i fear destitution

i still favor the elite mentality despite its narrowness and bounded philosophy. simply because i don't like being poor. i hate poverty. if it's not about the opportunities that an elite education could give me (cos apparently, i've already missed out on that), then it's about the bigger opportunities my ambition could open up to me. fucking pride. it's good to have some.

// went to the gym... to read. finally halfway through The Graveyard Book. haha

// yehey! i saw my crush awhile ago. same old. >:P

// Survivor Philippines Palau awhile ago was crazy. i still can't follow the reasons why Justinne burst out like that, but to me she still deserves to be the Sole Survivor.