sometimes i'm thinking if all of this was worth it. if my choice was right. that in exchange of a better sounding company and a 5 thousand salary difference, i'm facing a lot of hassles in life, stress and my kryptonite -- java. i'm thinking if the experience will be worth all the hardships, the weight loss and the exponential depletion of my self-esteem. i'm thinking if i'm just overreacting, and mostly unaware and not confident of my own competency (which i'm seriously not banking on). i'm thinking if i'll survive. if i'll make it on the next 6 months. i'm no good at this seriously. i may just be treading the wrong path, swerving away from my comfort zone with a promise of a better market value after what, 3 years? too freaking long.
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