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Saturday, January 26, 2008

GO AChES FIGHT!!!!

laban namin kanina with schemes!

hahaha nakakatuwa... actually gusto ko talaga magka-riot... wala lang... para lang maka-witness na kung ano... hahaha... pero wala eh... 2 times na sanang muntik magka-ramble (basket & softball) pero whatever... hahaha

ayon. shempre... super hiritan! nakakainis... nakakakulo ng dugo. personalan na eh... garapal pa maglaro sa basket... pero dibale. masaya naman... nakuha namin ang huling halakhak dahil naipanalo namin ang last game which is softball... hehehe first win pa... hahahaha

ng sarap magcheer para sa AChES!!!! haha napaos ako sa kakasigaw! ang daming red baloons!!! grabe pumasok ako sa baker naka orgshirt na violet... hahaha malay ko ba na violet team color ng kalaban? buti na lang nabigay na jersey ko nagpalit agad ako... hehehe

pero eto mas masaya
officiating ang SELES ♥
hahaha

Thursday, January 24, 2008

dear sister

i feel awful. i feel really bad about myself. i think i wasn't a good enough sister! i hate myself for letting her hurt herself that much for a stupid guy!!! and i hate it more that i actually wasn't there when she needs someone to confide to! well, she didn't really say she wants to talk about it... but during that time i was having an attack so she's really being considerate to me when she agreed to accompany me to the infirmary when she badly wants to go home already because of a heartache.

i feel really bad. >_>;
sometimes i think she doesn't want to tell me anything because i have a tendency top shut her off, saying she's really stupid to dwell even further on a delusional love affair. i thought it wasn't so serious.

i thought she isn't really in love.
but i missed the fact that everyone has his/her own style of loving someone, and my sister just got that weirder (sometimes intolerable) style.

when i heard that she cried a lot, i felt my heart sink. i felt like the worst sister in the world, not being there when she needs me. i hate using this stupid heart ailment as an excuse.

my sister's unique. ok, i say she's weird and loud about the one she loves. i'm not even sure if she's completely over him.

heck, i saw her calendar and saw she marked the box with the guy's birthday. you know what's written? ___'s BIRTHDAY: FORGET IT! >_>;
stupid isn't it?

and to think that she accepts the fact that everyone thinks i act older than she is. she asked me once, "how can i be a better sister to you?" because it bothers her that her level of maturity isn't par with me. i don't want her to think that she's no better than i am. in the same way, i don't want her to dwell on her current state right now. i wish i could talk to her without getting furious with her silly comments. i wish i had more patience to deal with her in-progress-emotional-growth because i think it's the key to her maturity.

once she gets over and done with her dillemma, then i guess it's a good step forward to a better sense of emotional perspective.

i hurt when she hurts.
it's no good tolerating things like this.
but only time can heal, and i don't want to impose an improper healing process on her (because i heal fast).

but maybe she's really like that, she hurts hard, and heals slow.
and maybe too, she loved more.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

so he's dead

heath ledger is dead. >__>; not really his fan though... hehe, at least i'm up to date...? i couldn't believe out teacher when he blurted out he's dead... we were discussing about creativity then... and we all turned him off saying "teacher, you're being too creative >_>" (note sarcasm)

anyway. i'm not up to do a tribute for him (i just heard of him through brokeback mountain, i don't even know his face)... i've got business to do...

and by business i mean waiting for streaming media to download... part by part, episode by episode... and while waiting logging in to neopets to play games...

haaaay. such a lovely world indeed...
honestly, i've never been this much 'inlove' with a taiwanese series (or any asianovela for that matter)

when i say in love, it means i feel kilig most of the time... true enough, i can't help smiling at the picture of Ahmon forming in my brain...

haaaay ♥
such a hopeless romantic... i don't know what will happen to me in the future...
do i even have a future?

---

done with the first chem40 theoretical lab exam... i think i answered better than last time... though i still have this attitude of giving up with a problem once i've exhausted all my time and braincells figuring out for an impossible solution...>_>

aaahhhh, whatever.

i care more about Devil Beside You...

oh, and also our first face-off with schemes.

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

>_<; WAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!

err... okay, i was exagerrating... hahaha

e kasi naman!
ang hirap!!!
hindi ko na kaya!!!
i've never felt this way before!!! T___T;

these supressed emotions are killing me!!!!!!


alam nyo ba kanina ko pa pinagmumukang TANGA ang sarili ko???!?!?!
HINDI KO PINANGARAP NA MAPAHIYA NG GANITOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

uhhm... don't get me wrong though

nanonood lang naman ako ng taiwanese series sa youtube. hahaha ^___^;;

eh sa sobrang kilig ko pigil na pigil ang mga tili ko... para talaga akong tanga...
>__>;; may dvd naman ako kaso di ako makapaghintay ng weekend para mapanuod eh... tapos ayoko rin maghintay mamayang gabi para makapuslit sa laptop ng dormmate ko...

ganon ako ka hooked! nagsasayang ako ng pera.
nakakahiya... tawa ako ng tawa dito... ngiti ng ngiti... weirdo talaga.
tapos kahapon... andun ako sa primelink, puno kasi sa spacehub eh dun ako usually nagu-youtube.. haaay, 20/hr lang kasi eh... hahahaha...

so yun... kilig moment nanaman... >__>;

kaso leche.. nagdatingan na yun mga dota boys... umingay!! bumaho! (haha ang mean) amoy ewan... basta... tapos ako na lang babae dun... tapos ang dami nila.. napapalibutan nila ako...may mga nakatayo pa eh nakakahiya naman sila nagdodota ako nagu-youtube.. nanunuod ng mga ka-teenybopper-an.... tapos biglang

"ay kulang ng upuan!"

mga lintik kayo.
lumayas na lang ako... nasira mood ko... leche talaga. nakakagrrr...

ah basta...

masaya ako. ♥

Sunday, January 20, 2008

devil beside you ♥ (spam, yeah)

i wonder how pissed off readers are when google directs them to a blogsite that merely mentioned their search keywords ONCE. like their tripping on a person who seeks for reliable information. poor people. search engines are so stuck up with personal blogs... i hate it. >__>; --- but honestly, sometimes i like it too... because of the traffic... but i still pity those who are tragically mislead to a crappy webpage like this one... =(

to all those who are mislead by google, yahoo or any search engine, or technically speaking, to all those who are spammed by my entries... i'm sorry. i couldn't do anything about that. it's just me expressing my pent-up emotions on a relatively catchy topic (which is randomly encountered), sometimes it doesn't makes sense... since i don't prioritize dissiminating viable information on my every post... so yeah, i apologize.

but i shall continue spamming. >__>;

after finishing Coffee Prince, i must admit. i've never felt this much... err in love? it feels great to feel giddy once in a while! hehehe

then came DEVIL BESIDE YOU!!!! :)
haha, i can't stop fantasizing about Jiang Meng (played by taiwanese model/actor Mike He)

okaaaaaay, PICSPAMMING TIME!!!






Friday, January 18, 2008

waiting on the world to change

weird. nothing's up with the title... hehe
still here in elbi... i'm waiting for my mp3 player to charge... then i'll go...

it's friday! the weather's cool but the rain isn't.... >_>; my umbrella just broke! my cute (very!) cute umbrella! *it's so cute i'll post a picture of it here soon... hehehe no hint of sarcasm here

chem40 lab awhile ago was fine... i think it was his shortest postlab so far, i'm happy for myself because of that. at least i won't go about dodging his looks once he starts calling names for recitation. you know how much it sucks to be called my him? fuck. if it weren't for his, okay i admit, relatively helpful amount of knowledge on the said matter... i wouldn't make an effort to take down notes (i don't usually take down notes on labs)... then again, whatever.

even in his shortest postlab he still has the guts to insult us all. ay ewan, i don't want to talk about him further. hehehe

at least we're done with the freakin hydrocarbon tests. >_>;

Monday, January 14, 2008

why in the first place?

gosh. i actually forgot why i am online right now... the clock is ticking... the meter increasing. I STILL CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT I AM SUPPOSED TO DO!

or maybe there's really nothing to do online...
i don't even know why i'm here...

>__>;

hello blog.
i see you're almost 3 years... how old. now you must credit me for feeding you consistently, unlike those who went on hiatus for years and forgot their passwords.. >__>;; haha well, i went on hiatus last year but figured i can't afford to leave my blog unattended for a long time hahaha

something random

What Arianne Grace Credo Birog Means

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.
You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.
Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.


next, a highschool survey...

SHS Survey >:)

1. Favorite tambayan?
-MMA

2. Usual people na kasama mo?
- friends... haha general

3. Usual food mo pag lunch?
- baon ko... usually fish :)

4. Lagi ka bang late?
- yeah

5. San ka usually nakikita pag morning?
- classroom?

6. Sinong teacher ang laging kausap mo?
- i don't talk to them that often...

7. Fave coach mo in SHS?
- na

8. Usual drink mo in SHS?
- water from my jug, or that weird water from the fountain

9. San makikita table ng kada nyo?
- somewhere in MMA

10. Usual snack that you buy?
- uhhh... buttered corn?

11. Was there ever a time na umiyak ka sa cr?
- nope

12. Did you ever enjoy your fairs?
- kinda...

13. Best math teacher you ever had?
- mrs. sulit :)

14. Fave subj during your Grade 2?
- i wasn't in SHS at that time...

15. Fave subj during your Grade 4?
- not in SHS... science?

16. Fave subj during your Grade 5?
- science

17. Fave subj during your Grade 6?
- science... (wala kaming art sorry)

18. Did you ever run for council?
- no. why would i want to run a pack of ($^!&*#! girls?

19. Nalate ka ba for flag cem?
- a lot

20. Fave year & Sec mo in SHS?
- i dunno... iv-pamayanan... coz that was the last. i'm itching to graduate that time...

21. During mornings how do people see you?
- uhhh... i have no idea

22. Was there ever a time that you left your id?
- yeah

23. Was there ever an event in SHS na bawal suot mo?
- yep

24. Did you wear make up in school?
- no

25. Usual thing that you borrow from people?
- ballpen forever... though i hardly borrow anything naman...

26. One thing you will never forget about SHS?
- barkada of course, it's the only thing that stays after you leave the place

27. Fave events in SHS?
- basta it means no classes for a period or more or the whole day...

28. Was SHS the best thing that ever happened to you?
- not exactly... but there were a lot of happy moments

29. Noti's received! What do you expect to see?
-no classes, we're a sucker for those

30. In your whole stay in SHS, name your fave sections and advisers you've had.
- i don't have a favorite section or adviser but i can name them all some...
ist year: buhay - ms. ambat
2nd year: biyaya - ms. casimiro
3rd year: kalayaan - ms. canivel
4th year: pamayanan - ms. (oh no. nakalimutan ko sorry XD)