when boredom strikes...

i do nothing but sleep and check out my nearly neglected antique accounts...-_-;;

and now that i'm once again bored...

let me just rant every bad thing that happened to me this christmas season...-_-;

first... talk about the quarterly exams...i hate them.. as much as i hate myself for not studying very well... now i got my fingers crossed with the thiller like aftermaths of my laziness...-_-;;



2nd... the christmas vacation... rewind...i mean before that.. the last day of the horrible exam week...i lost my paper bag of gifts... remember? ok..should we all mourn for it for the nth time? *sniff*



3rd... for the whole christmas vacation i just stayed at home... waiting for my nails to decompose...waiting for santa to drop by our non-extistent chimney and bring in the items in my wishlist... unfortunately.. there were no santas around to help me regain my optimism from those traggic events...-_-;;



4th...haaayyy.... there's nothing to brighten up my day today... nothing to keep me aliveeee... i'm bored.. soooppperrr damn borreeedddd...



plus... my worst nightmare is still bugging me...-_-;;

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'haaappppyyy birthdddaaayyy sayyoooo.... just give love on christmas daaayyyy.....'



-damn i forgot the lyrics... pero good thing i still know the tune..pero...darn.. wala sha sa net...tsss...-_-;;

SCRAMBLED EGG

just like the others... i'm one those people wishing to have a real band.. REAL..mind you... hindi banda bandahan... hindi rin church band...^^;;

why scrambled-egg? wala lng lng... ksi i was inspired by the band name/ or egg mismo na 'sunny-side up' kaya ayun... bahala na kayo...

haha... i made a sketch...erm..pasensha na... kinakareer ko tong 'imaginary' bnd ko eh...T_T;;







yey! sna ok lng.. if u notice the person to the left is holding his guitar the other way around.. okay lng un noh... meron namang guitar na ganun eh.. pang kaliwete raw.. haha.. style un...i think...haha... shempre shadowed pa ung guys sa likod.. kasi wala akong bandmates.. haha... nyak... cno kya ung girl sa gitna... haha.. pwede maging ako yan.. balang araw (pag pumayat ako!).. kaso.. hindi ako pang vocalist material.. keyboardist lng.. hehe.. LoL eh mahirap mag draw ng organ eh.. haha.. yaan nyo na ko maging vocalist kahit sa drawing lang... -_-;;

ay walang kulay...^^;; cge ok lng yan..



tapos..share ko na rin to.. nafeel ko eh..



hehehehheeeee... nahihiya ako...*hides*



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anyway... hehe... on new years eve... or maybe sa jan1 na mismo... i'll be greeting a happy new year to every tagboard i see in my friends' links.. haha... wala lng..



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terai and me just got home from SM, wala lng.. just checked and bought some books for my term paper... kinareer daw ba un.. i bought two books.. hah... isang 'reiki therapy' chka phil. ghost stories 2.. haha... dba? connected nman... third eye... haha... at least may mailalagay na ko sa aking bibliography notecards na hindi ko tlga magawan ng paraan para mapuno kasi i left my english ntbk sa school.. eh nandun pnaman ung list of bibliography items ko.. haynaku.. epal...



tapos un... *sniff* nanghihinayang ako sa pera... haha... -_-;; haaayy...

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nanuod ako ng SCQ yesterday... LoL.. crush ko c DM... pro bakit kelangan kay erich pa sha magkagusto.. yuck.. ang yabang nman kasi nung babaeng un noh.. tapos.. gusto ko sa girls c michelle.. tapos gusto ko rin c theo! stig nya mag dance...\m/

MY WORST NIGHTMARE

before.. what i consider my worst nightmare is that when our family are being chased by some figureless smoke [duh] and once it catches any of us... our bodies will be trapped in an aquarium... floating with only our torso in it.. plus the head...

now... my worst nightmare is...it's not scary as in pasado pang horror plus thriller movie pero... ah basta eto sha..



wala.. i broke my three front teeth plus two molar teeth na puro permanent... sabay sabay pa... tapos my hands...gaaahh! blood filled... tapos i remembered the superstition na when you had a dream wherein nalagasan ka ng ipin.. someone from your family will die... tapos i had a dream nnman afterwards... my mom will die daw...oh no. i read it would be on the 19th of december... which already passed away so i thought it was.. sa 2005 pa.. tapos in my dream i joined this program wherein it enables you to talk to ur dead lovedone... tapos wala... nakita ko dun c andy (my classm8)... she was guiding me thru the progam... ewan ko kung bat sha nandun... tapos there was this certain lola celebrity na sobrang paranoid with the news she heard na she'll die daw in 1,980 days..tapos she's battling it na nga eh.. tapos un.. i also saw some seniors from our school.. hiding.. i mean squeezing themselves in a cabinet... how wierd could dreams get? tapos un... and to think.. i was doing the 'talk to the dead' program when my mom is still alive at that moment? wla.. sabi dun.. think of a place where your dead loved one could be in.. tapos nagisip ako

inisip ko nsa room nila sha.. tapos bigla na lng may nagflash na 'selection of ways o talk' sa mind ko.. e duh malamang pipiliin ko.. mouth.. para tlgang talk noh! ang funny nga ng mga selections eh.. nose! ear! hands (ok..so mejo pwede pa) feet! (so anu on.. sspain mo?)

tapos un...

i onced told myself na pag sa isang dream naisip mo na 'hindi! panaginip lang to' magigising ka na.. pero during the scene of the broken teeth naisip ko na 'no! dream lang toh!'...i was still in the dream... hindi ako nagising or something... para shang bangungot.. tapos edi gising na ko... iyak ako na iyak... tapos i hurriedly check mom on the other room.. she's sleeping tapos grabe iyak parin ako (soundless) tapos i went to the prayer room to pray...

i told God na sorry.. dahil naging faithless ako.. na mas naniniwala ako sa superstition and dreams kesa sa inyo... sinabi ko pa na kung may kukunin kayo.. ako na lng..todo na feel ko tlga...-_- i love my family.. i was sobbing/sniffing/crying/wailing (o.O) when i told him na wag nyong kunin ung three most important people in my life... instead.. take me na lng...



ayun... i soo hate that dream.. sana hindi na lang ako natulog... -_-

10:00 am

just came back from church... it was sooo cold i had to bring my jacket.. anyway after that we dropped by lola mamang to take the caserole from yesterday's party then we proceed to auntie gene to..i dunno.. i guess just to pay a visit coz we didn't attend their party yesterday. .e kasi naman sabay sabay,,,



tapos un.. auntie celia and ate raquel were here.. i don't know why... ate raquel has been our maid for once.. and i don't like her.. wala lng.. ayoko lng sakanya...plastikan tlga toh...



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anyway... ayun... na meet ko ulit sha.. di nmn actually meet pero nakita ko lng ok.. un lng... haha...

-_-



why can't i get over this?

iniimpacho (infatuation) ako...



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hay naku...

family reunion

krrating ko lng from our christmas family reunion (father's side)... well... i won't consider it that fun... kasi malalaki na kmi and the kids... were still kids... baby pa.. so ano kya un.. haaayy.. anyway...i ate a loooot lottt of pasta... grabeeee...

ksi we had spaghetti na here.. tapos kumain pa ko ng lasagna chka carbonara...

haha.. grabe.. sarap ng lasagna ni kuya michael.. haha.. wala lng kasi nagwowowork daw sha sa greenwich.. ung tga gawa ng lasagna.. cool.

tapos masarap din ung hamburger ni kuya j.r. LoL.. kasi sha sa mcdo nman! haha.. kktawa tlga...

tapos un... when i was a kid we(my cousins and ate) really fancied lining up in front of uncle lito whenever he pulls out his red envelope of 'malulutong' na bills! haha... every christmas we line up in front of him... sing some carols then he's going to give us money! lots of money! nakakalibo libo pa kmi nun... pero ngayon...



naku.. kuripot ang tao..-_-;; i only got.. ugh.. nevermind...-_-

tapos un.. i ate tita amy's sister's leche flan! sarap! haha bitin..



tapos un.. we went home... tpos when we were parked near the house we took a peek in our neighbor's house... haha... natawa ko kasi parehas kami ng curtains tapos parehas din kmi ng chandelier tapos.. grabe last season parehas kami ng sofa! whatabout... magkakulay pa ung house nmin.. lagi ngang napagkakamalang duplex eh..

pero wierd...

hindi kmi magkakaclose.

anyway.. ung lang have a nice christmas...



gaarrggg.. i'm using the laptop kasi cra ung fax na dapat ggmitin for internet... luckily.. i used my brain and connected the cable to the other phone.. kaso maxado malayo ung cpu sa plug so shempre dito ko kinabit sa laptop.. kung alin ung transferrable sa mga places.. kayaaa.. hindi ko mapopost ung artwork ko ksi nsa pc sha..haha...

merry christmas! [new layout completed!]

yey!merry christmas pla! ^_^

before that... theme song ko! .. i think...



stay the same - joey mcintyre

(listen to it thru the music player)

nyek.. maya na lyrics..



lalalal... don't you ever wish you were someone else, you were meant to be the way you are exactly, don't you ever say you don't like the way you are when you learned to love yourself, you're better off by far and i hope you'll always stay the same, coz there's nothing about you i would change...



blah blah.. la lng.. ganda ng message!

believe in yourself!

ahahahaaa..



o ano na? ano sa tingin nyo? ok b tung layout na toh?

haha.. red black & white rocks!

haha.. ganda tlga ng pula.. LoL

ayan o.. nkakita na ko ng image na gusto ko.. although.. haha.. masmaganda pa nga dun sa inaakala ko eh!



haha.. and i used the contractible headers code! try nyo! ei... ung links na un.. di nman links yun... switch lng un ng content.. kaya wag mag-alala.. walang mag loload na page.. hehe... tag!



merry christmas!



i'm indie mood!

indie indie indie.. haha

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gusto ko ng sariling banda! and pangalan...

SCRAMBLED EGG! (inspired... actually my history yan.. galing cha sa group na 'sunny side up' na sumali sa mtb jinglebells contest ata.. ahaha.. nakyutan!)

hahaaaaaaa...

U5 is more of a group tho..



merry christmas!



i'm indie moooooodddd!

gusto ko ng bagong layoouttt!

arrgghhh.. i'm running out ideas! my past draft turned out nice JUST as a draft.. not when published on the web! how good is that!?!



anyway.. ayun.. i'm looking for images similar to the one SHE has

coz basically i don't know how to describe the pic.. help nman dyan o!



haaayyy... random clicking really transports me into places... even the virus-inflicted ones...-_-