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Sunday, April 24, 2005

what i like in guys (survey!)

gawain ng bored... got this thru friendster..

what i like in guys
1. Suplado: no
2. Mr. Shades: it's alright as long as it's needed..
3. Bad boy: nah
4. Masculado: no... tama lang... parang sebastian in cruel intentions 1! hihi
5. Guys who give flowers: sure... basta red roses
6. Smiling face: sure! pero nice teeth ha?
7. Hiphop: not really...
8. Guys who ask permission b4 courting: i like that... para hindi pakiramdaman
9. Has earing/s: wag na.. mag-away pa kami eh...haha
10. Used to chew bubblegum: sure basta hindi habit.. haha
11. Long-hair: no
12. Bald: no
13. Antipatiko: get out...
14. Torpe: not really... basta he's working on it..
15. Computer-games adik: no thanks... lalo kaming mag-aaway
16. Basketball player: sure pero not for a living ah...
17. Mr. Count-my-ex's-till-you-drop: yak
18. Mestizo: pwede. ok rin moreno basta di negro... negra na ko eh.. ahaha
19. Guys who sing well: sure!
20. Quiet/tame: uhmm... no... basta nasa lugar
21. Cumlaude: gusto ko suma! haha... sure
22. Formal: nope.. 50-50 etiket ko eh... haha
23. Friendly: malamang
24. Mr. I have an opinion about anything & everything: wag na lang...bka idemanda ko yan
25. Motorcyle guy: bike na lang ok?
26. Rocker: no... bsta marunong mag play ng instrument... guitar
27. Skate boarder: wag na sagot ko pa pang ospital mo
28. Alaskador (prankster): ok lang... wag lang magpapaiyak
29. Flirt: sino bang may gusto nito? shoo
30. Mr. Campus Crush: pwede...
31. bigotilyo: noo
32. Painter: sure! basta not for a living ah...
33. Galante: obcors
34. Mr. Love Letter: ayos!
35. Maporma: ayaw... simple na casual lang..
36. Talks Too Much: no
37. Soccer Hottie: aba.. tara!
38. Anti-Christ: go to hell
39. Mama's Boy: mahiya ka nga...
40. Hangs Out With His Friends A Lot: not really..
41. Mysterious Guy: cge
42. Cute Idiot: ayoko sa mga tanga eh
43. Guitarist: obcors
44. Wide Vocabulary Guy: oo! this is a must.
45. Loves you: er... duh?

it's 1:49 pm

nothin much happened this morning... as usual.. church....
the band there's getting heavier! i mean... we're like having a 45 minute concert!
it was really fun... the interludes and solos... LoL... it's a 12-man band.. everone's a professional expecially mr. idol..the great pianist for me! haha... the 'greatest' slot is still vacant...
there were three trumpets and three saxophones... woah... haha... stig i love the electric guitar.. galing galing.. clap clap... ang saya.. nakakiyak! haha...
LoL.. whenever we sing 'above all' i can't help but recall 'the passion of the christ'...
crucified, laid behind the stone... you lived and died rejected and alone... like a rose trampled on the ground... you took the fall and thought of me... above all...

seriously, i'd rather have the whole 2 hours doing praise and worship songs... hanep.
kaya nga i love my home church... every sunday i'm attending morning concerts in a real auditorium! wahehehe...
join?

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how ironic, whenever i wanted to update my blog during eventful times, i always forget and the next time i sit here i couldn't remember anything memorabe for the past few moments... but still i get the hang of blogging and prolong my posts with random thoughts... ahhahahaaa...

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this day i'm so happy... bakeet? kasi nakapa ko ung theme song ng DARNA! haha... so happy.. the part of 'hawakan mong aking mga kamay...' tapos ung strings blah... i'm so happy talaga... favorite ko nanaman c darna... when i was a kid i used to like her kasi we have a lot of darna comics kaso nawala na ... tapos i got more interested in animes kaya nakalimutan ko na sha...pero now that she's back.. masaya na ko!
ok lang nman c angel locsin pero i get to appreciate Valentina more kasi idol ko c alessandra de rossi... haha walang aangal!!!!
pero i don't like her acting dun... hehe....

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HATE LIST UPDATE!
ok.. so diba... i hate sandarafuckingidiottangaengotgaga parkputanginanyapanget... now i hate sarahpucha geronimograsa... haha don't blame me... pagpilitan banaman ang sarili sa reload? what's more? partner pa ni hero.... eeeewww? matatanggap ko pa c erich eh.. pero yun? yuck epal... wala na shang ibang ggwin kundi magpakyut! eeeeewwww.... ano bayan hero! mas matatanggap ko pa na bakla ka sa reload imbis na ung partner mo kung hindi tanga , pakyut naman! haynakkkkooooo

Saturday, April 23, 2005

INGGITERA!

that's me... my case right now is sooo common... i'm jealous of my sister, like most younger siblings do...-_-;;

pero i don't hate her... i love her sooo much nga eh.. kaso i'm jeaous how VERY fortunate she is that even though she failed her dream school (ateneo)... she passed UP naman....
aside from that... her application form for a scholarship in Starr Foundation in New York was granted... and later she'll be recieving loads of dollars a month...

and if she wants to study in the states, someone will always be there to support her financially... weow. and my parents don't have to spend a lot with her tuition pa...
-_-;; i'm proud... pero jealous paren...

parang ang ironic para sa status nya na maging scholar diba? she's not poor! we're not poor! pero blah.. she's intelligent kasi eh...
hah! if i know... anyone can top in FEU-fern HS! ilipat mo kaya sha sa Holy... makaka line of 9 kaya sha?

i don't think so.
the comptetion here is damn tough you need to shed your blood to get a decent score.
i'm thinking a lot of things regarding my future... how will i pass the upcat? what wourse will i get? how am i going to get a scholarship grant with starr?

blaahh... i need to study hard... everyone is smart. and i have to be smarter.

it's nice listening to others...

LoL... i'm listening to my friend's semi-broken love life awhile ago and it's really funny... sama noh?
funny nman talaga eh...
kahit na gano katalino ang tao super dupe parin ng heart... tsk.
LoL...
i learned something new.... about the Monasteryo ng Sta. Clara... you offer eggs then you write your wishes to a piece of paper and the monks there will pray for it... the number of eggs to be offered depends on the weight of your wish... there's no harm in trying... the monks are catholics nman eh... di nga pla ako catholic pero hindi nman masma eh... they'll pray for you, i'll pray fo myself too... blah.

more? the church is somewhere in katipunan.
i told myself to visit it sometime.... ^__^
join?

yay! it's done!

at last... i'm done with my entrance test review..what a relief.. actually no... the dryrun was freakin hard i don't know where in my brain i stucked that knowledge... haha... i failed... like most of us... with a horrendous average of 39%! how great... pero duh... their dry-runs are usually harder than the actual exams eh.. so i won't worry... my sister also failed hers last year and yet she passed UP... haha... ^^;;

o cge cge... onga pla.. i started my blog in friendster... haha.. la lang just trying kung hanggang san ang extent ng kanilang features...
anyway i won't get serious with that... blogger is way better... hehe...
oh... btw... wala lang.. i'll be changing from v.5-6! haha... Blog-girl na pla ko... haha.. watch out na lng for my new template...

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i woke up very early this morning only to find out na hapon pa pla ung clinic... kainis.. di na tuloy ako inaantok... eheheee...
uhm... so far yun lang... sayang my sister and i wont be able to join my parents in prayer mountain since we have agendas for today... :(

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uhm...
yun lang...

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

intimidation...

it's a known fact that NO ONE, not even a person who considers her life an open book, confides her whole life to a certain person...
an individual holds secrets only he/she knows and of course secrets he/she doesn't want anyone to know...

because.
people may laugh
people may judge
people may discriminate
people may think he/she's insane
people may think he/she's a dreamer...

so, puro pala tao ang problema eh?
it's just that people are sooo judgemental.

sometimes i feel na there's no point of making a blog since it won't guarantee you privacy and in the latter part you can't explain your own feelings kasi alam mong may bumabasa and alam mong it's either may matatamaan or may mag bablab... just like my 'hate list' (if you remember)... puro blind items kasi kilala ng mga majority ng readers kung sino yun... as much as i want to put up a backstabbing blog for myself, i just couldn't.

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i'm getting off-track...
back to intimidation...
everybody's a dreamer... dba?
pero no one speaks out her dreams kasi nakakahiya, especially if she's a NOBODY in their world...
take me for example, i'm just average... you can say i have no known talent that is superior to others. i'm an artist, but someone is always better than me. i like a lot of sports, but it doesn't show in my personality... because someone is always better than me. i like music, but it still doesn't show coz i don't make a statement saying i can't live without music. i'm a webdesigner, but someone will always be better that me.

so i get intimidated, i'm not getting any further in my personality enhancement scale.
i'm very much affected with my surroundings. blah... inferiority complex.

even before the word blog boomed, i was blogging na... 3 yrs na nga eh... pero now that a lot of people started blogging na rin, i feel out... kht na pioneer na pioneer and dating... haha.. wala lang..

lam nyo ba ung isang episode sa lizzie mcguire? ung kay gordo? he likes retro music (mejo retro lang pero old..) pero when ethan craft, with the help of liz and miranda, made it a popular trend in school gordo feels his 'passion' is not his' anymore... kaya, he lurked himself in flying model aircrafts instead... -_-;;

ganun. haha...ang ewan ku ngaun...
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huwaw! my bneficiaries din pla ung advantage card ni mommy sa sm! hihi, we'll be having a lot of starbucks gift cheques soon! hihi...

freakin cheap?

haha... almost everything i'm wearing today is from divisoria.. haha... the jacket the blouse the pants... well except for the slippers.. hehe... last week we went to divisoria for my sister's supposed-to-be wardrobe update since she will need it in UPLB, unforunately when we got home only one of her blouses fits her well and the others were too fit for her... and now they're mine.. haha...

during our bargain hunt (LoL, everywhere is a bargain...) i almost gave up on walking since my legs are in great pain due to the tennis drills. whenever we approach a staircase or any elevated platform for that matter, i curse and try to build up ATP's more that enough to carry myself for a single step... that sucks. i almost thought i'm going to get limp!

but luckily, as you can see i'm still capable of typing and walking down to this basement to face my friend.

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it's MSA day today, and this would be the 2nd to the last meeting of our ultimately boring lessons!.. huraah... -.-
i can't say i didn't learn a thing coz honestly i think i'm becoming more competetive... haha... cge joke lang yun.
remember the other day? may strike kaya i had a hard time looking for jeeps in katipunan... pero today ayus na so thank God.

i have a suggestion... why don't gasoline shops avail the price hike only to private vehicles tapos standard price na lang sa mga PUVs? para di taas ng taas ang fare... sooper inconvinent for me na maghanap ng 50 cents sa wallet noh... tpos when i pay six they won't return the 50 cents anymore... grr...

ok.. nuff bout that...

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awhile ago while eating in mcdo, 2 mcdo girls (ano ba tawag dun?) approached me. tapos naparanoid utak ko, i was thinking if i did something wrong... and the only could-be-wrong thing that entered my mind was when i ate my sandwich (which was not a mcdo product) and demanded for 3 kechups for one regular fries. pero shempre, poise dba..

i was tinged with relief when they revealed their purpose for approaching me, wala lang pala eh, girl#1 introduced me to girl#2 which was analyn and said she was the one who cooked my fries, she interviewed me lang naman kung masarap ung fries, kung kulang or sobra sa salt and shempre i answered... sabi ko sobra ung salt chaka ang saggy, di tulad ng jollibee....

haha.. joke.. shempre sabi ko ok lang nman, ubos na nga eh. haha...

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