it's nice listening to others...

LoL... i'm listening to my friend's semi-broken love life awhile ago and it's really funny... sama noh?
funny nman talaga eh...
kahit na gano katalino ang tao super dupe parin ng heart... tsk.
LoL...
i learned something new.... about the Monasteryo ng Sta. Clara... you offer eggs then you write your wishes to a piece of paper and the monks there will pray for it... the number of eggs to be offered depends on the weight of your wish... there's no harm in trying... the monks are catholics nman eh... di nga pla ako catholic pero hindi nman masma eh... they'll pray for you, i'll pray fo myself too... blah.

more? the church is somewhere in katipunan.
i told myself to visit it sometime.... ^__^
join?

yay! it's done!

at last... i'm done with my entrance test review..what a relief.. actually no... the dryrun was freakin hard i don't know where in my brain i stucked that knowledge... haha... i failed... like most of us... with a horrendous average of 39%! how great... pero duh... their dry-runs are usually harder than the actual exams eh.. so i won't worry... my sister also failed hers last year and yet she passed UP... haha... ^^;;

o cge cge... onga pla.. i started my blog in friendster... haha.. la lang just trying kung hanggang san ang extent ng kanilang features...
anyway i won't get serious with that... blogger is way better... hehe...
oh... btw... wala lang.. i'll be changing from v.5-6! haha... Blog-girl na pla ko... haha.. watch out na lng for my new template...

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i woke up very early this morning only to find out na hapon pa pla ung clinic... kainis.. di na tuloy ako inaantok... eheheee...
uhm... so far yun lang... sayang my sister and i wont be able to join my parents in prayer mountain since we have agendas for today... :(

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uhm...
yun lang...

intimidation...

it's a known fact that NO ONE, not even a person who considers her life an open book, confides her whole life to a certain person...
an individual holds secrets only he/she knows and of course secrets he/she doesn't want anyone to know...

because.
people may laugh
people may judge
people may discriminate
people may think he/she's insane
people may think he/she's a dreamer...

so, puro pala tao ang problema eh?
it's just that people are sooo judgemental.

sometimes i feel na there's no point of making a blog since it won't guarantee you privacy and in the latter part you can't explain your own feelings kasi alam mong may bumabasa and alam mong it's either may matatamaan or may mag bablab... just like my 'hate list' (if you remember)... puro blind items kasi kilala ng mga majority ng readers kung sino yun... as much as i want to put up a backstabbing blog for myself, i just couldn't.

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i'm getting off-track...
back to intimidation...
everybody's a dreamer... dba?
pero no one speaks out her dreams kasi nakakahiya, especially if she's a NOBODY in their world...
take me for example, i'm just average... you can say i have no known talent that is superior to others. i'm an artist, but someone is always better than me. i like a lot of sports, but it doesn't show in my personality... because someone is always better than me. i like music, but it still doesn't show coz i don't make a statement saying i can't live without music. i'm a webdesigner, but someone will always be better that me.

so i get intimidated, i'm not getting any further in my personality enhancement scale.
i'm very much affected with my surroundings. blah... inferiority complex.

even before the word blog boomed, i was blogging na... 3 yrs na nga eh... pero now that a lot of people started blogging na rin, i feel out... kht na pioneer na pioneer and dating... haha.. wala lang..

lam nyo ba ung isang episode sa lizzie mcguire? ung kay gordo? he likes retro music (mejo retro lang pero old..) pero when ethan craft, with the help of liz and miranda, made it a popular trend in school gordo feels his 'passion' is not his' anymore... kaya, he lurked himself in flying model aircrafts instead... -_-;;

ganun. haha...ang ewan ku ngaun...
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huwaw! my bneficiaries din pla ung advantage card ni mommy sa sm! hihi, we'll be having a lot of starbucks gift cheques soon! hihi...

freakin cheap?

haha... almost everything i'm wearing today is from divisoria.. haha... the jacket the blouse the pants... well except for the slippers.. hehe... last week we went to divisoria for my sister's supposed-to-be wardrobe update since she will need it in UPLB, unforunately when we got home only one of her blouses fits her well and the others were too fit for her... and now they're mine.. haha...

during our bargain hunt (LoL, everywhere is a bargain...) i almost gave up on walking since my legs are in great pain due to the tennis drills. whenever we approach a staircase or any elevated platform for that matter, i curse and try to build up ATP's more that enough to carry myself for a single step... that sucks. i almost thought i'm going to get limp!

but luckily, as you can see i'm still capable of typing and walking down to this basement to face my friend.

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it's MSA day today, and this would be the 2nd to the last meeting of our ultimately boring lessons!.. huraah... -.-
i can't say i didn't learn a thing coz honestly i think i'm becoming more competetive... haha... cge joke lang yun.
remember the other day? may strike kaya i had a hard time looking for jeeps in katipunan... pero today ayus na so thank God.

i have a suggestion... why don't gasoline shops avail the price hike only to private vehicles tapos standard price na lang sa mga PUVs? para di taas ng taas ang fare... sooper inconvinent for me na maghanap ng 50 cents sa wallet noh... tpos when i pay six they won't return the 50 cents anymore... grr...

ok.. nuff bout that...

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awhile ago while eating in mcdo, 2 mcdo girls (ano ba tawag dun?) approached me. tapos naparanoid utak ko, i was thinking if i did something wrong... and the only could-be-wrong thing that entered my mind was when i ate my sandwich (which was not a mcdo product) and demanded for 3 kechups for one regular fries. pero shempre, poise dba..

i was tinged with relief when they revealed their purpose for approaching me, wala lang pala eh, girl#1 introduced me to girl#2 which was analyn and said she was the one who cooked my fries, she interviewed me lang naman kung masarap ung fries, kung kulang or sobra sa salt and shempre i answered... sabi ko sobra ung salt chaka ang saggy, di tulad ng jollibee....

haha.. joke.. shempre sabi ko ok lang nman, ubos na nga eh. haha...

^^;;

sometimes you just have to do your part ...

last sunday, uhmm yesterday pla... my parents are discussing certain matters about work and family (specif. my uncle) and they were burdened so much...-_-;;

ayoko ng ganun, my dad was super furious because his cellphone was stolen by some freakin idiot who doesn't know what's hot today... what's worse, sa loob pa mismo ng bahay nanakaw... bwisit... kasi nman ung mga guests nmen noh, nagsasama pa ng boyfriend ng daughter.. ano kala nyo sa bahay namin... may burol na magbibigay ng kape at biskwet?!

-_-;;
bwiset talaga... tapos we're having problems pa with my uncle dahil sa bisyo nya... haaayyy...-_-;;

in short, bad mood buong bahay..
my mom was sad too.. actually lahat kme...

tapos, that after while i was answering my homework my sister told me if want to tag along with daddy sa SM, magcacanvass ng phone and computer...
ok, so pumayag ako and since i'm done na with my work...

lahat kami ng mall, just for the sake of entering a comfort zone...
tapos ayun, that night ang generous ko... i treated all of us in yoshinoya for dinner... kasi ayaw ko sad sila the whole period... my mom was planning on skipping dinner pa nga eh.. kasi lam nyo yun.. ang hirap ng maraming problems.. pero i said na hindi kayo mkkhanap ng solution pag gutom kaya it-treat ko na lng kayo..

after dinner everyone was happy... i made a deal with them which says 'no frowning' kahit ngayun lang...

blah blah...

and that was my part of cheering my family up.
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today:
kainis, strike pla ngayon.. hirap maghanap ng jeep...-_-;;

alang kwenta...-_-;;

pagod na pagod na pagod na ko...-_-;;

kaninang umaga tennis, early this afternoon i have classes nnman... sobra na... ang sakit na nga ng katawan ko di ko na mabuhat sarili ko sa overpass...-_-;;

tss... grrr.. ayoko na magcommute... haha... masaya kaso epal pag walang SOBRANG pera... lam nyo yun... mahirap magpigil gumimik sa katipunan... haha...

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so far.. ayus paren... haha... -_-;;
i'm planning on making a new layout.... version 5.1 kung bga kaso i'm still thinking on the image... haha... -_-;;

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walang magawa.
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c'mon ang bagal ng oras... ang tagal pa ng may19! kupal!

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er... wala lng... -_-;; ang boring ng buhay sa MSA...

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i had a dream... i didn't pass UPCAT daw... haha... epal... in my dream i was crying as i lay petrified on the floor holding the paper which says 'sorry, you didn't pass blah... tpos may grade...' alang hiyaaaa...

2.4!!!!
ginagago ako ng utak ko ah..
pero i believe it won't come true.. haha... faith lang yan...^^;;
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uhm.. wala mashado nangyari ngayon... as usual... lam nyo na buhay ko ngayong summer dba? aral laro aral laro.. repeat sequence for as long as you want...

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hmmm... err...-_-;;
haha... ala tlga kong magawa... -_-;;

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nga pla... i want to buy..'confessions of a shopoholic', 'the da vinci code', 'where to park your broomstick'... ok in short gusto ko bumili ng isang buong library.. haha..

umiral ang pagka nerd. -_-;;
bookworm pla...

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err... bale.. ughghhh... bwiset... i'm not writing anything substantial pansin nyo?
magq-quiz na lng ako... teka

i'm out!

hehe... i'm here n prince david's condo, waiting for larz.. haha...-_-;; wala akong magawa kaya eto... nagsasayang ng pera sa internet... ^^;;

i went to nat'l bukstore awhile ago and window shopped for books! yeah! books books books! i really love books kaso my vocabulary isn't getting any bigger... -_-;;

haha... wala lng... stig i saw series of unfortunate events... it's worth a lot of bucks talaga pero sulit nmn kasi enjoy basahin (regardless of the title)... unfrtunately, i'm involved in some sort of piracy over the net and i refuse to pay such amount! haha... ^^;;

er... kung marami lang ako pera edi sana bumili na ko ng maraming libro.. hmmm... bat di ko napasin, pwede ko rin iconsider ung size ng nat'l bukstore katips para sa aking dream house! haha... minus the authenticity nga lang... ^_^

ang daming skulm8s dito... pakalat kalat... hehe... la lng...

whew. gutom na ko.. ^_^... cge out to lunch muna... ^____^;;