ano ba yan grabe talaga... 15gigs na lang natitira sa PCng ito! tapos super bagal pa nung pagtransfer nung 4gigs na ninakaw ko kahapon so haaay, parusa talaga. eh 8gigs lang usb ko! yung susunod kong nanakawin 22gigs (Death Note) tapos ung Naruto... aba mahaba yun baka mag 100gigs yun mahirap na... at ang mahal ng DVD-R ha! ang pinakamalaking nakita ko ay 8.something gigs... 150pesos! waaaah. >____>;

♠ e wala akong dvd burner. hahahahaha

♠ minsan talaga, parang gusto ko na lang magtrabaho at kumita. wag na mag-aral!

♠ ok, scratch that.

snatched away (is that redundant?) >__<

i just stole 4gigs worth of files here in astra... >___>; i took in episodes 16-47 of Nana (an anime series). Astra has a lot of animes for viewing here... thing is, and of course too, they have to contain it within their computer shop. they put up enough warnings not to steal but i insist on being guilty. i can't afford to sit here and wait for the whole series to finish playing... by then i'll be begging alms before i even know it.

haha. steffi's right. they're not checking who's stealing, they don't even have that chorva detector who can see through video thieves. hehehe...

works just good for me. bwahahaha

oh, valentines was ok. i went feb-fairing with my orgmates then with my dormates... our brods gave us heart shaped balloons... which i'm very thankful for because at last i won't be loitering around the field feeling envious of girls carrying long-stemmed roses and pink balloons from their boyfriends...

but even before i got a good walk around the field feeling proud that i'm not so lonely this season (because looook! i have a balloon! a proof that someone cares. hahaha)... i lost the gdmn thing. i wasn't really carrying it, i just stuck it on my bag... and 10 meters after i walked away from our booth i checked my bag and saw the balloon is gone... and only the fckdmt stick was left. ate joegie and i decided to look back for it and we saw it on lying on the ground...

but wtf, wait... even before i was given the chance to shout the words "WAIT! THAT'S MY FCKN BALLOON! THE ONLY GIFT I RECEIVED THIS BLASTED SEASON!!!!" ...

a streetchild snatched it
arg, that killed my appetite (and also gave me this ridiculous feeling that it was a sign that i'm not going to get a lovelife ever). hahahahahaha

so i didn't go for it anymore.
why, it's just a balloon. and it's not even from someone special :(

not that i'm saying my brods aren't special but the one who gave it to me was like, "meron ka na? o" and handed it to me without even looking. how cold. T___T; i was even beaming madly about the generosity of thy sensitive brods... but oh well, looks like i got it from the wrong person (and i'm not saying he's bad. he's naturally like that so i couldn't demand anything). could've taken the other side of the booth and gotten it from someone more cheerful.... hay.

saddest part yet, i wasn't able to see my crush. T___T;

balik xml

nainis ako sa html/css layout ko... ok sana kaso di maayos sa ibang browsers. at least ito ok naman... so yun. dito na lang ako. hehe.

inalis ko na yung selective expandable posts... pero ibabalik ko rin soon enough. naloloka pa ko sa coding eh...

wala na rin yung label cloud... i figured to just keep the labels for myself in case my gusto akong balikan (well, di nyo na business yun. it's my own bookmark)

inis parin ako.
i wish i knew more xml diba? para kering keri na lang ang paggawa ng ganitong layout.

i'll edit this sometime...
pero mas gusto ko na to... simple lang. :)