dejavu or dream come true?

take the 'dream come true' literally. awhile ago in sm san lazaro parking lot something freaky happened. we were looking for parking space near the mall entrance and no space was available for us, then i spoke to my uncle, "di lang naman dito pwede mag park eh" then i looked to the 'mall entrance 2' sign behind us. then he told us to go ahead while he waits for parking space and asked me to buy him a take out lunch. then mom hands me down a hundred pesos and i ask my uncle what he wants.... blah.

you see, i wouldn't be narrating that moment to you without a reason because i'll sound like i'm too obsessed with sharing every detail of my semi-boring life but no. there's something behind that moment that freaked me out.

the moment i turned my head behind to see the 'mall entrance 2', i felt like this already happened to me then i remembered the dream i had seasons before and it was exactly the same. i recalled the dream, and i recounted the events after that and as i was thinking of the afterevents i noticed i was already doing it. =
that's weird.
LoL. dream come true nga.

i really felt happy that day because i finally have a charcoal spreader and a set of new ballpens! i bet you know the feeling of writing in good ballpens, those which will not run out of ink after 10 letters or so leaving a faint print of the letter you missed... then after 3 times of retracing the missing letter, the ink will flow back again and you will continue writing. then after 10 letters or so, the ink will run dry again leaving a faint print of the letter you missed... then after 3 times of retracing the missing letter, the ink will flow back again and you will continue writing...(repeat 10x)

i bought The Inferno by Dante for our english reading assignment. it was just awhile ago that i discovered something (not new) about the divine comedy. inferno, purgatorio, paradiso. hell, purgatory, heaven.
interesting.

thanks to jami i can fix the green cube fast! i even practised doing it blindfolded and i was successful. yay! hehe, now i'm looking for other ways to do it.

=)
till then.

i sat bored the whole day

i can't find anything to do... and i just sat down most of the time, watching the cheering practice. no pompoms to twist, no materials for the flag. no anything! just me, the people around me and the scorching heat.. plus the occasional wind strokes.
this was the day i felt most unworthy, like i'm of no help at all. a burden, yeah. but tomorrow, it's time to change the wheel... we're going to do the flag so hopefully the artist me try to come out and i'll be busy.

i'm just bored. i watched everything and anyalized them in full detail. even the softball practice, i now know the weakness of this pastar girl, she may be good in softball but her catching is er... not that good. i watched the ants drop to my shirt and on vero's drumset, claimed three namely Mr. Adam Ant, Mr. Adam Ant Jr. and uhm.. Mr. Adam Ant Jr. II. weird. when you're bored you suddenly notice things and make a big deal out of them. i continued making my retro doodle (grad ball inspired) and managed to imagine a 'retro' gown that will suit me... black and white perhaps. i played with the green cubes (that's how the tindera calls it) and failed to assemble it (i already forgot how i did it the last time). listened to lakambini bottom, my sister's current favorite song because it gave her hope that "e ano ngayon! kung mataba sha? mas masarap daw magmahal ang babaeng lumba lumba...". asus. she's not fat. she's just chubby.

i ended the day with a big sigh. it was just too boring for me to take, i didn't even feel the urge to finish reading 'the unbearable lightness of being' which was getting quite boring because i think i'm not yet in the right part of the book that made it an international bestseller.

however. i don't feel unproductive because there's nothing really important for me to accomplish for the moment.

rebisco crackers: 6% carbo 9% fat

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currently feasting on crackers and coffee. sounds familiar? parang burol.
oh well, i missed eating with my mom and dad awhile ago because i was watching frog prince then as a karma there's no food left for me. bait talaga nila.

awhile ago we had a mass. generally i didn't quite enjoy it because i suddenly found out i have my monthly visitor and wtf! i'm wearing our gala uniform (which is all-white fyi). i hurriedly went to the cr to check... and found out i'm in bloody crap. blaaah. i just can't tell you how my misadventures during the mass went since some are just too gross *munches on a piece of cracker* to even describe in ful detail. however, as you can see... i'm alive and i survived.

we also had our field trip orientation awhile ago and it made me finalize my decision that: i will not join the field trip.
my poor left leg will definitely not stand the whole trip which includes a lot of walking and hiking. i might just collapse and die you know *exaggerating*

i made my research on my knee strain and found out i'm having a moderate strain (2nd degree) which will approximately heal from 10-6 WEEKS. i can't wait that long... how bout my bike? grr

till then.

iyo kailan pa man

watched y!speak awhile ago. saw ryan agoncillo again and again... =)
the topic revolves around the rich and the poor...
as much as i love watching debate programs, it still doesn't show in my debate skills... steph will still wholeheartedly give me a 54%, whattabout.

hmmm... i saw the dvd version of charlie and the chocolate factory in mtv and it was COOOOOOLLLL... they have a "how to dance like an oompa-lumpa" selection
which was really cute although i don't think i would enjoy dancing like one.

surprise surprise!
philamlife yet again gave us another VIP christmas gift.. which is another CD they produced. hehe... last time they gave us a cd of manila philharmonic orchestra playing christmas songs and now another cd (opm classics) sang by the philippine madrigal singers, iyo kailan pa man... =)

my favorite, Hanggang. because that's the best song gerald santos sang during the pinoy pop superstar elimination night. and i think he got a 99% for that...

anyhow, i'm just waiting for the right late-night time to arrive because i'm waiting for the sunday movie greats...

tara! manood tayo ng "ang pagdadalaga ni maximo oliveros"!! :D

my grades aren't so bad =)

at least that's what i can say. i'm not very hard to please... as long as i don't have a line of 7... i'm contented. =)
my lowest is still pinoy.. 81.
my highest is prosec... 96. i can't believe it either... although it's a minor subject i still can't get over the fact that i didn't pass 2 reflection papers and i got 96! thank you Lord!
oh well i have to improve 4 subjects: pinoi, english, accounting and teenstar. haha... i failed the teenstar test... it's not really helping me. our teacher is not very convincing...

i computed my averages:
major: 88
minor: 89
all: 88

hmm... not bad. =)

oh well... i want to try the peppermint mocha frappe... =)

yay! friday nanaman!

at last. i'm tired of walking around the highschool building corridors. not only it aggravates my knee pain but also because i don't like bumping into people for the fear that they might hit my knee and... you know. i'm becoming so paranoid, i'm getting cramps often because my knee is very very fragile. my actions are so limited. -_-;;

i always wrap a bandage on to it whenever we start the intrams practice (specifically my being a propsman) but i still have to remove it every now and then because it itches. haha.. kainis.

yehey! uuwi na terai! i mean, she comes home every week so what's the big deal? ewan, miss ko na kapatid ko eh. =)

i finished reading the alchemist awhile ago. it was very nice. some would say it's boring but for me it's not. it has a lot of sense (very paulo coelho-ish) and shares a lot of wisdom too. i especially liked the ending because it's full of irony and i laughed at it.
i shared it to dad and when i mentioned the king of salem... he reacted in an instant
"alam mo ba kung sino yon? si King Melchizedek yun na nag bless kay Abraham. he was God in disguise"
what an omen. i realised it was really God guiding the boy all along. it has bits of biblical references but it's still fiction. i wonder if it's real.

awhile ago too i borrowed another book, Horse Whisperer. it's a little hard to read because of the spacing but it's a New York Times Bestseller so i decided to try it. it has garnered a lot of bestseller awards too so i'm more interested... plus it has horses!

our president loves long-weekends.
no classes on monday! haaay :D

cheer not

i will not cheer anymore!

in the first place, and honestly speaking, most of us take cheering as a last resort. you know what i mean, as for me... i don't really have a choice. i'm not good in ball games, board games etc.. and i don't think i'm worthy of a cheerer too.
anyway, i have to leave because of my injury. haha, i hate it when i look so seriously injured.
awhile ago while junjun and kring takes me to the clinic, it looks like i got my knee strain from a ball game but no! -_-;; hehe

i miss running, i BADLY need to run. it's like ages since i last ran because of this stupid incapable knee. aside from running, i'm getting more and more frustrated with learning how to ride on a bike. it feels like it's not meant for me. it was near my birthday when i suddenly became limp and my birthday gift was supposed to be a bike but hell, what a bad omen!

all i can do now is type and for the meantime i think that's the only thing i'm good at (and a lot of people are still better than me). but what'll change when my knee gets healed? sure, i can run at last! but that won't make me the fastest runner either. but at least i was healed and that's a good enough gift for me to stop bragging about what-nots.

dear God,

please heal me as soon as possible and don't make it any later than december 9. it's not nice to venture in rocks and caves with a bandaged knee you know (field trip). but if it is really in your will to not let me join the fieldtrip, then you'd better give me a sign or something. i want to have fun, as much as how you'd love seeing me happy. so please Lord, that's the only thing i ask of you, heal me now. =) Amen.

PS: thank you in advance.