hindi mamamatay ang jueteng II

oh well, back at home!
at last!
did i say i was totally useless awhile ago? oh yeah i did.
i was assigned to do the guitar accompaniment for our song... LoL, fine with me but i already forgot the tune of the song!
i actually want a song that would stick to the audience's brain and would give them an LSS like... the 'hindi mamamatay ang jueteng'

it's from k.a.'s brother's schoolplay that's been recorded so we're able to see it. it's called "anak ng jueteng"... funny talaga... hehe. take note... with subtitles!

=)

hindi mamamatay ang jueteng

i'm here in jami's house! bwahehehee...
hmmph, i don't want to help in our project!!! why? because i know someone will always finish it for us! i'm just wasting my time here.
i want myself to be useful but i can't because someone here is to.. urghh.. nevermind.

tss. i'm so envious of a lot of my classmates and friends and relatives and other people whom i wish will agree to have a one-day freaky friday experience with me.
anyway, i love my life just the way it is.. boring.
=)

where arth thou my mr. right?
there's no one special in my life today! haha... my love life sucks... not even looking for one.

my my, i'm enjoying watching frog prince! because ronald is so cute and he looks like a Filipino. hehe...

oh my, i'm totally useless! i'm not helping them! not that i'd be of any help to them now that 'someone' is there to do the music naman and my presence will be of utter unworth...
LoL. no...
it sucks to be me!

later...

veronika decides to die

i'm currently reading veronica decides to die by paulo coelho... =) i can say i'm enjoying it because i'm learning a lot! i'm actually considering life in a mental hospital, i think it would be pretty nice in there.

according to the book crazy or insane people are those who live their lives in their own worlds. so i think there's no point branding people insane cos all of us have that insane nature in us it's just that people live in conformity to get understood.
oh well, it's sucks to be spending your life in useless conformity so just get crazy and be yourself.

hmmm...i'm still wondering how my life would be in a mental hospital. in that place no one would care if i talk to myself and do monologues since we're all crazy and it's our way of conforming with others... in a mental hospital things i've been obscuring to the public would be revealed in a manner that it would still look normal to the people there. i'm not saying that what i'm hiding within will admit me as a patient in Villete but it's just that i think the mental hospital is the best and safest place to start stripping myself off of my crazy manners.

hihi... i could sing
'if you were gay'
'the internet is for porn'
'it sucks to be me'
and
'i'm not wearing underwear today'
all day long without having those curious eyes on me!

i could say whatever i want, recite my blog even and roleplay romeo and juliet all by myself! again, without people wondering where the hell did you came from.

wow. the book kinda works... haha still in page 70 though... hehe
i'm perfectly normal mind you. =)

oops. it's frog prince now! have to watch!

the gay way!

hehe i like gay people!
i always get giddy whenever Patroclus' name is mentioned in our discussions with Iliad, coz i know Achilles will always be involved! come on, they're a pair!!!

also... Nicky and Rod from Avenue Q already penetrated in my nerves... LoL gotta like gays!

hehe. oh well, i still think i'm 90% straight! i like gwen stefani!
i'm so inspired to make layouts today... it's just that i can't put it on top of my shitload priorities... =( but sooner... yup! i'm looking for images... hmmm

dlsu-cet

just got back from la salle.
what can i say, it's pretty hard for me. yeah i guessed a lot of numbers and solved only those that looked quite easy to solve coz i didn't study for it. hehe, no regrets, as i've wrote here before i have no plans of being affiliated with la salle. not that i hate it, i just don't want to waste the money and the tears, oh shut up. i didn't even know why, in the first place, i applied for lasalle.

oh well, things are getting great so far.

i haven't finished reading my hrr book, hmm... it's ok since i just have to read the remaining 50 or so pages. i've fininished the whole story, it's just that i haven't finished the reading the whole book - cover to cover.

and then... i still have to do the 8.5 by 8.5 illustration of the two mysteries of the rosary (jowful and sorowful) for our bulletin board. no problem, i'll fix that later.

plus the incomprehensible anal geom homework. hmm.. whatever i'll find a way with that sometime later.
blah blah blah...

ooohhh i'm downloading 2 songs today!
both from avenue q sountrack
'if you were gay' and 'the internet is for porn'
both are sooo freakin funny!
hehe first heard it when reg sang it to us when we're practicing for the indian song. then just awhile ago jami let me hear it on her phone so there i was excited once again some musicals. just like the other time when i'm having this beetles-mania thing... hehe... hey jude!

just want to share to you the lyrics of 'if you were gay'
really funny!

If You Were Gay lyrics

ROD
Aah, an afternoon alone with
My favorite book, "Broadway
Musicals of the 1940s."
No roommate to bother me.
How could it get any better than this?

NICKY
Oh,hi Rod!

ROD
Hi Nicky.

NICKY
Hey Rod, you'll never
Guess what happened to
Me on the subway this morning.
This guy was smiling at me and talking to me

ROD
That's very interesting.

NICKY
He was being real friendly,
And I think he was coming on to me.
I think he might've thought I was gay!

ROD
Ahem, so, uh, why are you telling me this?
Why should I care?
I don't care.
What did you have for lunch today?

NICKY
Oh, you don't have to get
All defensive about it, Rod...

ROD
I'm NOT getting defensive!
What do I care about some gay guy you met, okay?
I'm trying to read.

NICKY
Oh, I didn't mean anything by it, Rod.
I just think it's something we should be able to talk about.

ROD
I don't want to talk about it,
Nicky! This conversation is over!!!

NICKY
Yeah, but...

ROD
OVER!!!

NICKY
Well, okay, but just so you know —
IF YOU WERE GAY
THAT'D BE OKAY.
I MEAN 'CAUSE, HEY,
I'D LIKE YOU ANYWAY.
BECAUSE YOU SEE,
IF IT WERE ME,
I WOULD FEEL FREE
TO SAY THAT I WAS GAY
(BUT I'M NOT GAY.)

ROD
Nicky, please!
I am trying to read....
What?!

NICKY
IF YOU WERE QUEER

ROD
Ah, Nicky!

NICKY
I'D STILL BE HERE,

ROD
Nicky, I'm trying to read this book.

NICKY
YEAR AFTER YEAR

ROD
Nicky!

NICKY
BECAUSE YOU'RE DEAR
TO ME,

ROD
Argh!

NICKY
AND I KNOW THAT YOU

ROD
What?

NICKY
WOULD ACCEPT ME TOO,

ROD
I would?

NICKY
IF I TOLD YOU TODAY,
"HEY! GUESS WHAT,
I'M GAY!"
(BUT I'M NOT GAY.)
I'M HAPPY
JUST BEING WITH YOU.

ROD
High Button Shoes, Pal Joey...

NICKY
SO WHAT SHOULD IT
MATTER TO ME
WHAT YOU DO IN BED
WITH GUYS?

ROD
Nicky, that's GROSS!

NICKY
No it's not!
IF YOU WERE GAY
I'D SHOUT HOORAY!

ROD
I am not listening!

NICKY
AND HERE I'D STAY,

ROD
La la la la la!

NICKY
BUT I WOULDN'T GET
IN YOUR WAY.

ROD
Aaaah!

NICKY
YOU CAN COUNT ON ME
TO ALWAYS BE
BESIDE YOU EVERY DAY,
TO TELL YOU IT'S OKAY,
YOU WERE JUST BORN
THAT WAY,
AND, AS THEY SAY,
IT'S IN YOUR DNA,
YOU'RE GAY!

ROD
BUT I'M NOT GAY!

NICKY
If you were gay.

ROD
Argh!

disappointed =(

oh well, that was awhile ago so i'm feeling fine now.
yesterday i was excited to visit terai coz we thought it'd make her happy but no. she's so glum when we went there and she doesn't like it that we brought food for our little family picnic right outside their dorm (which is natury in ambiance fyi) coz she's expecting us to eat outside... chowking or mcdo or kfc perhaps?
=(
brrr... as much as i'd like to enjoy the food (the lechong manok, the lechong kawaling baboy, the fried rice and the veggy salad) i can't coz we feel like our visit was wasted.

just yesterday she texted me, mom and dad about her happiness when she passed math 17 but now she seems so unhappy about it. hmmpphh, kakainis!
she said she wanted to eat fast coz she's going to study pa...
so after all the traffic we've been through she's just going to dismiss us that way?

tsk.

there, the three (me mom dad) of us are sad on our way home and we TRIED to just understand her and her wrong approach when she's being pressured and it worked a little although we're expecting her to call us for a rightful apology... and she did, when we were already in commonwealth (which is about 2 hours later).

next... my disappoinment was also lessened down by my drug, caffeine. i had another plastic cup of a mocha frappe. happy.

tomorrow is the dlsu-cet.
i'm neither excited nor nervous. either way (pass of fail) i won't be studying there, i just don't want to waste the 500 pesos that i cried for and all the fuss about getting my NSO birth certificate! do we look like a fixer?!

i don't really have time to study for it even though i know it would be hard but let's just leave it that way. haaay...

wotcher.

always look on the bright side of life

i'm happy and full! just ate two plates of rice and lechong manok!! hihi, today is the anniversary of the my dad's managerial unit. yeah! remember the time i keep braggin about that in this blog? it came true at last, and they're into business for two years running.

ok, i'm not part of the party since i'm in school but that's ok coz i don't really want to jam with the grown-ups.

awhile ago in the morning as i open my closet to get a uniform i realized i have no tan uniforms left! i panicked that time and went to the rooftop if there's any of my tan uniforms left dry so that i can iron it fast.
not until i recalled we have a mass today.
hehe so after all the energy i wasted running up the stairs, i have to wear the gala uniform.

mass, tsk. i really thought i'm going to be late but hopefuly i didn't. i don't know why but everytime i go to mass i get sleepy. i can't count the times i yawned in the mass awhile ago... really can't help it. no! i didn't sleep! i'm too guilty for that crime.

ooh, it's my 2nd time to participate in the mass! my first time was when i was in second year... i joined the choir coz they seemed to lack members. the 2nd time was awile ago where justinne, alya and i became collectors. probably because we're at the end of our section coz we're late. hehe...
oh well, it's my first time to collect. haha it was, er... nothing great, just fine. my basket even fell and the coins scattered out but nevermind, it was not my fault anyway. when we walked through the aisle to put the baskets to the altar, the people are slowly blocking our way coz they singing the 'ama namin' and they have to join hands! LoL, wrong timing but the effect was funny though, we're breaking their bonds. haha...

computer time.
i was a little nervous that time. i thought we're going to be put on the spot but no. we had a quiz and i failed (i deserve it), but i didn't do anything bad. i even heard our teacher made a remark about seeing someone doing something fishy but i didn't mind because i know i wasn't doing anything wrong. ok enough about that.. i'm just a little relieved. whew.

so, i'm excited for tomorrow coz we'll be going to terai's since she won't be able to come over tonight because of her studies. well i'm exctied about two things... to visit terai and to yet again, have an expressway stop-over indulgence! hehe... i just love stop-overs! haven't i said that before?

friendster.
what i like about friendster is that it can be used to stalk people, know practicaly how they describe themselves and know what other people think about them.
honestly, i've used it before to stalk (sort of) this person and i'm satisfied with my investigation (LoL). i never used it again for that purpose ever since. hehe, kasi crush ko yun eh! hahahaaaaaa.
kaso ngayon i'm against one added feature, the 'who's viewed me' link under the notification that blah people has seen your profile since blah. i don't like it! hehe. if you're in my place you should know why.

what else... oh no, i have a lot of things to do! hrr, anal geom, j3m (speaking of which-- i learned a new card trick! and that's what i'm gonna share), lasalle test, yadda yadda... it's just too much but i'm not worrying coz i'm sure to get over that one of these days. :D

always look on the bright side of life! (whistle)
that's my motto now! learned that years ago through an AXN commercial and it was just now that i learned to adopt it.

wotcher!