yesterday's should-be post

LAST FEBRUARY 2, 2005



another day i would consider like HELL...

PE... i am sooo disappointed because we never played softball...

we don't have a game yet, that is. and all i did is the warm up thingy...

which, in a way is tiring but not as tiring and FUN compared to playing softball...

i'm not a good player. actually not even average. i just like to play... anything. -_-;;



CLUB... in the very first place, bringing voldy to school more than twice a week

is already a burden to me. and what more if i bring him during the fair... and in

practices as well?

tsss... i think i'm regretting the whole evaluating-this-newly-made-club thing... it's risky...



PRACTICES... unlike other practices wherin you alone is the only requirement,

our practices include instruments which is not only heavy and so noticeable but

also troublesome... look how my passion for music turned from exciting to boring.

and look at how pathetic our performance is during practices. very very patethic..

i don't want to take it as a whole coz i know that some are doing fine and some

are doing just fine and some are not even trying.

where do i place myself?

i wish... i hadn't join the club...



but it's no turning back now.. .face it.

i'm ditched.



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another thing... i feel awful with this ocassional twitching of

the region near my nose whenever i feel stage frighten...

yeah right.

wierd.

new layout...

simple.

yeah... i made it in a rush.. although you can't really say i rushed it with notepad...-_-;;



sooper bored na ko sa dating layout kasi the problem with the contractible headers thingy is that you wait for the whole page to be downloaded before you can access thru those links... i hate that.



haha...-_-;;

i feel wierd and ashamed.

without even trying, our club moderator is way obvious with her facial expressions... the way she frowns when sir tanny is pointing at us... the way she would be PLASTIC around my favor of her keeping the organ in the faculty.



i hate her.

i totally hate her.



kaya nga duh.. lilipat ako ng club nxt yr.

and to think.. her kaplastikan moved to further extent when, in front of our group and sir tanny, she said na 'di bale, next yr aayusin namin..'..blah..

NEXT YEAR?

is there still a next yr for us in this club?

i. don't. think. so.

e duh... would you still be opening the doors of bayanihan to us, classic players?

maybe if you'll see me carrying a guitar case. ~_-

which is.. uhm.. posible naman kaso, ayoko na.



tss...kung bawal na lumipat ang juniors ng club.. then.. poor me.

i'll have to stretch my fingers with those minors and sharps.



sooper guilty na tuloy ako.

what if.. sabog?

-_-;;



another thing.

cubmates... yeah... they might look innocent [about the whole isolation thing]... but i really feel distant to them.

THIS SCHOOL YEAR... I GAINED NO FRIENDS. but didn't lose one either.



remember. i'm an introvert.

sad to say.



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ang bad moooooodddd ko ngayooonn... she (club mod) said it's ok for me to leave the organ in the faculty.. pero after the i-dont-like-some-outsider-helping-us expression she made... i decided to bring voldy home then back again tomorrow.

pano kasi... sir tanny came with the most sincere intention of helping our club.

kaya nya ba yon?

could she handle us?

does she know about the difference b/w teamwork and discrimination?



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tsss... totally pissed off.

plus. i'm wondering on how to keep my nails unnoticed...sa prom and everywhere.

bulsht.

La Femme Musketeer

just finished watching a movie from the medieval times of King Louie. Thanks to a.p. i could relate with such a confusing plot.

La Femme Musketeer in Hallmark.



rection:

ang gwapo ni gaston ^^;;

astig ni valentine

bakla si louie

bwisit si lady bolton



yun lang.



hay...wala ako makita pics i casper zafer as gaston. -_-;;

darn.

50 Beetle Cars

future book in progress.

imagine. sick and patethic arianne tries to write a book. we'll see what'll happen.

it's no big deal if i write. no one will notice anyway. -_-;;



the reason for this post is to update you that... lalala... i'm writing again.

and yah... 50 Beetle Cars.. not catchy?

get out.



it's romance. romance dear. but it's not your average type of teen mush romance. it's.. i don't know. maybe deep in a sense yet insane.



ok i'll tell you. my characters aren't avaialable for identity yet. but i'll give you a boring trailer.



you know the 50 Beetle cars thingy i explained last time? it's kinda exciting... if you do it yourself, that is.



it's about a girl who tries to catch the 50th volkswagen beetle car in hope of finding her soul mate.



simply like that.

i don't write serious romance.

but i'll try. haha.



LoL.. Meg Cabot!!! you're responsible for this!!



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LAYOUT UPDATE.

i'm changing my layout as soon possible... i made the banner na... ggwin ko na lang some other time ung codes...

BARIE ROCKS! agen agen...

gud afternoon..

Praise God! even though i'm suffering from a kind of mild agony brought to me by my monthly visitor.. he still gave me a way to enjoy this day.. and that is..



successfully downloading LIMEWIRE.

LoL... ang tagal talaga... kkinip.. pero worth it naman...



in relation to the title.

here's a first time in the web. [i think]



One Good Day

Barbie's cradle



Feel the warmth of the days beginning

Taste the joy that's coming your way

Smile the good that's brewing

It's gonna be a good day



Rise and shine its morning

Wake up its a beautiful day

Hit me with a special feeling

Its gonna be a good day

Smile it feel it taste it

Your sunshine in a cup

Today's the day

One good day

I'm on my way

I'm coming up

Today's the day

One good day

One good day comin' up



Good day

..tadaa



Even though the nights feel long

Nothing will i can't go wrong

She's just going when it's coming

Its gonna be good day

Smile it feel it taste it

You're sunshine in a cup

Today's the day

One gud day

I'm on my way

Coming up

Today's the day one good day

One good day coming up



Today's the day

One good day

I'm on my way...

I'm comin up

Today's the day

One good day

One good day comin up



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LoL..i won't mind if u don't credit me for this... for the truth is...i just jotted down the lyrics while listening to the song...

why? because i can't find the lyrics in the web... no matter how hard i try on altering the keywords... it won't appear...



so there folks.. if ur looking for the lyrics... u got it.

need a little recollection? the song was sang in one (or two) nescafe commercials.

ok whatever.

barbie rocks!

eto nnaman akooooo...

thinking about barbie's cradle... how true is it na they're gonna play sa band aid... sannnaaaaa... suppperrr saannnaaaa pumunta silaaaaa... haha... im not xited on bamboo or sponge or kung cno paman ang tutugtog.. i want BARBIE!



i sooo love barbie's cradle.. wahahahaaa... should i consider myself an avid fan? not having a single album? or not having memorized a couple of songs? or at the least not having any barbie's cradle mp3s in my pc?



hahaaaaa....i wanna see them... upclose... bwiset ung last concert...-_-;;



anyway... haha...i went to larz's haus awhile ago... dun ako ngpasundo...hihi



^^;;



im gonna play basketball tomorrow!!! wuhooo... xited!! hha... shempre.. yan ang effect ng slam dunk.. kaya manood kayo.. its not your ordinary BORING kind of anime... [coz i myself am getting tired of watching anime na rin eh..heheh]

may action yun.. educational pa... dami pa bishies... cool pa ng games.. in short... cool mag basketball..haha.. pero haha... bukod sa kulang ako sa height wala rin akong strong bones para isupport ang aking brittling back.



haha..-_-;;

basketball.basketball. tayo'y maglaro ng basketball. pwede ka mag shoot. pwede ka magdunk.. lalalala...

yuck. haha -_^;;

woohooooo!!

ang galing galing ng kalayaaaannnn!!! we won!! woohoooo... hurray hurray hurrayyy!!



ok..done. haha



tsk... cramming divas



yeheeeyyy... sooooonnn..very soooonnn... i'll have my own 'playing in the fields'... ico-copy ako ni adri! yehey.. haha..

ang cheap ba? why can't i buy my own copy?

wala akong pera... 250 bucks, for me, is hard to save.. i mean.. mahirap dumukot sa aking piggy bank...nanghihinayang ako... even though i know that what i'm about to have is a result of piracy... i'm not even a bit guilty... stupid naman kse noh... why don't THEY eliminate illegal sharing softwares first? instead of crushing loads of pirated cds? haha... kaso ayoko rin naman noh... haha.. yoko lng.. shempre i'm getting the benefits...





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... oh yeah.. sue the vat thingy.. imagine... we brought 2 pcs of regular donut in dunkin's na 14.75 each so approx. 30 lang yon... i paid 40 pesos and our change --- 5!!!!

iyak iyak... wahahahahaaaaa... hindi na nga maxadong satisfying ung bavarian filling nila.. tapos may tax paaaaa....huwaaattt???



fuck this thing called VAT...-_-;;

actually if you come to think of it... when prices of goods are on hike.. so are our sallaries [OUR daw eh noh... as if] pero hello.. wat will change? e ganun din... our standard of living is still high...-_-... in other countries... you'll survive with cents... pero dito.. ano makukuha mo? isang sip ng coke? not even.



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my sister told me that on yr 2025... we won't have OIL anymore. as in permanently... sucky noh? anyway... i think it's true.. scientists ksi and mga experts ang nagsabi.. not cults (like the people who proposed the millenium bug)...

pero haayy.. sana hindi noh... GOD will do a miracle! he'll turn the pacific into a huge OIL sea...hehe... ang insane ko nmn.

awww... poor fishes.



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edi ayun... ah basta ayun... haha...

yehey! we now have a xerox machine... actually dalawa na sha ngaun pero ung isa nga kasi ung 3in1...hndi naman maxado functional ung photocopying feature nya eh..



haha... ung isang machine naman... wala lng.. masaya.. 2nd hand paren... stig... business type... haha...



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ay.. hindi tuloy ung lakd nmin ni mannie sa SEED to get her yearbook... ksi may training daw sha eh... nxt time na lng..cge na nga...haha