this too, shall pass

i deleted the last 2 entries. i don't know why! hahahahaaa...

i don't know how to re-start another entry about my nonsense babbles on my first week as a college student. this week has been really eventful, in a sense that everything is new. even what i'm feeling right now is new! and i'm thankful for it. why? because if i hadn't been feeling this positive heart fluttering emotion then i would've killed myself on the third day of school. yeah.

wednesday is hell for me. mainly because of the block meeting. it was totally uncalled for, not to mention useless. i just don't see the sense in having a block. i was just curious about the thing so i asked my friend.. blah blah... which ended in me joining her block. mehn. i hate it. not because of the people but because of the schedule. 2-3pm is my favorite sleeping time and the freakin block meeting took it from meeeee! and i haven't stuck my things in my bag so after the block meeting i have to rush to the dorm because i still have classes. and by rush i mean trip over a few stones and blister my toes. jeep is not in my vocabulary.

by the end of the day i have to buy a pack of band-aid to cover up the hideous twerp that practically murdered my foot. damn. i need decent slippers.

but on the bright side, even though the whole week is full of cramming and leg killer escapades, i feel extremely light hearted and err... fluttery? wahahaha. i'm not motivated with my studies, much worse... i'm not inspired with my subjects. come on, i realized the course is NOT for me because i'm a not math wiz and chemistry bores me but somehow, i can't afford to leave. ewan, someone's lightly tugging me back. sana lang tuloy tuloy na...

let's leave the campus.

-i haven't uploaded the last chapter of my fic, For Always. simply because i'm still hopeful that it will still get reviews. read it! it's in my ff.net profile here. maybe next week i'll end it.

-ADSENSE ALERT: i've earned $1.43 already! keep on clicking the google ads above. just click, you don't need to purchase anything. there's no harm in clicking! to refresh you a bit, i am being paid for your clicks. it's around $0.1 - $15 per click depending on the ad and when it has reached a certain amount, i guess around $100 or $1000... google will mail me the check!!! hehehe. so keep on clicking!!!!

-i just finished reading a one-shot harryXdraco. michi gave me the link. it was great! one of the best one-shots i've read!! i haven't gotten over harryXdraco. in fact, i am still writing about them! even in my busy schedule.

-i bought 2 new books yesterday. which resulted in me having no savings at all for this week. they're tuesdays with morrie by mitch albom and the zahir by paulo coehlo. yehey. i'm still looking for eleven minutes. damn.

-i've been drawing a lot in the dorm too! if you see me on the chair with piles of books beside me, props lang yun. i told you, i'm not motivated enough to study. lest i always tear a graphing paper from my math17 notebook and doodle. it's my only stress relief. when i'm done filling the whole page. i'll scan it for my devart account! yeah... hahaha.

ayos. that sums it all.

bittersweet symphony

i'm 16 now! yeah, two days ago pa. nothing special. just my usual birthday. got a few gifts, of which i'm so grateful of because like i demanded, they have to be useful. hehehe.

justin timberlake will be hosting this year's mtv european music award, damn. and i can't watch. damn damn. i'm dying to find out who the geek is in the music video of paris hilton's nothing in this world. he's so cute. his grin? it's stuck in my head.

oh, i just finished writing my harry potter fic. a 10 chapter 47 paged fic starring draco malfoy as a vampire and harry potter as our usual recessive abused kid. haha, you should be used to me mentioning harry potter slash every once in a while. don't sue me, you have no right.

i don't think i'm fully prepared for college yet. i'm afraid that after 7 months of being academically inactive, i won't be able to absorb the lectures. i'm just scared that i might have turned myself into a dumbhead over the past months. mehn, screw them all.

but on the bright side, i'll think about it later.

harry potter can kiss my a**

yesterday was great. i won't be going out as often anymore come second sem. i have to study you know, make that real hard. i won't be indulging myself in err selfish treats and luxurious escapades (like i've had one. haha) i have to study. i can't always ask my parents for gimmick money especially that they know i go out a lot. hahaha. when i get my allowance i'll make sure i'll save for my own craves. like coffee. and a decent schoolbag.

we were supposed to go bowling last night but there was a competition so the lanes are fully booked. it's okay, i haven't touched a bowling bowl, let alone step on a bowling alley, ever since forever. and i didn't know you have to wear at least a pair of socks to play. so we just went to watch a movie, The Covenant. err, i'll write more about it in the 'movies' section. later.

oh mehn, the guys were HOT. and i mean sooo hot. the title of this post is also our quote for the day. whoever said that? ooooh, it came from one of the ipswitch sons of the covenant, who coincidentally has blonde hair. very draco malfoy-ish. i couldn't stop gigling on my seat when he said that. the lipsmack between chase and caleb was also a bonus. great, my weird homosexual fetish has leaped a thousand steps. to hell.

dear dear. i'm not anymore interested in 'harry'. you know, the guy from the church. i'm getting tired of seeing his back. yeah, always his back. why does he have to sit at the front, always? i'm not getting a good view of him. so screw it, i'm more than happy to resume to my usual grayscale blur lovelife. yak, it's not even love.

good things happen when you light up a foooooortune. you know that cigarette commercial? i wonder why cigarette commercials never change. it's been ten years and i've been hearing the same song and warning forever.

a thousand reasons to thank God. the proof-read version of my 2 fics has arrived. i'm so happy. i thought i couldn't simply take one's word for it. but damn, they're all working! it's like having your manuscript edited by cheerful editors then published by scholastic! haha, dream on. but it feels that way, especially when you finally get a good feedback. make that feedbackS.

haaay. this month's a blast. every week someone from the barkada celebrates her birthday! karla-7, me-16, jami-22, nez-30. nice, party the whole month. lol, ako lang di maghahanda! hahaha. and that's the reason why mom is reprimanding me against going out. come on, i'm just making the most of my 7 month break! no regrets.

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come on! please! it works this way, google sort of spiders (that's a verb) this blog and put ads related to the site content. yah so... they're relevant! i just don't think this blog has a 'theme'. maybe that's why it kept showing random 'huh?' ads.

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scabbers in the house

here's a confession. when i first tried friendster, i was dead set on searching for my crush. when i found him, he became part of my network... then my bulletin went boom! i was like flooding the whole system with what i call 'bored games' or those silly little interview forms disguised as surveys that no one really tallies. the main point is to actually get my crush read my bulletins and get to know me. it's a simple way of doing pacute without him knowing. hahahaha. but you can never really tell...

but now, i do bored games for the sole reason of entertaning myself and wasting what millisecond is left of my internet card.

sometimes friendster bulletins can be a bit too annoying. but i don't mind. hahaha i was once a bulletin freak you know.

there's a stupid little rodent in the basement trying to cross to the bathroom. eew, i have no interest in chasing it so whenever the stupid little rodent squeaks and cautiously moves its way to the bathroom i sshhht! and the stupid little rodent will scramble its way back.

kaso rats aren't as stupid as i though they were, the smart little rodent (after failing numerous attempts to get past me) devised a new strategy to avoid my menacing ssshht!s. and just now, i didn't notice its filthy little toes run past me and behind the trashcan until i heard the ruffling of the plastic bag carelessly littered on the floor. now i know.

he's in the bathroom now.

mission accomplished

wahehehe. i feel very productive today. after finishing the laundry and hanging them dry under the scorching afternoon heat, i scrambled my way to the basement to continue writing my fic. you know, i really make it a point to seize the moment inspiration takes over. because it RARELY happens. so after a couple (lot) of hours of sitting and staring at a new microsoft word document and feeling blood oozing from my nose, i finally worked my ass on chapter 8.

finally. damn. it's ending soon! haha i'm enjoying writing it but i'm being pressured! haha, and to think i have two more fics to continue.

i'm so grateful for jonadark. she's currently beta-reading one of my works. i'm just so happy, you know, finally my stupid grammatical errors will be ironed clean. hahaha. i just can't imagine reading a very clean composition of mine. salamaaaatt.

duchess of sade

happy birthday karlita! i love you!!! haha, pakabait ka bestpreend. hahaha

congratulate me for i have already written 33 pages of harrydraco. or in a more gross point of view, 33 pages of homosexual drama. hahaha, i can't believe myself. it's the longest composition i've ever written, longer than my 30 paged term paper about the third eye last year na super redundant kasi i'm an unresourceful researcher especially with things that spooks me. i don't even know why i picked the subject.

anyhow, yesterday terai and i went to greenhills to look around. my main agenda is too look for a red kipling knapsack imitation and buy a gift for karlita. while my sister's to-do is to secretly hunt a red watch for my birthday. and because she's an accomplished captain obvious, i found out. hahaha. malas nya.

for our merienda (haha pati banaman to?) we had 2 donuts each and a baby-z zagu. which we sweat(ed?) blood and grime for! the zagu, i mean. kasi, when we bought the donuts, we saw a trashcan with an empty regular zagu plastic cup in it and because we're big zaguwhores, we looked for the solitary zagu stall in the whole greenhills shopping center. we asked the same information girl twice but we still got lost. good thing manong janitor came to the rescue! he must've notices our already swelling toes and (heavily) perspiring underarms so he cheerfully gave us the RIGHT directions while cheerfully sweeping the walkway clean. so we walked faster, clutching desperately to our donuts in hopes of fighting the temptation of eating them without something to drink.

at last, amidst the horde of unimart shoppers we spotted the only small yellow stall with blue-capped tenders at the far end of the grocery. good Lord. whattarelief. whew.

i found a kipling bag! but just like before (with the red topshop wallet) i lost interest in it. from a whooping 4,500 down to a haggle-worthy 550, pwede na! but the redness is dull-er. haha ang arte o. ayoko na. hahaha. i'd rather buy the one worth 5 grand.

then we hopped (hop talaga!) to fully booked to buy books (duh). i was supposed to buy all american girl and harry potter 2 but my money's not enough (like always) so we went to national bookstore instead. i bought harry potter 2 (chamber of secrets) and stainless longganisa (by bob ong). dapat gift ko ung stainless longganisa kay karlita but i missed the fact that he's read all of bob ong na pala (haaay sayang). ok lang, akin na lang yun.

hmmm so from 1pm to (quarter to) 6pm my sister and i tired our feet of walking. I could almost feel my leg rip off. however that's possible. it was a goooood day. a (very very) gooood day. now i know why i shouldn't complain that i've been experiencing a lot of (very very) good things lately. it's my birth month today! you're the month! hahaha

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