i'm sick...:(

i was forbidden to use the computer... because i'm still recovering from a brain problem (yuh... i have a brain problem and it's dead serious)

i started feeling this really agonizing pain that's breaking my skull just this monday, and they said it was brought to me by the radiation, from the computer. saadddd.
saaaddd
saaaaddddddd...! :( :( :(

haha... and i'm just sneaking out on my beloved... *hugs monitor*
goodbye for now,
i shall return.
(i wish) :(

IBAHIN NYO KO!

pagkatapos ng exams, mga tao'y lagalag
kung san san napapadpad ng kanilang utak na ngarag
pagkatapos ng exams, ako'y nagpapahinga
dahil wala akong balak na lumabas at maglakwacha
bakit nga ba?
dahil gimik ko'y tapos na, at iyo'y naganap sa edsa
sa isang araw na walang may ganang maglakwacha
ako'y napasalaot sa isang hotel, sa shangrila
at doon ay tinamad pagaralan si crisostomo ibarra
pati na rin ang slope, midpoint at iba't ibang area
nagets nyo na ba?
gimik ko'y naganap bago ang pinoi at geom exams
napakabait na bata, sa pagaaral ay nagcram
pero magkagayunman, i had a good time

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detalye...
habang nasa room...
ako: terai (kapatid ko) megamall tayo!!
terai: (nagtatype sa laptop) wait lang mamaya na before dis. (ano raw?)
ako: labo...
[awkward moment]
chka na realise ang mistake... hahahahahahaaa...

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health and fitness club...
ako: sir, mag sa-sauna po...
sir: sandali (nag ring ung phone...) -after blah minutes-
... teka ilang taon na kayo?
(ooops, buking....BASA--- NO CHILDREN UNDER 18.... )
ako: 18 plus po..
sir: 18 plus? bat parang di ka sigurado?
ako: (isip palusot) kasi mag b-birthday na po ako...
sir: sya? (turo kay terai)
terai: 19 po
sir: pwede na no? (sabi sa katabi)

sabay bigay locker keys!
yahoooo!

shoot. i just lied. at ako'y na guilty...-_-;;
pero ok lng... hehe... kaso kainis... naniwala naman na 18 at 19 kami di manlang nagduda na
o, di naman kayo mukang 18 ah?
asar... haha.... pero ok lang...
sauna, jacuzzi, ice cold plunge... haha.. faghkjdfhnrbklrdh
heaven!
adik.

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yey!
may bago na kong rubbershoes! yehey! goodbye old shoes na tuklap tuklap na ung rubber at di na shock absorbent! yehey!

HAPPY VACATION!

happy vacation!

sa wakas! this 1 whole schoolyear of agony is over!
no more shit in complying with the requirements
no more thingamajigglers (boring teachers... that's how i call them.. haha)
and best of all... no more 3rd-year-modern-trinitarian-subjects to live by! (geom, chem, trigo)

but still... 4th yr na kamee... graduating naaaa! -_-;;
we stil have anal geom and physics tho... haha... gud luck na lang...

haaayy... i'll miss my friends... hehe...
but i won't miss kalayaan... i've had too much distress with coping with the bitches there... and i don't want to recall them either...

wish ko lng maging maganda ang class ko next sy... no more charles, no more lagermania electronics, not any bruce, not any ga[squared]INV, and no more intimidating pop-us...

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i'll start this coming sy with a good stand... shempre kasi may ambition na ko.. i wanna pass UP... and i tell you... it's hard! damn hard...
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oh well...
i'll make a different post for another topic.. hehe

i'm sorry

my life is getting desperate...
i'm so damn ill tempered nowadays that i could SERIOUSLY kill...
jke di naman...^^;;
i wonder what kind of HELL the seniors has gone through last year... coz mine was not just that BLOODY AND DISGUSTING...-_-;;
i hate third yr... everything about third yr sucked.... even the PROM...don't even dare to argue with me...-_-;;
THE CLASS... oh yeah.. why can't the BITCHES move in to another world?
why can't they stop criticising someone's nose when theirs has move boogers in it?
why can't they stop finding faults in others when they're the ones with the most disgusting cocktail of pesonality?
why can't they stop arguing about pointless things?
why? because they're fools. mga kampon sila ng demonyo... at oo! nilalahat ko sila... include yourself in!
they don't care when the end of the world comes.. as long as they have their freakin boylets with them.. which in my opinion... are clones of satan...
hah! i'm so mean.. haha... i don't care...

ngayon lang ulit ako mkakapagbuhos ng galit sa mundo...
GOD really made a good decision of bringing me enemies when i asked for PATIENCE and HUMILITY

this day... a lot of people suffered from my rising temper... i nearly cried... i refused to let someone drink from my jug... i even shoved her away... i furiously step on anything on my feet... the journ projects.. the pictures... the newspapers... and i cursed under my breath and addressed it to someone.... the stupid ohp screen covered the FUCKING trigo take home seatwork.. which caused me to regain my motives for killing... i returned back to my seat, shoved eveything away from my desk...
and tried to keep myself calm before i scratch on to someone with my blunt fingernails...

doi.. malamang exageration lang yan..
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that was the should be yesterday's post.. pero i went through a string of bad omens so i wasn't given the chance to post it...
however, nkarecover na ko.. i'm not angry with the world na... haha...
-_-;;

hindi ko na kaya...

grabe talaga ang 4th qtr lalo na pag 3rd yr... puro dedlines! daig pa nmin ung mga models ng stresstabs ah...-_-;;

pagod na ko... this week i've been sleeping for only 5 hours/day... kaya sleepy pa ko ngayun.. kaso nga daming projects... haaayyy...=.=

may tawag dyan... cramming...

haynaku...

aahahahhaaaa... -_-;;

everyone's excited excited excited... blah

we had our career orientation awhile ago... to sum it all up... boring.. well except for the last part which was less boring pero generally i was really bored.. it didn't help me at all.. let's see what's up for tomorrow...
so... first thing in the morning we recieved our prom pics with a devastating size of 5r as the biggest... too small.. and the studios suck... plus the capture... in short.. the picture was bad... actually a lot of us complained... except for those who are really loved by the camera...

buti pa c terai.. she had an 8r pic.. haha.. nvm...and... the capture was good...
mine was fine.. pero just fine.. not superb. haha...^^;; i never looked good in pictures.. you'll see later...

tapos ayun... basta ewan... adri and i were doodling during the talk... frustrated ambidextrouses...haha...

haayy.. can't wait for the pics to be recopied.. LoL.. i'm so ashamed of my picture pero nevertheless.. to give you an idea of how this insane girl looks like...
*hides first*


ok.. don't judge me >.<


can't wait to graduate?

LoL.. i edited that pic.. frustrated talaga eh noh.. haha... still a junior though...

streeesssssssedddd

monday. need to make 25 clubhouse sandwiches for the practicum and finish a whole scrapbook for the cl proj. research on napoleon. investi... blaaaahhh

now you know how much stress this little life of mine has gone through...in just a day.

haaayy... pagod na ko.. haha...^.^

pero i'm happy...
happy happy joy joy!
basta.. ewan ko...^^;;