supermassive blackhole

hola amigas.

i feel so glum today. and dead tired too. the aftermath of my yupi elbi escapade yesterday is still here, lingering around, waiting for me to collapse.

damn. i should've known better than to sit for 5 hours and wait for my number to be called. grabe and tanga tanga ko talaga. lesson learned, asking is the most important thing to do if i'm going to deal with this alone.

the bus ride. yeah, it's like a field trip with strangers. mom made me two sandwiches so that i'll have something to eat when i'm hungry. the thing is, poor little sandwich number 1 got crushed so the tissue is almost part of the spread. but poorer little sandwich number 2 got super crushed to the point of looking like puke. i didn't eat it.

hmm. i met with laura! yehey. company at last. we went to my sister's dorm first to deliver her allowance and lumpia. then we saw patti! yehey again. it was my first time to talk to her in four years. hehe, we were never classmates before.

theeen, laura toured me around elbi, where i saw, at long last... the fertility tree! she was pointing the big tree to me and i was looking at the solitary palm tree. but nope, it was bigger. i mean BIGGER than the isolated palm tree and to think, why would people fuck under the palm tree? hello? but in the end i was the one who made the ludicruous guess. oooh, so that's the fertility tree where lovebirds nest at night when the sky is unbelievably dark and the branches are almost touching the ground. romantic? eeew.

the first time i heard of the F Tree, look that's almost like a fuck tree, i thought it was magical. like the room of requirement in harry potter where you just think what you want to see inside the room and when you open the door, tenen! see? if it was magical then that's cool.

why don't they just make a treehouse in it? diba? mas convinient. oryt, enough about the F3.

theeen, we went to lau's dorm. and then we ate in mcdo. and then i went back to the infirmary to, yet again, wait. and then... i realized it's not really that far if i walk from there to my sister's dorm so yun nga, i walked. fortunately, i reached the dorm. drank a looooottt of water and went home!

home sweet home. whew. my thighs hurt. mehn, and the traffic is hell.

independence day

nyak. kinakabahan ako. haha, tomorrow i'll be going to yupi elbi alone. ehh... wala lang. scared and excited. i love long bus rides, parang field trip.

hmm... how's my dear buddy? the scan detected 6 malwares! waw. 3 variants of Proxy, 2 Hijackers and well, a Trojan! how nice. i've put the infected files under quarantine. they're like a little over 100. tsk tsk. negligence at its worst.

unfortunately, ewido anti-spyware is a big wierdo. it's jst 11.something mb and it's slowing the pc like hell. i can't open my mailbox (maybe because of the virus) and everything is like malfunctioning. edi dinelete ko. kabobohan. does that solve it? i deleted ewido including the quarantined files? no no no. it made matters worse. most of the quarantined files are program extensions. naloko na. i'm so dead. mehn. reformatting is the only solution.

heck, i thought i'm a genius when it comes to this?

haaay. sana birthday ko na.. sweet 16!!

you know what, you should buy your original operating system. yep, it would cost you like 10,000 (xp pro) but it's well worth it. our OS cd is a forfeited copy of xp home so we don't have this unique validation key that's needed for the online updates! sucks big time. and you know what again, you should have your original antivirus. a good one would reach around 3,000 but then what's that compared to the stupid default security of windows? it's doesn't sweep viruses, not even scans them, and the more you highten your security measures the more you limit your surfing options. another big time sucker.

damn. i promise in the name of Blaise Pascal and Charles Babbage, when i get my own computer i'll buy an original OS and antivirus! no matter how much it costs me!!

mayday! mayday!

i'm under attack by a malicious spyware! daddy's gonna killl me. we don't have an antivirus! not even an anti-spyware! great. we only have this windows security thing warning us that a spyware is roaming around the crevices of our system, snooping on my internet habits. how nice, now they have my password and by now they're probably reading my inbox or perhaps they're reading this. whatever. hey, this is big deal! i'm currently downloading ewido free anti-spyware, so hopefully it'll do the trick.

i shouldn't be blogging, you know. i've exposed a lot of my passwords already. meehnn.

we went to yupi elbi awhile ago to have my xray. big waste of time. xray only! no physical examination yet! and we traveled 2 hours for that! even full-tanked our car! that's why i have to get back there this friday, which is friday the 13th in case you haven't noticed yet, to get my xray and get done with the medical examination. the thing is, i'll be going alone this friday! haha adventure! it'll be my first time to go to yupi elbi alone. excited.

we checked the dorm too. it's okay! i'll be getting the upper deck and be roomates with tita beth, the landlady. beri nays. can't wait to live there. onga pala, terai mentioned to me the shortcut hanging bridge to ceat. i saw it awhile ago, poor shortcut... the bridge has collapsed due to milenyo, no more shortcut. sad.

you freakin spyware!

artworks!

finally, the scanner is working! yehey... here are 3 doodle plates and 1 portrait. just want to share... i just uploaded them in my devart account here. feel free to criticize. you might want to click on it to blow it to full size since they're pretty small. ehehe.









that's katherine moennig. and if you know me enough, you should also know that she is Shane from The L Word. the shading is off, i know and itdoesn't look exactly like her. i'm not a portrait pro anyway. what an excuse.

tostitos

i hate mondays. i always do, ever since i started my laundry job. monday starts the week, so it pretty much decides how you're gonna take the rest of the days to follow. mondays also holds the most clothes to wash since they're piled over during saturdays and sundays. monday means getting toasted under the noontime sun because there are so many clothes to hang dry.

this monday starts my sister's classes after the 1 week suspension due to the bloody storm. she just called me awhile ago asking me to finish her powerpoint presentation because they don't have electricity yet, and the pc hubs are off. alright alright, i'll do it. it's not a big job putting backgrounds anyway. hmmm... she'll buy me brownies in return. i have to clean up her inbox too becauase friendster is flooding her with notifications. haha, i'll check her fster later.

oooohhh... harry and draco is still making a scene in my head. sounds nice. nutella nutella, i want my freakin bottle!!


awww...so cute.

i love you

scylla and charybdis

tell me, should i work in laundry mat or metropole for a living? mehn, seriously i can hear a faint buzz akin to the washing machine's alarm. always. it's driving me nuts. i'm getting paranoid, i feel like i'm not yet done with our clothes. this is weird. very weird. and i'm struggling to get out of this paranoia. the buzzing sound is still here and it's following me. yeah right. not exactly, just whenever i'm in front of the computer. which is... always. i'm turning insane. and i always thought the world is my mental hospital. true. but it hasn't been a fairly good rehabilitation area. i guess i have to hop on to another planet in hopes of curing this... hallucination?

the washing machine seemed like a monster to me now. a deadly whirlpool... scylla and charybdis. i never want to hear the alarm anymore. although i know it's necessary to keep me in track with my job. my job. my laundry job. my stinking laundry job. the washing machine is scaring me.

lol. i just smoked pot.

change topic. harryXdraco is better than pot. it's a big nutcrack. i love it. flicks color my dull heart. i'm inlove with harryXdraco. so much so i'd stay up late reading every harryXdraco (with an average of 10 reviews per chap.) in fanfiction.net. and i'm still not done with digital fortress. yup, it hypes me... the whole computer stuff is just so appaling. my dream course has always been either business or computer. funny where i am now. hahaha... i'm getting off.

harryXdraco. tsk. first of all, i only liked justin timberlake because he reminds me of draco!! yeah, the intriguing eyes and illusive smile (i just copied that). swoon-worthy.

i read somewhere that a fan filed a lawsuit against justin. i don't know why... didn't read further. but i did read something like justin pushed this GIRL on the wall and started throwing insults at her. come one... push me to the wall and we'll snog all night.

where is my dignity?

i repeat, i just smoked pot.