inhaleeeee!!! inhaaaallllleeeee!!! ok.. exhaleeee...

pagod na pagod na ko...-_-;;
i don't have enough stamina to play tennis for the whole day.. kahit 1 1/2 hours lang pagod na ko eh...

awww... my sister is in UPLB today.. enrollment... watabout?! 7:30 ung start ng orientation and heller... where do we live... gawd we live in a place 2 hours away from losbanos...-_-;; i woke up alone... saaaddd... *iyak*

haha.. joke.

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i recieved mail from 5566 funland... may meeting... ampu... i wanna quit... i was so blinded with tony sun lang talaga... and that was before... and now na malinaw na ang mata ko... i don't need him! i don't need zax, sam, rio, jason or whoever...-_-;;

that's one of the biggest mistakes na nagawa ko... joining the club. LoL... i'm soo out of place talaga...-_-;;; gumastos ako... for food and stuff... the shirt is toooo big for me... ni hindi ko maatim na suotin... mukha akong tibo...-_-;; black pa... ang init... the ID was ok... i mean... cge... memories... haha... official naman yun eh...^^;;

shoot... what if someone from the club calls to confirm my arrival? gagi... sabihin ko kaya mag q-quit ako???
hmmm... ano kaya.... uuhm...cge.. I QUIT!

sorry talaga.. nyak as if may nagbabasang funlander db?
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magppmedical ako mmya... yahooo.. time to check my chest pain, uh.. breast pain pla.. bka iba na to eh... ^^;;
i wanna go out... i wanna go drink coffeee... mocha blends.. starbucks? kahit nescafe frostee lang aus na... samahan nyo ko!!! nood tayo moviee... libre ko!!

gagu.. nag-aya! haha...
joke lang... ang hirap maghanap ng kasama ngayon...-_-;; my sister... kj yun.. kuripot pa... ang lonely ko naman...nakanampu.

i wanna go somewhere farrr... ung hindi mainit... sa mega mall... ice skating!! haha.... wala nnman akong kasama... bad3p.-_-;;

mt. makiling

haha.... good girl ako nung outing... harhar...
we went to pook ni maria makiling deeeeeeppppp inside UP los banos... LoL... dun daw ung first date ng parents ko.. haha...

feettyurs...

-our cottage name

the actual cottage... see the mumu?
beeh.. joke!



pool pool pool... LoL how many angles of the pool should i show you...
^_^ that pool... so far is the biggest pool i've ever seen in my whole life... kasi.. sha ay... duh.. olympic size...-_-;;


terai and the loooonnnnngggg looooonnnnng stairs... grabe.. hiningal ako.. and there's a telescope sa tuktok! kaso wala na ngayon dahil natakpan na ng treeesss.

blah sceneries... libot libot

bridge over troubled, i mean dirty, water

patrick kulit


mommy and me... shempre ayaw tumingin..-_-;;

pips... tito manny, tita ambbi, terai, daddy and patrick, mommy... the others.. ewan... ^^;;

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yuun lang... baw.
masaya naman... actually i was underestimating the place but i was wrong.. twas a nice place to get along well with nature...^^;;
uhm.. ayun.

i'm not dead!

LoL.. welcome to my new layout.. well the layout is not pretty new to you... but the motif and theme is new!
you see... it's a dull kind of green.. but because of the totally rockin linkin park theme i have here... the dull turns to bright! hurrah!!!

we had tennis awhile ago... and i had my friggin 2nd day.. you know what i mean... ^_^

i wasn't able to do well.. er.. that was in my opinion... o cge na nga.. since i don't do well everytime we do the sessions.. i think i'm not in the right position to give myself a scale of 'how far is my tennis skills somehow?'

well as you can't see... i'm not anywhere around home.. i'm in FCM... doing my usual neopets gaming sessions... our computer is wrecked and it doesn't reply to popups... even though we don't have popup blockers... and copy-pasting a shortcut in a new window won't work too because most popups i open is javascript powered... so ayun... chill.

i'm bad... my sister and i are supposed to be grocery-ing for foods for tomorrow's trip but i excused myself to give time for my selfish desires... we also ran out of nternet card na... and i'm saving...

blah.

uhm... uhmm... my mind is blank... back to the games!!!
i'm so happy!
i got my allowance na... i mean it's an utang kasi... from last year's summer job... lupit noh? 1 year akong naghintay ng sweldo... haha... don't ask. basta i'm happy..

i don't have any decent summer job to enter... kasi i'm busy preparing for college entrance tests nga diba... and we had milo pa... and we have... blah.. wala na pala.. haha

i miss my friends...^_^

linkin park rocks! \m/

weeee... i love linkin park... i'm rockin wit them 2day! haha... wala lng... funny.. i'm slowly getting into the radical punk type... haha dun want that to happen... i'm just depressed... i need to take this out...

why does it feel like i'm about to die?
every night i feel this same agony that's torturing me less during the wee hours of the day but it's pulling itself to the extreme every night when i sleep..hmmm...

it's like i'm being kulam-ed. LoL... the pain concentrates on my left chest... ok.. breast.. or maybe the heart itself.. i dunno but it freakin hurts... like when i breathe... it would be a labored kind and i can't continue heaving a deep sigh because the pain is triggering... like a nerve would explode and i'll faint.. and i'll never wake up.

ok.. i'm dead!

and when i'm dead... i'll go either up or down.. but first... i'll do a little freak to those people who made my life either happy or sad... i'll chat... with those people i wanna say a formal goodbye to and i'll also chat to those people who fuckin ruined a day or two in my life and scare them to hell.

i'll post in this blog... my last post explaining gratitude to those i love and apology to those whom i've hurt.

do you know what this means?
=(

the more the merrier.. SHUT UP!

currently listening to: breaking the habit - linkin park

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THAT IS THE WORST TAGLINE I EVER HEARD!
i hate them!!!!
i'm turning green... shit! fuck them all!
tita ammbi's car will be used this sunday for the outing... which means... EVERYONE will join.
and i hate everyone so sunday is not my dayy!!!

argghhhh.... i'm turning valentina naaaaa!!! shiiiitttt.

bwisit talaga... i don't like it when a lot of people join our FAMILY outing... especially if they're not really part of OUR family.

i'll kill someone who considers this outing a FAMILY outing. coz it's now a BUSINESS OUTING! pucha... kami pa ngayon ang sabit?!
humanda kayo sa kamandag ko!
bwiseeeettt talagaaaa...

ano gusto nyo palabasin? utang pa namin sa mga ahenteng yan na naging manager c daddy?
mga gago! baliktarin nyo man ang mundo... wala kaming utang na loob sa inyo!

nagseselos akoooooo!!! puchaaaa... *naiiyak na ko*
putanginanyo!

kayo lang ang pinag-gagastusan ng mga magulang ko... pa outing outing pa kayo.. ayusin nyo nga ung production nyo! every week naghahanda kami ng lunch nyo! mahiya nga kayo... parang linggo linggo may burol dito ah!!

putanginaaaaa....galit ako... syeeettt!

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i already started the facade.. awhile ago...

the bookworm is back!

not really a BOOKworm but if that's how you describe a person who loves to read... pwede na rin...
but i would rather call myself an e-book worm.. hehe...

LoL... i'm not yet finished with series of unfortunate events 2...-_-;; i'm always busy with other things...
awhile ago i downloaded the da vinci code (yeah, haven't read that parin.. i mean i did... the first 2 chapters but i have to return the book na eh... and i don't intend to spend money for it.. kaya ayan.. it's download time!) and angels and demons (yeah! the ampigram cover is waaayy cool!).

it's reading time once again... haha...

puhlease... i'm neither cheap nor a pro-piracy activist... i'm just being practical... what's less than 30 minutes of download time in exchange for a 335 (or more) worth of a single book purchase?

check your downloading softwares... you might want to search for some good books too... unfortunately i doubt you can find every book you want.. but still.. think about it..
i use limewire. ^_^ go on...haha...

btw.. i love linkin park! \m/

whew...o.-

i just came from the tennis clinic... woew.. as usual... tired. i still don't know what to do with my jealousy... ang sama ko noh... cge cge... i won't be... from now on.. good girl na ko. haha...

yesterday was also tiring... i went to mama beth's store to help kasi she doesn't have any helper na eh... i thought managing a sari sari store is easy pero hindi pala.. her store kasi is a carinderia-slash-sarisaristore-slash-bakery.... o diba ang saya?

haha... kasama ko cousin ko... wahehehe... eto ang pinaka ayokong itinda...
cigarettes.

baket? kasi iba iba ung presyo.. nkkwindang and i have to use the calculator pa.. kainis...
pero i learned kung pano magbukas ng kaha ng sigarilyo.. haha.. saya..
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i quoted this from my idol.. valentina...
"i can always pull it off, because... i'm valentina"

LoL... i'm using that line frequently na nga eh.. haha...