okay this sucks. my performance is a flop. clearly, i can't think well enough in this ground. maybe it's time to look for something that doesn't require full utilization of the left hemisphere of my brain. cos you see, i'm all maxed out and still unproductive. i am so not for this. forget about my weakness training blabber last time. this life? it's eating me whole.
yeah yeah that's what i always say.