a fool's report

this thing stressed the hell out of me

it's my hand written full report on chemical equilibrium. wah. i had a super headache while re-writing it from my yellow pad. anyhow, i'm so proud i'm done with it. and it looks typewritten from afar! yey. i'm so proud of my handwriting. handwriting lang. haha. my left ring-finger is so heavily calloused already. and to think my future husband is going to insert our wedding ring on that same calloused finger. huhuhu. lol.

anyhow. i'm so glad i'm home. i failed to save even a single cent from my allowance because i finally bought the white musk perfume i was saving for. at one point i regretted buying it because i thought the free moisturizer is a good catch but no. it stinks. i hate the smell. and now i look at the fancy label on the crystal perfume bottle that costs a thousand plus for a mere 60mL and sigh. hehe. i've been searching for that powdered musk scent ever since larz introduced it to me when we were in highschool so when i first saw it, i promised to save for it. it just happened that they have a promo that for every 1000 you get a free moisturizer. i was blinded by that. the perfume still leaves me nostalgic but i have to give up on the moisturizer.... OR i'll try to make it smell better. y'know... experiments. oooh, let's do that. next time i'm just going to buy the cologne version coz it's cheaper. :)

ryan has a billboard in edsa! ♥

another one bites the dust

whoa. i so like our teacher awhile ago! i just hope he substitutes our original teacher more often. hehe. he gave away 500 pesos to the first person who got the problem right in 3 minutes. and hell he did. o.O

i wish all teachers are THAT generous.

kat, july and i passed by the registrar's building awhile ago and we saw the whooping, death-defying truth behind TOFI (tuition and other fees increase). the minimum overall fee i saw was around 21,000 plus. the most expensive course is BSStat with 24,000. my course is around 23,000+.

it might still seem a little compared to other schools but from last sem's maximum fee of 7,000+ i can't help but feel overwhelmed by the 300% increase they imposed on freshies. oh well, at least i'm not part of those who paid that big. we're still so lucky. thank you Lord. yey.

tomorrow we'll have our first lab exam at 5-7pm. then saturday morning is our 2nd lecture exam. aw mehn, i really hope to pass this subject. >.<

okok. gotta study!

way back into love

it's already may! 18 more days to go before summer classes are over! i can't wait!!!

for the third time, they changed our schedule again. i'm back to the 9-4 sched. i hope to get used to their fickle-mindedness soon before i leash out my fury on their inconsiderate descisions.

i remember a Bible verse where Jesus said that 'whatever you do to your brethren you do unto me'. awhile ago, while ate joyce and i are walking home, a stranger called on us, asking for help. while listening to his explanation and trying to grasp what is it exactly that he needs, i thought "uhm, ok. can you just stop explaining? get to the point and i'll help you with whatever it is that you need..." in the end he said he needs to raise 65 pesos to be able to go home. he even explained that he is not a bad guy and doesn't intend to do us any harm.

actually, i wasn't holding anything that time aside from my umbrella so i just invited him to the dorm, which is just a few steps from where he called us. i don't know, i didn't even suspect him. i just gave him money. and i gave him more than what he expects because it looks like he hasn't eaten yet and could pass out right there and then. i politely ushered him out of the gate and reminded him to buy food and go straight home. so he went off, thanking me along the way.

well, he didn't look like a bad guy.
let's hope i'm right.

chorva

our exam proctor was so unfair, last saturday at the end of the exam, he practically shoved our section out of the lecture room to be able to have some time alone with his lab section. what's unfair about that? he didn't want US to know the good news that our very own lab instructor failed to inform us. and he's so selfish he wants to keep it to his own section alone.

the supposed-to-be good news: no lecture this morning. fuck. and i even went back here sunday night. i woke up 6am this morning worrying if i'm going to get my labgown because the washer service hasn't delivered my clothes yet. i arrived at the lecture hall at 7am sharp then i waited for a freaking 30 minutes for the teacher (and the rest of the class) to arrive. by then i was already suspecting that there were no classes cos it's already past 7 and there are only a few people in the classroom. what's more suspicious, and utterly infuriating -mind you-, is that the whole section of A-3L is missing. duh, because their lab instructor told them beforehand. it's soooo unfaaaiiiirrr. i should've stayed the night over at our house. grrrr...

and wait. their teacher is like mocking us in the lab awhile ago, "aww, kawawa naman A-1L pumasok kaninang umaga." che.

i would never ever want to share the same room with A-3L during exams, their instructor is so biased. and besides, i might miss a very important news again.

but i don't hate them, or their teacher for that matter. i simply don't have enough grounds to call what he did to us as something to be held as a grudge. he just favors his section to much because most of the cute guys are there. hah. we all know that and we fucking don't care. at least i don't.

i just hope i pass the first exam. our lecturer said it was the easiest, but hell, you know me... i sweat over the easiest things.

sunday morning

He can live anywhere in the universe, but he chose to live in our hearts. Above all places he opted to live in the most impure, sinful and imperfect place, the human heart. Now be flattered and start cleaning, a King is not worth a dirty heart. same goes to me.

Yesterday was both fun and tiring. after the exam i headed to megamall to meet with my friends. we're only five but i had fun! yey, it was my first time to skate so i'm not expecting not to fall, in fact i fell thrice. once hands-down and twice on my ass. hahaha but at least i learned how to walk and glide a little. in fact, i'm so lucky because i got a discount from my BDO rewards card, i got a free one hour skating time. i extended until five hours and i only paid 120 because Karla left the earliest so i just transferred my discount to her and paid the extending fee, so she left using my BDO receipt and i used her unlimited ticket. thanks. gulo no?

awww Karla, you should've stayed longer! say alonzo and PJ of Posh along with their partners were there for the show 'Stars on Ice'. they're practicing, so they kinda skated with us. that's fun, for the most part i was starstrucked but not too much since i'm wasting my money gaping at celebrities. hahaha, kara david was also there with her daughter. :)

hehehe after skating hannah's dad treated us to frito frito (the real fried ice cream). lol. joketime lang pala yung fried ice cream. see for yourself! hahaha anyhow it was nice! thaaaaannnkkkksss. then they dropped me to fairview caltex where my parents fetched me. yey. home sweet home

i woke up this morning feeling really sore, both my arms and legs hurt! yeah, muscle pain. much worse, my same old right knee is starting to hurt again. i guess i pushed myself too hard last night i wasn't able to consider my injury. e kasi naman, i thought the meniscus chorva has healed already. it's been more than a year! i forgot that it's permanently torn na pala so yun. and my mom is back to her paranoid reminders of me not taking into extreme sports. no tennis daaw!!! extreme ba yun? ang extreme, yung bungee jumping, motocross, wakeboarding, para-sailing, sky diving, drag racing... basta. extreme daw ang tennis... nyeeee. haha, of course i didn't argue like that, it's natural that she's concerned about my knee because we can't afford another trip to the hospital. hahaha.

wotcher. i got reprimanded because of it during breakfast, and my only defense is that i'm having too much fun i forgot about my knee, sorry. ok, so it's not really a defense, i'm just too negligent of my health. it's ok! i have no regrets! i'm going to skate paren, maybe next year. yeeey.

but for now, please pray for my chem17 grade. i need to pass. :)

cheers

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miss you pare!

come on saturday!

i can't go to hannah's birthday. well, i was supposed to but our teacher scheduled our first exam on a saturday morning which means that i'm still stuck here on a friday, which is hannah's birthday. which gives me only one thing to look forward to this week... saturdaaaay!

yeah! as in i'm going to bring all my stuff in the exam and after that i'll go directly to the bus terminal then on to megamall! come on, i need a break. i have a really tiresome schedule. i've told you before that they resumed our schedule to the original one which starts at 7am. meaning, i can't anymore spend sunday nights at home! i have to be back here at sunday. sucks. biiiiig time. and wait, i have to bring a lot of things, including that fucking zumdahl book that weighs a lot. and i'm so ashamed to carry it in the mall. yaaak. parang, ok? i'm going mall strolling with a chemistry book. ang adeek talaga. haha but fck i have to make a full report on chemical equilibrium so i need the reference.

anyhow. i've realized i've grown to appreciate chemistry a lot! i owe this all to prof. dabalos. he does sound like a terror but he taught me to look at things on a chemical basis, which i am so grateful for. kat, july and i are talking like weirdos already, making poems and confessions using chemical principles like, 'i'm not like other elements who need 8 electrons to be stable. i am a hydrogen atom, i only need one to be complete.' haha ang corny talaga pero you see the application naman. lol and it's not just that we also have this, 'i see you as a force that excites me, an electron on ground state, to a higher energy level. but when you're gone and you leave me on that state, i become unstable, leaving me with nothing to do but to revert back to a lower level, or much worse... back to the ground state.' :( hahaha, eh ano baa? corny na kung corny pero madrama talaga ang buhay ng mga electrons.

hmmm.
Vista's pretty good naman pala. in fact i'm using it right now in spacehub. pretty much like XP din pala. well i just love the themes. they have a 'ferrari' theme! awesoooome!