stop waiting cos i'm not.

i'm like killing myself. >XO

but every time i think that there are people who believe in me, i start believing in myself too. i want this school year to work out really well for me in terms of studies, work, and org. that's probably too much work to juggle now but that's how i want to live. busy. >:|. i don't want to give up any of the three, specially work cos that's how i pay my bills. >:|

but the responsibilities are scary. and i'm not leader material too. omgehh.