happy easter sunday!

my eyes are all heavily swollen. instead of watching a 'Jesus' film from the 12in1 Jesus Films dvd my dad bought, we watched a war movie. a waaaar movie. and it's damn great it made me cry like i've never had before on a damned movie. and now i'm adding it to my favorites. err... actually i forgot what the title is... it's something along the lines of 'Tenpuku' or 'Tengpuku'... whatever.

ok, so it's korean. the war settles during the 1950's between the democratic South Korean nation and the communist North Korean bitches. obviously i'm for the 'yellow dogs' -- that's how commies call their south korean captives. so the story is about 2 brothers who got caught in the war. well... you have to read other plot summaries i'm not writing 'em here. but i swear it's a MUST WATCH. the most dramatic war film i've ever watched. and yeah, only asian war films can stir up this kind of emotion in me. the movie is gruesome, it depicts how depressing and homesicking a soldiers life can be. and when you're not really a soldier but someone who just got dragged along the marching line, it's even more traumatic.

oh well. the main characters are brothers Lee Jin-Tae and Lee Jin-Seok. and both are played by Kenneth of All About Eve and ANDREW of Endless Love 1 respectively. ♥

hey. i found the title already... it's called 'Tae Guk Gi'. =) lol.

a dream is a wish your heart makes.. lalalala

it's super rare to find me either smiling or laughing the moment i wake up but because i just had one gurrreyt dream i guess it better if i share it before it slips out of my memory! upon retrospection, the last gurreytest dream that i shared to you was when i dreamt of adrian of love letter (a koreanovela)... or was it when i dreamt of daniel radcliffe sitting in MMA? nevermind.

ok. so obviously, i dreamt of my crush! just in time when i was 'almost' forgetting him because of lack of... err... because i'm not seeing him anymore and i'm growing tired of all the useless information i get from google (useless pala ha?). yeah. we had our 'moment' in my dream. and it includes a big bowl of noodles, a computer with internet connection, hannah, mara, charles (typically - charles should be there. lol becuase he knows... hahaha) and an ICE SKATING RINK! a skating rink! a skating rink! is this a sign?? oh dear Jesus i hope sooo!

i forgot the WHOLE dream, i just remember fragments of it. i went out of the classroom to eat. then i entered some sort of a canteen. i sat down. there's the computer in front of me. i was supposed to do my usual 'stalking' routine. then he sat down next to me. i don't really remember how it started but we sat there like we know each other. so duh, i have to stop my 'google' thingy for now. there's this sign-up form that popped on the screen. i asked him to sign up. i asked for his name (acting like i'm clueless of it). he didn't give it to me. instead, he asked me to just type his friends' names in the freakin form. aaaah, i don't know what happened next. all i remember is that... we're sharing the bowl of noodles already. cool. cool. not even a bit romantic but deep inside i was flushing like hell.

forget that. after eating i got up and went the water dispenser to drink. i took two glasses. i filled the glass#1 through container#1 while the other using container#2. glass#1 overflowed. lol. i just gave it to him. then we went out. he stepped out first.

and now he's skating.
* how the skating rink appeared in front of the door remains unknown as well as how skates suddenly replaced whatever footwear we have before stepping out. weird huh.

and well, i don't know how to skate so i just stepped out and let myself stumble on the cold floor. ok so he's kind enough to pull me up and drag me out of the rink. thanks dude.

so i'm out of the rink. i walked back to the classroom and heard a lot of people fussing about the exam tomorrow. which i'm totally clueless about. so i walked in...
* how the skates suddenly disappeared from my feet remains unexplainable.

-saw mara laughing with her friends.
-hannah greeted me in. and per usual, she's holding a notebook! hehehe

i was beaming like a madman you know. then i saw charles. i ran to him squealing like a fangirl. i just want to tell him what happened to meeeee...

uhh. seriously, i don't know why i want to tell him. but for the most part, he's the only one inside the classroom who knows about my crush. and i can't contain the overflow of excitement within me so i have to splurge it out.

the dream ended that way. without me knowing if i told him the story or what... i coudn't care much.

all i know is i love the feeling of waking up after a terrific dream.

the end.

sun of the beach!!!

i wanna go to the beach!! everyone's flying to boracay, to bohol, to palawan... blah. and i'm here. stuck in the house without a life. and look! the only highlight of this summer will be my summer classes. now that's so boring it could kill me. wait, i did say i was excited to take summer classes but yeah, it's still boring. huh? weird me. okokok. so the only place where i could indulge myself in, because i couldn't see myself -in any way- in the beach, would be the MALL. great huh. now where's the money? wheeerre? i don't have money!

and shit. banco de oro increased their maintaining balance from 1thou to a freakin 5thousand! meaning, if i'm going to withdraw whatever small fortune i have in that goddamned bank, i have to leave 5 thou. and how much do i have in there anyway??? nevermind.

above all things, i want to give my parents a break. yes, a big break, away from their work and from the traitors of their circle. they're facing a really difficult SHITutation here and i know i couldn't be of any help so at least i want to treat them somewhere... somehow... to a full body massage or spaaaaa. they refuse to travel because they have yet to fix the stupid whatnots in their work.

ok. i'll accept that i'm probably not going to have a terrific summer this year but i do hope karma's working its way already for a 'terrific comeback'. whew. it didn't suck to know i'm going to spend this season dead and bored, if it's the price to pay for passing chem. fine, i accept it.

oh come on, i'm concluding things again! this summer's going to be a blast i know!!! yeah, it's just a matter of buying more ice cream that is. and getting more motivated in excercising and getting fit.

wait i need a man too. yuh.

happy good friday!

currently listening to: draw me close - michael smith

dad bought a couple of cd's yesterday. 2 piano cds and 2 gospel cd's! he bought don moen's newest! mehn, i couldn't be anymore happier! my last don moen cd was when he doesn't have those wrinkles and white hair yet but now, he's looks pretty old. but mehn, the respect is still there! imagine he's been offering his voice to the Lord for yeaaaarrrssss!

new found favorite! michael smith! mehn, he's a hottie! much more than that, he uses it for the Lord. why i love his album? i practically know every song! we're always singing those in church. mehn. i love love love his album! even more than don moen's latest (but i still love him to bits!)!!

mehn, i'm gonna rip those music files and put them in my player! which means i have to refresh my player and probably delete a couple of songs. weeeeeeeeeeeee...

hey, bad news! we don't have waaatteeer! hehe, can't take a bath till this afternoon. =/

oh, i'm excited to skate with my friends! it's gonna be my first time! make a wish! good thing they planned it on a saturday afternoon becausseeee.... i have classes in the morning. sucks i know but i'm excited to PASS chem17. super. you see, i can't afford to fail even a single chem subject because it's gonna do me gazillion years of delay and that sucks. big time!

daddy says we're going to watch 300 tomorrow. hope it's true!!!

have you heard of this?

it was featured a day ago in Convergence (my favorite tech show. net 25)

the product is called My Vu (my view) and it's an award winning eyewear that projects a big viewing screen virtually with an ipod. so it's like your typical shades, you attach it to your ipod video and you can watch your vids on a virtually projected screen! the coolest thing i've ever heard so far.

what's good with this is the screen, which is big. what's bad? it's only for ipod vids.

that's around 15,000 php i guess.

experimenting on labels

i think it's really useful for categorizing my entries. =D yey.

edit.
i tried adding labels on page elements and found it misaligned with the sidebar. for that matter i temorarily used a link list for the labels (though it won't include how many entries are included for each label). obviously, i'm skrewing things up again. i'll find a way to fix it. grr... T_T;;

edit2.
fixed!

ok. time to bellydance!!!

PS: i'm adding more labels soon... like 'tech'. but seriously, i'm considering labels like 'the good', 'the bad' and 'the ugly' to classify my days. the good being the good encounters, the bad being the bad.. duh, and the UGLY, yeah the UGLY FOR MY HATELIST!!! lol

and of all the matter of facts

LMAO.

i'm literally laughing my ass out. my october 2004 entries are so stupidly hillarious! during that time i was ranting about how hellish our intrams practices were. i also have a lot of 'hate-list updates' and because i'm blind-iteming them too much, i can't remember them anymore!

bwahahahahaaaa...

the title: grabe i was choking sa katatawa when i read that in one of my entries. it's supposed to be "and as a matter of fact" .... LMAO. i'm so stupid for committing such an obvious mistake.

hahahahahaha