5 hours of what?

whoa. biggest loser here... i left the grad ball at an 'early' time of 10pm. last year during the prom, i left the earliest too... may tawag dyan eh...

anyway, i can't say i didn't enjoy it... i loved most of the food. i liked the blue drink too, whatever you call that. =)
Bloomfields was great (and i mean GREAT), and they're super nice too... =)

oh well... there are some reasons why i left early.
first, i was tired walking in my shoes looking for vacant chairs because a group of bitches stole our table. buti sana kung walang gamit eh, pero meron eh... major assholes. i especially liked that spot because it's near everything... especially the food and the EXIT.

second, after eating and looking around... i can't find myself doing anything else. in short, i was bored... i could always sit down, listen to the music and relax my feet but again, there are no more chairs. =
anyway... i liked the place, it reminded me of toby's sports arena. my dream space with the grand staircase.

during the ball i also came across a couple of gents who are not worthy of the title gentlemen at all. mehn, i would like to make it a rule that whenever a he and a she meet at some place crowded.. the he should always move aside to give way to the girl. =
seriously, i'm not a party person.

i wish..

someday my being a coffee fan will bring me to do that

i need a summer job

right now i only have one application form from a nearby chain... still have to look for more.

LoL. i'm excited to work, seriously... need to bend my business skills to earn and save money now that i'm still young. =) i'm afraid this summer will turn me into a major bum. then i'll get fatter and fatter and i'll go to inferno for being a mega sloth and glutton.

suggestions? someplace accepting a highschool graduate without age requirements will do. =)

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after church we went to los banos to visit my sister and celebrate mom's birthay! it's her birthday today! happeee birthdaaayyyy!
we ate variety bucket in kfc. well, what can i say? too much chicken is just too much... i can feel my feathers growing.

wow. i am successful in restraining myself from drinking coffee until graduation and now that i'm free from the ordeal... i got my very first coffee this year from starbucks... buti na lang may gift certificate pa ko. thanks nicki.

tomorrow is our grad ball! i still don't know where to go for my hair and make-up. bahala na...

and on wednesday will be our barkada (highschool farewell?) party!! what a tear-jerker.

onga pala... graduate na ko! hello college.

i did it my way

i don't really know what to write... i just feel like updating... like i always feel. =)
today has been one of the most emotional days of our senior year. i recieved a couple of farewell gifts... thanks a lot. i still don't know what to give you all... =( pichi, hindi ko maintindihan sulat mo... ahahahaaa... salamat sa lahat!!

now i can say i'll definitely miss pamayanan. i swear, i love our class, it's the best class i've ever been part of for the four years. mehn, i'm not in the verge of tears, mind you.

tomorrow will be the big day. it'd be both torturous and fulfilling for us... the shoes... they still hurt but come to think of it... in an idiomatic perspective you'll never get to graduate without bearing the pains of marching and standing with those shoes. same goes for our sacrifices for making it here. i salute you, sixtreme.

i played the cd lienne and bea gave us and i was really touched. thanks... =)

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how to endure graduation practices

awhile ago's encounter with our highschool teachers was very sentimental for almost everybody cried... except me. i just can't bring out my tears, maybe i didn't see the sentiment of the moment at that time. then they started hugging the teachers, i can't do it. i just don't want to. and in the end i didn't hug anyone. i must be most unsentimental person that time. the highlight for me was the pinning of the school logo pins. the pins were really nice. ms. platon pinned it to me and my rowmates... i also told her i saw her in SM edsa last sunday in her reese('s?) shirt. hehe.

the rest of the day's theme revolved around

"how to endure grad practices"

my tips are horrible... but it might as well work for you
1. bring candies (personal favorite: stork). i usually bring 9 every morning but they'll eventually be gone come recess.
2. slouch a little when the teachers aren't noticing, it's quite relaxing that way.
3. cross your legs... again when the teachers aren't noticing.
4. daydream while waiting for the other graduates to march their way to their seats. talk to youself in your mind, do anything to distract yourself from watching your dear batchmates' shoes get carried away to the yellow line. it's bOOOOOOOOOring. you can hum the grad march music if you wish... but it's a pretty dorky thing to do, honestly.
5. sleep while you're waiting for the giving of the diplomas to finish. it works best when you wear glasses because from afar it doesn't seem like your sleeping at all.
6. uhm... stretch? sitting properly is a big pain in the ass.
7. bring a rubber band and experiment.

well, don't talk to your seatmate. they won't talk to you back especially when you're in between two officers. just keep quiet and do things on your own.

i do his quite often when i'm bored, i make a "ballpen helicopter". i can't tell you how, it's a secret. but pretty much if you're a bored bald-head and everyone around you are bald-heads, you simply can't do this, unless you pluck it out of somewhere else. ouch.

in short, just do all kinds of distracting things. things that will not stick your head to the ceremony because it's boring. by the end of the day you'll see yourslef shrugging your shoulders often because it hurts from sitting up straight.

these tips are only for the practices and i know it's too late to post it since tomorrow will be our last. =P

i'm glad, two more sleeps to go before we graduate.

behind every performance is a BACKDROP

SAP recognition day today... =)
it was really hillarious! i laughed a lot! :D so far it's the best SAP recognition day i've ever had... hehe thanks a lot to those who organized this event.

all throughout the event i was laughing and i had this very positive feeling about the whole thing but when the show ended it all disappeared...

teka...

1.) AGAIN, for a million years already not a single credit to the Visual Arts Club was said. how dare they? and to think, they displayed all the backdrops we made on the bleachers!! tsk. i think our club is cursed not to get credited forever. i was really annoyed, hate them.

2.) we have no spotlight 'crew' shirt!!! so unfair.

3.) the powerpoint presentation featured two of my personal (c) artworks. they didn't ask for my permission. =
4.) i have nothing against them. it just seems like a line has been drawn between the PA and the non PA clubs.

good thing i'm leaving.
hate me now for i have said a lot.

the devil is here

not really.
3 days to go before graduation. i just can't wait to get over the agonizing shoes. we practiced them awhile ago and we were damn tortured. i never thought wearing them would cause so much pain.

i really really want to graduate as soon as possible. i am so tempted with breaking the deal i had with myself last year. i said no coffee until i graduated. so far i am successful, but now that march 25 is near i am being tempted to enter any coffee house in sight and take a sip of coffee. during the js turnover, my partner gave me a gift certificate from starbucks. last sunday i recieved a free drink coupon from sb too... now i'm thinking if these are signs that i should break my promise already or might as well it's the devil's plan for me to break it and suffer eternal damnation. i really hate it when i lose to myself.

why may you ask i'm trying to hold myself back from drinking coffee? simply because it's bad and because i'm afraid my bones will brittle and my knee pain will not heal anymore and i can't ride a bike and run freely and jump high and sprint. a lot of things i cannot do with a (semi) incapable right leg. that sucks big time you know. and it's summer already...

i'm still looking for a summer job. if i don't get any, then i'll just devote myself to getting thinner without working my right leg too much. =-
mehn. i'm still reading 'memoirs of a geisha'... i'm in chapter 11 already and Chiyo Sakamoto is still young. it's getting boring but i want to finish it...

i wanna watch V for Vendetta! =D sooooonnnnnnn.....