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Oh hell no

Daily writing prompt
Do you see yourself as a leader?

See title above.

At this point in my life I’ve already established that I’m a better follower than a leader. I hate being in a leadership position. It’s too much responsibility for me. I enjoy being a follower though, specially to a good leader haha.

Interestingly though, in college I held three leadership roles, two of which I was appointed to.

I was president of the student council, and president of the computer studies organization. Normally we’d have elections for those roles but I cannot remember if there was any. I think no one was interested in running so the admin just volunteered me for everyone’s sake. I don’t even know what that means but one of the profs said I was forced for good. For good? Ha! I have good grades, sure, so there’s some buffer in there in case I get too busy I forget to study. But seriously, the only reason I agreed to it is because it will look good on my resume. And as a graduating student from an unknown school, it’s not enough to get a latin honor, I need glowing extra-curriculars to actually compete.

I was not prepared to be a leader. Honestly I thought I sucked. I knew people respected me because I’m smart and I work hard but I didn’t do anything fun during my term. I just followed whatever we have been doing for the past years, following what the admins tell me. I organized seminars, quiz cons, and field trips, set-up the foundation week, helped oversee a pageant, they’re no easy feat but I had fun mostly because my officers are also my friends haha. And I loved designing promotional materials.

What I really enjoyed doing is leading the yearbook committee. I wanted to make it happen because it’s been years since we had a yearbook and everyone was excited about it. Plus, I loved doing the layout for it. Designing it was the thing that kept me going. I was layout editor and editor-in-chief, which are not exactly leadership roles but yeah, I loved it.

So yeah. I guess I’m the kind who will never seek a leadership role but will be okay with it if necessary. 😀