>_<; WAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!

err... okay, i was exagerrating... hahaha

e kasi naman!
ang hirap!!!
hindi ko na kaya!!!
i've never felt this way before!!! T___T;

these supressed emotions are killing me!!!!!!


alam nyo ba kanina ko pa pinagmumukang TANGA ang sarili ko???!?!?!
HINDI KO PINANGARAP NA MAPAHIYA NG GANITOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

uhhm... don't get me wrong though

nanonood lang naman ako ng taiwanese series sa youtube. hahaha ^___^;;

eh sa sobrang kilig ko pigil na pigil ang mga tili ko... para talaga akong tanga...
>__>;; may dvd naman ako kaso di ako makapaghintay ng weekend para mapanuod eh... tapos ayoko rin maghintay mamayang gabi para makapuslit sa laptop ng dormmate ko...

ganon ako ka hooked! nagsasayang ako ng pera.
nakakahiya... tawa ako ng tawa dito... ngiti ng ngiti... weirdo talaga.
tapos kahapon... andun ako sa primelink, puno kasi sa spacehub eh dun ako usually nagu-youtube.. haaay, 20/hr lang kasi eh... hahahaha...

so yun... kilig moment nanaman... >__>;

kaso leche.. nagdatingan na yun mga dota boys... umingay!! bumaho! (haha ang mean) amoy ewan... basta... tapos ako na lang babae dun... tapos ang dami nila.. napapalibutan nila ako...may mga nakatayo pa eh nakakahiya naman sila nagdodota ako nagu-youtube.. nanunuod ng mga ka-teenybopper-an.... tapos biglang

"ay kulang ng upuan!"

mga lintik kayo.
lumayas na lang ako... nasira mood ko... leche talaga. nakakagrrr...

ah basta...

masaya ako. ♥

devil beside you ♥ (spam, yeah)

i wonder how pissed off readers are when google directs them to a blogsite that merely mentioned their search keywords ONCE. like their tripping on a person who seeks for reliable information. poor people. search engines are so stuck up with personal blogs... i hate it. >__>; --- but honestly, sometimes i like it too... because of the traffic... but i still pity those who are tragically mislead to a crappy webpage like this one... =(

to all those who are mislead by google, yahoo or any search engine, or technically speaking, to all those who are spammed by my entries... i'm sorry. i couldn't do anything about that. it's just me expressing my pent-up emotions on a relatively catchy topic (which is randomly encountered), sometimes it doesn't makes sense... since i don't prioritize dissiminating viable information on my every post... so yeah, i apologize.

but i shall continue spamming. >__>;

after finishing Coffee Prince, i must admit. i've never felt this much... err in love? it feels great to feel giddy once in a while! hehehe

then came DEVIL BESIDE YOU!!!! :)
haha, i can't stop fantasizing about Jiang Meng (played by taiwanese model/actor Mike He)

okaaaaaay, PICSPAMMING TIME!!!

waiting on the world to change

weird. nothing's up with the title... hehe
still here in elbi... i'm waiting for my mp3 player to charge... then i'll go...

it's friday! the weather's cool but the rain isn't.... >_>; my umbrella just broke! my cute (very!) cute umbrella! *it's so cute i'll post a picture of it here soon... hehehe no hint of sarcasm here

chem40 lab awhile ago was fine... i think it was his shortest postlab so far, i'm happy for myself because of that. at least i won't go about dodging his looks once he starts calling names for recitation. you know how much it sucks to be called my him? fuck. if it weren't for his, okay i admit, relatively helpful amount of knowledge on the said matter... i wouldn't make an effort to take down notes (i don't usually take down notes on labs)... then again, whatever.

even in his shortest postlab he still has the guts to insult us all. ay ewan, i don't want to talk about him further. hehehe

at least we're done with the freakin hydrocarbon tests. >_>;

why in the first place?

gosh. i actually forgot why i am online right now... the clock is ticking... the meter increasing. I STILL CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT I AM SUPPOSED TO DO!

or maybe there's really nothing to do online...
i don't even know why i'm here...

>__>;

hello blog.
i see you're almost 3 years... how old. now you must credit me for feeding you consistently, unlike those who went on hiatus for years and forgot their passwords.. >__>;; haha well, i went on hiatus last year but figured i can't afford to leave my blog unattended for a long time hahaha

something random

What Arianne Grace Credo Birog Means

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous. You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things. Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

next, a highschool survey...

SHS Survey >:)

1. Favorite tambayan?
-MMA

2. Usual people na kasama mo?
- friends... haha general

3. Usual food mo pag lunch?
- baon ko... usually fish :)

4. Lagi ka bang late?
- yeah

5. San ka usually nakikita pag morning?
- classroom?

6. Sinong teacher ang laging kausap mo?
- i don't talk to them that often...

7. Fave coach mo in SHS?
- na

8. Usual drink mo in SHS?
- water from my jug, or that weird water from the fountain

9. San makikita table ng kada nyo?
- somewhere in MMA

10. Usual snack that you buy?
- uhhh... buttered corn?

11. Was there ever a time na umiyak ka sa cr?
- nope

12. Did you ever enjoy your fairs?
- kinda...

13. Best math teacher you ever had?
- mrs. sulit :)

14. Fave subj during your Grade 2?
- i wasn't in SHS at that time...

15. Fave subj during your Grade 4?
- not in SHS... science?

16. Fave subj during your Grade 5?
- science

17. Fave subj during your Grade 6?
- science... (wala kaming art sorry)

18. Did you ever run for council?
- no. why would i want to run a pack of ($^!&*#! girls?

19. Nalate ka ba for flag cem?
- a lot

20. Fave year & Sec mo in SHS?
- i dunno... iv-pamayanan... coz that was the last. i'm itching to graduate that time...

21. During mornings how do people see you?
- uhhh... i have no idea

22. Was there ever a time that you left your id?
- yeah

23. Was there ever an event in SHS na bawal suot mo?
- yep

24. Did you wear make up in school?
- no

25. Usual thing that you borrow from people?
- ballpen forever... though i hardly borrow anything naman...

26. One thing you will never forget about SHS?
- barkada of course, it's the only thing that stays after you leave the place

27. Fave events in SHS?
- basta it means no classes for a period or more or the whole day...

28. Was SHS the best thing that ever happened to you?
- not exactly... but there were a lot of happy moments

29. Noti's received! What do you expect to see?
-no classes, we're a sucker for those

30. In your whole stay in SHS, name your fave sections and advisers you've had.
- i don't have a favorite section or adviser but i can name them all some...
ist year: buhay - ms. ambat
2nd year: biyaya - ms. casimiro
3rd year: kalayaan - ms. canivel
4th year: pamayanan - ms. (oh no. nakalimutan ko sorry XD)

why, i missed reading fanfics

it seems like i'm not reading a lot like i used to anymore. the last time i read was because i'm required to for an exam. i hardly get a decent dose of 'good reads' ever since the sem began... and you know what, i think i've already stopped reading fanfics.

i think i'm gradually losing touch with one of my favorite hobbies, fanfic reading. i've also stopped writing... i'm on a long-term fanfic-writing hiatus... and even though the plot bunnies are working overtime on various plots... i don't get motivated enough to type it down. i've lost the will to write... so to speak.

and harry potter is slowly exiting my brain too. guess what? i didn't go crazy over not watching the 5th installment. apparently, my being a fangirl is also starting to fade. i'm not much into harryXdraco anymore (though the idea of homo pairings still interest me a bit).

coffee prince is my current obsession, but now that i've finished the series and was given a bad cliffhanger... i guess i'll just forget it sometime. worse is, the possiblity of a coffee prince 2 is sorta vague because the actor of choi han kyul just signed up for military... =( unless they wanna do another coffee prince with an entirely different story... that could be fine but i want to stick with a cute crossdresser. >_>;

i won't be going to school on monday because i need to go on a check up... have someone interpret my chest xray and ECG findings... it's weird not to know whether you have a lung or a heart problem... or both.

by all means i'm still swimming for the org... but to cheer? i'm not sure about that. i think i'll quit... they should understand. i hope so... i think they would... they're really considerate. ♥ i love AChES.

warning: crap ahead

life's been pretty boring lately. seriously, i haven't studied 'seriously' ever since the sem started. ask my dormates... i hardly go to the desk to flip my notebook for some homework. i don't do my homeworks... unless they needed to be passed. i get lazy over the idea of studying organic chemistry again... i was never rightly motivated. i don't study for a quiz... i just pray over it.

i dunno, do i need a boyfriend? hahaha
everybody has one nowadays... and i just dreamt of being hugged and kissed on the forehead by a friend whom i don't have feelings for...
but when i think about it i sigh... it feels good to be hugged and kissed on the forehead (for real)... it seemed so warm and innocent. whatadream.

koreanovelas have this thing about getting the best lovelife when you're already in your late 20's. i think they have a point there, you have to mature first... land a job and get stable. yeah. but filipinos mature easily, what with the poverty and repressed emotions? >_>; whatev. i'm talking crap here.

koreanovelas make me feel fluttery but it also makes me feel frustrated... should i wait till i'm already 30 years old to get that kind of romance? hahaha...

a good decision may be to disconnect from the internet, shut this computer down and go upstairs to study.

heck, we're having our first long exam on chem40 next week.
imagine, it's 2 months past the start of the second sem and we're just at our first exam???

kay, braincells???? let's work hard this year!
i wish you weren't exposed to too much ninhydrin last week. i really need your help this time. ♥

seriously... T_T;

i'm getting tired of hospital trips... the last last time i went there was because i got confined with UTI. And now, i mean yesterday, i was brought to the hospital again and was given an impression of pneumonia and enlargement of the heart. and all the while i thought this tightness that i feel around my right chest is just heartburn! i even took a lot of kremil-s and zantac!!! >__>;

now i'm medicating on a pain reliever, a flu tablet, and an antibiotic.
i just hope it's not something critical... for all i know pneumonia can be treated... and the elargement of the heart is just a manifestation of the viral infection i acquired. the doctor says, the heart resorts to enlarge itself to be able to pump in more blood so that we can breathe better. it's most common in althetes, because of their activities their hearts have to work extra hard with pumping blood so they get bigger... it's a good thing in this case yknow. however i don't think i'm athletic enough to grow my heart bigger...>__> which means mine's purely viral. yeah, that's it. i can hardly breathe properly these days and my back hurts too... sleeping on a chair is a damn bad idea. but then lying down could be worse... >__>;

oh, i just finished watching Coffee Prince!! ♥ wonderful, really. i enjoyed it! ♥ makes me more frustrated!!!

a bar of chocolate would definitely make my day. ♥

kremil-s, you do the job

hindi ko na talaga kaya.
ganito na lang ba magwawakas ang buhay ko?
>__<;

inatake nanaman ako. actually nung friday pa to. so 6 days na akong ganito... second time kong atakahin ng umabot ng halos isang linggo... nung una, sobrang unbearable hindi ako makatulog, iyak pa ko ng iyak so lalong naninikip ang dibdib ko...

nung 2nd time na nangyari... mejo tolerable na sya. pero andun parin yung sakit... takot akong humikab kasi kailangan huminga ng malalim e sumisikip pag ganun... i also supress my sneezes and coughs kasi nga masakit s dibdib!! grrr...

pero just awhile ago... mg mag aalas-tres ng umaga.. nagising ko sa sobrang sakit! hindi ko talaga kaya... sobrang LOOOOOORRRRDDD!! SORRY NA SA MGA NAISIP KONG KABABALAGHAN!!!! feeling ko pinaparusahan nyo... 3am ba naman kasi.

umupo na lang ako kasi sobrang hindi na ko makahinga ng maayos. shempre iyak parin ako ng iyak... so natulog na lang ako ng nakaupo kasi hirap na ko huminga pag nakahiga. sobrang sakit, grabe...

hindi ko lumangoy kanina... masakit parin eh... yan tuloy... nagka-utang pa ako ng 20 laps na freestyle... pool length pa! >_<;

so ayun... bili ulit kremil-s... baka maresolbahan kahit pano... pero masakit prin eh... pano kaya ako matutulog... pano kaya ko magppractis sa cheering? gusto ko magpaexcuse kasi nakakahiya pero haaaaay. :(

dpat punta ako ospital kaso luma pala yung health card na dala ko. kainis.

ayoko pa pumasok sa hist2. di ko p kaya. huhuhuhu

sana hindi ito GERD (gastroesophageal reflux disease), chronic heartburn o heart attack diba?

though i doubt it's anything milder. >___>

Lord, help me.