not satisfied!

soon enough i'll be changing this layout AGAIN... for the nth time already! that's why i want to put up a 'past layouts' corner to share my previous layouts to you (in case you're interested with my scrap art). so far i've use 12 layouts already (including this one) where 10 are my originals and the 2 left are custom-made by other atists...

anyway. it's tuesday! one of my favorite days of the week! simply because we don't have the tiresome subjects in our sched namely, pinoi, physics and anal geom. =) but we have to put up with this persistent urge to sleep especially during the last period.

oh well, i slept in her subject again... not surprising.

remembering the days

as i was looking for more ways to sell our raffle tickets, i recalled the same event 2 years ago when i was a freshman, selling raffle tickets too... i don't know what's gotten into my nerves that i'm practically asking EVERYONE to buy tickets from me and when i say everyone, or anyone... i mean... everyone... the sophomores, the juniors, the seniors, the gradeschool, the manongs and manangs and strangers.

parang... ang walang hiya ko pala nun. and people are talking about me... makuleeet.
then... someone complimented me for being a good saleswoman, i was delighted of course, and that's when i met blue.

owsiyatap. -_-;;

and then... last week i watched gilmore girls. the movie 'tuck everlasting' broke in my memory again. such a good movie... it made me cry!!! due to me little obsession to the movie kinapa ko ung theme nila. the sound from the music box. it was so nice.

LoL... i'm in need of 5 thousand bucks! wala lang.. gusto ko lang ng pera.. haha.. greedy. and again, i need to work! i need to sell avon products again!

i'll work on that one na nga!!! i really need the extra income!

here we go again...

monday

i don't really hate mondays but it always reminds me of how else HARD i must push my efforts in studying...
acet is coming sooner and sooner and i haven't done any decent self-study. i think i'm starting to become a big failure.

there's one thing i really really want that would really really make my day a whole lot brighter...

winning the best solicitor award... for a lot of reasons...i want the title of course... i don't want to settle with being the second ALWAYS, like when i was in first year. that sucks.
and of course... who wouldn't want the price? it would help me pick a good dress for the upcoming PROSEC field trip... talk about forcing yourself to look so formal yet act stupidly childish inside.

wait. there's a 'bird family' in our class... just for kicks... i'm not part of that family though... i'm the villain... a scavenger waiting for dead cows to rot then feed on them. a vulture.

it's so not me. but who cares anyway. don't even want to be part of the whole thing.. but, again.. who cares? it's just for fun =)

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hep hep! MURRAY!
haha... ang corny... eh kasi eh the fan in meeeeee!!!

chad murray... *drools*

chick flick and sci fi

this weekend we rented three movies, two of which i watched yesterday and the other one i don't intend to watch...





i watched it yesterday and it was just then that i developed a certain liking to chad murray. well he still hasn't reached my ryan philippe standards but he did act really sweet to sam (hillary duff) during the holloween homecoming party. and his prince outfit (although not so holloween-ish) fits him well(or maybe it will look better on ryan philippe, how i wish i could just steal him from reese witherspoon).
i realized if you want to win a costume party, you'll have to wear a wedding gown.
nevermind the spooky theme, just wear a wedding gown and you will win.

LOL. i think that rhymes... haha

next movie.




the movie really scared the hell out of me. the thing about the abrupt shifting of climate is really OF REACH especially now that the effects of Global Warming are starting to flood the whole world and will eventaully reiterate the ice age.

i think we should run the "STOP GLOBAL WARMING" campaign more seriously just like how we cooperated with "MAKE POVERTY HISTORY" campaign well. if you watch the movie carefully then you would think that it's already raining outside and blocks of hale is budging your roof open.

what i like about it is its ability to make things sound so fact-based that you would really FEEL that the world is about to enter a new age.

oh... i managed to recall some lines (although not that exact):

[jack (father) is talking to sam (the genius son) about his flunked test. sam starts to complain that his answers were correct but his professor marked it wrong because he has no solutions.]

sam: i told him i did it mentally.
jack: oh, he can't flunk you for being smarter than he is.
sam: that's what i said.

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by the way... i have a new (unusual) look.
i have bangs now and it's irritating. i love asking you favors so... do me a favor and imagine me with bangs. haha...
haha... ask me who did it and how it was done!!!!

i cut my hair using dad's shaver.
o.O?

kakaasar naman...

ayoko na... super ang pangit ng ginawa ko kanina sa screening.
grr... i'm so dead.
how long would it normally take a person to create a html based website in notepad?
kasi ako the least that it would take me is 3 hours! including graphics designing and positioning...

sabihin nyo nga? meron ba ditong may kayang gumawa nun in 45 minutes?

iyak na ko.
nakakahiya ako. nakakahiya ang ginawa ko. yun ang pinakapangit ng design na nagawa ko. -_-;;

grrr... ang panget ang panget ang panget!
whew. bahala si Lord. impossibleng mapili ako. ikahihiya ako ng aking alma matter.
ang pangggeeeetttt....

gusto nyo malaman kung ano itsura?
sobrang simple... hindi naman wretched looking pero the fact na suuper simple gives me no edge. walang advantage.

wala akong graphics kaya ako gumawa ng sarili kong graphics. gumawa ako ng pangeeeetttt na banner... as in parang barcode font na maroon and gold with the words school of the holy spirit of qc.

yun lang. tapos 2 div boxes for navigation and content.
yun lang! as in yun na yun lang!

i've been... scamed

stupid me.
do me a favor and spank me! HARD!

really really really supper duuper STUPID!!!!
GRRRRRR!

it was a fraud.
ok. much to may shame and disgrace this is what happened.

it was sent to me 1st of september and and i opened it on the 6th:

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MICROSOFT GLOBAL EMAIL /LUCKYDAY LOTTERY INTERNATIONAL
FROM: INTERNATIONAL PROMOTION / PRIZE AWARD .
PROMOTING INTERNET USAGE OVER THE GLOBE

REF: CIL/231-FMI0431/09
BATCH: IPD/15/096/PTNL
RE: WINNING NOTIFICATION/FINAL NOTICE

Sir/Madam

We are pleased to inform you of the result of the Lottery Winners
International programs held on the 30th of August 2005. Your e-mail address
attached to ticket number 20511465897-6287 with serial number
472-971103 drew lucky numbers 8-66-97-22-46-88 which consequently won in the 2nd
category, you have therefore been approved for a lump sum pay out of
US$ 500,000.00 (Five Hundred Thousand United States
Dollars)

CONGRATULATIONS!!!

Due to mix up of some numbers and names, we ask that you keep your
winning information very confidential till your claims has been processed
and your prize/money Remitted to you. This is part of our security
protocol to avoid double claiming and unwarranted abuse of this program by
some participants.
All participants were selected through a computer ballot system drawn
from over 200,000,000 company and 300,000,000 individual email addresses
and names from all over the world.
This promotional program takes place annually. We hope with part of
your winning you will take part in our next year USD100 million
international lottery.
To file for your claim, please contact our/your fiducial agent

Mr Phelp Grant Mrs Cheryl Klein Huis
NETPOINT CLAIM MANAGEMENT SERVICES
(Claims undewriter, Claims assessor,Claims adjustor,claim negotiator)
TEL/ 0031-6-2203-4830
FAX/ 0031-847300040 (EUROPE)
FAX/ 001-5306185873 (U. S. A)
Email: netpointagency01@walla.com

Please note in order to avoid unnecessary delays and complications
please remember to quote your reference number and batch numbers in all
correspondence. Furthermore, should there be any change of address do
inform our agent as soon as possible.
Congratulations once more from our members of staff and thank you for


Sincerely Yours,

Iries Van Guus
Lottery Coordinator.

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see that? see my mistake? see how a big dupehead i've become?

tsss. LoL. i replied to the email they sent me to confirm my (fraud) unusual luck. that time i'm really excited. imagine US$ 500,000! i can buy a lot of things with that! i'm imagining my life with PhP 28M! i could fully pay our existing loans! i will never ran out of clothes to wear! i can buy my dream computer! overhaul our cars, or better yet buy a new one! i can fix everything wretched about my life! i can buy anything i want! and use my money according to my own liking.

i happily emailed them as i said before and the next day (today) when i sat down on this chair to check my mail and surf the net... i recieved a reply from the filthy criminals.

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Microsoft Claim/Verification Form (Stricty Confidential)

Dear Arianne,
Please find attached Microsoft Claim Processing/Verification form. Fill in the requested information and send by to our office via Email-attachment or Fax.

Best Regards,
Mrs Becky Van Boxtel
NETPOINT CLAIM MANAGEMENT SERVICES
(Claims undewriter, Claims assessor,Claims adjustor,claim negotiator)E-mail- netpointagency01@mail.wowmail.com,

TEL/ 0031-62-2034-830
FAX/ 0031-847-300-040

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indeed, being the big dupehead that i am, i downloaded the document and checked out the form.

it's asking for my identification. name address phone blah blah blah... and by the end of the form it's asking for a 315 euros processing fee.

where the hell would i get that? that's over 20,000 in our country.
that's when my suspicions start to build. i was so stupid, I KNOW!, for not suspecting the first time i recieved the letter.

i searched about the lottery, entering Microsoft Luckyday as keywords and it yielded a result that brought assurance (and a little frown too) to me.

the letter was not just a SPAM... it's a SCAM...
African Scam 419.

i saw a list of fraud lotteries and found MS Luckyday Int'l there.
now i know.
i investigated more on how to identify scam letters and it really matched the situation i am in.

the thing is.
asd;kfvhnbaj,fdbhqrkgdfk.f!
i absent-mindedly let a VIRUS enter our PC.
if it's not a virus.. then it's an ad or spyware.

either way, that's the LEAST they can do. and i quite lucky that i discovered it even before i filled out the form (containing practically everything a lousy criminal would need to track me, murder my family, and do other horrible things with my identity) and send it back to them. That would definitely end the happy days of my life.

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i'm half resentful on sharing this to you. by now you should be laughing, branding me as a desperate quick-money seeker, a looser, and other berating stuff you could think of.
But i need not care, just heed what you think is worth heeding in this entry.
Just.. Beware of Scam.
that's a very lousy warning but that's basically it.

the big dupe and the big bucks

of course it's spam. how else gullible could i get...
sigh. LoL. what a silly gullible dupe.

we had our CRT (creative reflective thinking) awhile ago... it took the whole day but it's fun. =)

we were like back in our nursery schools where we sit on colorful rubber jigsaw mats and play with our classmates. it almost felt like that and just the mere thought of it makes me smile.

the CRT was, all in all, fun. i couldn't give you the full details because i'm too lazy to do so and even if i did, i know you're not very interested anyway.

tomorrow, back to normal. usual school stuff. boring stuff!

running idiots

i haven't done anything productive this day. =)
our classes were suspended by 2:30 pm because there was a bunch (i insist on BUNCH, not group. if u know what i mean) of idiots waving flags and banners blocking a main road that caused traffic and mayhem.

philippine politics. this is the worst i've seen so far and i won't be surprised if one day martial law will be declared. it's been an option for awhile and as for me, i care a bit but i think it would be for our own good. after all that's what we need!
we need a stricter rule to abide by and i'm sad to say that we even have to risk living under martial law just to get disciplined. we can always do it in other more peaceful ways but i guess we, filipinos, are not patriotic enough to care about what happens in our country.

whhoppps!

i have to cut that off. is this spam or is this true?
i won US$ 500,000!

wait... my heart is still leaping-up.
LoL. i hope this isn't spam. the letter looks so formal pa naman... with contact numbers and stuff...