thank GOD it's FRIDAY!

hello everyone! it's been a day since my last post! oh well, i'm still affected with the blogging fever. -_-... i have not loose track of updating what's recent around me. haha... well... since today is friday, i knew i'd be carrying loads of homeworks!!!-_- and to think.. i haven't started any of those! yihaa! project deadlines are approaching once again.. and i'm on for another chase of grade hikes... haaayy... karla's bday is soon! advance happeee birthday!!! and mine too... i'll be celebrating on th 16th.. hapee bday to me.. ^__^ i'm 13 going on 14!!!



haayy.. my day today was semi-good and semi bad... today is a first friday mass, and this is the very first time i enjoyed the mass in skul... b/c the priest was soo gay.. and he's voice is high, he's funny too!!! haha...



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pero badtrip naden.. bcos of certain pipol. they did nothing offensive, they didnnothing to harm me, they did NOTHING actually, but i believe in my intuitions and by the way look at me stare of just catch a glimpse, i already knew they hate me. ha! SAME HERE! i hatee you TWO! haha.. i duno... when i see them.. uhm... nvm nga...



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awhile ago i was talking to larz.. about this extra sensors we might have if we try to meditate and open our chakras... i explained to her the processes i didn't dare to do... (they're not really scary but the fact that you want to open ur third eye.. uhmm)

of course the very first thing is find a quiet place... a place where you can meditate. do this at night...^_^



then, do the calming mudra (i know you know that! the usual meditation position... the index finger touching the thumb? dba dba?) and concentrate on the first chakra... the groin, that is. once you feel your energy starting to form around that region,and in your mind you see an energy ball at that area hold your breath and push that energy to the next chakra, in the navel. -- this means you have opened the first process.. bsta it's the matter of opening it fomr bottom to top.. there are 6 shakra openings... in the groin, navel, below the ribcage, heart, between your eyebrows (third eye), and top of forehead. when you have opened all of this....



expect a change of life.

third eye

third eye. yes, that's the topic i'm going to use in my term paper. haayy, actually i made that topic in a rush and i was surprised our teacher ranked it #1...say what?-_-



ok. whatever.



look at my topics rundown:

1. feng shui

2. palmistry

3. numerology

4. dreams

5. third eye



haha... things which includes skeptism around religious or spiritual matters are interesting to me. hehe... that's why i chose those!



sometimes, we doubt if there really is a GOD. as we grow older, we dig questions only our faith can answer. Faith is believing, trusting, and serving GOD (which you cannot see). Our faith is tested in times of doubt, believing, trusting and serving something you cannot see proves your faith.

Faith can't work alone just by believing, coz as a matter of fact-- Everybody BELIEVES in GOD, including satan. It is the devotion of his people that counts.



even the word FAITH is an abstract noun.



oh, was that our of topic? i really want to insert that... really. ~_^

is it a sin to choose those potential roots of skeptism as a topic for your term paper?-- which may possibly lead you to a more confusion filled brain?



i really don't know.-_- i'm quite confused... i need someone... an expert in the field.

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music: moonlight sonata- ludwig van bethoveen [i'm getting creepy and classical]

book of the moment: the little giant encyclopedia of superstitions [here i go agen...]



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ppsst... i ate 3 isau's kanina!! haha.. soo yummy! ^__^



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my mind is.. sabog.-_- can't think of something worth-reading to write...--;;

simpler life

it's been a couple of days since i last updated.. oh well... nothing MUCH happened really... during our helluva LONG supposed-to-be-sembreak, our whole family went to bicol to visit my lola..mamay! and also to visit na rin may lolo's puntod. it was really fun! i got a 'jet lag' haha... or was it a 'car lag'... my butt hurts... from manila to bicol is 12 hours... plus 2 hours because of traffic in san pablo, laguna.. which means... i travelled for over a day!!! whattatrip! pero it's worth it naman... i saw mount mayon agen.. and took a picture... kaso phone ko lng gmt ko coz we forgot to buy a film..-_- haayy... i still adore that national wonder despite it's imperfections due to it's last eruption...-__-



and then, we played badminton, went to tabaco for pasalubongs, tapos i bought a ponytail for 10 bucks! ang cute nga eh.. ung parang worms.. teeheee...the best part...



i ate DJC halohalo!!! i wish i could share all the travel captures but unfortunately for me, i'm still working out on how to make the cellphone program work with xp coz it's not compatible with the OS... darn noh!! darn!!!grr..



so far.. so good.^_^



haayyy... i love my mamay... when she knew na we'll pay a visit to bicol, she took a bath for over an hour and cleaned the house! tats naman kame!!^__^



tpos... we visited some of our relatives in libjo! i enjoyed it sooo much kase dame food! and puro kakanin, i ate bico, ube, inangit... basta puro malagkit rice! tapos i saw a kitten hiding between the rice sacks!! soooppperrr cute.. haha... i took it's picture!!! tapos nagtatago sha... natatakot... cutteee!!



then.. we moved on to another house... there naman we ate fish kusido.. sarap! tapos may gata sa manok... supperrr yummy!! tapos kung sa kabila may kitten, dito may puppy!! shocking cute... his mother is color white with brown... sha naman black and white!!! 1 week old palang!! tapos ang tba... para shang baby cow! ung moo moo cow!! supper cute.. di pa madilat ng mashado ung mata tapos wala pang teeth!! haaayyy... i sooo love pups and kittens.. kaso yaw ko mag-alaga.. hehe



edi yun... the night before we left... we went to the cemetery... LoL.. malas ba kung makatulog ka sa ibabaw ng nitso? ako kasi eh... hehe.. lola ko naman un eh.. hehe...^_^;; haayyy... so much for the long weekend.



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during our stay in bicol, i already knew that we're going to live a simpler life, life without working fosets, life without roofed bathrooms, life without maids... in short... simpler life nga eh!

when we take a bath, we would get our own pails then magbobomba kami ng tubig sa labas... good thing is, sa loob naman ako naligo, di sa labas tulad dati.. LoL... parang marimar bathroom.. haha.. i miss those 'bomba' times.. kasi dati may pump kami ng tubig eh.. ngaun.. wala na!



haaayyy... ang saya sa bicol... maraming stars!!! malamig ang simoy ng hangin!!! aliw.

JASON HSU layout... DONE

wooopss... another layout done!

preview link: ---> CLICK!



i made this layout for karla ONLY...

pero if ever she rejects this... i'll offer this.. agen.. for free... only for interested people, duh! with the condition of uploading this file on ur own server: http://home.ripway.com/2003-11/38843/jban.JPG



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@ KARLA: psst... tapos na layout mo! sna magustuhan mo! wala na ko maisip na banner eh.. hehe scotch tape na lng.. hehe... para sayo... di mo na kailangan i-upload ung banner... i'm giving you my bandwidth! since kaw lng nmang ggmit..^^;; if ever lng un ah.. click the preview link



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haayy... buti n lng tapos sa intrams.. i can rest! kaso.. di kami tuloy sa bicol... kasi pagod na mga pipol...-_- oks lng un.. pahinga muna...

kainis tong katulong nmen... ang feeling....-_- bwiset.. di kami natuloy tapos ssbihin nya 'kawawa nman c mamay, malulungkot un' tapos 'kug aalis kayo bilhan nyo ng pasalubong na tsinelas, may nanghihingi kasi' <---- c?? hello noh.. alam ko ho yun!! excuse me ah.. ako tong APO! mas alam ko kung anong kelangan ng lola ko kesa sayo! kapal mo... balak pa kong agawan ng lola!



ewan ko din dyan sa mga naging katulong namen.. lahat may topak! -_-.. eto pa.. tung atribidang katulong nmen ngayon.. wala nmang ibang ginawa kundi manood ng tv at magplantsa.. tapos nasira pa nya plantsa.. asar ah...-_-... tapos ung isa nmang katulong.. sobrang bbaw... minsan mag-isa nag sasalita (kasi kala nya may naki2nig sa kanya).. maxado mabait... ka-insecure!



sama ko noh..=(



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ok.. so mejo na hut ako sa hindi nag champion ang team namen s cheering pero at least nman syrinx nanalo... cna karla.. congrats!

the signs were true... at the very first day of intrams.. alam ko na na astraea ang mag ooverall champ. remember i told you the signs? they were first on the flag raising and two rays of sunlight are pointing at them during the rosary... tsk... i was surprised nung cla nag-overall.. kasi laging syrinx ung naririnig kong champ... ahaha...nevermind.



ang saya ko ngayon!! i played sopbol!! laro laru lng.. tapos na kasi ung mga games eh.. tapos may bat c steph my gloves nman c kim and janel.. tapos my mga scattered balls everywhere!!... nakabat ako! nakabat ako!! (babaw!!) yipeee... tuwang tuwa kasi ako sa sport na yun eh.. lalo na kapag may game ang syrinx.. naks.. stig kasi.. ang ggling... lalo na c dom.. supeerrrr...idol... sheetttt... sna ako rin... [dream on]



tapos after ng awarding.. cleanup... un.. uhmm... ok lng..



woopsss... nagbago nnman ang ikot ng mundo!!! kasasabi lng ni mommy na tuloy kame sa bicol!! babayoooo.. gotta pack my things naaa!!! yippeeeee!! adventure nnman!!!

another tiring day...

-_-.. pagod nnman ako... kahapon, my dad was using the pc so i used the laptop instead... kaasar kasi sha eh...kahapon, kahit nkkpagod ang mga practices.. masaya parin... i had a really great fencing duel with konzen.. wahaha... and because i'm so inexperienced in the art... the game turned out to be humorous.. haha.. parehas nga kme di marunong eh.. we're just overwhelmed to actually touch and use a real fencing sword, the fun part is.. me (sanzo) is fighting with my other ego in saiyuki, w/c is ate martha (konzen) and our duel was damn lonnggg... hahaha...



k.a. invited some of us for a 'taping' para sa a.p. presentation.. i'm gonna play a role of a cavalier (tma ba? kabalyero?).. fighting in a war.. and in the scene.. we'll lose... haha... mga kasama ko ay cna... k.a., nez, kim, michi, tepai, and kai. ^_^ it was fun! grabeh.. wattawar.



tapos some time during that day, me, janel (kuroi) and michi played soccer... michi was the first goalie and janel and i were to make points.. tapos un.. switch goalies.. c janel nman.. LoL.. and we were trying hard to play like ken! (weiss kreuz)



neway.. un lng nman.. cheering competition na kanina... and ours was sooo sabog.. per nice na rin in a way... we did not chant well...-_-... the other teams were ok.. pero some were boring really....haaayyy... ung props namen.. ang bano!... imagine.. may foil na nga na nakawrap sa arms.. tapos magrawrap pa sa pants.. corny.. pinasuot pa nila jazz pants and they want us to TAPE it??? pano kaya didikit yun...so they made a remedy.. they made it hang on our tighs.. kaso madali mahulog so.. ingat ingat na lng.... wish ko manalo kami.. sobrang kaba ko nung kame na.. ang daming audience sa harap...-_-... pero when we were there.... nawala lhat ng insecurities ko...just gave my best shot... na hindi enough compared to others...-_-...lousy me.

rantings part 2-- and the sealed-forever person in my hate-list

to start it off... the intrams practice today... more exhausting than the other meetings! and grr... another body breakin muscular pain!!... ayoko na tlga.. pero i enjoyed the dancing part.. tho i'm not a born dancer.. really. haha... we got it right at last... we're just polishing some steps... oh and the foil thing? it sucks! obviously nagpawis kame and sweat is dripping off our now yucky and sweatful arms as we raise it up high for another step! how gross.. i feel dirty...-_-... pero oks lng un.. haha.. masaya nman eh...^^;;



i sooo hate eniger noma!!!! <--- to be added in my hate list later...well actually.. tagal ko na tong hate!! sobrang lait kung maka comment kala mo naman champion! eh 4th place lng nman.. last pa!!! yak noh! yabang!!!-_- additional temporary hates... geoc (ops di na blind item yan)... yeah yeah.. she the senior na nakasama nmen sa scrapbox making contest.. she's fun really... pero i started hating her awhile ago.. nkkinis sha.. prang nagkukwento pa ng mga 'tingnan mo o.. hahahha' and pointing sa 'ung nka yellow visor' (w/c is me..)...-_-



add mo pa ung mga super nkkconcious sa audience...grr cla...-_- sarap i-shoo!



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another boiling arianne...

i do this rarely... and that is to permanently seal one person in my hatelist.



this is also the first person i mentioned in HL1 in my previous post. the one who is maarte. mayabang.. the stupid eye-roller person... kasi i was cheering for our team.. the thing is.. i was making bara the other team w/c is Syrinx (oops.. frends kme nyan) by inserting our team name in between their cheers (na hindi nman obvous kase tinatry ko na spawan ang boses nila).. haha... and she turned up... and sed 'ulol' while i don't notice.. pwes PUTANG INA MO! ang kapal ng mukha mo.. cno bang mas mukhang ulol satin?! die bitchy fucking slutty whore! whatta motherfucker u are!

<--- while i keep you curious on who this daughter-of-hell is... let me give you a clue. her initials can be found in appliance centers and if ever, in your house too... it's a BRAND name.. can be your tv brand, ref, or audio system.. just guess...

well...un lng nman.. i just hate her.. hope she dies earlier than me...



actually.. the 'CONSEQUENCES' of being in my hatelist permanently isn't severe... wala lng un.. di lng kita ppnsinin kung kinakausap mo ko. iirapan kita when you make stupid things, or pwede kita ipag-pray to go to hell or i can bash you somewhere anonymously, bsta un.. kung kaya ko kulamin na lng kita.. bsta.. all i'll do is wish bad luck to you... everywhere.



isa p pla.. c eniger noma... kainis lng tlga un.. arte eh..-_-



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nuff sed... flamers? fuck off... i just said what i want.. i'm not purely evil after all... just 75%... *raises eyebrows*



FYI. i'm a passive hater...i'm not off to doing verbal things when i hate someone...i don't punch i don't kick i don't patid them off the stairs... BUT I KILL! muhahahah.. jk.

intrams...

wanna know how i feel right now?

...argghh.. i'm soo bloddy freakin tired and exhausted...-_- as usual.. intrams practice.. and guess what... we had another damn routeless/ruthless club(the kinda like an orchestra thing) practice... where? sa may don! sa tuktok! kung san may piano coz i didn't agree to bring my organ to school... hello lng nman noh... i'm bringing my chembook and geom book in my bag.. plus my filecase, a couple of notebooks and my big pencilcase... in short... my bag is soo heavy! and on my left hand is my paperbag with sports attire and on my right hand is my baon.. so where's the organ? do you expect me hang it on my neck?!?!..nuff sed... she's not forcing me to bring it nmn eh...0.o... hehe...



haaa... here are some of the natural diseases i'll most possibly die of when i grow old, aside from the possibilities of dieing in war, in jail, death penalty, or on the ground lying motionless because of perfect assasination!..



1.) osteoporosis - oh my i still drink lots of coffee...

2.) high blood -...i still think this is hereditary so chances are i'l l get this thru my mom

3.) broken sinal cord- am i right? the spinal cord is your backbone? coz i'm feeling it'll break any time now.. especially when i'm in front of the pc.

hmm... i think that's all! unless i'll have some kind of cancer... hope not [i've got my fingers crossed]



for me.. the perfect death would be dying asleep just like what larz had read me one time. but still there is no kind of death wherein you won't struggle for breath... even those whom who thought just closed their eyes and die peacefully is experiencing this...



i've got something to share... holding your breath for 5 seconds results to 2 brain cells dead. so i suggest you stop playing 'patagalan sa tubig' coz if ever i asked you what's 1+1... i'll never get the answer right from you... haha... fact or fiction?