you have to go through hell before you get to heaven

i passed chem16!!!

yehey!

i'm taking chem17 this summer.

booooo.

but i have no choice, really. it's either i follow a regular schedule or i face a 1 year delay. of course i want to get in the real sched and get in sync with my other batchmates. hahaha. i don't want to be left behind. anyhow, after knowing my grade (which is really LOW but at least i passed) i readied my wallet already for a treat! and where else would i indulge in? coffeeeeeeeee!!

i also treated my family to mcdo. hehehe that's all i can afford for them. lol.

oh yes i'm a fool for you

i've been getting too much information from google. and now i'm laughing at it. fuck. i have to stop before i actually mention his name. his WHOLE barkada's names. his most recent ex girlfriend. his school. his birthday. his type of girl.

creepy?

yeah. most stalkers are.
but you have to admit, there is a certain feeling of fulfillment upon knowing private things like that. it makes you promote yourself as an accomplished investigator. lol

meeeehhn. stop it dude!

on to this day:

terai and i went to sm north to buy a gift for someone. i finally claimed my ponds age miracle trial pack from watson's. haha. i'm not really interested with the product because i believe i still look relatively like a teenager but i was so keen on not letting a freebie pass. i'm a perk freak. anyhow i'm going to give the blasted cream to ate theresa. she needs it more than i do. hehehe.

damn there's 300 in the Bloc! i wanna watch! mika can't go this wednesday.... someone watch with me??? come on! those abs look sooo.... exaggerated and computerized! hahaha

spartaaaaah mehn!

oh my blog

hahaha. hello anime!
i'm enjoying reading slam dunk and prince of tennis doujins! yehey. haha. i miss Senru! wahahaha. oh my, i wish i were back in highschool where i can openly converse with my friends about my new found obsession. back then it wouldn't sound so taboo to talk about bishounens and senru and yaoi... but now.... only this blog understands.

dear blog. (wtf? i'm now talking to my blog) i'm so grateful you came into my life. you're the reason why i could keep a lot of things untold. you contain a lot of things i prefer unheard. you've been tolerant to my pointless ramblings and childish tantrums. you've been with me through thick and thin. you never leave me. you're always there. ready to listen. you know all my crushes even though i keep them in *tooots* and ____ most of the time. there's a time i had to put you down but i realized i can't just leave these scornful things unpublished. you're my portal to a different world. you opened me to the world of html. because i don't want to see you in your default state, i was pushed to create a unique layout just for you. it takes me hours just to adorn you with the best i could manage. and look, all your previous clothes were dumped on the rummage sale for other people to use. see for yourself how you've grown and how i've grown as well.

awwww. i'm just so proud that i'm still actively blogging for 3 years! 3 years of pure indistinguishable gibberish!! cheeeerrrs to us mr. blog (now he's a MR)

^_______________________,^;;

hotaru no mori!

*sniff* *sniff* what a sad love story. i totally love it.

download it here
the title is Hotaru No Mori under One Shots and Extras.
mehn. i'm so inspired to turn it into a harryXdraco! yeah.

ah. that's a manga/comics. hehe. i suggest you don't download anything else aside from that because as far as i'm concerned, everything else is a slash/boyxboy/yaoi thing so i'm afraid you'll freak out. haha. unless, like me, you favor slash. haha.

hotaru no mori is a hetero paired manga. haha. weee. it's rare that i liked hetero paired comics. waheehehee.

now i'm reading a doujin of 'tennis no ohjisama'. wahahahaaaa.

stalking your crush on the net

to tell you honestly, i've been in this nasty business for about some time now especially when i heard of some google search options you could do to narrow down your research.

you probably know this already. heh.

if you want to get more information about your crush, aside from asking people (and asking him personally as well)... it's also nice to know what the world wide web says about him. if your crush doesn't have a public blog (like mine), has his friendster account set to private (like mine), and doesn't usually go around the net (like mine. lol), you have to rely on other sources. like his friends. BUT if you don't want to talk his friends into giving you infos about him because... hello? it's too obvious, you can stalk them as well. and because you're too shy to hide behind the lampost and secretly take notes about them while they eat... well, you've got the ever reliable internet to depend on.

bwahahaha. i'm so pathetic for even sharing this to you!
so first of all you have to know your crush's name. what a loser if you only know his first name. you should now his 2nd name (if there's any) and most importantly his surname. hahaha. so, like me, if you want to stay safe and learn more about him in a discreet manner that only you and the 'history' of your internet explorer browser knows... here's how.

pagsisisihan ko ba 'to?

ah basta eto lang yon: in Google, enclose your search string with quotations to get more specific search feeds. for example, "ryan agoncillo" ♥ google will only show you links that mention those words. yeah. cool, huh. try vanity searching to see how many websites actually contain your name on it.

problema na nga lang kung
a) maraming kapangalan ang crush nyo eg. Juan Dela Cruz, mga Santos, Dizon... blah
-if this happens, try his nick+surname.
b) or... super walang alam ang web tungkol sa kanya. whaaaat?

hahaha. the point is, even though your crush doesn't own anything publicly displayed on the web for you to marvel on, there're always websites that will somehow (one way or another) mention him. LIKE HIS FRIEND'S BLOG. CLASS SITES. FORUMS. (i found them all. hooraaah.)

believe me. actually, right now i'm looking at some of his highschool-mates blogs.

mehn. would you believe meeeeee???? i'm this desperate to know hiiimmmm? but all we share are stolen stares and innocent glances that only I acknowledge as signs of something 'good' brewing. girls are normally like that - a casual glance is a largely ambiguous term. he knows i exist because he thinks i have a crush on him. which is true, everybody (almost) does anyway. and it makes me jealous thinking that he's only interested (not even) in me because i'm one of those junk of bitches who fell for him.

lol. i'm so interested with him.

ps: i'm just lucky that he has a unique nickname. made my research easier. lol

yeah right

waw! uno ako sa PE1. hello? wala namang nakakatres dun eh! if i know lahat naman kami di bababa sa dos. haha. magkaganunman. hah! at least may uno! perstaym! kahit na hindi counted sa grades. hahahaha. sayang naman. sana kasi binibilang ang PE1... may lecture din naman yun eh. grrrrr.... minsan lang ako maka-uno yung hindi pa counted. edi sana kahit pano tataas GWA ko. huhuhuhuhuhu. anubanamanyan.

uh! hindi nakuha ni july class card ko sa math! dapat talaga personally. sayang. nevermind na nga. di ko na makukuha yon kahit kailaaaaaaaan. ayoko na bumalik sa elbi! i'm not interested with my math grades. >.< i'm (still) worried with chem! woooot! sana pumasa. walang kamatayang kahihiyan ang haharapin ko kung sakaling mag-repeat ako! oh shame.

shame.

shane. awww... shaaaaaannnneeee!!!! shaaaannneee (on me)!!!!!

hahaha weird. uuuuuyyy, ngayon lang ulit ako nag taglish. haha. mas ok to. mas weird. i mean, i know my english is somewhat weird... pero ewan. hahaha. ganun. wala ako natutunan sa eng1, maliban sa...

a) wag magpabuntis habang nasa kolehiyo
b) wag mag bartender kasi pang pokpok un (wtf talaga!)
c) always cut your yellow paper with scissors. wag dilaan at punitin. sinko yun.

eto ang pinakaproductive na natutunan ko sa eng1.

..kung pano gumamit ng post office.

as in yun old school way of delivering mails. ang kyut tingnan ng envelope na may stamps. weeeeeeee....

eng1 has never been of great help to me. hahaha.. sa totoo lang. sobrang dumbfounded ako sa finals hindi nya tinuro yung sentence compression. good thing, a good classmate sort of lectured us before the finals toook place. ayon. bullseye! yun na yun ang test na binigay.

hay ewan.

warning

for the good of this blog and your viewing pleasure as well, please don't open this blogsite in firefox or any other browser except for Internet Explorer 7. i'm afraid it'll look trashed and messy and skrewed and ugly and...etc. i'll fix it later when i finally have a firefox. for the meantime...

haha. new layout. i like the header! wee.. i think it's cute. ahahaha. i'm not really good in photoshop. and just like before i coded this thing using notepad. anyhow. i'll probably do some changes with the position and stuff to make it look a bit more presentable in other browsers. there's really something retarded with the way i work with css. grrr.

finally. we have unlimited internet access! yeah. it's not dsl, as much as i'd love to, but a cheaper and slower version that charges only 400 a month for a maximum of 48kbps. i can bear with that. it's not like i'm not used to it anyway. =)

yey. i'm finally going to watch 300! next week, wednesday, sm north, with mika! hoooooooorah.