pamayanan 06 retreat

i didn't expect myself to be that comfortable with my other classmates since most of them ngayon ko lang naging classmates...

but anyway, it was fun! the sharing, the photolanguage, the discussions, the human sunka... i enjoyed everything... well except for some though... hehe...

ayun, it was both complimenting and insulting to hear other people's comments about you, it makes you feel like a different kind of person, like what you want others to see in you didn't surface that much. gayun paman, i didn't take anything seriously, i'll go with this overclaimed statement, 'change for the better' and see if it really changes anything...

by the way, there are little bits of complaints i have stored in mind, like the
rooms, the common bathrooms and the hot water... =) so far, if i have to judge the facilities, it would pass for a 3.5 star retreat house. :D

hmm.. wudelse... awhile ago i'm so excited to go home but unfortunately my excitement brought me a negative response... supperr hilong hilo ako sa bus, i even threw up... i know there's nothing wrong with me... so it's all the bus' (or he bus driver's?) fault.

so... sooper badtrip ako ngayon... kasi i didn't a good time in the bus na nga, lecheng putakte pa yang AVON na yan.. not the AVON really.. it's with the stupid guy who brought my orders...-_-;;

ang stupid talaga.. kaya ngayon... nag susuffer ako... the promo has already ended and the orders are not yet complete! how am i going to pay that?

bullshit.

ooohhh... there's a flame!

LoL.. it didn't even hit me even with those censored fucks or bullshits or whatever you threw on me...
anyway...

i made progress with my fic Hate Me [archives here]

the second chapter isn't posted yet... but it's already finished and has been proofread by Laura-chan! yeey! thanks... =)
so there... the 2nd chapter is not very suitable for young audiences for it includes scenes which may be offensive to a young child's brain... well it has lime, a little of rape and violence... ok now go figure that out... =)

till here na lang... i'm still planning on what food to buy for the retreat, that's the reason why i'm here in the first place.. =)

i'll be out for three dys coz we'll be staying in the Pink Sister's convent in tagaytay for our seniors' retreat... =)

what a shammmeeee!!!

awhile ago i recieved my first tardy slip for the school year!!!
you might wonder what's so shameful with that... actually wala...=) labo...
you see, i'm trying to break my 'habit' of frequent tardiness since you know, last year i was given a written warning informing me that i was tardy seven times already... weeks after that, i reached my ninth... and another tardy would mean i'm on probation...haha...

unfotunately... i got my tenth late!
fortunately, it was on the last day of classes... nung exam! haha... i never got my punishment =) isa pa... our secretary was kind of absent minded that time.. kaya di na ko kumuha ng tardy slip!
takas!

waheheeee... i'm playing games right now... =)

sweets? ... indulge!

wow!
i've never been in this kind of food indulgence thingy before!!! ang daming sweetssss!!! meeehhhnnn, to bad poor little resident ants won't get anywhere near my treats! haha...

wala.. masaya... hyper!
my mom bought... banana cake, buko pie (the orginal one daw), oatmeal-raisin-cashew cookies, brownies, mango cookies (this tastes super nice!), prune cookies and krinkles... =)

haha... plus, my dad bought me hershey's almond kisses!
and then... they bought the dried seaweed paper in aji-chiban which costs 150 pesos! that's 300% more of the one i bought from neo korean grocery store in plaza andrea don antonio...anyway.. mas masarap naman kaya ok lang.. hehe

well... foodtrip!
watta dinner!

dream guy

no, i'm not going to describe my dream guy coz it'll sound more like a fantasy guy than a real guy and i wouldn't want myself to swoon over some ideal tech-created man.

what i'm talking about is the book by candy holliday...
kinda nice.. i'm halfway na nga eh.. anyway... wala lang.. i just recalled what ate surot said, being the creative writing major that she is, she told us to rip off reading stuff by paulo coelho (the alchemist, veronica decides to die...) and other chick-lit junk. oh, coelho doesn't write chick-lit btw...

it hurts. coz i'm a fan of chick-lit. kulang nalang sabihin nya, "include meg cabot there..."

unforgivable.

i don't know what others see with seriously plotted books like da vinci code, and other dan brown books... sure, maganda ung plot and i mean super! pero the way he writes... wala, ang technical. parang i want to put a warning on the cover saying, "have a dictionary with you while reading. thanks"

sorry kasi! mahina ang vocab ko.-_-;;

anyway, dan brown (and people like him, i dunno how to describe them kaya i took him as an example) is good with plotting (the facts.. cool) but he bores me with his writing.
chick-lit stuff lacks in plot, but the way they write it is pretty much irresistable.. in my case, that is.

besides.. i'm a teenager.

culture shock

that's the term i always hear from college freshies coming from our school...
it's really shocking to suddenly be engulfed in a world you were barely oriented with but i don't think it deserves this kind of expression from me, "oh my god! seriously you haven't tried this thing yet?" - with matching mocking-left-eyebrow-up look

well... i think no one would be superior enough to use that.. so let's use a milder one... h'bout "weeeh?! baket?"

LoL.. that's soo proud... and boast.. and rude... pero if i discover something worth a shock.. i'll just say, "talaga? ayus lang yan!" shempre.. pa humble... or maybe just... shrug. hahaha...

this day's orientation was more fun than yesterday's
generally because we were just being fed tips and tricks, plus a couple of funny encounters by our alumni...=)

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the schools...

er... i don't want to share the list since it won't matter to you anyway.. but i want to share something...

i wanna study abroad!
well.. in my dreams actually, i don't want to pay as much as 200,000 just to earn an internship in Paris for one month!...perhaps
you see, if i study there... i won't be studying seriously! europe is not the best place to study because if you were actually there... you'd rather walk your stilletos on cobble-stoned streets or sit on a bench in front of the Eiffel Tower and... stare.

that's a very productive idea... what do you think?

anyway...i'm not really planning to study abroad.. i even slept while the speaker's talking! and i mean real sleep.. or nap if you prefer... and since i had a very deep short nap.. i also had a very DEEP short dream...

i was there sitting on the same chair, wearing the same thing, listening to the same junk, with my seatmate holding a basketball... and that's weird.. anyway it ended there coz i felt myself falling on the wrong direction and i don't want to make my escape nap so obvious =)

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when i got home.. my sister's already there since you know, it's friday! and she bought me my favortie kropeck! haha...
edi shepre.. EVER trip...=) she bought naruto CDs once more and the unexpected happened...

i suddenly felt i have my preiod already! and i was right...
of course i didn't have ny spare undies! who would bring stuff like that in the mall? actually i didn't have anything! i just brought myself and stuffed the money in my pocket! i didn't bring my bag kasi if i did, it will be full of whatever things.. like my vanity kit, my wallet, my hankerchief, my cellphone and a whole lot of things that will end up useless in the end... pero that was when fate found me unready for an attack... and thank goodness that even with the thinness of my pants nothing embarassing spilled out... you know what i mean...

and that's the end of my one day adventure... =)
stay tuned! (roight...-_-;;)

college dilemma

we had our career orientation awhile ago...
well... most of the time it's boring and the only thing that caught my attention aside from the videos was FEU's speaker...
he's a good speaker... and i was really convinced to study there... unfortunately it's too far and even though there's a much nearer branch in our place... the course i want isn't there...-_-;;

now this is my goal... I MUST PASS UP! and i will... because i only have to will it and study hard and God will do the necessary steps... he can write my name on the list of incoming freshmen beforehand, or he can turn my wrong answers to right then i'll pass, or he can whisper to me the right answers while taking the UPCAT... you know God has a lot of ways to let me pass but in order for him to grant my request i have to have enough FAITH to carry myself till the end...

i always say that to myself... have faith!

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back to the talk...
here are the schools who kind-of tried to encourage us in joining their campuses...
miriam college
far eastern university
centro escolar university
college of the holy spirit
ateneo
university of asia and the pacific
college of culinary arts
[tomorrow there'll be another talk so that's not the final list...]
did i forget something?

anyway... they tried, but most of them i found unnerving and discouraging so i striked their schools off my vocabulary of potential future-campuses and waited for a school worthy of an arianne birog... (haha.. yabang!)

so there... feed yourself with my floccinaucinihilifilificatious (that's a real word! except that i made it n adjective!) rants.

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