wee.. my most recent artwork. just made this last night... =) 
watercolor. =)
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at last! i found an achipatro fic!
hahaaa... getting giddy!
watercolor. =)
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at last! i found an achipatro fic!
hahaaa... getting giddy!
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Saturday, September 3, 2005
troy =)
i'm reading troy fics.
i finally found achibris acceptable. ironic to the fact that my OTP is still achipatro. =)
later!
i finally found achibris acceptable. ironic to the fact that my OTP is still achipatro. =)
later!
Friday, September 2, 2005
a bad start and a good end
It's Friday once again!
I'm currently eating a Cadburry TimeOut that my sister bought me.
So, let's go back to where i was 11 hours ago.
That must be around 7am and pretty much I'm still at home, scrambling my way through the stairs rushing to the car that will bring me to school, but that's not the whole story. It's about what happened a few minutes after i stepped out of the car and walked my way to our classroom. Our vice-president was checking who paid for the DLSU application fee, I inquired her if i already paid (although i knew i already did but i just want to make sure) and she said no.
that is when the bad start began.
during the mass, i was in a super bad mood. i'm trying hard to hold my tears because i just lost my chance to go to La Salle (not that i'm really serious about it but let's say the more important thing is the 500 pesos application fee). I can't speak, well i WON'T speak to anyone because my throat was filled with hiccups-and-sniffs and if i managed to say a word it will be like YEE-hiccup-EE-sniff-S?
that's how i felt and i know that's how you feel too when you're going through a series of long sobs. it sucks you know, my handkershief is so wet with tears and mucus. my nose feels so hot and scratched. my eyes seem so red and sore. my head aches!
after the mass, i cooled down a bit. but the anxiousness is still there. first pd. after recess, the matter was rub in further and i cried again! it really sucks big time! people are suddenly concerned (like always) and it helped me a bit. thanks.
i was sniffing the whole time i re-wrote my rough draft, which was by the way 78%, while trying to hold back the tears that insistently want to well out and flood.
i was thinking if ms. benitez saw me, she would think that i was crying because i got a line of 7! but no, i won't cry over that because i realized my faults.
there...
after lunch. cultural show.
i wasn't crying that time because i want to enjoy myself. the program ran from 1-4pm. 4 friggin hours of boredom! the presentations of the lower levels aren't that good. in fact it sucked, they ruined the Filipino culture with what they showed us awhile ago. luckily, some people did a pretty good job so i guess theres still a small fraction of hours that i watched something worth watching.
dismissal time. at last it's done! i think i'm going to have a seat-sore after the show but of course not. went to MMA, had fun with friends. then came the good news,
it was proved that i already paid the lasalle fee. yay!
and that was the good end. include the chocolate there!
I'm currently eating a Cadburry TimeOut that my sister bought me.
So, let's go back to where i was 11 hours ago.
That must be around 7am and pretty much I'm still at home, scrambling my way through the stairs rushing to the car that will bring me to school, but that's not the whole story. It's about what happened a few minutes after i stepped out of the car and walked my way to our classroom. Our vice-president was checking who paid for the DLSU application fee, I inquired her if i already paid (although i knew i already did but i just want to make sure) and she said no.
that is when the bad start began.
during the mass, i was in a super bad mood. i'm trying hard to hold my tears because i just lost my chance to go to La Salle (not that i'm really serious about it but let's say the more important thing is the 500 pesos application fee). I can't speak, well i WON'T speak to anyone because my throat was filled with hiccups-and-sniffs and if i managed to say a word it will be like YEE-hiccup-EE-sniff-S?
that's how i felt and i know that's how you feel too when you're going through a series of long sobs. it sucks you know, my handkershief is so wet with tears and mucus. my nose feels so hot and scratched. my eyes seem so red and sore. my head aches!
after the mass, i cooled down a bit. but the anxiousness is still there. first pd. after recess, the matter was rub in further and i cried again! it really sucks big time! people are suddenly concerned (like always) and it helped me a bit. thanks.
i was sniffing the whole time i re-wrote my rough draft, which was by the way 78%, while trying to hold back the tears that insistently want to well out and flood.
i was thinking if ms. benitez saw me, she would think that i was crying because i got a line of 7! but no, i won't cry over that because i realized my faults.
there...
after lunch. cultural show.
i wasn't crying that time because i want to enjoy myself. the program ran from 1-4pm. 4 friggin hours of boredom! the presentations of the lower levels aren't that good. in fact it sucked, they ruined the Filipino culture with what they showed us awhile ago. luckily, some people did a pretty good job so i guess theres still a small fraction of hours that i watched something worth watching.
dismissal time. at last it's done! i think i'm going to have a seat-sore after the show but of course not. went to MMA, had fun with friends. then came the good news,
it was proved that i already paid the lasalle fee. yay!
and that was the good end. include the chocolate there!
Thursday, September 1, 2005
it sucks to be grammatically wrong
*iyak* haaayy... it's hard to meet a teacher's expectation, especially when she expects you to always observe proper grammar!
i hate grammar! but i have no choice but to follow it.
i just write what i think sounds good not knowing na there waits a big X mark on my paper.
i think i'll drop writing off.
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anyhow
we finished watching troy. it's a great movie. and i cried a lot, i mean held my tears a lot during the scenes where patroclus, hector and achilles died.
if you were in my position, as in you like yaoi and you knew that patroclus and achilles weren't cousins but lovers (in some versions), then you would hate Briseis.
At some point, yes, i hated her but it somehow cooled down when the succeeding events made me realise that patroclus is still MORE important to achilles than briseis.
then, during the last scene where achilles looks for briseis... i hate her again! and again, i cooled down a bit when i realised that he's looking for her just for the sake of sparing her life from agammenon's hands, which doesn't sound compromising enough but is better than knowing that achilles looked for her because he wants her back. i can't take that.
so far that's all i want to rant about. i don't want to bore you with how i clutched tightly to my seatmate's sleeve when some casts are on a brutal combat.
wotcher...
i hate grammar! but i have no choice but to follow it.
i just write what i think sounds good not knowing na there waits a big X mark on my paper.
i think i'll drop writing off.
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anyhow
we finished watching troy. it's a great movie. and i cried a lot, i mean held my tears a lot during the scenes where patroclus, hector and achilles died.
if you were in my position, as in you like yaoi and you knew that patroclus and achilles weren't cousins but lovers (in some versions), then you would hate Briseis.
At some point, yes, i hated her but it somehow cooled down when the succeeding events made me realise that patroclus is still MORE important to achilles than briseis.
then, during the last scene where achilles looks for briseis... i hate her again! and again, i cooled down a bit when i realised that he's looking for her just for the sake of sparing her life from agammenon's hands, which doesn't sound compromising enough but is better than knowing that achilles looked for her because he wants her back. i can't take that.
so far that's all i want to rant about. i don't want to bore you with how i clutched tightly to my seatmate's sleeve when some casts are on a brutal combat.
wotcher...
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
do you want a money spell?
awhile ago my dad and i went to fcm to have my picture taken. i'm so late for the ust requirements damn... then we fetched mom's cl othes in metropole, bought ice cream from the ice cream store sa regalado and went home. =)
i'll be doing a lot of things later! haha... but currently i'm thinking of some other flattering words to put in my profile write-up.
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this what i got from www.witchcraftexposed.com =)
money spell
What you need for this spell:
5 old pennies, 5 dimes, 5 quarters (or, five each of three denominations of your
country's coin currency, if outside the United States), 5 kernels of dried corn, 5 sesame
seeds, 5 cinnamon sticks, 5 cloves, 5 whole allspice, 5 pecans.
Place each item into a thin, tall bottle, such as a spice bottle. Cap it tightly. Shake
the bottle with your receptive hand (the one you do not write with) for 5 minutes while
chanting these or similar words:
“Herbs and silver, Copper and grain; Work to increase my money gain”
Place the money spell bottle on a table somewhere in your house. Leave your
purse, pocketbook, wallet and/or checkbook near the bottle when at home. Allow
money to come into your life. It is done.
i'll be doing a lot of things later! haha... but currently i'm thinking of some other flattering words to put in my profile write-up.
*****
this what i got from www.witchcraftexposed.com =)
money spell
What you need for this spell:
5 old pennies, 5 dimes, 5 quarters (or, five each of three denominations of your
country's coin currency, if outside the United States), 5 kernels of dried corn, 5 sesame
seeds, 5 cinnamon sticks, 5 cloves, 5 whole allspice, 5 pecans.
Place each item into a thin, tall bottle, such as a spice bottle. Cap it tightly. Shake
the bottle with your receptive hand (the one you do not write with) for 5 minutes while
chanting these or similar words:
“Herbs and silver, Copper and grain; Work to increase my money gain”
Place the money spell bottle on a table somewhere in your house. Leave your
purse, pocketbook, wallet and/or checkbook near the bottle when at home. Allow
money to come into your life. It is done.
Monday, August 29, 2005
a big "sigh" to end the day
haaaayyyy
we had another practice awhile ago. it was damn tiring... i actually want to sympathize with the eco song singers for they have another practice to attend...
buti na lang hindi ako pumasa...-_-;; gayon paman... malungkot pero bahala na si Lord!
after ng practice... sumabay na lang ako kina k.a. ... baba sa convergy's para mag starbucks.
=) haay... di nyo alam kung gano ka therapeutic sakin ang kape...
pagdating sa bahay... bihis. tapos gawa agad ng project. kumusta naman ang project ko? 80% done!
kakapagod. ngayon nga di pa ko tapos sa ibang homeworks eh.
haynaku.
off topic tayo mga tsong.
hehe.. eto nanaman ako sa achilles-patrocolus fandom ko.
i'm being observant pag eksena na nila sa troy eh...
instead of taking notes i['m quoting 'fishy' lines like...
"play with my tricks but not with my cousin (patroclus)" achilles to odysseus.
they also said something beetween these lines...
"i told you how to fight but i never told you why!" achilles
"i fight for you." patroclus.
"but who will you fight for when i'm gone...." achilles.
"...i wouldn't be in this battlefield if i'm not concerned for you. now, guard the ship." - achilles to patroclus. uhm... according to my keen eyes they're both at the near-edge of the ship with achilles holding patroclus' face with both of his hands.
now isn't that tooo... sweet?
and to think, it's obviously implied that they're an item (with hints of oxymoron-ism) but people want to stay oblivious to the fact that, hallelujah!, they're gay.
bwahaha.. they're gay! they're gay! they're gay!
i'm not paying too much attention to the story cos i've read a lot already but i do pay attention to achilles and patroclus!
go gays.
we had another practice awhile ago. it was damn tiring... i actually want to sympathize with the eco song singers for they have another practice to attend...
buti na lang hindi ako pumasa...-_-;; gayon paman... malungkot pero bahala na si Lord!
after ng practice... sumabay na lang ako kina k.a. ... baba sa convergy's para mag starbucks.
=) haay... di nyo alam kung gano ka therapeutic sakin ang kape...
pagdating sa bahay... bihis. tapos gawa agad ng project. kumusta naman ang project ko? 80% done!
kakapagod. ngayon nga di pa ko tapos sa ibang homeworks eh.
haynaku.
off topic tayo mga tsong.
hehe.. eto nanaman ako sa achilles-patrocolus fandom ko.
i'm being observant pag eksena na nila sa troy eh...
instead of taking notes i['m quoting 'fishy' lines like...
"play with my tricks but not with my cousin (patroclus)" achilles to odysseus.
they also said something beetween these lines...
"i told you how to fight but i never told you why!" achilles
"i fight for you." patroclus.
"but who will you fight for when i'm gone...." achilles.
"...i wouldn't be in this battlefield if i'm not concerned for you. now, guard the ship." - achilles to patroclus. uhm... according to my keen eyes they're both at the near-edge of the ship with achilles holding patroclus' face with both of his hands.
now isn't that tooo... sweet?
and to think, it's obviously implied that they're an item (with hints of oxymoron-ism) but people want to stay oblivious to the fact that, hallelujah!, they're gay.
bwahaha.. they're gay! they're gay! they're gay!
i'm not paying too much attention to the story cos i've read a lot already but i do pay attention to achilles and patroclus!
go gays.
Sunday, August 28, 2005
meet emerson spartz
try reading this
he is just unbelievable. that's why i like him.
i've never known a fan being greatly recognized by his idols. and FYI, through a website.
how comeeee???
i'm getting envious but then, he's just way better than i am in expressing his devotion.
someday... i will be successful in creating a fansite!!!!
i want to go and ask him, "what kind of spell did you use to create such a website?"
hehe...
come on... look at him. he doesn't look like a nerd stalker. he's got the looks... a not so fan-ish look.
but he's a fan!
and now i'm a fan of a fan!!!
i seem to sound a little furious in here.
i'm half envious and half amazed.
he is just unbelievable. that's why i like him.
i've never known a fan being greatly recognized by his idols. and FYI, through a website.
how comeeee???
i'm getting envious but then, he's just way better than i am in expressing his devotion.
someday... i will be successful in creating a fansite!!!!
i want to go and ask him, "what kind of spell did you use to create such a website?"
hehe...
come on... look at him. he doesn't look like a nerd stalker. he's got the looks... a not so fan-ish look.
but he's a fan!
and now i'm a fan of a fan!!!
i seem to sound a little furious in here.
i'm half envious and half amazed.