I danced on the devil's palm: part 1

i danced on the devil's palm: part 1

by melodia



i was behind a door so huge

locked and lonely coz they say i'm rude

but if i were to be asked, i should have said

i don't deserve this punishment, innocence fill my head



but what choice do i have against their will

i'm so weak, pathetic, and i'm starving here still

maye someday, my wish will be granted

the sun will greet me, and a new life will be started



I'm only up for one request

break my chains so i can rest

i feel exhausted, i feel overused

by a man so brutal, i wish to shut off his fuse



i hand is so powerful i can't get off his grip

i tried but failed and got whacked with his whip

he told me to do this, he forced me to do that

i can't say a thing and just follow his deeds so bad



along came the memories when i danced on the devil's palm

horrific things he made me do so i decided just to run

but like what they say you can never escape

dancing on the demon's hand, a decision you made



Now, my end is near, the light is gradually fading

My curtains of hope continues to close, darkness fills my surrounding

I close my eyes and prayed to God, " Oh Lord forgive my sins"

coz as i lay in this cold floor my soul will wander back to hades...



i'm ready to face my destiny

i'm ready to face death.



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so... made out of boredom and out of... bsta... oh.. yan.. basta yun na yon.. byers

the angel and the devil... in love.



when i fall and break apart. who will pick up the pieces of me? when those pieces are scattered, away from each other, will you go and unite the broken parts?



I've come to an end, yet you didn't care. threw out everything bout me, even the sweetest memories we shared. we've been through a lot of raging experiences yet, i get abandoned. let away, killed. I was broken. like a glass i was shattered, a forceful hand punched me hard, it went through my bones, my heart, my soul. i felt the wrath of death... the pain, i lost my heart, my soul was frozen, my mind was stiff. couldn't think of anything else aside from what you did.



hades took control of my freezing brain and stoned heart. I felt scared but what was that compared to what you did. I joined him, his company, like death eaters congregating around Lord Voldy. he gave me power to control all the elements, he gave me the chance to live again, to seek revenge, that's why i'm living until now, you thought i'm dead, but i'm bloody alive and i sought to kill you. But i can't get near you, you're always inside the *****... ughh... god damn that word. fuck, what did i just say.. god.. oh my... shouldn't have said that. it's draining all my power.



HALT!!!



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nyek.. ano kaya yan.. ang wierd kaya... napaka.. unorganazed ng thoughts... gets nyo ba? i doubt it... oh the girl's not literally dead. i mean... she and her boyfriend broke up.... and her boyps did it a manner that she'll hate her... i dunno why... then... eh yun na yun! -_-



I can never forget that time.

The Perfect Woman...

the perfect woman...

by arianne...



a perfect woman, who could it be?

that even naked eyes could not see

a perfect woman, with a god-like beauty

that dances around with steps so heavenly



Who would it be, can you guess?

Choose one in a billion and you'll get stressed

Maybe i know the reason why

You can't find her below the sky



Such mysterious character unfolds

To be one of the earth's wandering Ghosts

Yet posseses what it takes

To attract almost everyone just by dancing by the lake



to be continued....



well... ^^; i can only write poems if i'm inspired by another poem.. and that poem is 'She was a Phantom of Delight' by William Wordsworth... and yeah... it's hard to understand but i was guessing that it talked about some kind of mysteriousness on a woman he calls almost perfect.



Basically, that's for my english project... another poem.. well at least it's not as boring as setting your mind on being an environmentalist and get rhymes out of that.... yes, i'm talking about our past poem... Trees by Joyce Kilmer... I'm not anti nature... but....but... you get my point. ---> .



Literature is better that studying Grammar.

helluva ordinary sunday...

after church: went home... dahsed to the cr to throw up!

before lunch: internet stuff...

after lunch: internet stuff... boring stuffs to be exact...

by now: anxious that out server is so slow...



what else?



saturdays at 6:30 pm at ETC channel... watch 'KNOCK FIRST' a very cool show! ^_^ you just gotta love it!

helluva ordinary sunday...-_-

sighh.... so... how does the layout looks like? nice? teehheee.. i find it really nice.. and i'm still not contented... what am i to say... i'm stealing other people's codes... well... not actually.. coz niether of them owns it... so... ^_^ wee... oh... hmm... after church service... we went home and i dashed to the c.r. to throw up! oh.. gross... i've been eating too much... and yet still as desperate in doing work-outs.. which i cannnot possibly do without proper discipline (something i do not have.. )



oh... by the way.. my dad brought me a harry potter poster!!! it's free in the club21 calendar poster thing... ehehe... and that means.. good bye to killua-kun's poster behind the door of my room... i don't have enough space for him coz only the back of the door was allowed to have posters sticked to it... grrr....



...hmmm... i really like the show 'knock first'!!! i mean.. it's cool! they're cool! the designers... the lucky people and even the carpenters... i suddenly had the urge to look up to that profession which, previously, i regarded to as something not so classy... ehehe.. but who cares anyway... they're doing a lot of drilling and reconstruction... and whoa! even the friends who helped them had freebies too! they're sooo lucky!!!



^_^ and i like the knock first bag! i love it!!! i think i have to do something like that too! and i'll do a t-shirt with the KF logo!! weee... good luck to me and my dream to outer space... bye! ^_^

New Layout!

cool... i gotta new layout.. ^_^ i got it from... blog designs ... get yours now! ^_^



oh... i'm glad test week's over! i mean.. i glad by now.. let's see how i'm goin to react with the test results... i wish i didn't fail.. i wish.. i dream.. i hope... find the similarities.. i bet you can't cope... i dream.. i wish i hope... something quite impossible... something far from my reach...i wish i dream i hope... a bright future for myself... and also for the maltreated house-elves... i dream.. i wish.. i hope... i'm getting off topic.. so i'll have to go...



oh... a simple piece of poetry... accidentaly made on the spot.. oh well.. can't help it...



there are two things torturing me inside my mouth.. first... meron akong singaw sa gums.. ouch... it's hard to smile with equal distribution to both your cheeks.. second...a mosquito? or was it a cockroach (eewww!) bit the left part of my upper lip... now.. how am i going to smile? it's even hard to laugh... it's hard to eat!!! arrghh... frowning doesn't cause me pain.. unlike smiling... ^_-



hmmm .... i'm inthe sentimental mood... coz i'm hearing an embedded midi on a blog template (final fantasy8- fragments of memories) .. i tried tracing the source of the music.. but when i opened it.. media player encountered errors.. so i can't continue... =(...



i have downloaded lots of templates! i can't wait to use them all... but i think.. that would be hard... -_-... considering my lack of time of editing codes and htmls.. i can't even update my syt! anyway... pray for me...



oh.. and please pray for the test results to be fine...



pls.. drop me a comment of a greeting... maybe in the tagboard.. know you're all lazy to click on a comments link.. ^_~

grounded phones, fucking modems....

can't get a proper connection without that 'internet explorer experienced a problem and will need to shut down' message. grrr.... ^_^ hopefully, i got all my reflexes on that... no big deal.. piece of crap.



hmm... what happened... hmmm.. can't think of nething memorabl from the last day i updated... well... currently, i'm reading a harry potter fanfic.... ^_^ the title is Sweet Teeth... lol.. ang arte ng title noh? pero maganda naman so far... kinda sweet... i mean literally. ehehehe.... it has 30 chapters! for goodness' sake!!! pero.. hm... i'm impressed with myself... i'm not discouraged to read long chaptered stories anymore!! i fought my fears! yeheeyy! well... that's an aftermath of reading hp4 which has 37 chapters... in.. more than a month or so.. ehehehe...



bakit ganto???? walang privacy ang mga important at private information tungkol sken??? impt. nga ba?? bakit ko nakita ang full name ko sa internet? sa google???? may ful profile paa??? bakeeeettt! ang lupit ng mundoooo!!! yuck!!! kaasarrrrr!!! pero anyway... cno ba namang magsesearch ng pangalan ko sa net...^__^



ui! pucha... trying hard parin ako matuto mag gitara... kasalanan ko ba na mahilig ako maglagatok ng daliri kaya maiksi lng mga fingers ko at hindi ko kaya ang chords sa higit sa tatlo ang tabs?



buti na lng... my tabs... yey! gets ko na sha.. through internet tutorials!! pero ang hirap parin i play ng mariposa ksi ang iksi ng neck ng guitar namin... ang kapal pa ng handle.... huhuhu... -_-



eheheheh...



hmmm... ei...i know you have problems reading the 'other links' bar in the left.. sorry bout that... forgot to change the fonts.. but anyway... bahala na kayo... ^__^



hmmm... onga pla.. i got a new sim! yey... ung 128 xl... harhar.. i'm waiting for the spiddy man freebies!! ^_^ kung meron pang promo... eh hello?! nakalimutan ko na ngang kunin ung free icecream ko sa old sim ko eh! eto pa ba palalampasin ko? di na no!!! pan banaman kse.. nag xpire ung old sim ko sa katagalang di nalagyan ng load... heheh...no regrets nman ako eh.. hehe...



mmm.. no pa ba..??? wala na.. cge byeee bloggie...