happy new yeaaarrrr!!!

damn. mag babagong taon na!

i remember the fireworks show in disney channel... LoL.. it was great... there were real fireworks tapos there were also light effects so ayun soooper bongga nung gabi...

weee...gawa ko toh! hehe.. pasensha na... i'm running out of time ksi...^^;;







HAPPY NEW YEAR!

happy new year!

haha... soundtripping again with my music player...LoL.. shempre rinesearch ko ung song sa commercial ng star cinema... 'you're so damn hot' -check the music player...

i love the electric guitar (???) interlude... haha.. 'ok go' ano kyang band un..haha

haha.. MANIGONG BAGONG TAON... ano b meaning ng manigo?

hahaaaaaa.....

asus... hindi ko pa nagagawa ung bibliography notecards sa english.. anyway... aun.. katangahan... i went to school to fetch my eng notbk... stupid no.. rizal day pa so.. wala pasok... wala faculty.. at least may guard pero ang shitty tlga nung mga grills... lamo un.. kada stairs may grills! kung my nakita lng tlga akong space kung san kasha ko.. aakyatin ko un eh!



anyway.. ayun.. lam mo un.. na challenge ako... it's time to check my supernatural abilities.. haha... i.e.. flying! pra maakyat ko ung grills na un... lock kasi.. grr.. anyway.. ok lng un.. haha.. super inikot ko lahat ng pede kong pasukan.. to no avail.. wahahaha.. ang saya...



woooohhhoooo... ang lungkot ng new year... well di nman. kasi we're trying to be safe.. wala kaming paputok.. kahit lusis or TOROTOT manlang... *iyak*.. bwisetttt... prang last yr.. nagwala pa ko kasi wala akong torotot!! grrr... tapos ngaun... wala pren... tapos last year soooper walang nagpaputok sa upper portion ng street namin... pano.. mga safe pipol kmi hehe... grrr... so un.. i think.. ttlon na lng ako sa strit at 12 para tumangkad tapos i'll wear my polka dots pajama.. haha! gud luck!



MALIGAYANG BAGONG TAON MGA TOL!

i wanna buy this book

SPEAK by LAURIE HALSE ANDERSON

why?

why do i always get a message na i just ignored an incoming phonecall whenever i use the internet? tapos i get disconnected then i'll wait for that fucking phonecall only to find out na damn... wrong number cla!!! grr... anyway... di naman yan always eh.. haha



i can't think of something to blog about.. maybe i'll tell you the story of the utterly boring process of making a refrigerated cake...

first of all get ready for some mess (esp is you're working with me)... expect some bloodshed coz i'm too careless to notice that my finger is being pricked by some can lid.. haha... also... expect some arguement... i wouldn't want to mix the fruit cocktail with my fresh mangoes in one tray of desert... che!



pero kahit ganun.. enjoy... i love my taste haha... my tastebuds are craving for more sweet that there's more condensed milk than cream in my mixture.. haha...LoL



tapos nun... wala na... i'll rummage the refrigerator for some space kasi it's always full..



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haha... for the sake of blogging tlga oh... wala akong magawa...



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shoot.

i have to save money nnman... i want to buy the book Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson ... wala lng.. i found the synopsis interesting... but it costs 500... haha.. kaya yan.. pagiipunan ko...

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haha... just finished reading phil ghost stories book 2... LoL.. it's not that scary... kaso i hate the pictures... lalo na pang black and white... ^^;;

when boredom strikes...

i do nothing but sleep and check out my nearly neglected antique accounts...-_-;;

and now that i'm once again bored...

let me just rant every bad thing that happened to me this christmas season...-_-;

first... talk about the quarterly exams...i hate them.. as much as i hate myself for not studying very well... now i got my fingers crossed with the thiller like aftermaths of my laziness...-_-;;



2nd... the christmas vacation... rewind...i mean before that.. the last day of the horrible exam week...i lost my paper bag of gifts... remember? ok..should we all mourn for it for the nth time? *sniff*



3rd... for the whole christmas vacation i just stayed at home... waiting for my nails to decompose...waiting for santa to drop by our non-extistent chimney and bring in the items in my wishlist... unfortunately.. there were no santas around to help me regain my optimism from those traggic events...-_-;;



4th...haaayyy.... there's nothing to brighten up my day today... nothing to keep me aliveeee... i'm bored.. soooppperrr damn borreeedddd...



plus... my worst nightmare is still bugging me...-_-;;

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'haaappppyyy birthdddaaayyy sayyoooo.... just give love on christmas daaayyyy.....'



-damn i forgot the lyrics... pero good thing i still know the tune..pero...darn.. wala sha sa net...tsss...-_-;;

SCRAMBLED EGG

just like the others... i'm one those people wishing to have a real band.. REAL..mind you... hindi banda bandahan... hindi rin church band...^^;;

why scrambled-egg? wala lng lng... ksi i was inspired by the band name/ or egg mismo na 'sunny-side up' kaya ayun... bahala na kayo...

haha... i made a sketch...erm..pasensha na... kinakareer ko tong 'imaginary' bnd ko eh...T_T;;







yey! sna ok lng.. if u notice the person to the left is holding his guitar the other way around.. okay lng un noh... meron namang guitar na ganun eh.. pang kaliwete raw.. haha.. style un...i think...haha... shempre shadowed pa ung guys sa likod.. kasi wala akong bandmates.. haha... nyak... cno kya ung girl sa gitna... haha.. pwede maging ako yan.. balang araw (pag pumayat ako!).. kaso.. hindi ako pang vocalist material.. keyboardist lng.. hehe.. LoL eh mahirap mag draw ng organ eh.. haha.. yaan nyo na ko maging vocalist kahit sa drawing lang... -_-;;

ay walang kulay...^^;; cge ok lng yan..



tapos..share ko na rin to.. nafeel ko eh..



hehehehheeeee... nahihiya ako...*hides*



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anyway... hehe... on new years eve... or maybe sa jan1 na mismo... i'll be greeting a happy new year to every tagboard i see in my friends' links.. haha... wala lng..



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terai and me just got home from SM, wala lng.. just checked and bought some books for my term paper... kinareer daw ba un.. i bought two books.. hah... isang 'reiki therapy' chka phil. ghost stories 2.. haha... dba? connected nman... third eye... haha... at least may mailalagay na ko sa aking bibliography notecards na hindi ko tlga magawan ng paraan para mapuno kasi i left my english ntbk sa school.. eh nandun pnaman ung list of bibliography items ko.. haynaku.. epal...



tapos un... *sniff* nanghihinayang ako sa pera... haha... -_-;; haaayy...

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nanuod ako ng SCQ yesterday... LoL.. crush ko c DM... pro bakit kelangan kay erich pa sha magkagusto.. yuck.. ang yabang nman kasi nung babaeng un noh.. tapos.. gusto ko sa girls c michelle.. tapos gusto ko rin c theo! stig nya mag dance...\m/

MY WORST NIGHTMARE

before.. what i consider my worst nightmare is that when our family are being chased by some figureless smoke [duh] and once it catches any of us... our bodies will be trapped in an aquarium... floating with only our torso in it.. plus the head...

now... my worst nightmare is...it's not scary as in pasado pang horror plus thriller movie pero... ah basta eto sha..



wala.. i broke my three front teeth plus two molar teeth na puro permanent... sabay sabay pa... tapos my hands...gaaahh! blood filled... tapos i remembered the superstition na when you had a dream wherein nalagasan ka ng ipin.. someone from your family will die... tapos i had a dream nnman afterwards... my mom will die daw...oh no. i read it would be on the 19th of december... which already passed away so i thought it was.. sa 2005 pa.. tapos in my dream i joined this program wherein it enables you to talk to ur dead lovedone... tapos wala... nakita ko dun c andy (my classm8)... she was guiding me thru the progam... ewan ko kung bat sha nandun... tapos there was this certain lola celebrity na sobrang paranoid with the news she heard na she'll die daw in 1,980 days..tapos she's battling it na nga eh.. tapos un.. i also saw some seniors from our school.. hiding.. i mean squeezing themselves in a cabinet... how wierd could dreams get? tapos un... and to think.. i was doing the 'talk to the dead' program when my mom is still alive at that moment? wla.. sabi dun.. think of a place where your dead loved one could be in.. tapos nagisip ako

inisip ko nsa room nila sha.. tapos bigla na lng may nagflash na 'selection of ways o talk' sa mind ko.. e duh malamang pipiliin ko.. mouth.. para tlgang talk noh! ang funny nga ng mga selections eh.. nose! ear! hands (ok..so mejo pwede pa) feet! (so anu on.. sspain mo?)

tapos un...

i onced told myself na pag sa isang dream naisip mo na 'hindi! panaginip lang to' magigising ka na.. pero during the scene of the broken teeth naisip ko na 'no! dream lang toh!'...i was still in the dream... hindi ako nagising or something... para shang bangungot.. tapos edi gising na ko... iyak ako na iyak... tapos i hurriedly check mom on the other room.. she's sleeping tapos grabe iyak parin ako (soundless) tapos i went to the prayer room to pray...

i told God na sorry.. dahil naging faithless ako.. na mas naniniwala ako sa superstition and dreams kesa sa inyo... sinabi ko pa na kung may kukunin kayo.. ako na lng..todo na feel ko tlga...-_- i love my family.. i was sobbing/sniffing/crying/wailing (o.O) when i told him na wag nyong kunin ung three most important people in my life... instead.. take me na lng...



ayun... i soo hate that dream.. sana hindi na lang ako natulog... -_-

10:00 am

just came back from church... it was sooo cold i had to bring my jacket.. anyway after that we dropped by lola mamang to take the caserole from yesterday's party then we proceed to auntie gene to..i dunno.. i guess just to pay a visit coz we didn't attend their party yesterday. .e kasi naman sabay sabay,,,



tapos un.. auntie celia and ate raquel were here.. i don't know why... ate raquel has been our maid for once.. and i don't like her.. wala lng.. ayoko lng sakanya...plastikan tlga toh...



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anyway... ayun... na meet ko ulit sha.. di nmn actually meet pero nakita ko lng ok.. un lng... haha...

-_-



why can't i get over this?

iniimpacho (infatuation) ako...



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hay naku...

family reunion

krrating ko lng from our christmas family reunion (father's side)... well... i won't consider it that fun... kasi malalaki na kmi and the kids... were still kids... baby pa.. so ano kya un.. haaayy.. anyway...i ate a loooot lottt of pasta... grabeeee...

ksi we had spaghetti na here.. tapos kumain pa ko ng lasagna chka carbonara...

haha.. grabe.. sarap ng lasagna ni kuya michael.. haha.. wala lng kasi nagwowowork daw sha sa greenwich.. ung tga gawa ng lasagna.. cool.

tapos masarap din ung hamburger ni kuya j.r. LoL.. kasi sha sa mcdo nman! haha.. kktawa tlga...

tapos un... when i was a kid we(my cousins and ate) really fancied lining up in front of uncle lito whenever he pulls out his red envelope of 'malulutong' na bills! haha... every christmas we line up in front of him... sing some carols then he's going to give us money! lots of money! nakakalibo libo pa kmi nun... pero ngayon...



naku.. kuripot ang tao..-_-;; i only got.. ugh.. nevermind...-_-

tapos un.. i ate tita amy's sister's leche flan! sarap! haha bitin..



tapos un.. we went home... tpos when we were parked near the house we took a peek in our neighbor's house... haha... natawa ko kasi parehas kami ng curtains tapos parehas din kmi ng chandelier tapos.. grabe last season parehas kami ng sofa! whatabout... magkakulay pa ung house nmin.. lagi ngang napagkakamalang duplex eh..

pero wierd...

hindi kmi magkakaclose.

anyway.. ung lang have a nice christmas...



gaarrggg.. i'm using the laptop kasi cra ung fax na dapat ggmitin for internet... luckily.. i used my brain and connected the cable to the other phone.. kaso maxado malayo ung cpu sa plug so shempre dito ko kinabit sa laptop.. kung alin ung transferrable sa mga places.. kayaaa.. hindi ko mapopost ung artwork ko ksi nsa pc sha..haha...

merry christmas! [new layout completed!]

yey!merry christmas pla! ^_^

before that... theme song ko! .. i think...



stay the same - joey mcintyre

(listen to it thru the music player)

nyek.. maya na lyrics..



lalalal... don't you ever wish you were someone else, you were meant to be the way you are exactly, don't you ever say you don't like the way you are when you learned to love yourself, you're better off by far and i hope you'll always stay the same, coz there's nothing about you i would change...



blah blah.. la lng.. ganda ng message!

believe in yourself!

ahahahaaa..



o ano na? ano sa tingin nyo? ok b tung layout na toh?

haha.. red black & white rocks!

haha.. ganda tlga ng pula.. LoL

ayan o.. nkakita na ko ng image na gusto ko.. although.. haha.. masmaganda pa nga dun sa inaakala ko eh!



haha.. and i used the contractible headers code! try nyo! ei... ung links na un.. di nman links yun... switch lng un ng content.. kaya wag mag-alala.. walang mag loload na page.. hehe... tag!



merry christmas!



i'm indie mood!

indie indie indie.. haha

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gusto ko ng sariling banda! and pangalan...

SCRAMBLED EGG! (inspired... actually my history yan.. galing cha sa group na 'sunny side up' na sumali sa mtb jinglebells contest ata.. ahaha.. nakyutan!)

hahaaaaaaa...

U5 is more of a group tho..



merry christmas!



i'm indie moooooodddd!

gusto ko ng bagong layoouttt!

arrgghhh.. i'm running out ideas! my past draft turned out nice JUST as a draft.. not when published on the web! how good is that!?!



anyway.. ayun.. i'm looking for images similar to the one SHE has

coz basically i don't know how to describe the pic.. help nman dyan o!



haaayyy... random clicking really transports me into places... even the virus-inflicted ones...-_-

9:05 am

umagang umaga post kagad.. la pa nga nangyayari eh...

-_-



kahit na anong gawin ko.. i can't seem to wake up earlier than 8! grabee... mukhang i'll never be able to use the free internet hours ah...



btw... sobrang gustong gusto ko nang magpalit ng layout! sobra!!.. i found a realy cool script sa dynamic drive... ung contractible header script... wala.. sobrang cool... ggmitin ko un sa aking next layout for sure...

wala lng akong mahanap na matinong image... or would you want to this to be imageless? nyee.. borring... ang sucky nman...



wala na.. magaling na ko sa blogging fever.. este bloghoppin fever... boring na eh... tag lng ng tag... kkpagod.. la nmn ako masabi..



di pa ko nagbbreakfast...

what i'm really enjoying is navigating at blogskins.. wala lng.. dmi skins.. coolness... actually dun ko nkuha ung mga source codes ko.. dl ng dl... tapos... kuha kuha... derive derive... yehey! may layout naa...



i'm actually planning to put a 'past layouts' corner pero nvm... waste of tym



hehe.. bumili c mommy ng washing machine! hahaaa... pag sumweldo ako.. bbli ako ng cd/casette player for myself! that's about 4 thou... haayayya...



merry christmas



(tip: don't ever use 'xmas' for christmas...kabastusan... would you want your name to be spelled X surname?)



haha.... wala lng... hehe.. may bag n ko!..blue nga lng... shoulder bag pa.. my wallet na rin ako... apple green nga lng... NO ONE GAVE ME SOMETHING RED!!!!

pero cool ah.. puro UCB... haha...

RANDOM RAGE

there.. if you want to visit the source of what i'm gonna share today.. check the title link..

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bobsters:

11-21-2003, 04:30 AM



Something has really been bugging me lately. I'm sorry for the rant, but I feel like nobody knows or cares about this issue.



It seems like the more I browse through websites in this community, the more I come across blatent art theft. The sad thing is, many of the offenders are totally unaware that they might be using stolen art! A lot of young and hopeful webdesigners make some very nice graphics and layouts using images from massive anime galleries like boyis (http://boyis.com). What they might not know is that much of the CG art that is displayed on that site is taken from artists and compiled into a huge archive without any permission or proper credit. A majority of the work there is wallpapers made by non-commercial Japanese artists. The even worse fact is that the owners of that site are making money off the hundreds of stolen images from all of the banner advertisements. If that isn't wrong,

I don't know what is.



Once, someone took my collection of brushes off my site (and countless other sites too), and put them into an enourmous archive without giving any credit to any of the artists! Essentially, this is what these people are doing. If his site had stayed up longer, then I imagine that many people would've downloaded and reused the brushes giving credit to a person who only spend hours downloading brushes, which requires no work at all!



If you're a person who owns one of those graphic and layout sites, and you use images from places like boyis, think about this: What if someone took your layouts, removed the credit and displayed them in a huge archive for people to download and reuse feely. Wouldn't you feel enranged and hurt? As a webdesigner, I know how much work goes into a layout. Yet, more importantly, as an artist, I know how much more time goes into CG work. Do you think that spending three hours on a layout is a long time? Imagine sitting at your computer for a week or more for 4-5 hours a day working on a single CG. Now imagine this being stolen from your gallery and redistributed in a massive archive without one line of credit given to you. Now, nobody knows who made that beautiful piece of work, and nobody can find your site so they can enjoy looking at it! Wouldn't you feel even more enraged, hurt and discouraged?



If you want to make a a layout using other people's images by all means, do it. However, please think about where you are getting your source art. Just saying "Credit goes to the original artist" doesn't suffice. If someone used your layouts and graphics and wrote "Credit goes to the orignal designer" without a link back to you, wouldn't that violate your rights? As a general rule of netitquite, if you see "Author or Artist unknown" or "Credit to Artist" with no name or link, that usually means that work was stolen. So don't use it!



You might be thinking, "I want to make my site more original and unique!". By using other's work your site really isn't unique and orignial. So many people are using artwork from sites like Boyis, if you think about it, no matter how much nifty coding goes into your layouts, they all look the same! I propose this... use your own images! Take photos, draw, make illustrations and your own characters. Even if you're no good at this, I'm sure there are plenty of people who would enjoy your site even more!



If all else fails, use official art. I'm not reccomending this. The problem that comes with using official art is that you run the risk of getting yourself into a nasty lawsuit. Most of the time, big companies ignore this on small personal websites because it helps promote them. Other times, companies regard this as copyright infringement, and will prosecute all found offenders. So be careful with what you use!



The above statement also holds true for royalty free image galleries like getty images (http://gettyimages.com). I've seen more photos from there popping up recently. When I first started getting into the domain scene, usage of getty's images was running rampant around the web. Everyone and their mother was using these images, until people as young as 12 and 13 were waking up to finding threats of lawsuit in their inbox if those images weren't removed from their sites! There are plenty of free image galleries out there. I often use FreeFoto (http://freefoto.com/index.jsp), Visipix (http://www.visipix.com/) and Earth Sky Water Fire (http://photo.sehnsucht.org). However, it's always best to use your own work! That way, there will only be one of your image on the web!



Please take what I say into consideration. If you have anymore questions, please check out these useful sites: what is copyright (http://whatiscopyright.org/), online fanarts protection (http://www3.to/ofp/) and R.I.G.H.T.S (http://www.rightsforartists.com/).



Most of all, if you agree with me, boycott boyis! =D

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please... i know the length of the article is disturbingly discouraging but i still encourage you to read again.. if you think u don't get the point...



i agree with her/him... i mean you wouldn't want your artwork to be simply distributed to the public without your consent and credit... dba? that hurts.. especially when i read past the links of gettyimages and boyis (where i frequently get images)... cguro that's the reason why i can't access through boyis.. anyway... back to business... since i am still an amateur in webdesigning... i suppose that gave me a little warning about those copyright-abusers... chka look at that.. boyis? may pangalan eh.. may reputation... that site will really be a big loss if ever...and ano pa kaya ung getty? eh for me ok lng... from the start naman it looks like the images in getty weren't original eh... haha.. cguro contributions but if you actually get the picture... may nka embedd na getty images... d'you think that's right? if you're the contributor tapos u wouldn't get any credit?



tss ..bhala na...

arty mood

woot! i got inspired with a certain devArt yesterday... ermm.. you can find it in my favorites sa aking DA page.. check previous post..



it's entitled vanity...haha.. stig ng art.. haha.. how i wish i could draw something like that... i'll start sketching later...



hmm.. anyway.. as usual.. got my blogger instincts again.. bloghopping nnmn.. buti nga i got a bonanza reloaded.. that's 30 hrs for 100.. similar to 'reality' but bona is better! ksi may secret ako! and my secret is... instead of using the... nyek ang poochaka nman nito... LoL just this very moment i read my SECRET on the card.. hell what was that supposed to mean? the 4388222 number-- pang bayantel lng.. e ksi PLDT kmi eh.. haha..



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hmm.. sana may unlimited kmeeee...

change topic... i read from a superstition book na bad luck daw mag hang ng 2005 calendar if it's not yet 2005.. pero.. hmm... we already hanged it na eh.. haha.. gud luck.. anyway.. marami angels dito!

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last night was a goooood night...i was alone in my bed... a big big bed! haha.. shempre dhil tigisa na kmi ni terai ng kama.. insecure pa ko. so there... got all my stuffed toys 'stuffed' beside me.. haha.. scared..



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i wanna make a new layout...-_-;;

i made a successful avatar (daw!)

and so i though i finally got the trick in making animated avatars... but hell.. no! may the bad omen around me burn in eternal damnation! grr... i'm soooo pissed off by the way i repeat and repeat everything i've done just because i didn't save my work kasi when i preview the file it's totally hale, heart and healthy!

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anyway.. it's time to move on.. maybe God doesn't want me to use animated avatars yet without using the non-moving ones first... maybe...



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haaayyy... check my DA account na lng.. i made terrible progress... up to you if you consider it a plus or a minus ... i'm losing touch with art... with brains... with everything.. maybe the only thing i haven't lost yet is GOD... help me Lord. :(



melodia04.deviantart



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anyway.. i still consider this day fine..

awhile ago ate theresa and me played pinball.. pataasan ng score! haha.. hmmpphhh.. she raced against my 1,137,990 high score and succeeded... ppyag bnman ako nun?

of course not.. so i challenged her and i won.. haha.. got a 1,3$$,$$$ score.. haha... you might consider that low.. pero hello.. i'm not a gamemaster...^^;;

i made a successful avatar!

but unfortunately i still can't post it.. kasi i forgot to change some settings...



on the other hand... get ready for some rubbish i'm gonna share with you...



my mom is getting her VIP client a 1000 peso worth of a jacket... that's soo unfair!! -.-;;



another thing... my mom shoped in divi for toys... shempre kelangan ng battery... now she's claiming na we have to put batteries in it as we wrap.. nyekk.. tapos the batteries she bought were heavy duty pa (ang mahal ksi nun noh)...-_-che... hindi ako magbabalot! [sama..]



tapos un.. grabe.. na feel ko tlga na we have to decorate our room.. haha imagine ah... we now have 2 queen sized beds in my room...haha.. LoL..



hmm.. what else...-_-... onga pla... haha... hmm... cge un na nga lang muna...haha..

ay hindeee!

i ate another big big big bar of cadburry... i always love that chocolate.. actually lahat nman... in order!

1. ferrero

2. cadburry

3. hershey's kisses [almonds]

4. mayfair! --local yan pero masarap!



tapos un... hmm... knina nag hot oil ako ng hair.. [arte ah..] -_-.. i think it didn't work.. haha.. hnde ata ako marunong.. sus... i mean i henna-oiled myself tapos sbi dun.. for seriously damaged hair.. wrap it in a hot towel.. i din nman... haha.. hindi nman ksi damaged ung hair ko eh.. i just want to get rid of the split ends... they suck.



tapos un.. after drying. .wallah.. wa-epek...haha...nvm...

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onga pla... hayy.. had a dream.. muraki-tsuzuki ... LoL.. spread the yaoi loveee!

awww.. i love that scene in my dream..



haha... michi's always asking me if i do consider siriusXremus as a good yaoi pair.. honestly.. i do like anything yaoi.. so i think i have to place a bet on them. hehe



hmm.. i still think harryXdraco's the best... plus senru!



i'm d yaoi goddess!

image ready 7!

yay! i finally learned how to make an animated avatar or something using image ready 7... un nman pla eh... hehe...IR7 is the program for animations... tapos PS7 nman ung designing... heheeee...

lemme show you what i did..

o.O oh no.. it's not moving anyway..later na lng un..



ah bsta... -_-;;

thanks a lot to DING for the wonderful tutorial.. just talked to her yesterday using ym! eh... hehe...haha... best tutor! hahahaaa! ^__^



anyway... i'm goin to bicol on the 26th... ksama c ate haydee then we're gonna go home on the 2nd of jan daw.. nyee.. ksi sa 3 na ung pasukan noh.. wish k lng... anyway.. eh ksi bday ni lola s 2 eh.. hehe.. advance happi bday...^_^



btw... i think my room's going smaller... actually maluwg pren kya lng... since mom and dad is yet deciding on making their room an entertainment room they have to get rid of the bed.. kaya nilipat sa room nmen... eh ang laki ksi ng kama noh... -_-... sobra pa nga un samen ni terai eh... tapos mmyang gbe.. pag nag kwento nnmn ng ghost stories... wala na.. tabi na kmi ulit.. empty nnman ung isang bed.. ^^:;

malapit na magpasko..

guys.. gift ko!

anyway.. wla nmang extraordinary na nangyri today.. as if nman noh...

as usual... breakfast sa car... pandesal and coffee.. yum yum! haaayy... look at that.. i think i'll have to suggest na we go to church on 8am servicesz instead of 6... kasi nman... nagigising kmi 6 na.. so.. late na un.. lagi na nga kmi late eh...-_-



so un... wala lng... brrr... i took the internet test and got myself a 34% internet addict daw.. ano kya un? i don't believe them.. i mean.. at least give me a 70%+! coz i don't deserve that grade! hah.



haaayy... wala ako magawa.. hmm... kwento na lng ako ng mga boring things about my life...



watched tv awhile ago... i laughed...



ah wala na.. boring na.. corny pa..

fave movies na lng... [or should i get some survey to kill boredom?]



passion of the christ

harry potter series

the net

spirit: stallion of the cimarron

tuck everlasting

artificial intelligence

lord of the rings..



so yun.. nvm..

bands nman...

barbie's cradle! \m/

s club7

5566

t.a.t.u.

westlife..



haha... uhm.. i'll get some survey na lng..



1.one word to describe urself right now

bored



2.two words you always say to your loved one/your

crush/significant other ?

take care. ingat ka





3.name 7 of your closest friends

karla, mannie, hannah, peachy, larz... i can only name 5 tho



4. what's your favorite number?

4



5. what was the first thing you did after waking up?

prepare for church



6. last number of your phone number?

1



7.who was the first person that came to your

mind as you woke up this morning?

can't remember



8. who was the last person to make you feel kilig?

eh? wala...



9. what song is on your mind right now?

wala rin.. see how boring my life is?



10. what was the last thing you wrote on a straight

line?

fr: arianne



11. whom do you want to call on your cellphone?

wala.. txt nlng.. sayang load XD

12. what's your favorite time of day?

gabe



13. what colors do you like?

red, black, white



14. last song that you sang:

underneath it all



15. do you like to sing?

yeah,,,



16.have you ever been to Baguio?

no.. =(



17.what was the last song that you danced to?

anu nga yun.. ung choco bambam? haha...



18. favorite song:

wala rin...



19. bakit mo sinagutan ang survey na it0?

bored

20. asan ka ngayon?

harap ng pc.. duh



21. last person you e-mailed.

karla



22. have you worn/are you wearing braces [teeth]

not now.. but i will.. someday



23. how often do you buy load?

every 2 months? 100 lng ksi binibili ko eh



24. who's the last person in your phonebook?

uncly romy



25. if you were given a chance to visit

another country what would it be?

US



26. name the person that you want to fall for you

at this moment

tss.. khit cno bsta deserving.. haha.. lol



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tsss... i don't know how to deal with this life of mine..

i think i have to change my layout! ^__^

lintik ah.. now i can't put a title ksi everytime i type on that stupid title field... nagpopup-up ung annoying script error code na hinala ko ay dala nnman ng isang mapaminsalang virus!

currently listening to once upon a december... bket prang lhat ng broadway singers kboses ni lea salonga?

LoL.. haha...



pansin ko ha... everytime i put 'LoL'..laging may kasunod na 'haha'.. paranng... LoL.. haha.. [seryoso.. nttwa ko... hahHAAA. loL!

whatever nga..



i'm tired of making my posts purely english.. mapaphiya lng grammar ko.. LoL..haha.. [pinanindigan ah..]



dyusko.. ano ba to.. 10:30 pm na... still not feeling sleepy... aba aba.. i hear fireworks! hmmphhh... still have no date sa prom..

i don't think 'blind-dating' will do.. yuck cheap ah... i mean.. wala.. nvm..-_-... dibale na maging isang wallflower... haynaku.. wala na ko magwa...



-_-...shameless plugging na nga lng ulit: http://lunacy004.tk <--- o yn... bala na kau.. insultuhin nyo kung karapat dapat... nyee.. wag naman.. pinaghirapan ko yan eh..



anyway... hmm.. i have no plans this vacation.. sabi ko nga.. update na lng ako ng syt or make boring logs of my data cds or.. just spend the time dreaming of becoming one of those lucky endorsers of bench... ngangarap ah... gusto ko tumangkad using cherifer pero if i don't get proper sleep... llki daw paa ko.. wag na lng no...gusto ko rin pumayat... haha.. sbi nga nila... di nman daw ako mataba.. charing kayo! haha. . cguro hindi nga halata.. pero lam nyo un...ung tyan lng ung malaki pero ung ibang body parts inde... o.-..



haaayy... gusto ko mag update ng wardrobe... pero i don't have enough money to do so...



ah. wala lng.. i arranged my desk awhile ago... malinis na pero may cutter scratches prin ung table.. sagwa. tapos i 'personalised' my account in xp... haha.. i really hate sharing the same computer with my dad... heh.. i edited the beach background thru ps7 tapos i put my name on it..



tapos i downloaded a couple [actually a lot] of icons to spice up the look of my boring desktop... edi un.. cute naaa... wala lng... puro pochacco icons... piku...haha lOl...-_-



edi eto... uhm.. speechless... 30 hrs na kasi tung bonanza ngaun eh.. i mean, saya ah.. tapos free access pa from 12-8am...

so prang i'm waiting pa for the free access?..bat di na lng ksi from 11pm-8am like in e-volve?...hmm... 1 hr 30min to go before the next day..



anyways... tinitipid ko tlga mga tao.. diba i lost my gifts.. edi un gnawa ko.. ung mga gifts saken na di ko mggmit.. un na lng nireregalo ko.. i mean.. im not the kind who treasures gifts for nothing [exept kung my senti-value].. gusto ko ung useful... kaya nga mejo demanding ako eh.. haha



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wala akong magawa.. cge bye.. ^_^...



i'm hungry....(:|)

i'm saving $$$$$!

kahit na it's hard to save money this xmas.. i'm trying to save paren.. dahi i really [as in badly] need a new [as in brand new] computer! it doesn't need to be a laptop... anything will do bsta complete at [take note] pentium 4 or pentium centimo [the newest! i'm not even sure if it only exists for laptops..-_-].. so yun.. do i look like asking? haha.. no.



went to fcm with my sister awhile ago.. bought her a little gift... a 35 peso bone stufftoy... na sobrang ouch dahil, un nga i'm saving and that 35 means a lot to me.. pero oks lng... she treated me nmn ng ice cream eh.. and i treated her din ng squid balls at gulaman..

so.. parang... 'bumili ka na lng kaya ng sarili mong food?'



haha.. so anyway... i can't imagine na nagbudget ako ng 500 don tapos i only spent 100... wahahahaaa..



katangahan:: sobrang mkklimutin ko tlga... i bought a cdcase [hindi ung flip flip... ung patong patong] tapos i paid 100.. tapos lumayas ako!!! hinanap ko c terai... tapos nakaakyat na kami when i recalled nkalimutan ko ung sukli... ang tange ko tlga oh...



ka-curiousan:: now that i have my own psp7... dba sabi ko sobrang atat ako matuto... i'm experimenting still.. asar na ko eh... nkkinis.. di ko alam kng ano ggwin dun!..



katamaran:: tinatamad ako magayos ng gamit sa skul at tinatamad din ako gawin ung bibliography notecards... as if nman i'm gonna spend my xmas vacation looking for books about my 'scary' topic...-_-;;



graaabbeee.. aliw tlga ko sa mga bands... pero i don't enjoy acoustic bands that much [tss. tpos i'm wishing for a new ac. guitar?].. kasi ayun... guitar guitar.. purgang purga na ko eh.. for a change mag rock nalang sla.. headbang all the wayy.. jump jump jump! basag-ulo!..



oopsss.. wirdo. haha.. bsta gusto ko ung prang sa myx live performance ni kitchie ... wala lng... electric guitar cla lahat.. coolness...-_-

gusto ko rin ng red na electric guitar.. pero ung may white na inner outline... haha...tapos haaayy... i miss the church band with ptr. ruti... i mean ilang ako pero i still miss them.. khit di ako ganun ka close sa mga band-m8s... i mean.. ksi nman noh.. only girl ako dun... tsk..



cge un lng.. bye..^^;;

9:20pm

since i'm not in the mood to make a sensible title... ung time na lng...

haaayy... i'm really depressed with what i discovered w/ psp7 [adobe photoshop 7.0]... =( you can't make a moving avatar.. anyway... care ko ba... it still has a lot of features to enjoy.. so why sulk for that small reason...



tapos un... 2nd post for the day ko na to ah... haay.. i'm slowly getting over the traggic story of my 'lost paperbag of gifts'..-_-... isa lng ang nagppgalit skin...-- the possibility na angkinin nung gahamang nakadampot nun ung mga gifts dun..which is not really for her.. whoever that moron is...-_-



haayyy... galing ako kna karla knina.. nagsasaya... hahahaaaa...



anyone! PSP7 tutorial nman o? npka complicated ng mga binabasa kong tutorials.. boring pa... nothing to stimulate my curiosity -_-





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naadik nnman sa slam dunk... ewan ko ba.. i do like sports... pero i can't consider myself sporty...-_- i think it comes with your ability... -_-

hahaaa.. gusto ko maging sporty!

i remember one time.. nung bumili c mommy ng clothes sa bench... for once i dreamed to become a model.. wala lng.. inggit ako sa mga endorsers ng maga2ndang clothes while i confine myself in bargaining the dep't store.. [as if my makukuha kang png bargain price don..-_-]whatever tlga..



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talk about basketball... ang saya ulit-ulitin ung slam dunk [anime sha... so there.. feel free to think i'm a freak you discriminative (???) being] panu banaman ksi... bukod sa gwapo c rukawa and sendoh... aliw pa ung games nila... and since i just claimed the title of 'the yaoi goddess'...you can guess what i'm thinking with the two.. hahahaaaaaa...

ang cool ng games pero parang impossible...

if you compare them to the actual human NBA players, they're nothing pero if you look at the kind of stunts they play... prang above the NBA level paa... ano kaya un..-_-;; i mean, fade away, box 1.... etc..



melodia: haynaku arianaaaa.... compare daw ba ang anime sa people..-_-

arianne: *blinks* i forgot to tell you my other female counterpart.. melodia... actually.. matagal ko na sha naintroduce.. but b/c i never mentioned her aside from that one post... here she goes again...

arianne: meron p pla.. i do have a male counterpart too.. but he's rather passive on this kind of thing... blogging... until..

adrian: i just read something that spells b-a-s-k-e-t-b-a-l-l right?

melodia: stupid...



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i'm really getting delirious here... nevermind the two.. arianne's still here...aside from being an occasionally self-accepted freak... i'm also one big wierdo when it comes to conversing with my two other counterparts...-_-;;



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i miss my lost gifts.. my lost cheap gifts.. sabi nga ni ate theresa... nawala raw kasi ang cheap... karma daw yun for not buying the expensive ones.. and now she's suggesting me to buy another set of gifts????



-_-;; iyak naaa kooo!



ang haba nman nitong post natoh...

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lam nyo ba ung kay jose de venecia? poor daughter tlga..-_-.. ang daming nmmtay ngaun ah... i wonder how we're going to celebrate this xmas with smiles on our facesss...



i need more giftsss! ^___^

MERRY XMAS!

at last! exam week's over!!! hahahahaaaaa.... haay salamat... at least i can get some rest! ^_^ anyway... still have to go to karla's haus later...wahahahaaaaa....gotta update my wishlist... just got my xmas gift from adri! ^__^ heeehheeee... i now have an adobe photoshop 7.0!



but up to now i'm still figuring out on how to use it...



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sooper badtrip tlga ko sa skul.. i lost my papemelrotti paperbag with ALL my gifts there.. i mean ung gifts na ipamimigay ko! leche! kung cno man nakakuha nun.. kahit next yr ibalik aus lng.. wag mo lng angkinin! ang kapal naman...-__-

i almost cried.. pero hell...nahihiya na nga ko dhil ang ch-cheap ng gifts ko tapos mawawala paaaaaaa!!!...



huwaaaahhh!!! =(

ughh... wish me luck on finding it na lng...

anyways.... naaliw ako sa gift ni larz! it's a giant palito lighter! haha.. aliw...

geom killed me

i'm dead by now... so don't even think about continuing on reading this post...-_-...i hate our geom test awhile ago.. not really hate.. i mean i was d first one to pass the paper because i really need to go 2 the clinic... just yesterday i'm already suffering the deadly illness of having flu and sore throat....-_- and that brings me to the necessity of bringing paracetamol biogesic everyday.. but unfortunately, i gave my last tablet to a friend who's in terrible need than me.. so there sa clinic i asked for a tablet and i took it immediately...



i know that would keep me from collapsing on the long walk ahead...

i bought mashed potato.. just to fill in my angry stomach before going to commute on my way home... i walked with larz.. and GOOD LORD! we saw hannah on the way out mapayapa 2 and offered us a ride to the guardhouse...^_^; thank you...



so that was the end of my journey with larz.. but yet again... every ending has a beginning.. that moment was the start of my looong loooonnng journey... so there.. walk walk walk walk walk... i became consious when schoolbuses from our school passed by me...-_-;;



anyway.. i walked from mapayapa 2 up to FEU fern.. collected suki and continued my long walk again... this time i decided to take the route to mapayapa 3 instead of pinkian [dami tambay eh]... walk walk walk... it really seems endless...-_-... tapos i wanted jump with joy once i reached the end of mangga st! haayyy... kay saya... from there i took the tricycle hanggang bahay..



imagine nyo na lng kung gano kalayo nilakad ko... tapos just when i thought that this is a good start to begin losing weight...i recalled may cadburry chocoalte p pla ko sa bhay.. so un... dahil ako'y gutom na gutom... kumain ako nag isang malaking bar ng chocolate! huwaaawwww.. hindi na ko ppyat!

untimely death. planned farewell

what more can i say regarding Fernando Poe Jr.'s death? All of the testimonials about him talks about his goodness which was far more than i was expecting from him during the candidacy period. Although i hated him for actually running for president without even having a political background, i still admire his being a 'makamasa'... his intentions are purely for his countrymen's welfare as well as for the people included under the poverty stricken line.



His death affected a lot of people. His family, friends, fans and all the people whom he had helped when he was still alive were filled with grief as they heard the groundbreaking news that their idol was gone.



This event called the attention of lots of people. His fans stated every single deed he has during his film-making days, that he would always eat the same food shared with his co-workers, even with the extras because he's practicing equality among the others. That he always wanted a lot of extras in his movies for the sake of giving poor people the chance to at least get some pay. That he stored in sacks and sacks of relief goods to be donated soon to the people involved during the devastating typhoon. That all the last things he made are dedicated to the good of others.



And now, we say goodbye to this admirable image in the movie and political industry.

The news spread faster that what others may think. everybody started crying, mourning on the death of this man.



It is said that one of his last words with his family is that with the message of his soon leaving them. He considered his last recording the 'last' of all his songs. He asked someone to prepare the Poe Mosuleo even before december came. And his last picture, was their family picture. And now, could it be that he sensed his coming death? Could it be that while he is suffering in his deathbed, he is in a battle-field, fighting with death's scythe?



If this were true, much to my regret, he failed.

And now we pray that he is in the hands of the Lord God in heaven.



Please continue to pray for his soul.



Let's just think that God took him away so that he won't be suffering more. That's better than having him alive and breathing but in the body of a wilted plant.





Fernando Poe Jr.

1969-2004

major panic...

guys... can you read that warning thing on my tagboard? tsss...i didn't do something wrong but i can't find it in my account.. w/c means i can't delete it! grrr... haaayy.... feeling ko my virus tong pc na toh...-_-

onga pla... i'll keep my posts short... since what i'm risking here is the possibility of our PC to break down... i can't afford to let that happen again...



anyways.. merry christmas to you all.. don't forget my gift! ^_~

blog time!

HAHA...it semms like the blogging fever is still affecting me.. oh well...-_-;; LoL i just finished making a comment to one 'da vinci code' dedication site.. well.. actually storya nnman yan...

i was searching sa google.. 'arianne04' ..haha.. bliw.. la magawa.. tapos i saw there some results connected to me.. tapos may comment daw ako sa isang da vinci code syt... well.. that's not me for sure.. pero for once i've been a da vinci code addict... tapos binasa ko..haha.. shempre SPANISH sha.. tapos un.. i decided to make a comment too.. in spanish ha..

haha... i intended on saying 'dan brown is magnificent! all hail to the 'the vinci code'...and this is how my lame translation went. 'dan brown el magnifico! todos bravos para el codigo da vinci! ..haha.. ang gagu ko tlga..

walang magawa...pero i realised it's fun pla making spanish phrases coz our dialect naman contains a touch of spanish words eh.. haha...

i think i'll do that again...



tapos..may nakita ako table... nkasulat 'Make by Hong Lee' ...haha... sana 'Made'



... i got a christmas gift for myslef!!! yipeeee... it's not that cheap nor expensive pero for me it's really expensive for its size... for it's value naman.. i think it's reasonable...i bought a 2 1/2 inch angel figurine with my birthstone in it... topaz.. ung orange-y gemstone thing... yun... hehe.. that's 69 pesos sa papemelrotti...LoL...



i finished buying my xmas gifts na nga eh... for my friends... i budgeted 50 pesos for each of them.. pero when i got to papemelrotti... hinalukay ko pa ung buong place and i found a gift worth 5 pesos! haaayy... ang laking tipid nun ah...tapos for my mom and dad...i paid 64 pesos for both of them... 15 pesos each for my other friends and blah blah..



all in all i spent 383.25 pesos for 31 pipol

can't imagine...tsk.. nafeel ko tlga na we're under fiscal crisis kaya todo tipid...haha...



u know what... naiirita ako sa bangs ko... lam nyo nman kung bakt eh.. grr...it keeps on falling down my face.... haayy... i'll go get hairclip later...

ay.. di pa ko nag-aaral.. haha... cge.. next time ulit!

merry christmass!!

hehe... talk about site promotion.. dba i once told you that it's a help for your site if you submit it to search engines [i said SITE not blog.. shmpre that's if u want privacy..].. tapos i stumbled upon a page in freewebs called submitplus...coolness... you just enter your URL and your site will be submitted to over 10 search engines.. well actually the unpopular ones lng... haha.. pero help din un ah... i mean i plan to submit my site in dmoz [d directory where google/yahoo gets most of its results] pero haayy... it's not free... grrr...



i was checking my mail awhile ago... tapos something caught my attention...

Fr: Alivans Subj: Magical Holiday Discounts <--- those things i consider spam.. pero my kwento yan eh...

because of my obsession to harry potter... i joined several mailistings [which resulted to huge amount of spam flooding my mailbox..-_-;; my bad]... tapos i also joined this contest in alivan's wherein, if your email add was picked then you get a free BROOM! hindi walis tambo... broom as in harry potter brooms...tapos i picked three, a firebolt, bluebottle, and nimbus2000... tapos un.. blah blah blah...



wala lng.. natawa lng ako.. i mean who would venture into the store 'alivans' to buy 'magical brooms'? haha... sana ksi tlgang lumilipad pra cool.. LoL and they even sell an owl named 'HEDWIG'... and a cat 'CROOKSHANKS'... ano kaya un? they'll paint those pitiful animals just to like like those hp character pets? or do they really have someone like hedwig or crookshanks? or maybe the toad.. haha



awww...-_-;;

NEW HAIRCUT

well sorry... since i don't know how to transfer my pics here... hha..share ko na lng ulit ang isang caricature of myself... i mean.. after cutting my hair:









wirdo.. grrr

...ehehe.. bgay ba? my mom and i argued with the style pa nga eh.. ksi she hates me when i tie my hair or pag nka pusod... so yun.. she asked ate banding to make it SHORTER... grrr ah.. ok na sana ung mejo mahaba eh.. hmmph...



anyway...LoL... people nowadays are making things worse, the issue with osang and lolit solis shouldn't be patronized by tambays, hello noh...pati narin ung christine Xdiet marriage... ano ba! e kung they love each other why should they hide their marriage? eto namang mayor ng jaen, nueva ecija eh.. blabber... bwiset.. i mean npka complicated ng life sa showbiz... kawwa nman c grace, every video clip with here in the scene are censored in our tv's... hehe.. pretty naman sha.. so what's there to hide? edi sana di nyo nalng pinakita noh.. watever tlga ung media oh!

and what's the point of viewing the ultrasound test to the public, hindi nman ssbihin ni osang na preggy ung daughter nya kung di 22o noh...



dyusko.. does that make me different from the gossipers around?

gossip time...

you know.. it's natural for me to gather some rumors at tyms... i mean.. i just heard it awhile ago.. the issue of michelle adriano and jolo revilla... ok.. so at first, the issue of the pregnancy thing was denied.. but just recently mrs rosanna roces finally revealed what's true to the public... michelle's giving birth this january...



at some point i pity her, but on the other side... it's better to have jolo as the father than someone else... but hey, this will affect both their studies. too bad..



pero despite those... they should be grateful naren.. kasi all things happen for a cause remember? and no matter how hard they take reality, it should always be real...

i have no hard thoughts against michelle but as i judge her during our gradeshool yrs [we were schoolm8s], she acts bad... i mean wala naman sa manners or something.. pero sa attitude...yes.

we were never friends pero if ever.. good luck na lng sa kanya. cling on to God, he's the only one who could help.

sabadooo naaaa!

fuits basket daayy.. oh well... i think i'm not that excited in watching anime na.. super tamad na ko manood ng jap anime...-_-...ewan ko nga eh.. i find my ym! useless.. kasi what i do is chat ng chat sa japanime eh since i'm tired of greeting everyone 'konnichiwa!'.. wala na.. i left... bye bye anime..

boring din nman mIRC... i mean... tool lng un ng mga tao kung online ung iniispatan nila or what... pero aside from that useless... di karin nman ma-uupdate lagi...



hello music.



LoL... i updated some songs in my music player, hope you like it.. i mean i'm really trying hard to look for OPM wma's pero.. mahirap eh.. and i wouldn't dare to install kazaa for the nth time...

for those who're asking the source of those songs...

asa links ko un.. 'music galore' nga eh... i forgot the address ksi eh...

so un... enjoy na lng...



i haven't met my luck yet for this daY... i wish tamaan nmn ako ng swerte khit ngayon lng...-_-

lam nyo un.. parang ang sama ko tlga..

dba nga ksi naaasar ako ky red... tapos tabi p ko ng window... so pagnagpp-e cla, kita ko.. so plit kme n daga.. ^-^ haha...

dyusko ah.. parinig daw ba ung friend nya.. ewan ko kung ako.. bsta alam ko... nagparining narin ako.. once lng.. sooper asar kasi ako eh.. pikon. ~_-



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the booksale wasn't that fun compared to last yr.. wala lng.. corny nung pocketbooks... mahal nung statio.. fake ung ballpens... haayy.. gusto ko lng dun un look and find na hunchback.. haha aliw un.. kkhilo...



JOHN WAYNEEE!! nkkinis tlga... hmm.. ok lng nman c rayver eh.. pero ung role ni john wayne.. prang sha pa ung martyr type.. ayoko.. haha... ang gwapo ni john wayne.. kamuka ni wallace huo!..hehe...



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miss ko na c peachy...

miss ko na c mannie...



merry xmas na lng sayo.. kung cno kaman... as if nman maabutan mo pa tong part na to.. eh sooper boring nga ng lyf ko ngaun dba? dbaaa??? ang saaaddd .... walanghiyaaaa!

lazinessss...

i have a lot of things to do today... but i still have time to blog! ano bayan.. it seems like i'll be having troubles with my studies from now on.. wala lng... i though bbgyan ako ni ms canivel ng letter about my grades [low].. pero inde... goodness.. kala ko tlga she was looking at me.. un pla ung seatm8 ko lng.. haha.. LoL... i hate trigo.. i want mrs pedrosa back!... grrr.. imagine ha.. i didn't pass 2 seatworks tapos my grade are still fine... [i call that fine? wait till you see]..-_-

ang baba ng grades ko.. i'm wishing p nman to have scholarship at starr foundation.. a ksi my ate had a mail from new york regarding the application form for the scholarship grant.. aaarrrgghhh.. sana ako rin... i really really want to have the shcolarship...



haaayy... right now, i'm getting lazy on doing my homeworks.. mahaba haba pa naman... LoL... kainis ah...

haha... someday i think i'll be using my barbie's cradle layout.. haha.. e kasi pagsasawaan ko muna toh.. LoL..



ang labo ko.. look at that... i broke my school shoes because i played soccer awhile ago.. kulit ko tlga... lagi ako nkakasira ng shoes... mgglit skin c mommy.. ssbihin nnman nya.. 'ung fake na nga lang bibili ko syo pra pag nasira di ako manghihinayang..' hmmphhh..!

bala sha bsta i'm just having fun...



oh well.. tignan nyo naman... we have club practice tomorrow which means ddlin ko nnman organ ko.. kainis ah..-_-;



.. malapit na xmas breakk! gift koooo!

new layout!

not this... i mean i uploaded a new layout on blogskins:

it's entitled 'playing the fields'

cehck it out together with my other layouts --->

HERE!!



hope you like it.. hehe... ^^;;

PANGULO o PANG-GULO?

the typhoon yoyong and winnie did make a big amount of destruction in our country, many people died, many lost their homes, many are yet missing, in short... many are suffering. the good thing is, this helluva freaking storm called all the Filipino's attention worldwide and asked them for donations of any kind...



hmph.. at least that proved they care...actuaLLY they're not the only one who cares! Philippine Embassy's [tma b?] around the world are flooded with lots of Filipinos eager to send money donations via BPI bank to help our poor countrymen...

The UNITED NATIONS had an urgent meeting about this really rattling amount of devastation that swept our land and donated $6M to us in order to rebuild the ruined structures, buy food, clothes medicines and stuff for the people inlovolved

The EUROPEAN UNION also helped... they gave us 800,000 euro or PhP60M!



how generous is that?

i can't imagine that big amount of money... i mean, i don't think if that would be enough but i'm really grateful to those organizations who helped in the rebuilding of this storm-swept land...



BUT the question is... would the GOVERNMENT use that MONEY ENTIRELY for the benefit of the affected people? or just for themselves?

i am really in doubt of how the government use our money...

there are so many corrupt officials around pretending to be 'concerned' citizens when all they want is money money money...



naiinisss aakkkoooo kaaayyy Gloria... it seems like she's not really doing anything... i hate to pin point on someone but i've been hearing rumors... kurakot din shaaa! like everybody else... she also greeds for money...-_-... so ano b tlga sha? pangulo o pang-gulo...

monday-ness

can't think of a title... haha baliw.. LoL.. wala.. speechless.. uhm.. wait.. di pla.. so there you go.. further rantings of my semi exciting/boring life of mine... blog time nnman... hope i made sense haa...

ok straight to the point... inaabngan ko ung 'spirits' LoL.. john wayneeee! hihi...LoL.. feel ko maganda... i mean.. it has a connection with my term paper subject right? 'third eye'..hehe..LoL.. john wayneee... kuleettt...

everytime tere and i met... we always talk about... eherm.. john waynee and ravier na din.. wahaha... gud luck na lng sa cast! ^__^



anywaysss.. wala lng.. i hate my chair today... right desked ksi eh... oh yeah.. i had another back pain coz of that.. chka na rin pala pangangalay ng arm.. so un.. i exchanged my seat with tanya's coz it's left desked.. hello chair.. fave ko un eh.. Lol...



tapos un... watched the mangyan carolers... i thought they're gonna sing plainly pero di pla.. pwede na...nice nman eh.. na recall ko tuloy ung tide.. c tolits... puro na lng ako, ako, ako...

haaaayyy.. i'm gonna update my wishlist again.. i'm in need of soo many things... expensive things pa nga eh.. so i won't put my hopes up... haha.. amppeeeeellleng... cge nvm... had a nice day naman.. i crammed on my chem index card coz i haven't recorded any quiz.. my bad...



wala lng.. i have this new filecase thing.. di nman actually filecase...it's more of a file-folder case thing ung maraming divisions inside? un.. wala lng tapos it has 12 compartments plus one big file-case size compartment.. o diba.. 2in1.. LoL.. bbaw... i bought it at 130 bucks at expressions.. compared to bica's... jke.. compare daw ba.. bsta.. maganda nga ung kanya eh.. may hawakan ako wala... bsta nvm.. i'm not regretfull actually prang exited ako maglagay ng things dun eh.. walal ng.. just for the sake of opening and closing it.. wirdo noh... i just feel like storming the compartments for nothing... tsk. wierd me..



i'm back! after a seemingly edless talk with my bestfriend!!!!! my bestiieeee back then in gradeskul.. .and of course until nooowww!!! awww.. grabe i though she'll forget.. pero no! i called her in the morning and greeted her pero pumasok na eh!!! we stil love each other!! happy birthday to heeerrr!! yippeeeee...



*asks for group hug*

[mannie, peachy, hannah, karla]

mwaaahhH! love you guysss!

A Thousand Miles

i'm soo happy na i finally learned how to play a thousand miles by vanessa carlton [play it at the music player! ^_~]..di pa nga ako tapos eh pero at least ah.. achievement to...



sa club kase they were suggesting a song na may orchestral sound for the violins, flute, piano and guitar... and they suggested a thousand miles... at first i denied it kasi.. ewan ko.. by the look of it.. it already sounds complicated.. isa pa.. i'm not into the classical way of learning how to play it [ note reading ] ... i can do chords...pero hell... i don't think they're still gonna go on with it.. now pa na we're practicing underneath it all- no doubt.. hehe... aus nga.. ung guitar tuner.. coolnes.. tapos synch na sha sa organ.. ahaha...



wala lng... pero even though i knew na we're not going to push thru with this piece.. aus lng.. nadala na kasi ako eh.. ang cute nuya pakinggan.. nd isa itong challenge for me... coz i'm still learning how to play, sing and tumancha ng tempo all at once...

TAGAY!

such a nice saturday for me...yesterday was full of laughter, tears, bsta.. unexplainable things...LoL... haha...



we went to my cousin's house for the blessing... todo saya!



it's my first time to actually taste 'vodka'.. eh nyek.. di nman pla matapang eh.. [or does it have something to do with the brand?] it's like lemon juice...tapos i drank a bottle of SMB Light... light nman eh.. no big deal... and then i also drank two glasses of Boone's strawberry wine... ang sarap kaya... i-aad ko nga sa fave ko...haha.. tapos eto nnman.. my all time favorite red wine... maria clara sangria! sarap tlga sobra.. haha... ang dami ko ring nakain na brownies and capuccino flavored na brownie thing... bsta un...



all in all i drank...

a bottle of light beer

2 glasses of strawberry wine

a glass of red wine.. yumm!

and 2 shots of vodka

a sip of carlo rossi [ayoko nun.. yuk]



hmmpphhh... di nman ako nalasing so farr... nagkaraoke pa kme.. i sang.. harana by parokya.. LoL.. and i got a 97! Lalalalalalalaaaa...

i went to bed [dun pla kme ma22log] at around 10 or 11... watched miss world [congrats to peru] then nanuod din ng 'So Close'- ung chinese girl action movie thing.. bsta un.. grabe.. naiyak ako...panuorin nyo.. ewan ko...ang malisyosa ko tlga... wala lng... there are scenes there na you would think... bgay clang dalawa [the two GIRLS] wala.. try the cake scene... haha... walalang...^^;; tapos un... tulog at around 1am...zzzzz...



katabi ko pa ung baby boy ng pinsan ko... i can't sleep.. ang likot nman kasi eh..hehe...

the next day... kain...ligo... nuod ng shrek 2 and snippets of d incredibles.. tapos.. karaokeeeee ulitttt! haha... this time i got a 99! hulaan nyo kung ano kinanta ko...

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JAMBALAYA! haha. .sana alam nyo. wahehehehe.. in fairness mejo mataas ah... tapos by the next song... 99 ulit! hahaha.. hulaan nyoooo...

desmond and molly jonessss!

OBLADI-OBLADA! labo ko tlga... hahahaaaaa...

BLOGHOPPER

being a bloghopper also has its credentials... basically you'll have to waste your precious time in bloghoppin and scanning on random posts, plus you're wasting your energy typing some comments on their shoutboxes just for the sake of leaving your tracepaths behind so you can get more hits...but of all these... what's the price of learning something new from them? ah wala lng...



i discovered from one blog that before charles darwin [yep.. the one who theorized that we came from monkeys] died.. he was converted into a Christian.. maybe before he theorized that we came from monkeys.. he hasn't read the Bible yet... maybe lng ah..



pero would you believe... this Charles Darwin who proposed the theory of evolution rejected his studies and turn into the basic truth that the bible has?... wala lng tlga.. i was also stunned at the fact...



it is true... when death chases an atheist... he becomes a believer...



i think it's insane to live your whole life believing in nothing but the mere existence of the people around you not caring about who to worship or who to believe in.. when in the end, when death's scythe is hunting for your head... you start reading the bible and pray while waiting in your deathbed.

badtrip na inde...

naku... you'll hear ramblings about my life as a third yr nnman... if ur tired of me being like this... go to hell... i don't need you to read my blog...~_-



ang init ng ulo ko... i wanna kill d tindera ng buttered corn sa fcm.. ah basta...hope she dies NOW! [chee! i won't knock on wood 3x]



hmmmpphhhh... i started doing my projects in cl and music... nung malapit na ko matapos.. sobrang saya ko.. what an accomplishment for a weekday [ coz normally, i'll let myself cram on weekends]..pero hindeee... i browsed my reminders notebook only to find out i still have to drown myself in three more projects...ang saya dibaaaa??!?!?!?!?!



haaayy... lahat ng limang projects na un.. due next week.. whattabbouutttt...

-_-...grrrrr!! sobrang loaded na ko..[and to think.. i still have time to blog huh?]



haha.. basta... after d sagutan with the tindera, kumain kami ni terai sa jollibeee... tuna pie lng kinain ko eh sha double fries and coke with champ... takawskiii...haha... grabe sobrang nasira araw ko dun sa tindera [dun ask what happnd..kababawan lng un eh..] kaya i ate 5 ferreros and 20 almond kisses.. aynaku.. di ko mapigilan.. adik na ko sa chocolate..

pero on top everything sweet, pinaka masarap pren ang ferrero rocher!! haaayyy... i love chocolates...-_-brrr...



tapos pauwi na... sa tricycle i sat on something... wet... yuck... isang mabahong basahan... kdire.. nabasa shirt ko.. pero ok lng.. care ko ba... shirt lng yan... lalabhan nman... kya ko nga naalala na may nakalimutan kame bilhin... yap... laundry soap.. alangya tlga o.. -_-that time we we're stuck in dahlia coz there was an 18 wheeler truch trying to park in a looooonnnggg loooonnng garage.. naku, we're consuming gasss.



bsta.. THANK YOU LORD FOR THIS DAY KAHIT BADTRIP... MASARAP NMAN ANG CHOCOLATE. SORRY DAHIL I SAID MEAN WORDS DUN SA TINDERA. AMEN.

spirits...

hehe... my bago nnman akong aabangn... i'm putting up my hopes on this new tv show... sana maganda... actually c john wayne lng inaabangan ko... hehehe...bat nman kasi nagka-crush p sha ky sandara... yuck.. walang taste... grrrr...-_-; john wayne john wayne... =D hehe... buti n lng d n sha crush ni tere... ravier na sha.. wahehehe...



nyaaakkk.. cravings of a desperate fan...tssss...



kagabi, nag brownout! while i was doing my cl and music project... edi un... mag-isa pa nman ako sa rum non...haha... i walked through the darkness on to my sister tps nagpasama ako pr kunin ung flashlight... hehe.. ah wala lng.. nagdrama nnman ako.. nagmomonolgue sa harap ng mga tao, begging the Lord for light... wirdo k tlga..



naman...feeling ko di nku mkk-haircut...grrr...-.-;

nku ah... ag drama tlga ng itmightbeyou.. buti n lng pplitan na ng SPIRITS [john wayne...*.*]



hahaha.... SPIRITSSSSS!

'CONYO-NALISMO'

POSER WORDS



Naku, nahawa… I really really want to react on that thing… [got the idea from danica’s lj] ever since I read a certain post from there...



What are posers really? … for me, un ung mga ‘social climber’ people who try to look cool by inserting themselves in the era they aren’t really meant for… that stands for the people…



How bout the words? People define this as a way to make your life easier, y’know [like that..] shortening the long words, changing the rule of ‘change y to I and add es’ too a lot more unspecified rules… in short… slangs… kajologan daw…



But of course, I have an explanation for that… I’m not really opposing to the idea of hating poser words pero… hey, some just define it as an obstruction to your native language… wtf?



Tag-lish and conyo… are they the same? I have no idea actually…-.-



Hello naman… people are just being, different… maybe they don’t want themselves to be out of trend… admit it, we want updates in our helluva freakin life right? But the updates doesn’t necessarily mean blending in the conyo-nalized [imbento raw ba?] people out there…



haaayy...even i use those poser words sometimes [basically...only in chatting and texting]... just for the sake of bitching people out [if they're disgusted by the idea of poser-ing].. yeah... i'm a bitch..gotta problem? ..dyusko epal.. di ako yan ah..whatever nga..



Haayy, even the most uncivilized people are gradually learning the conyo way of speaking or writing or expressing themselves…



For me ok lng sa text, bhala ka… conyohin mo buong mundo pero when you talk to me… it’s either I’ll think you’re maarte or you’re one social climber…



W8.. I think I’m missing the point.. poser words.. yeah right…

Buhbye?

Heller?

Watevuh?

Chige?

Aq?

I heart u? [grrrrrrrr!!!]

OMG [as in vocal]



… jologs? Yes.

So far un lng ang aking opinion…

haircut?

haayy... sabi ko na, dahil sa bad weather, di matu2loy ang supposed-to-be haircutting day... haha...-_-;;

naku ah, i'm thinking of having a different haristyle by now, i hate my hair getting longer then-- trimmed! as always...-_-

i'm bored... and b/c of that, i think i'll let you see a caricature of me...by me... on paint... haha... i'm bored.. pasenxa...







see that? i look pathetic... i really need a haircut.. anyways, di nman ako lagi nkalugay eh...hehe







oh, mas pathetic ata yan... i hte my hair like that, and that happens only when i'm undecided on which haircut to take.. argghhh...







hope that looks good on me, i want to have a hair like that... hehe.. contrasting to the kind of hair most people like for the coming prom...^^;;



arrggghhh... to those people who know me... tingin nyo.. bagay? comment nman...

forgive me coz of this silly shallowness...tssk

and now i'm sick...-_-

not actually... just feeling sick... ulk... i hate this feeling, makes me wanna throw up...-_-... y'knw..i was knowledgeable enough to understand the painful muscle contractions in my stomach, that when you work out you won't be experiencing this agonizing pain... but hell, i did work out, i played volleyball in P.E. and i got muscle pain...which means my biceps/triceps are slowly getting used to this over production of lactic acid, which is good by the way.... but why am i still suffering from disminoreah? [chk d spelling na lng..] ...araaayyy ko...



after church, i rushed to the bathroom to throw up, maybe i ate to much bromate free pandesal and gulped in too much cheezee...--;; forgive me.



i slept from 11am - 1pm or something and when i woke up, i remembered na we'll have an investi meeting here in our house, and at that moment i wish someone would text me from my group telling me na postponed na lng ung meeting [i can't even stretch my arm to reach my phone], pero..goodness, ate cads opened the door and told me i have two guests waiting. haaayyy... ^^;;. forgive me, for i am suffering an unbearable amount of pain that is slowly increasing due to this project. arrgghhh...



ok, now it's time for me to do my thing. but i'm too hungry to do so, so i ate first ^^;; nang-alok nman ako.. kaw nman o. hehe...



tapos un... i still had fun. thanks to ate heidi who gave me this 'sambong tea' [pinakuluang sambong-- talk about noli..tsss] as a help to my sorrows [drama noh?] and then un... we continued our project but unfortunately, we didn't finish it all so we proceed to the paperworks na lng... haaayy at last we're done. ^^;; goodness.. i thought di ko kkyanin ang day na toh.



i discovered some secrets. haha... i'm not going to share.. secret nga eh...



i miss terai, hope she's fine... pag bumalik sha i'll blme her for she's responsible for me eyes.. nmmga.. haaayy... i miss my sister! yan tuloy, i had to squeeze myself beetween my parents during sleep ksi wala akong ksama sa room... scary.

BARBIE ROCKS! [new layout]

yesterday, me, diane and ate heidi went to the youth alive concert of our church--- 'akustic b tlga?' featuring barbie's cradle. actually un lng nman inabangan nmen eh [ng lahat malamang]... hehe boring ung ibang bands.. tapos my isang band na nainis tlga ko... ung 'broken'- banda ksi sala kaya sana... manners of proffesionalism nman ipakita nila.. maxado cla intimidated sa ibang bands... hmph. astig ung 'emmnuel'.. haha... ang dami inst! may violin, cielo, kahon, banjo, 2 guitar (akustic, electric), chk ung isa pang perkushon thing... ewan ko kung ano twag... bsta un.. hehe.. astig... galing nila.



kaasar... la kme kamera, di abot ng phone ko ung mga pips sa stage khit izoom.. grr... pero oks lng.. hehe. tapos andun c acel ng moonstar... ngaun ko nga lng nalaman na hindi n pla sha ksama dun eh... married na ksi...^_~ pero buhay pren nman ung band, iba nga lng vocals.. hehe...



tapos un.. barbie's cradle.. astigin... tlgang nagtanong ako kung akustik b tlga toh... kasi folk-rock music nila... c barbie ay petite, nttwa ako ang lki ng guitar nya ehehe... pero haayyy buit na lng kumanta na cla.. nabuhayan ang audience... their first song was ---(ewan ko..d k lam) ung song sa nscafe... ung 'nescafe... blah blah... all good things comin up!'-- un.. tma b? yeah cla kumanta nun tapos indpendence day, para... etc. tapos after nila.. layas na kme... haha... ^^;;



Hhaaayyy un lng...

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onga pla.. new layout.. if you notice... nagsawa ako eh.. ginawa kong colorfull.. hhe.. o yan.. enjoy ah... senxa na kung ayaw nyo ng selections sa music player... hmph.. la ko makita OPM eh...^^;; bsta.. enjoy..



hope you like this new layout.

[tntmad ako magedit.. bhala na kayo sa speling at gramar...-_-]

guilty...

awhile ago while collecting kina 'suki'... two children came to me to ask for their pamasko... sad to say pero i don't have coins in my pocket so i said sorry ksi i have no money... -_-... nkkguilty... those children are hoping for someone who'll give them even just a peso.. pero waaahhh... di ako nagbigay... ka guilty tlga oh...



oh well... those children? nkkguilty.. pero nung nagkalabuan kme ng isa kong friend... hmm.. naguilty ba ko? gags... of course yes... pero up to now i still can't find what my fault is in there... -_~...hindi kse ako manhid.. i'll know naman if i did something bad eh... and if i did... i'll apologize.. pero kung alam kong wala... hmm.. Lord, help naman o? ^^;;



diniscuss ng aming class president kung gusto nmen mag feastday sa boy's town marikina dun sa in-outreach-an namen... grrr... majority of the class approved pero.. w00T... i'm the lone hand raiser for the option of not celebrating the feastday there...

basically... i hate children... i hate their being makulet (khit lam kong galing din ako dun) i hate their being so hard to talk to... i hate them kasi nagpapahabol cla pag kinakausap... i hate them when they scream... i hate them...period. pero it doesn't mean na ayoko rin magkaanak sa future (haha... umabot daw ba dito?! LoL) gusto ko naman... pero i think two children would be enough... dahil ayoko ng maraming inaalagaang BATA... arrgghhh... no wonder my lowest score in the interest test fell under 'personal service' w/c includes nursing, care giving, bsta... ganun...



haaayy... about the band thing? uhgh... im outta there...-_~... not out as in i'm leaving coz even if i want to.. i can't dahil sa certain reasons.. haaayyy buhaaayyyy.... i hope i'm a freelander....tssss...



pluggie na nga lng ulet... ---> LUNACY v.1



PS... because i'm inspired with our lesson awhile ago at AP (bout knights and stuff)... i decided to make a fictional novel entitled: Oath of Chivalry ---> watch out! bka ma-publish ko to someday! hehe... (which is after a century or.. never?)

FUCK THIS DAY!

haynaku... kill me for cursing... i really hate this day... ah.. wala... i hate our presentation a while ago...~_-... i hate a certain grupm8.. yeah yeah... bat ako magsosorry e sha nga ung lumayas sa harap ko eh.. hn... bahala sha sa buhay nya... the hell i care...



oh well... that means THERE IS NOT REALLY A 'TRUE FRIEND' existing in this world... totoo yaaannn... even my 'bestfriends'.. i can't consider them a true friend... best lng.. ksi para saken mas mataas ung true sa best..



aminin nyo... ur bestfriends are just plainly your schoolfriends.. ero pag di na kayo nagkikita... la ng contact.. would you still think na friend ka pren nya... gya nunbg sa kong bstfriend nung gradeskul, la na kontak kahit tawag ako ng tawag sa kanya... unlike mannie.... a true friend indeed...



ughh... whatever nga.. i just hate this day, hay salamat at magpapractice kami as a CLUB not as a group... coz i can't take our imperfections... bwiset.. ano?! ssbihin mo na nobody is perfect? baket? sinabi ko ba na perfect ako? fuck you!

AWKWARD MOMENT starts... now

i'm still feeling awkward since our interaction with lasalle gh 2-F... why? don't ask, i'm always like this... even in first yr. when they enter.. i laugh... can't help it... LoL...-_-

anyways... oh well... guess the saying's right, it won't be exciting enough w/ the second time 'round... haha... they're right... it's actually boring (no offense) maybe i'm not so sociable to have all the fun.. eh kasi noh.. in things like this, only the 'sociables' get the 'real fun'... i still had a little fun... making funny things out of people...jke.. sma koh noh... ung activities nila (or lahat kme..prang..) ohkaaayyy?... xept for the MTV.. pero ung iba..cge na nga... ok na rin.. pwede...^^;;



haayy.. entrance.. todo... plastikan ito! i must admit.. shempre you have to control your uncontrollable outburst of laughing your guts out(yuck?)..ah eh.. basta ganun..



oh well... since i'm sensitive.. i want you to check HER xanga... check her nov.21 post... langya... insultuhin daw ba ang aking alma matter?!?! too bad kchatm8 ko pnaman bf nya.. hah! bka sha mapaginitan ko! grrr... CHECK IT CHECK IT!!!

naku.. pagod nnman ako...

oh well... this sunday is the LORD's day.. hallelujaaa.... i love GOD... pero bat lagi pren akong tinatamad magpray? sabi ko nga i'll never let Jesus wait pag may date kme (cl...tss) pero lagi ako inaantok or pagod or di ko feel... i hate this feeling... isa kong hipokritaaaaa!! hindi ko mapanindigan ung intro ko sa Godly cat. ng websyt ko... isa kong malaking sinungaling!!! naknaaaaaangggg...



ang daming b.i. sa paligid... i am slowly getting used to hear people cursing!!! haaayy...



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kanina at church, yeah.. like what i said, i'll buy the tickets to barbie's cradle's concert... haaaynaku namannn... ubos na ung sa harap (150 php)... langya.. so no choice.. have to buy the 75 pesos tix...hmmph... and that's from the middle of the auditorium hanggang balcony... kelangan ako mapunta sa balcony! as in asa harap!!



isa pa toh... malamang kahit cno naman iisa ang dahilan for religious concert... barbie's cradle and moonstar... tama... yan ang rason ko.. at di ko manlang naisip na para kay Lord tong concert na toh...-_-... punish me LORD... right now.



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kanina investi nmen.. nakina monte ako... haynaku... sana successful ung proj. namen... hmmph...-.-

ang sungit ng maid nila.

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onga pla... bukas interaction namen... gud luck. di ako naeexite...eh pano bnaman.. la salle gh nnman...-_-...sawa na ko...

sabado nanaman

i thought i could get some rest, but unfortunately no... i didn't get any of those desirable long sleeps! oh, i must admit--- i hate our band practices (coz i'm too lazy to attend) but once we get in there, we'll be overwhelmed with our rehearsals... hulaan nyo kung overwhelmed sa kagandahan o kapangitan... ^_~ haha... basta un... sa wednesday, accdng to my untrustworthy senses, the pres (i think) of the PTA foundation will be listening to each of the band's performance, if she likes it, then we might get invited to perform during the fair. which i don't like... why? basically that means performing on stage (speaking of stage fright), and of course i have to carry, again, my organ which i think sounds WEIRD especially during the FAIR.



awhile ago, at CK (cafe konsulado) kim, aisha, larz, me and steph practiced our audition piece--- Silent Night. Wallah... stig... this is one big ORCHESTRAA!! xept for the piano i think (never seen pianos in orchestras...-_^)haha... the song is really nice... we don't have a vocalist kaya masaya kasi if we have... edi voice ya ung hahabulin ng aming tempo... yoko nga.. paimportante...



narinig ko pa nga.. our december concert (first ever gig to if ever! needs audition nga lng...) sa greenhills will be postponed due to hectic sched ng cafe... anyways... ok un.. that means more practice... pero mamomove daw sa january...



i don't think i heard it right... narinig ko ata na may selected groups (audition passed) na sasama sa 'kundirana' concert... u know what... whatttevvverrrrr.... kung pumasa kami... prang ayoko sumama... hello lng... days after that concert is the 3rd quarterly exams! haaayyy



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w00T!!! tomorrow at church i'll be buying the 'youth alive fundraising tickets' for a religious concert featuring Barbie's Cradle!!! and moonstar88 (i think...that's what i heard eh..)...sama ka? hah... murang mura lng... 75 pesos! san k nmn nakakita ng barbie's cradle concert for 75 bucks? heheeeee.... nov.27-7pm-word of hope christian family church auditorium-- EDSA west... harap ng sm north edsa. c ya there!



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maxado na kong busy this yr... i think lahat nman tau eh...-.- pero haayy... pagod na ko.. gusto ko magpahinga...



--- lol... natutuwa ako sa silent night namen... ang gandaaaa!!

BAD NEWS! (bad news nga ba?) nagbunutan kami kanina kung cno leader... nahulaan nyo na noh... ako nnman (di tlga ko marunong bumunot!)!! -_- meaning ako ung mag tatawag pag may practices! eh hello.. ako nga ung numero unong ayaw magpractice eh... langya nman...hmm.. nevermind.-_-



currently listening to:Misa de Gallo - Manila Philharmonic Orchestra

worst week of november...[h8 list update]

and i though this is my lucky month since i celebrated my birthday on this horribly [just now] dreadful month. isooo hate this wk... from nov 16--nov19! everything bad happened to me!!! kaasar... i wish i'd die right now! *knocks on wood 3x* and go to heaven and see God and never come alive. But hell that's pretty easier said than done... -_-



first of all, tag-board is sick again... or is it my browser who's sick? can't open the webpage..can't access my account....-_- damn



oh look at that...the xerox/printer/scanner machine is now working... well..? hindi sha katulad ng mga xerox machine na mabilis, this one is uber slow, scanning the paper and PRINTING a copy of it..... ang bagal tuloy.. and xet noh.. colored pa! the ink is tooo expensive and the scanner (na sobrang matigas ang ulo) is digging holes in our laptop... my dad downloaded THREE scanner software only to discover none of them compatible with that 'xerox' brand machine... bwiset...



during the whole school week, i was loaded with the heaviest metal in the world! kaassaaarrr...this is preposterous!!! (yak...) i hate assignments! i hate quizzes! i hate seatworks!!! so what do you think is left with my class standing sheet?



btw, plano ko mag-iba ng layout since i'm getting used to this na... inspired nnman ako sa isang song, 'welcome to my life'-- simple plan. la lng... dba? pang blog tlga ung title di tulda ng 'you can buy me now'..ano ko prosti? gags.



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H8 LIST UPDATE

haayyy... lam nyo.. minsan nauubusan din ng pasenya ang isang tao, at ubus na ang pasensya ko sa pagpa2kyut nya (di naman sha kyut) sa pagpa3nsin nya (dedma nman) at sa abot langit nyang feeling na crush ko xa (hindi nman 22o) naiinis ako kay...*sigh* should i say her name... puchangnakngtimpaklong un eh....wag na lng...

at now she's using someone else pra pagselosin ako (or so i thought)... haaayyyy ako ba tlga'y lulunurin sa kamalasan sa linggong toh? ang kapal ng mukha nya nakakaawa... w8...prang ako yata ang feeling nun ah.. ah bsta... hello world? kaw bnmn di ma-obviousan sa mga desperate attempts nya... oh my... DIE BITCH! kala mo kinalolokohan ka ng mga tao? in your dreams sucker! kala mo kyut ka... hinde... panget ka.. you suck! i never thought na ganyan ka pla... feeling, mayabang, feeling, mayabang...



isa ka pa ***** haha... dyusko kunsintedora.... lol..if i were you i wouldn't tolerate your friend's desperate wishes of cuddling while in my presence... (yak.. ampeeling ko! haha... blog ko toh!)



isa pa... *** ********, kala ko ba di ka blabber? e isa ka plang langyang machinegun mouth eh... pigilan mo yang mo.. paplasteran ko yan...



know what? i hate the seniors batch 04-05... curse them. and sorry, i just hate that batch.

the lonliest birthday ever...

i never thought birthdays can be sad too...=( just like what i'm experiencing today... i would love to spend the whole day of november 16 at home, with my family who knows (duh) that a certain child existed in this same day in the year 1990... but helluvafreakin shit... first... i got late at school ... second, the pipe-in people didn't greet me! how sad... oh well, although you might say you don't want your name to be mentioned in the pipe-in for the whole school to know... hn, you know yourslelf.. and i know you want your birthday to be known... parang ako! then... people in the class started singing a happy birthday to my friend and classmate frolyne who (accdng to the pipe-in) celebrated her birthday on the 15th ut in reality... it was on the 14th... haha... people are getting pa-windang nang pa-windang nowadays... and as for me... my friends almost forgot this day! the only people who knew it was my brithday was... karla. larz. ate iori (am i right?) and hannah (really?)... haaayy...



and to add to this whole freakin miserable day of mine, our dear teachers loaded our backs with lots of homeworks... and i sooo fucking hate our trigo teacher... she gave us numberlots of homeworks na di nya tinuro... maybe she did but majority of the class didn't understand, and she's such a pig! i know.. i'm bad and i'm mean...lam ko na yan.. so don't spat that in my face for the nth time... i should be having a good day today.. pero lahat ruined na...



i hate this day...



girl boy bakla tomboy butiki baboy



girl boy bakla tomboy butiki baboy



girl boy --> ay... boy na ko...-_^

Count of Monte Cristo

as a book, that was one of our national hero's favorite.

my dad bought a vcd of it and watched it with my sister and my chubby ol' sis told me it was nice... and worth your tears...(really huh..?)... bsta.. watch nyo... actually di ko pa nga napapanuod eh...



hehe... my mom, dad and sis went to SMF today... without me! -_-... surprise daw coz they're gonna shop for my gifts! wahaha... wish ko something cuddly like a giant stufftoy na bear or HELLO KITTY!!(i'm still a kid and i cant sleep without anythin to cuddle) or if granted.. .a COMPUTER!... wahaw... pero i still wish they're gonna give me something of great necessity... like... a pair of rubber shoes coz i realy feel walking barefoot with my LA gear kasi da pads on the sole broke down... maxado raw ako malikot...hmmph... now i don't have any decent shoes to wear.-_-



hehe...i got a gift nah... haha... pera to chong! guess who gave it? our maid... awww... c ate ging! ay isang mabait na maid! kasi wala... super bait lng nya na mejo asar na minsan... haha... basta.. at least may pera nnmn ako! whahaha...



nakanampuch... na LSS ako sa 'liwanag sa dilim' ...LoL... kaya lagi ko nire-refresh blog ni nica...haha...^^;;



cge na.. baboosh... sana matuloy ang aming fud sale sa thursday kasi expiration na nung mga cinnamon twist na binili ko sa friday.. ehehe...

advance happy brithday to me...

i'm turning 14 tomorrow! yippeeee... but really, i don't feel it's my brithday...-_-...haaynaku...

wishlist!

1.) MY OWN COMPUTER na may printer! pentium 4 processor and.. uhm..it should have a 40 gb hard drive memory... plus modem!!!

2.) discman

3.) new wardrobe.. -kshoshop lng nmen pero i still hate my clothes... i'm too big!! i don't fit in!! shame on me.

4.) pera... kung my gift kayo sken.. icash nyo na lng... ~_^



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tsss.... i think i'll not be internet-ing tomorrow...

Project Lunacy v.1

hello!

PROJECT LUNACY v.!



i'm making progress!!! i'm done with the main page... please SIGN THE GUESTBOOK! ^__^



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birthday ko na bukas! ^__^

Project Lunacy v.1

looki looki! i'm getting excited over my website!! Project Lunacy v.1 <---- i just finished the first page.. as in un palang.. so.. you won't be getting anything... but so far, i think i'll be continuing this until the end... ayoko na ng walang nttpos sa website... this is my third trial!

1.)--- anime 711: this project was halted due to limited time of internet acces, isa pa... i don't like geocities pagebuilder's web resolution.. so un... tinigil ko na.. kasi ako'y nawiwindang sa pagebuilder dahil ang corny ng graphics... walang class... hindi formal.

2.)--- melodic doohickeys: this is the first time i tried to do a website out of the overly complicated website making program... notepad. hoorah... masaya pren ako khit na magkanda loka loka na ko sa kaaaral ng notepad... un pla... codes! yes.. codes... and i have to learn the basics of html... kaso, tables lng alam ko gamiting... kya.. dahil panget ang kinalabasan... site is permanently closed.

3.) and now... presenting... Project Lunacy v.1... un na un... i'm using div's na.. pra madale...haha... abangan nyo na lng pag may content na...^_^



wish ko lng... matapos ko toh,,,

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today is sunday.. therefore... today is GOD's day.. we didn't have Pastor Dave to preach this early morning of 6 am, on the contrary, we had Ptr. Marvin... at first i thought 'nah... i'm gonna sleep again kasi boring nnmn ung pastor' (sma noh?) ..pero no... he was convincing enough to encourage a lot of people to turn in to the altar and accept God's Love for them... Topic? the power of prayer... prayer without ceasing, prayer that would reach not just at the boundaries of our roofs but prayer that would reach the highest mountains... prayer that would reach GOD.

and his examples are realistic and moving... so un... i din't sleep... hehe...



oh my... malapet na bday ko! greet me! pero whatever ah.. i don't feel like turning 14...nah...

nuff said.

work centre XK35C

yey! my dad bought a xerox machine/printer/scanner! in short.. all in one.. kasi 2nd hand... pero oks lng... theonly problem is, we can't seem to figure out how it's being used...hayyy...



hintay pa kme ng taong hinire pra gawan ng paraan... hmmph.. kainis... xited pnmn ako! ^_-...



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woot malapet na bday ko... sa tuesday na... hepe bday to me... i'm turning 14! yey... kaso di ko feel na mlapet na ko magbday...



my mom wants to throw a party pero knowing her unconstant mind... i bet it's not for real...and w8...she wants to invite our neighbors.. e ayoko nga kasi di ko nman friends un.. guys pa...-_- hindi ksi ako sociable noh! ...-_-...



whatever nga... gudluck in my lonliest bday ever! ^_^

w00t! someone flamed me

big deal daw ba.. haha...

i'm a sensitive person.. therefore i should react. ayoko nmn dedma...

LoL... i'm giving that bloody git too much attention...

let's give that freakin beyatch waht he/she long craved for!--- !



how lame is that... the world today is producing too many KSP people, and it's bugging me, especially when an uninvited insect flies over my blog and they pretend to be a critic when they don't sound like one...



so much for a birthday treat.

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halatang kggling lng sa retreat noh... haha

kanina, i had a dream--- i was in a softball game... un lng.. kalimutan ko na eh...

tapos i watched 'hiwaga sa balite drive' on abscbn--- talk about boring stuff...-_- gusto ko lng nman dun ung guy eh.. haha...

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hhaaaayyyy, saturday nnman, i guess may practice nnman kame sa CK... shet noh... i'm facing the real consequences of not studying the guitar...-_- ayoko na.

retreat!

third year students of the section kalayaan of the School of the Holy Spirit of QC had an eventful retreat last november 10-12, 2004. The said retreat was held at OMC (Oblates Missionary Center) at Macopa St. Mapayapa Vill.1 QC.

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LoL... i surely believe that it is not the spiritual training we students are getting excited for, on the contrary, the fact that we will stay away from home for 2 nights and three days, with our friends and dear teachers--- is exciting enough.



Having Bros. Pao and Mike around made the whole thing more humor-filled and fun. They never failed to laugh our guts out, cry tears of joy and fart the whole night through! (haha jke.. yuk)



w00t... ayoko na nga...



we had real fun, yes but there are also mushy parts where people cry exchanging palm sized hearts categorized in four parts --- love, sacrifice, gratitude, forgiveness---> i can't decide whether i'll give forgiveness hearts to anyone, coz like one friend-- i don't really feel sorry to anyone... oh great. now i'm the sinister type now.



-o_o-

but still, i had to say sorry to just one person, jen. sorry for discriminating her-- due to some personal issues. yes, i'm bad.. but at least i said sorry.

the other two sorry hearts went to people i'm not really feeling sorry for. for the sake of writing something and distributing it to someone... i did that. npka plastic.



my heart is getting cold and hard. and i'm not asking for some warmth and heart melting things to stop me from thinking bad thoughts on others.-_-



i am evil. i know.. but i'm not a demon.



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on the first day of the retreat, at night my classm8s went to the chapel for the adoration of the exposed sacrament, they prayed the rosary and blah blah things... and me, being the non-catholic stayed alone with tow other classmates, tanya and alya... na hindi ko nman close so--- un, they went together- i was left alone, i slept, got uncomfortable, woke up and waited for them outside, thinking insane thoughts to myself, acting like a 'do nothing' queen, reflecting on the square grassy garden down an atrium like building, thinking thoughts like 'wat if fall' -- im not going to die naman eh, or 'sana swimming pool toh' then i would accidentally drown myself due to freaky thoughts inhabiting my brain.



oh well... nice try, but.. better luck next time.



SURVEY:

SECTION1//INTRO

Call me: arianne, r-yan, yan, yani, yanyan --> watever!

Age: 13 going on 14

Height: average for my level, but tall for my age

Hair Color: Black

Eye Color: Dark brown

Where im at: basement.



SECTION 2//HAVE YOU EVER??

Fallen off the bed?: yeah.. when i was a kid

Had plastic surgery?: no

Had a dream come true?: yeah, minor dreams nga lng

Cheated on a test?: of course naman!



SECTION 3//CURRENTLY...

Wearing: shirt, capri, jacket, undies

Eating: Nothing.

Feeling: sleepy

Reading: this one?

Located: Home

Chatting with: no one -- myself i think

Listening: my mom's secretary talking to someone on the phone

Should really: sleep? wtf is this?



SECTION 4//DO YOU...

Brush ur teeth?: duh like yes?

Have any piercings?: ears..

Drive?: SOMEDAY!!

Believe in GOD?: Yes.

Ever get off the computer: Er...yes? :p



SECTION 5// FRIENDS

Who are your bestfriends?: hannah, mannie, peachy, karla

Who is the loudest?: karla

Who is the shyest?: peachy

Who is the hottest?: mannie

Who laughs the most?: karla

Who have u known the longest?: mannie

Do u hang out with the opposite sex?: yeh

Do u consider yourself popular?: No

Do u trust ur friends: Yes.

Are you a good friend?: Hopefully.

Can you keep a secret?: Yuh.



SECTION 6// LAST PERSON YOU...

Talked to on da phone: mom

Yelled at: forgot...-_o

Tripped: no one

Turned down: Turned down?



SECTION 7// PERSONAL

What do you want to be when you grow up?:

i want to be the richest most successful person alive!

What was the worst day of ur life?: Er...can't

remember

What has been the best day of ur life?:

oh maybe when i saw tony sun in person... *drools*

What do u usually think of before u go to bed?:

GOD, coz i'm praying...



SECTION 8// FAVOURITE



Food: sweets, spag, cake, ice cream... blah blah

Movies: harry pottr series, jackie chan movies, passion of the christ... blah blah

Song/s: la eh

Sport: volley, badminton, sopbol, swimming

Ice cream flavor: cookies n cream

Magazine: nah

Day of the week : Friday amd wednesday (not bcoz of clubs! == PE!)

Color: red



SECTION 9// DO YOU

Like to walk in the rain: Yeah

Prefer black or blue pens?: Black

Like to travel?: Yesh

Sleep on your side, tummy or back?: depends

SECTION 10// ARE YOU

Into any relationship?: Nope.

Outgoing/Anti Social: mejo-mejo

Big Eater: Depends :p