wouldn't it be nice

i'm home! i'm home! yesterday was horrible. i was disappointed with how i took the exams. i guess everybody was, anyway. whattakiller. i don't know what to do. i'm totally clueless! and i studied. i studied! that's the irony. i felt like i did the right(est) thing by studying only to find out i'm still going to make gazillions of mistakes. this is so unfair. hahaha.

i brought my things during the exam because i'm going straight home afterwards. and i did. but i didn't know going home could be a big pain in the ass as well. it has never been this way. actually ganito yan, the bus left me! as in i chased the bus just like in koreanovelas but sadly i still missed it, or it left me. there's a difference. hahaha. ang laboooo. basta. and it's already 730. i'm afraid no more cubao buses are going to pass by. but duh, i'm here last night so what does that mean? yeah. haha and weirdo ko talaga.

i have limewire again! yey. i'm downloading lots of josh groban and bloomfields. so soooory.

tomorrow has to be a great day. it has to beeeeee...

tomorrow is the day!

it's both dreadful and exciting! i have two exams in a row and i have to go home before the the last trip to cubao leaves me. but given the tight sched, i'm still more excited than dread-filled. simply because a) i'm going home already and that's a gooood reward for me b) tomorrow marks another day to be slashed off the calendar. meaning, summer classes will soooooooon be over! and of course c) loooooonnng weekend! i'm so thrilled.

ah, i remember. there's still one thing cranking up my bones right now. practical test! *sweats* our practical goes like this, we simply have to separate a solution into individual cations and identify them. it's rockin my brains yo. i don't think imma break a leg by then. i'm afraid i'll get all the cations and anions wrong. i'm nervous, yeah. and tonight i have to make two prelab reports and study for two exams. whooo. and i still have time to blog, oh yeah. i'm so excited for tomorrow. we're doing the same old qualitative analysis on group D cations, sorta like the practical test but during the test we won't be holding kodigos and we have to memorize a whole junk of net ionic equations. what blasted fortune i have. and our lab group is really faaar behind the other groups. it's amazing race inside the lab! the first group to identify all the cations present in the solution gets a plus 3 on the postlab. i badly need that plus.

you know what, i scored 0.95/5 on my prelab report awhile ago. shoot me mehn. and i got a 2/15 on one of our drills. my quizzes garnered an average of like 46%. but i'm not despaired over them. that's how exactly how my chem16 standing goes like and i still passed, though without flying colors, i still passed. i feel like i got a pink mark, you know... almost close to red, which is a failing grade. and i always wear pink. lol. anong konek?

hahaha. i really wish to pass this subject. hope you're with me!

who's yo daddy?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!!!

yeeeey! i just went online to to make this entry on my dad's birthday! sad coz i'm stuck here in elbi right on this very special day. grr... weee. i'm so excited to go home on FRIDAY! it's the first time i'm going home on a friday!

anyhow. here's how exciting my friday is. :)

9am-1pm: lab
2:45-4:15pm: 3rd lecture exam
5-7pm: 2nd lab exam

oha. exciting diba?

good news! my lab groupmate is going to burn 28 episodes of Death Note series for me! lol. i'm so excited. now i'm hunting for a cheap large-capacity dvd cd. yeheeey.

come on friday!

i thought i'm going to feel sick for the whole week cos apparently, i overindulged on food on the last 2 days that's why i'm suffering from lbm right now. huhuhu. i'm also vomiting like hell and i feel dizzy all the time. hope it's nothing. yeah, i know it's nothing. i drank a glass hydrite solution awhile ago and it seems to work well. yey. tomorrow i'll be all hale and healthy!

haay. they returned our first lab and lecture exams already. i got a good score on the first lecture exam! by good i mean i didn't fail and i went beyond 60%. however on the lab exam, i failed! why, i'm so careless!! i was mentally cursing myself for commiting such negligent errors, i should've passed the freakin exam if i only put those square brackets on my lewis structures! grrr. anyway, i'm not sad. as in i'm not. i'm just 1.5 points away from the passing. which is good enough considering that i'm such a sucker for chemistry. one thing though, i'm scared to know my grade on the second lecture exam. i know i deserve a low score because i didn't study! as in. haaaay.

this friday and saturday we're gonna have another set of exams. whew. how exciting.

hmmmm. setting aside my boring misadventures into the world of chemistry, let's go to the most promising things i'm looking forward to AFTER i get over chem17.

first, i'm excited to go skating with my sister in mall of asia. i promised her that i'm gonna bring her there! well, of course i have ulterior motives with inviting her.... mike! hahaha. i miss him! but not the 'crush' type of miss. i miss him like i miss my batchmates and elbi friends. :)

second, i want to get a loooottt of sleep. oh, i'm not really sleep deprived. i still get 8 hours of sleep a day. i go for 12mn - 8am. BUT i just can't seem to get enough of it. why, don't you? we all love to sleep.

and finally, i want to get fit! hiyaaa!! i'm going to ressurect the long dead exercise routine i've established last year. i'm getting fatter talaga. my arms are getting bigger, my thighs are expanding exponentially, my belly is bloating like hell and well... i just need to get thinner.

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sixtreme reunion.
sounds fun. but i'm still not sure if i could come, our finals could be on that very same day. they're planning for a theme... hs stereotypes or hs uniform. i don't like both. lol. stereotypes are sort of offending. what about the nerds? i mean, would anyone admit something like that? come on, we're not america. peace mehn. hmm... i would love to wear my old school uniform but i believe i've thrown (or burnt) them out already. and besides, it's all worn out and full of boysen stains and paint splats. wouldn't want to look like a beggar.

this is so corny. i'd rather be in casual. :)
do i sound like i hate it? i hope not. i'm happy that they planned for something like that. i can see it'll turn out great.

oh i'm excited for this weekend!!
come on fridaaay!!!

a fool's report

this thing stressed the hell out of me

it's my hand written full report on chemical equilibrium. wah. i had a super headache while re-writing it from my yellow pad. anyhow, i'm so proud i'm done with it. and it looks typewritten from afar! yey. i'm so proud of my handwriting. handwriting lang. haha. my left ring-finger is so heavily calloused already. and to think my future husband is going to insert our wedding ring on that same calloused finger. huhuhu. lol.

anyhow. i'm so glad i'm home. i failed to save even a single cent from my allowance because i finally bought the white musk perfume i was saving for. at one point i regretted buying it because i thought the free moisturizer is a good catch but no. it stinks. i hate the smell. and now i look at the fancy label on the crystal perfume bottle that costs a thousand plus for a mere 60mL and sigh. hehe. i've been searching for that powdered musk scent ever since larz introduced it to me when we were in highschool so when i first saw it, i promised to save for it. it just happened that they have a promo that for every 1000 you get a free moisturizer. i was blinded by that. the perfume still leaves me nostalgic but i have to give up on the moisturizer.... OR i'll try to make it smell better. y'know... experiments. oooh, let's do that. next time i'm just going to buy the cologne version coz it's cheaper. :)

ryan has a billboard in edsa! ♥

another one bites the dust

whoa. i so like our teacher awhile ago! i just hope he substitutes our original teacher more often. hehe. he gave away 500 pesos to the first person who got the problem right in 3 minutes. and hell he did. o.O

i wish all teachers are THAT generous.

kat, july and i passed by the registrar's building awhile ago and we saw the whooping, death-defying truth behind TOFI (tuition and other fees increase). the minimum overall fee i saw was around 21,000 plus. the most expensive course is BSStat with 24,000. my course is around 23,000+.

it might still seem a little compared to other schools but from last sem's maximum fee of 7,000+ i can't help but feel overwhelmed by the 300% increase they imposed on freshies. oh well, at least i'm not part of those who paid that big. we're still so lucky. thank you Lord. yey.

tomorrow we'll have our first lab exam at 5-7pm. then saturday morning is our 2nd lecture exam. aw mehn, i really hope to pass this subject. >.<

okok. gotta study!

way back into love

it's already may! 18 more days to go before summer classes are over! i can't wait!!!

for the third time, they changed our schedule again. i'm back to the 9-4 sched. i hope to get used to their fickle-mindedness soon before i leash out my fury on their inconsiderate descisions.

i remember a Bible verse where Jesus said that 'whatever you do to your brethren you do unto me'. awhile ago, while ate joyce and i are walking home, a stranger called on us, asking for help. while listening to his explanation and trying to grasp what is it exactly that he needs, i thought "uhm, ok. can you just stop explaining? get to the point and i'll help you with whatever it is that you need..." in the end he said he needs to raise 65 pesos to be able to go home. he even explained that he is not a bad guy and doesn't intend to do us any harm.

actually, i wasn't holding anything that time aside from my umbrella so i just invited him to the dorm, which is just a few steps from where he called us. i don't know, i didn't even suspect him. i just gave him money. and i gave him more than what he expects because it looks like he hasn't eaten yet and could pass out right there and then. i politely ushered him out of the gate and reminded him to buy food and go straight home. so he went off, thanking me along the way.

well, he didn't look like a bad guy.
let's hope i'm right.