scylla and charybdis

tell me, should i work in laundry mat or metropole for a living? mehn, seriously i can hear a faint buzz akin to the washing machine's alarm. always. it's driving me nuts. i'm getting paranoid, i feel like i'm not yet done with our clothes. this is weird. very weird. and i'm struggling to get out of this paranoia. the buzzing sound is still here and it's following me. yeah right. not exactly, just whenever i'm in front of the computer. which is... always. i'm turning insane. and i always thought the world is my mental hospital. true. but it hasn't been a fairly good rehabilitation area. i guess i have to hop on to another planet in hopes of curing this... hallucination?

the washing machine seemed like a monster to me now. a deadly whirlpool... scylla and charybdis. i never want to hear the alarm anymore. although i know it's necessary to keep me in track with my job. my job. my laundry job. my stinking laundry job. the washing machine is scaring me.

lol. i just smoked pot.

change topic. harryXdraco is better than pot. it's a big nutcrack. i love it. flicks color my dull heart. i'm inlove with harryXdraco. so much so i'd stay up late reading every harryXdraco (with an average of 10 reviews per chap.) in fanfiction.net. and i'm still not done with digital fortress. yup, it hypes me... the whole computer stuff is just so appaling. my dream course has always been either business or computer. funny where i am now. hahaha... i'm getting off.

harryXdraco. tsk. first of all, i only liked justin timberlake because he reminds me of draco!! yeah, the intriguing eyes and illusive smile (i just copied that). swoon-worthy.

i read somewhere that a fan filed a lawsuit against justin. i don't know why... didn't read further. but i did read something like justin pushed this GIRL on the wall and started throwing insults at her. come one... push me to the wall and we'll snog all night.

where is my dignity?

i repeat, i just smoked pot.

ersatz

this is an extra small post which doesn't necessarily have to be small. i don't know why i tend to blog a lot when nothing is happening to me at all. right now, nothing happened. like nadda nadda null null none none empty empty. yet i know i have something to say, and mind you, i'm trying hard to pick up the lines. i feel a certain incompleteness whenever i fail to blog for day. it has become a habit of mine to waste thine sacred internet card with no less than the nonsense gibberish yours truly is feeding this page. did you get that? i'm tired, though i have no reason to be.

a tv actress once told that life is a box of chocolates, explaining that you'll never know what one would taste like until you've had it in your mouth. nonsense. that is so corny. if i were a student from Hogwarts, i would say life is like a pack of Bertie Bott's Every Flavor Beans. and you know exactly why. a brown bean would seem like chocolate but when you bite it you taste shit. exactly. shit is sometimes disguised as chocolate. hahaha. with Bertie Bott's you get to guess what flavor could the red bean in your palm be. but with a box chocolates, there's no thrill. you know it's chocolate and you won't be scared to try them because you know they're sweet. unless one is actually shiiit. a red bean could possibly be as delightful as an apple, a strawberry or a cherry but could also be as gross as blood or scab. that's the thrill a box of chocolates won't give you. hail Bertie Bott's Every Flavor Beans.

i want to buy this tee in penshoppe. it says, i love nerds. perfect.

awesomely bad career moves

i'm enjoying vh1 a lot. but i just don't agree with last night's all access: awesomely bad career moves. to me a bad career move is something that practically ditched a celebrity's status. madonna rapping is quite a news, but it's not a bad move, it's experimenting. look at her now, she's still flying high with a new image every season. colin farrel, hollywood's bad boy was said to make the worst career move by being Alexander. what's so wrong with that? it's not like he's trying to compete with Brad Pit as Achilles. again, it's experimenting. former presidential candidate Mr.??? who lost to Bill Clinton was suddenly seen in posters promoting viagra. it's funny, yes, but it's not at all bad. who else would they get to promote a libido booster than an old balding man who lost in the presidential elections?
hehe, and then there was N'Sync. it's not about Justin though, but they mentioned him. hell, Justin would never make a bad career move. *swoons*

no luck in catching the replay of vh1's All Eyes on Justin Timberlake. i'm a hopeless desperate.

today was my annual check-up! everything was fine, i actually grew taller! i'm 5'3" now! that's good news, thanks Anlene. i just felt super uncomfortable, not to mention ticklish, when the doctor checked my boobs. however he does that, and shit his hands are slightly trembling when he wrote me the prescription. what the hell? nothing serious though, just vitamin c.

i saw a group of kulasas in the hospital too. i found it weird, i was like "you're having a field trip in a hospital?" i thought they were gonna visit a dying classmate but i saw a banner outiside the nurses' building welcoming st. scholastica's graduating batch. huh? and they were like touring the laboratory the nurses' station and blah. haha, the hell i care. i was just curious, there's nothing good to see in E. delos Santos Hospital. hop on to St. Luke's for a better lobby.

i'm home by 11am and i immediately did the laundry. my sister is asking my company to the bank so i went with her. from BDO we walked until Ever and bought whatever mom said, saw kate, then left for SM fairview. nothing much, just want to stroll around and get my ocassional dose of expensive and addicting coffee. haaay, i love you starbucks.

you make me bankrupt with just a single cup. amazing, i know, how you catch all my senses. and soon find myself sipping your coffee senseless. i promised not to drink from you anymore. but it just made me craving for more and i'm sore. been waiting forever and that is why. i came for you, i can happily die.

drink coffee and get high.
smoke weed and fly.
pick mary jane and die.
seriously, just go and try.

heh.heh.heh.
another one bites dust.

to where you are - josh groban

what a beautiful song! hihi and it served as an inspiration to me! yay! i wrote another crappy harryXdraco entitled - 'To where you are'.. this time it's T13. since making an M would take a lot of chapters. hooray to me, i just finished it. it's 9 pages long. haha. and mind you, it made me cry. hahaha...

wanted beta-reader.

ever is so cheap! that's a compliment! my sister and i went to ever supermaket to buy groceries awhile ago and our one thousand was well spent! we were carrying 3 bulging plastic bags of grocery stuff and we still have more than enough to buy food and pay for the fare.

waaaahhh. i want a nutella ferrero!!! sadly, 250 grams of it costs 121 pesos. =(

tomorrow will be my anual check-up! haha, this means i have to fast tonight and wake up early tomorrow. haynaku. i hope my bones are okay!

i have news! tuesday night i finished reading the sorcerer's stone and right now i'm halfway through digital fortress! yehey... reading helps a lot. i need to buy more books before classes starts.

gloria is the mole of asia

quite a day folks. this afternoon after dropping my dad to rockwell me and my mom and my uncle went to sm mall of asia for the first time! what a treat. my mom has a client from the cinema accounting so that's why. hehe... it was biggg... duh. hehe we didn't stroll a lot, we spent most of the time watching amateur skaters though...

i found a red wallet at last, i mean a red wallet that i like. and it costs 1000+ in topshop. whatever, i'll get something cheaper. ano banaman yung fancy girbaud worth 150 diba? haha but seriously, i'll be saving for that. ahaha... napakaluho!!!

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hey it's monday

i'm slightly depressed. hehe, ateneo lost to ust. haha, and my sister keeps on badmouthing them because, duh she's for ateneo, her hate for ust triggered upon knowing that mr. gonzales, who branded u.p. students country destabilizers, graduated an insulting tiger. i don't hate ust, i just feel bad for ateneo because their efforts have been wasted (not totally though), norman black's killer strategies didn't work either. the 1 second miracle didn't pay off. damn. anyhow i got lots of chris tiu so i'm okaaaayyyyy nowwww!!!

my sister's here, classes are postponed for 1 week because of power failure. hehehe, i woke really dazed because i saw an unfamiliar figure lying beside me, i thought it was my cousin visiting my lola but i found out was my dear terai who went back from los banos. good for her.

i feel sick. maybe because yesterday i took a bath all sweaty and tired after 'entertaining' my high blood lola. laughter, apparently, reduces blood pressure. by entertaning, i mean singing and dancing to the tune of my all time queen favorite bohemian rhapsody and getting out of breath reaching galileo figaro magnificoooooo. yeah i was dancing and singing, stupidly and idiotically (??) in front of my amused lola. good thing she's my only audience for i wouldn't want to showcase my hidden talents in front of a crowd. hahahaha...

i know i looked, for a lack of a better word, stupid but hey it's one good thing to see your (only) audience really fascinated and laughing her guts out of your infamous drugged attitude. haha... i feel goood!

awww... to where you are by josh groban is a really beautiful song.

fly me up to where you are beyond the distant star
i wish upon tonight to see you smile
if only for a while to know you're there
a breath away's not far to where you are

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geoff taylor of pinoy dream academy reminds me of cedric diggory. hehe, and i like him. too bad he got expulsed. and rosita for the freakin 2nd time was saved because of her 'killer' solo performance. i watched mtv awhile ago and saw lucy liu, i really hate to say this, but honestly she has some similarities to rosita - facially (or maybe the eyes). but the thing is, rosita is ugly and lucy is, well, she's not really ugly but from the moment that rotten thought came to my mind, lucy liu is not beautiful for me anymore.

pray. it works

hehe. my prayers are getting answered bit by bit. i thank God for it. i actually wrote a 'prayer requests' list and hid it in one of the drawers in our prayer room and every night i go there to pray for it. the book is right, if you manage to do something for 30 days straight, it becomes a habit. praying is one but nailbiting has been my bad habit ever since grade 6. before nailbiting i was involved in this nasty heel skin peeling habit, haha gross i know, but i stopped, seeing that i couldn't walk straight anymore even in my most comfy slippers.

okok, i'm one big freak when i was young but i've grown. yeah, i stopped peeling the hard skin on my heels because it's getting harder the more i do it (which is quite an advantage) but i resorted to another habit, probably nastier but i thought - i can name quite a lot who do the same thing - so... hehe.

finally, i love this day. after chuch we ate in yoshinoya (my favorite), then my sister accompanied me to appliance center and fully booked to buy an mp3 player and 2 books. i got the mp3 player with the free speakers after a long wait and bought harry potter 1 and digital fortress.

i was supposed to buy eleven minutes but they went out of stock. i came close to buying all american girl but i thought i'd just buy it some other time because i've read it already. tuesdays with morrie is also out of stock. mehn. but it's okay. it's really really my first time to buy my own books with my own money and i was excited. my parents don't buy me books because they're not into reading that much and most of the books here are self help plus this really boring (yet controversial accdg to the book) 'tiger in the honeysuckle' novel that i couldn't relate to because it's involves black people and their political struggles. nyaaaak. i dropped it down after chapter 5. i bet lemony snicket's foreword could be very much heed (ed?) if it were only written for the book.

sweldo, i love you sweeelddddooooo!!