
|| greta (alex de rossi) and ramon (coco martin) are the only reasons i watch Tayong Dalawa. i cried so much on the episode earlier because greta died protecting ramon. it was too tragic for me
|| i'm getting tired of tutoring our neighbors. it bores me and saps all my patience because they're kinda, yeah, you know? hahaha teaching isn't for me, but i have to force myself sometimes because i can't just throw them out when they've already barged in my room, right? and besides, they're a family friend. they're mom's clients. yeah roight! must remind them that i can't commit to them next term cos i'm going full load.
|| i want to go out! to draw. i can't do it here because the internet always gets the better of me. hahaha
|| i wish i could learn cprompt better. i find it interesting. on another note, i wish i could learn more c++ at school, but it seems we're stopping at loops. that's not even what makes c++ hard right? i know it's not going to be useful in the future but i want to learn so much! it's like i dropped from too hard to too easy, and it's becoming toxic because i believe i'm capable of learning much more than this. sorry! i don't wanna sound bragging. forgive me because it's the first time i actually got interested in a subject which isn't art related.
|| i was wondering, if i was taking this at a different school (a relatively harder one), will i still be as interested? is it easy because i like it? or do i like it because it's easy? ah, i know! the interest will always be there, maybe if i were taking this at uplb, i would be in a i-like-it-but-it-doesn't-like-me-back case. haha, at least that's much better than the i-don't-like-it-and-it-doesn't-like-me-either case i had when i was still struggling through chemical engineering (which sucked up my entire life, btw). hmm...
|| it's 2am and i'm not sleepy.