a trial on my new selective expandable entries for classic blogger

crush ko si...

ui gumana!

layout still under construction

because i lost my patience fumbling over new blogger's xml layout... i decided to just revert to my classic template and along with that came a lot of changes... whew.

1) can't have the label cloud with varying heights anymore
2) none of those monthly archive links with the number of entries beside it
3) generally, i got a less strict html editor and with that... i cannot guarantee my skin to look well under different browsers

however as you can see... although this (below) certain problem can be solvable (??), i cannot dedicate my time on it..

♠ i lost the selective expandable post script with my layout restoration so all of my entries which are enlosed in [span id="fullpost]here[/span] will be shown in its full text instead. however, with the installment (very soon!) of a classic-layout friendly script similar to the one i just lost... i'll be able to do a new set of entries which are selectively expandabe... however again, the encosing tags will be changed to [span CLASS="fullpost"]>__>;[/span] so yeah... i hope you get the drift... in short, i won't be able to save those entries i cut with my new blogger layout because
1) they're too many
2) i don't know where to start (like, i don't even know which entries are cut and which are not... though there's a way... it'd be too troublesome on my part)

TO DO:
1) add counter
2) add tagboard
2) get the blogger comment link or rot with haloscan's new unfriendly features
3) find a way to retrieve my OLD LINK LIST
4) edit horizontal navbar links
5) create an entry for Blogmistress and Contacts



wtdhl
if wonder if i should move to WORDPRESS.

crap >___>;

i wish i hadn't volunteered to do robotics349, i never knew it would be this hard to create a critical paper on it. and to think that my partner was just dragged to it (because he was the last one to choose and everything else was taken...xept 349), it made me even more guilty to load the entire paper on his shoulders.

i was sick last night. >_>;
i didn't have enough braincells to do the paper... but i did it somehow... and still thank him for participating in it.

i wonder why i got sick in the first place... it seems like everyweek i get a bizzare health problem and no symptoms seem to lead to a credible assumption. i only remember some things though i can't figure out how it would lead to me having a fever. thursday night we went to lb square to chill... i drank a strawberry/kiwi smoothie and ordered a bottle of sm light as well... i mixed the two... it was heaven. i promised myself to go back there someday.

the next day, i didn't attend my lab class so i didn't get the chance to see my standing, anyway i know it wouldn't be greater than or equal to 60. i met with kat and we went for a walk, in the process seeing kuya abet limping in the field... so we three went together... without any plans at all. we walked through the field... saw marious and co. and blahblahblah...

in short we did a lot of walking. i was tired, and weirdly enough i got sleepy so i wasn't able to eat dinner with kat... i actually preferred to sleep. and when i woke up i realized, damn i'm sick. wtdfck.

i texted my parents, i told them not to worry.
why did i ever tell my mom i'm sick, anyway?! i would have chosen not to and lie to her that i had something to do over the weekend so that they would allow me to stay at the dorm. i really wanted to rest, and when i'm sick i hate travelling by bus... and a mental note says i should not miss tomorrow's game with IESO. >_>; ctdcrp.

but heck, i hate lying...especially to my mom. so i told her my case. she called me and said they'll fetch me tomorrow morning. I FCKNG DIDN'T WANT TO GO HOME! i insisted not to but my mom was on the verge of tears.

i see she's bothered big time with my health.
and cries about something about her work. it's doing great, and she's thankful for that but alongside her good luck in work is a bad luck in health. you know, balance... or something like it.

so they fetched me. now i'm home... feeling better. :)

by the way, we're laying-off on employees.

dad says our maid had a fight with one of our employees. so this guy employee got real mad that she punched our maid on the face. so it bled. so our maid got out and took a KNIFE from the kitchen and threatened to kill him. good thing dad came in between... would've caused a murder in the house.

my dad talked to our maid, saying "di mo ba alam na pwede kang makulong dyan?"
and you know what she said?
"haynaku, kuya. di ako natatakot! nagawa ko na noon yan, hindi ako nakulong."

WTDFCK!
>_____>;

why why love ♥

first it's coffee prince, then devil beside you and finally i'm doing a marathon of why why love!!! :)

if you're interested you can watch it at Crunchyroll

i'm still of episode 4 though... hehehe but i'm enjoying it! wahahaha

@ i'm so glad this day is finally over (not exactly, but you get the drift)! i had two exams a while ago!
hist2 and chem40lec. hist2 was so time consuming we had to write a lot of essays... and take note... i didn't study well, i mean, i only started browsing her handouts (which is more or less 50 pages) 4 hours before the exam... and the reason is because i studied chem40 the night before... and with that i mean i didn't sleep! yeah! like i started 12mn (which is damn usual if you know me well- my neurons like doing the graveyard shift) and by 5am i'm not even halfway! wtdhl! it took me 5 hours studying stereochemistry alone!!!

and i was so proud i was able to understand those blasted concepts... but unfortunately, i didn't have enough time to dwell on the reaction mechanisms (which will take the bulk of the exam). i knew beforehand i suck in reactions that's why at times like this i rely on acing the objective part of her exam... which is majorly stereochem. so by 6 i had to pause studying chem40 for a while and read my hist2 readings instead.

i wasn't really worried on this part because i had a pretty good leakage. thanks soldier! wahehehe

same old thing, when i cram like this... i go to my exam unprepared. yeah, i haven't taken a bath that time!! since it's almost 10am, i had to rush to my first exam (hist2) so all i had in my hand is a ballpen and two bluebooks... and i went with my shirt and shorts. woooot. this isn't the first time i went to an exam looking 'dugyutin'. bwahahaa

after that i still had to prepare for my 10a class... seriously. i couldn't care a damn anymore. i just changed my clothes and went there... >___>; and when i came there... i found out we have no classes but we are to pass the isometric views of our model houses on tuesday... it's a groupwork so i really really do not care about it. typically there would be at least one genius in a group who would take care of everything... i'm not that... i will never be... so i thank my groupmate for taking the load! go you!

jed accompanied me to EE building to get my checklist... well i usually don't care about it... i'm the mistress of academic indifference... but you see if i leave my classlist there unchecked... i'm afraid people i know will run through it and see my horrible grades. so i better spare myself the shame on that. i also took my grades list for last sem... wahahaha... what? i'm not expecting anything to change! i just took it to, yet again, spare myself the shame. hehehe...

btw, while walking to EE bldg, i saw a piece of playing card face down on the ground... i told jed, "ui.. hmmm... eto and maghahawak ng aking kapalaran!" and took the card and flipped it over and guess what! i got a queen of diamonds!

>___>; and this point i really think i'd be spending a black valentines.
i was hoping for a heart. but well, diamonds are spectacular enough.

there's really no point in doing that. it's just me annoying people because i haven't slept all day! it was hard on my part to drink the prescripted sedative then drown myself with two cups of coffee right after. don't you think this kind of lifestyle's gonna kill me????

which is why against all odds, i'm going to do my best to transfer to college of fine arts in diliman... if i don't then i'd rather die trying.

oh about the chem40 exam awhile ago?
dmnfcksht!
it was like 90% the same as our 2nd lecture exam last sem! and i still think i didn't do well.

haha

a missing sense of urgency

@ early morning i went to my PE class! more so... we were already taught how to tread on deep water! yeheey! and also, we were required to jump on two of the diving boards! one low and the other relatively higher... now that's coooool!

it was my first time to jump on a diving board!!! and the best part of it was... i didn't drown! yeah! i never thought it would be quite easy to survive in deep waters... unless there's something below... >___>;

the high driving board was the scariest part though (well, everyone should agree) so i gathered up all my courage and jumped without hesitation because if i panic, wouldn't get enough air... waaaah. funfunfun!!!!

@ mam boncocan is really considerate. i admit i've been really negligent of my GE subjects... especially her class... that i haven't even submitted my waiver and fee for the upcoming felid trip this saturday. good Lord i have spare time that day so i was able to get a photocopy of the waiver at her pigeonhole, rush to the dorm to get my sister/guardian's signature, and rush back in time to deliver the paper and money. unfortunately she has a class so i just stuck a note at her desk and left. whew. i hope she gets it. :)

@ haaaay, and right now i have a responsiblity to go back and study because i have two exams this thursday... chem40 and hist2... and God knows how much progress i'm doing.

it sucks not to have that positive sense of urgency on things that need to be put on high priority - i'm talking about my acads.

i'm afraid i'm wallowing too much on my thirst for a lovelife and those petty taiwanese series on youtube that i'm spending a generous amount of money satisfying my unecessary crave for subtitled dramas.

i wish i had better habits.
now it's really up to me working on it.

org issues >__>;

i guess you're unlucky to ever stumble upon this entry. for two reasons:

a) if you're not my brod/sis, you won't understand a single thing below
b) but if you are, you might hate me forever for ever publishing this (esp. if you're part of the newest batch)


now i don't really feel like discussing it here because it seems inapropriate but since i wasn't able to express it to the public (which i don't really intend to), i gather it's better to blurt it out here.

whew. we're undergoing a lot of changes. while i think they're for the better (the bulk is on disciplinary action), i still think there has to be a little space for consideration.

♠ the new DA - can we just start counting taras for the physical DA after it's first implementation? so that it would be fair to those who are already in DA... err... what if you were already in DA and all you know is that for you to get out of your blasted status you have to attend, say, 5 major activities consecutively, so you prepared for that... then suddenly they changed the law and said that we'll paddle you instead and you're good... that's kinda harsh. >___>;

that's my only concern though.
most of the issues raised were resolved through speech (i dunno what will happen next). and i agree to most of them.

especially the batch clustering inside the org.
hahaha, our batch (equilibria - comprised of 3) isn't really part of this mess but i still feel the tension regarding this issue.

i seriously think grephein is too much.
not just in number, but also in this kind of air they give me... which is not good.
maybe i think they're too proud... or too involved with their batch that i think they should start a new org... or better yet resolve this issue.

i know this came off in an offensive manner, i'm too, for a lack of an english term, 'badtrip'.

i hate generalizing because it'll end in a rusty typecast that people will hate. >_>;

maybe all we need is to bond.
maybe new members also need to respect that 04 is two years older than 06 and three years older than 07.

i look up a lot to the 04's because i think they're the greatest batch that ever graced my existence, and with the addition of one batch i don't want them to think that's, 'now it's all about them. let's leave it here'. wtdfck.

and rey, you were wrong when you said naiingit ang charter.
you were so wrong for ever putting that up.
can't you scale down your comments for respect's sake?

what. i have nothing against you.

ayoko lang ng mga tipong, kabago-bago.. pumapapel na.

now i know the feeling of hating someone new who entered your circle just to change things. i hate it that when someone new enters the scene, he does everything to change things for the better... NOT MINDING the current administration. i think if you're still new, just be there to observe and do whatever is asked of your assistance... don't fckng tell people around that the problem in this org is THIS AND THAT.

i tell you bro, YOU HAVE NO IDEA.
just sit still, because time will come and you will start your reign as the senior of the organization. don't rush things up because it's becoming disrespectful (esp to those who are in charge).

now, that's a different issue.
no questions allowed.

sedated

i've been sleeping all day. >_>;;
not literally but i sleep anytime i get the cance to... even in the church. waaah.

so yesterday, my life is all about 2 freakin hospital trips. early morning we went to delos santos hospital to get a check-up regarding my alleged pneumonia and allergies... i sorta don't trust the people there because we weren't referred to a specialist, instead they just did their thing in a special clinic with different doctors... and i thought having a card gives you instant access to a reliable specialist. wtdhl.

so the nurse checked me out first, then referred me to this doctor, then to an EENT doctor and finally to an orthopedist...

the EENT doctor confirmed my allergies and gave me a prescription... after which i asked where could the chest pain possibly come from because i myself couldn't figure out how it could be a symptom of pneumonia when i didn't have a fever (the last fever i had is because of UTI) and cough... only colds which is in a form of allergy. know what he said... "baka lovelife?" man, i could only smile at his thorough analysis.

oh, the prescription he gave me is a anti-allergy which is also a sedative, that's why i get a lot of naps this day... >_>;

after that the orthopedist gave me and my dad an anti-pneumonia vaccine.
i also had to repeat my urine test because we weren't able to follow-up last month ago...

and because the urinalysis result isn't available til 3pm and the doctor we were referred to will leave at 3, we decided to just go to my original pediatrician and hopefully get a sound second opinion... especially about my chest pain...

so after getting the lab result we went to capitol medical center for dr. magnaye. :)
i missed him! it was kinda embarassing on my part to still consult a pediatrician when i'm already 17 years old. most of the patients there were 10 below and it was really weird to see an adult-looking teenager wait for a pedia. however, i was delighted to see my doctor again. the last time i went to him was when i was 10! :) he did change, but i see it's for the better. now he looked like Tirso Cruz III to me! wahaha

he asked about my allergies, my fever last christmas, my xray result and tried to relate it to my chest pain. nothing seems to connect, he even mentioned that my case is quite "unusual".

now i believe the EENT doctor.
it's really weird.

but at least i can drop off the impression that is has something to do with the heart! yey.

oh he also mentioned I'M OVERWEIGHT by 10kgs. >___>;

that's why i'm going to start watching my food intake from now on.
now let's hope i make progress with this... because you see this is not the first time i vowed on this issue.